A burning in my soul
is tearing my heart to shreds.
I don�t know what to do,
I'm confused and bewildered,
and I just don�t understand
why fate chose to burden me,
with the ache of broken heart.
How could I be so unlucky,
to have my heart broken twice?
I can't even begin to comprehend
how I was chosen
for this un-reciprocated love, twice.
It's been a nightmare of hurt,
and I just want it to end.
Why should I put myself in that position,
when I know it'll happen,
all over again.
I'll be rejected once again,
leaving me devastated,
and almost wishing I was dead,
holding my broken heart in my hand.