GENTLEMEN'S AGREEMENT Title: Gentlemen's Agreement, 3/16 Author: Jaye (Copyright May 2002) Codes: C/P NC-17 Disclaimer: Star Trek, Voyager and all related characters and concepts are the property of Paramount. No infringement is intended or profit made. This is NC-17 for m/m sex. If you aren't interested (or aren't old enough), don't read it. Archive: Drop me a note first so I know where it's going. Please keep the text (especially the disclaimer) intact. Feedback: Sure but be kind, or at least constructive. E-mail is reader8901@fastmail.fm Summary: An alien royal makes Chakotay an offer he can't refuse. Note: Slightly AU, P/T never happened and I don't know how canon Chakotay dresses off duty. Also, Tom's 30, Chakotay 39. *************** PART THREE /He's hopeless. Absolutely hopeless./ Sisryn *knew* she was the same age as Nedal, but at this moment she was fighting the urge to rush across Voyager's holodeck and grab his ear, pulling him out of sight so she could deliver the stinging lecture on proper behavior his mother obviously forgot. Then again, knowing how single-minded the Regent could be, perhaps he *had* received the sermon and simply ignored it. "We're lucky everyone else from our ship is too busy eating to notice this little display," Milady muttered in her ear. "He's practically sharing BlondieBoy's uniform. If the pride leaders saw him right now, it would crash that sky-high price you're charging for Privilege." Sisryn turned to the older woman, frustration in every line of her body. "I am well aware of that, Milady, but what do you suggest I do? And don't say 'speak to the Regent'. I've seen him kill with one swipe of those claws. I'm way too young to be making my trip to the Celestial plane." "So you'll send me forth to brave Nedal's temper, Sisryn?" Milady regarded the Chief Consul with amusement. "So kind of you to allow me this opportunity to test my aging reflexes." "I'm just hoping he'll listen to the voice of experience. It's pretty clear he's not hearing any of *my* warnings. At least about BlondieBoy. He's pretty much ignoring BlondieBorg now." "Very well. Keep an eye on the Larat while I try to talk some sense into our misguided leader." Milady and Sisryn shared a grim smile, squared their shoulders and separated to acquire their targets. *************** When Tom had stepped onto the holodeck for his mandatory appearance for the Rutalis' first visit aboard Voyager, he would have sworn his day could not get any worse. He was wrong. His troubles had started yesterday, actually, almost the instant he left Chakotay staring after him in the DaySpring massage room. He'd lied; he hadn't showered, just performed a quick cleanup, dressed and fled back to his cabin. To sit and brood. He couldn't bring himself to wash away the remnants of the oil. That fresh, subtle scent surrounded him like the lightest of veils, teasing Tom to remember his session with the shockingly sexy Commander. His body continued to hum with pleasure far longer than he expected. But in retrospect the whole experience was disturbing. Chakotay had been right about Tom's choice of lovers. Tom always preferred to be the stronger partner in the *relationship*, no matter how loosely the term was applied. He needed to be in control. If Tom ever felt that sense of security threatened, he ended the affair lickety-split. With women, it was usually about the time they started making vague jealous noises about exclusivity. With men, it was much more straightforward: Tom dumped a guy as soon as talk turned to equality and topping *him*. He didn't even know what caused that gut-level need to flee at the thought of being taken. He'd never bottomed, so it's not as though he'd had a bad experience. As a golden-haired, silver-tongued cadet young Mr. Paris had been propositioned by plenty of men. But the only offers he ever accepted were from the ones who wanted his cock, not his ass. He made the same choices as an officer, and even during those rather shady days before the Maquis. His time with the rebels, and in prison, had hardened his resolve. In both situations he'd had to do too much fast talking, and fighting, to keep control of his body and circumstances. It brought home to him the truth that the bottom in a male-male relationship was a far too vulnerable position for Thomas Eugene Paris to ever put himself in. His hookups on Voyager were much the same. He had only selected partners who were so eager to land the Lieutenant that they would do so on his terms. Anyone who looked the take-charge type in the bedroom was firmly dismissed from his mind, even from his fantasies. Then along came Chakotay. Hot, hunky, sensual and smoldering, he clearly deserved a starring role in any X-rated dream Tom could come up with. And that was part of the problem. Even though Chakotay had supposedly come to Tom to gain some experience as a bottom (it seemed highly unlikely Nedal ever let *anyone* have the upper hand, especially between the sheets), the younger man was very much feeling the weaker half of the duo. The touch of those bronzed hands had been extremely arousing, but also masterful. It had been a perfect demonstration of how much Chakotay was in command, of both Tom and the situation. The blond wanted to hunch into his couch and hide when he recalled the wild things he would have promised Chakotay during that kiss. That he hadn't had the opportunity---or breath---to do so was Chakotay's decision, not his own. Even more unsettling than the overwhelming physical sensations had been the mental realization. Tom had wanted Chakotay so much that he would have been willing to bed him on any terms. And that was *not* a position of power. So after a few hours of tossing and turning, Tom had appeared at Chakotay's door before shift. He hemmed and hawed for a few minutes, but finally admitted that he could not go through with their arrangement. Tom had then taken a deep breath and prepared to give a less-than-honest (and completely unrevealing) reason for his withdrawal. "I can't, because---" "There's no need to explain." Tom couldn't interpret the tone. However, the younger man clearly saw the banked fires in Chakotay's eyes wink out in an instant. Though that heated, predatory gaze had singed Tom's nerves, having it disappear so completely was like a door slamming shut. The sudden shock of being left out in the cold almost made him change his mind. Instead, he screwed up his courage and continued, though he felt gauche now facing the interested, but reserved, expression Chakotay usually showed him. "If you'd like me to suggest someone else...?" "Thank you for the offer, but that won't be necessary. I'd appreciate your continued discretion, though." Chakotay's calm, professional air was almost enough to make Tom question his memory of the man's overpowering sexuality. For one surreal moment he entertained the notion of grabbing Chakotay and shaking---or kissing---that fire back to life. Then he sternly reminded himself of how helpless he'd been under the spell of the older man and quickly retreated. It felt chilly on the bridge that morning without a burning gaze tracing the contours of his body. Instead, Chakotay's regard was the nonthreatening mix of friendship and camaraderie the men had achieved over the years. Tom's mind wandered from the Conn as guilt and doubts began to creep in. He wondered what Chakotay would do now. And, much more importantly, who he would choose to do it with. Tom's mental conversation, actually shouting match, pro and con for changing his mind yet again had left him a bundle of nerves. By the time he stepped into the holographic re-creation of a garden with a Greek-style colonnaded pavilion, he was convinced that the wisest course of action would be to secrete himself in a very cold shower until he stopped thinking about his fiery Titan altogether. He'd slinked along the thick Ionic columns edging the mosaic floor, then wandered around the garden. He told himself he was trying to keep a low profile, but he couldn't seem to stop his eyes from seeking out a particular red-and-black-clad figure. He'd finished one circuit when he sensed eyes on his body. Not the heated caress of Chakotay's smoky brown orbs, but a sharp stab of possession. The unknown, unnerving watcher seemed to stake Tom in place like a goat laid out as bait for a tiger---his or hers for the taking. Tom whirled and nearly smacked noses with the Rutali Regent. He stumbled back a step, only to have Nedal move forward to brush their chests together. Tom continued to back up until he was pressed against a tree. "Wha-What are you doing?" he garbled in an ever-so-slight panic. It was clear this man, who was as tall as himself but built like Chakotay, didn't even bother to pay lip service to the notion of personal space. Tom swallowed; he truly did feel like prey. "You would have been my Chosen, golden one, my Larat," the deep voice rumbled as one finger, claw sheathed, trailed up the seam of Tom's jacket. Tom knew that officially, all Voyager's crew had been told was that Chakotay had been named the liaison to the Rutali, and that his position required the wearing of the crystal seal. He decided to play dumb. "I'm not really qualified to be an ambassador," he said, trying to ease his way around the solid figure. Suddenly that talon snicked out and snagged the Starfleet issue material, pressing through the layers to prick Tom's skin. The Regent's expression was stomach-knottingly fierce. "There would have been no room for negotiation, my sleek goband," he growled, using his other hand to enclose his captive's jaw. "But you would have served me well." His claws convinced Tom of the wisdom of holding still. "Very well, indeed. In every capacity." Tom couldn't believe the sense of déjà vu. He was half a galaxy away from Auckland, and yet here was a Delta Quadrant bully who thought he could get what he wanted from Thomas Eugene Paris just by looming over him. Nedal was going to find out he had underestimated his "golden one" just as much as the prison heavies had. Long pale hands unconsciously clenched into fists as the streetwise pilot mentally prepared attacks and defensive moves. The claws would be a problem, but Tom was prepared to fight dirty. He was determined not to be intimidated, especially by this self-important overgrown alley cat. Just as he opened his mouth to deliver a blistering verbal assault, he stopped in shock, mouth hanging open. A slender, fine-boned hand reached over Nedal's shoulder and firmly gripped the Rutali's ear, giving it a hard yank. Nedal suppressed a howl as he was pulled down to Milady's level. "You, Sir, are coming with me. I think it's time we had a little chat." And with that she led the Regent away like a recalcitrant five-year-old. Tom did notice, however, that the elderly Rutali made sure no one else could see her disciplinary measure as she dragged Nedal into the maze of plants. *************** After several minutes Tom's nerves steadied and he shook off the rush of adrenaline. /At least now I know who to avoid/ Tom thought as he walked back to the pavilion with its tables of refreshments. He changed course when he caught the flash of his elusive quarry disappearing around a hedge. Approaching from a different angle, Tom peered around a corner to see the back of the Rutali Chief Consul. She was making her way toward Chakotay, who was seated at a stone bench surrounded by flowers. A single bronzed finger was lightly stroking a pale, delicate blossom with waxy leaves. He seemed lost in thought, but looked up with a polite smile and started to stand when he heard Sisryn's steps. Intrigued, Tom circled around to find a hiding place close to the pair, then hunkered down to eavesdrop. "Forgive me, Larat, if I disturb you," Sisryn said, bowing. "Not at all," the Commander said, gesturing to the spot beside him as he resettled. "And please, just call me Chakotay." "Then I am Sisryn," she replied, then watched him a moment. "You are not comfortable with any of this, are you?" Chakotay's hand automatically touched the seal laying upon his breast. He sighed, "No, I'm not. But there doesn't seem to be much I can do about it." "Why is that?" came the sympathetic question. Chakotay surveyed the Rutali. "If I tell you, will that have any effect on how I am judged as Larat?" "A wise question. I can only tell you that honesty is never penalized." Sisryn leaned over to lay a hand on both of Chakotay's, which had moved to twist together over one knee. "Talk to me." The bronze man nodded and gave Sisryn a quick smile. Tom strained to hear, extremely interested in what had disheartened the usually unflappable Commander. "I'm not used to sex being treated like a commodity. Or viewing myself that way, either. But...I wanted to do my best for the crew, so I sought some help from a colleague. It didn't go well, but I'm not quite sure why." "Was he...discouraged...by the instructions in the tome?" Sisryn asked, tilting her head. "No, at least I don't think so." Chakotay sighed again. "I tried to show my friend he could trust me in an intimate situation. Instead, I think I scared him off." The Rutali smiled and tried to inject some levity. "Don't give me details; they'd probably be too juicy to keep to myself." She sobered at Chakotay's dejected silence. "What makes you think you did something wrong?" she questioned softly. "I knew that the reason he was going to give me for backing out wouldn't have been the truth, so I'm just describing my gut feelings. I'm not sure if I can explain it." Chakotay turned to face the Consul fully, spreading his hands. "My parents taught me that the basis of a relationship, of any kind, is trust." Chakotay lifted Sisryn's hand and cradled it, warming to his theme. "I don't know what's true among your people, but in human relationships a woman is usually not as strong as a man. So for her to place herself---body, soul, spirit---into a lover's hands is an act of courage, and a gift. One that must be honored. That gift also has to be earned, by spending time sharing thoughts and feelings, getting to know one another. Building trust." Sisryn, and Tom, were barely remembering to breathe, so wrapped up were they in the atmosphere Chakotay was weaving with his words. "What about two men together?" she whispered. "I don't know." Chakotay said, gently squeezing, then releasing the tawny hand. "But I'm still more powerfully built, so I tried to find a way that didn't need a lot of words, or time, to show that I could be trusted. That I wouldn't use my strength against my partner, even in the heat of passion." Chakotay's lips quirked ruefully. "I failed. So now I'm not sure what to do." "I'm sorry, Chakotay. I wish there was a way I could help. It is a pity your colleague could not see you as I do, strength and gentleness blended." She blushed. "I know I would trust you, and welcome your passion." Chakotay blushed himself, and gave Sisryn a soft, grateful smile. "Thank you. That's very comforting to know, so you've helped a great deal." He stood, holding an arm out for the Rutali minister. "And now we'd best return before we're missed. Please let me get you a drink." He grinned. "Embarrassing conversations always make me thirsty." Sisryn chuckled. "Me as well. So lead on, Sir." They disappeared into the greenery. Tom remained in his hiding place, too stunned to move. He couldn't believe he'd read Chakotay, and the situation, so wrong. The Titan wasn't trying to prove his dominance; he was attempting to demonstrate his trustworthiness. Tom had been so focused on that demanding mouth that he'd misinterpreted the generous hands. They had stayed completely passive the whole time the two men kissed. Tom also remembered their tender treatment of his body beforehand. Tom suddenly felt ashamed. He had let his own fears drive him into breaking his promise to help Chakotay. It seemed the older man had been honest when he said he wasn't interested in other men. The Commander didn't want the name of a substitute because he wasn't going to approach anyone else. He'd prepare for Nedal as best he could, all by himself. Tom sat among the plants for quite a while, remembering his times alone with Chakotay since they'd arrived in Rutali space, and everything they had said. What finally got the blond moving was the memory of Chakotay's low voice saying he wanted his first time to be with Tom. Not with a stranger. With the unfolding of his lanky limbs Tom quickly stood, brushed himself off and asked the computer for his soon-to-be lover's location. His Titan was alone in Holodeck One. Tom smiled and headed for the exit. /Ready or not, Chakotay, here I come./ *************** Nedal gripped Milady's wrist, very carefully, and flung her hand off his ear. "That's enough," he growled, once again able to stand upright. Milady looked around the concealing veil of vegetation. It was as private as she could get. "I agree," she said, golden eyes flashing as she stepped up to the Regent and poked him with one finger. "Your behavior this evening has been quite enough." "I am not interested in a lecture, Milady. Sisryn has already dared my wrath on the subject of appearances. The Larat does not begin his duties until we reach the homeworld. Until that time, you will leave me in peace to pursue whomever I wish." He loomed over her shorter figure. Milady thrust out one hip and crossed her arms, a three-dimensional portrait of the unimpressed. "You seem to forget, *Regent*, that there are many eyes upon you, and have been since Chakotay accepted the seal. The royal coffers are overflowing with payments for Privilege---and the bidding will become even more fierce when we reach Ruta and the rest of the court gets a glimpse of your dark-haired prize." The Rutali woman broke her pose, crossing the small space. "If you are caught hunting another---especially one of your usual weak-willed blonds---the less discerning among our people may begin to question your competence. They will doubt your decisions on matters of state, since you are undisciplined enough to prefer the pilot simply because of his hair color." "That is not the only reason," Nedal snapped huffily. "*You* selected Chakotay. He is not my choice. The man doesn't show the proper respect for my position." "Wrong. He has been the soul of courtesy. He simply does not display the groveling deference your bootlicking sycophants have accustomed you to." An arch smile curled Milady's lips. "You're afraid the Larat will be too much of a challenge. You go to BlondieBoy because you believe he'll roll over and take whatever you deign to give him." Milady strolled back to Nedal and whispered in his ear, "I wouldn't be so sure of that." Her eyes hardened as she leaned back and clutched the Regent's seal. "You *will* control yourself around these humans. This is not a game for your amusement. The Larat serves the Rutali leader, but the joining also fulfills a purpose among the people. One that you have yet to comprehend. So watch your step, Nedal. You've been given fair warning." Nedal ripped the crystal from Milady's hand. "*I* am the Regent. And if you, or the sniveling Chief Consul, crosses me again I will remind you how I have treated others who sought to usurp my power." He moved back, still radiating menace. His voice was silky but cold. "Now *you* have been given fair warning." He left. Milady slumped against a stone urn and considered her next move. *************** Chakotay was startled when the holodeck doors opened. He had left instructions for a privacy lock with a single exception---Tom Paris. He'd accepted the younger man's rejection with outward composure and quickly smothered the desire the blond had sparked in him. Still, a small corner of his mind held out hope that Tom would change his mind. Apparently that wish was not in vain. He watched the lean figure approach with just a notch less than its usual nonchalance, and tried to make his own body relax. Tom slowly walked across the room, surveying the opulent surroundings. They were in a suite more lushly appointed than anything he had ever imagined, much less experienced. The high ceilings were molded with plant and animal figures, all chased in gold. The walls were lined with a ruby brocade that matched the velvet cushions adorning gilt chairs and settees with heavily carved legs. Floor-to-ceiling windows along one wall showed the dark of night beyond their leaded panes. Drapes of the same shade and material as the wall coverings were tied back with heavy gold ropes, their tassels dangling almost to the floor. A wall of doors paneled with mirrors hinted at excessive closet space, while more ornately framed and gold-leafed looking glasses topped a huge bureau and vanity. Light was provided by large wall sconces that looked like cupped Rutali hands, and small lamps that cast radiant puddles around end tables scattered among the other furniture. Tom finally looked at the bed. He figured it could fit about five comfortably, noticing the sheen of patterned satin that again perfectly matched the walls. The carved headboard continued the motif of the ceiling moldings, and two enormous bolsters stretched across the top of the bed. /Ah, I guess it only sleeps two after all./ The floor struck the only discordant note. Tom expected richly veined marble or a carpet of ankle-deep plush. Instead a shining hardwood floor greeted his questioning gaze. "Sisryn gave me the specs for the Larat's chambers. I changed the floor," Chakotay answered Tom's expression. "I was going to practice my 'artistic display to stir the interest of the court' mentioned in the manual." He continued more hesitantly, "since you said you couldn't..." "I changed my mind," Tom stated, lifting his chin. "Do you have a problem with that?" "Of course not," the older man quickly reassured, shoulders easing with relief then lifting in inquiry. "Um, what should we do, then?" Tom shuffled, rather uncertain. His resolve had carried him from one holodeck to the other, then dropped him with a thud. "Well, I guess...supplies!" he snapped his fingers. "There are a few supplies we need." He looked at the walls. "Does this place have a replicator?" Chakotay swallowed at the thought of what kind of materials Tom might be talking about. "Through there," he pointed to an open doorway. "I installed a small hallway between here and the bathroom. It has a replicator and refresher." Tom looked at him quizzically. "Why would you need that?" "I threw my uniform in there. I figured by the time I picked a performance outfit, I could re-dress and then replicate the costume." "So what you're wearing right now is...holographic? You're actually naked?" Tom examined the loose beige draperies swathing the powerful form. /Holographic, huh? This *definitely* has potential./ "Yes." Chakotay said briskly, a little disturbed by the laserlike beams trying to pierce his photonic covering. "If you're staying, you might as well do the same. Just ask the computer for, I don't know, a robe or something." Tom headed for the hallway and quickly complied, shedding his clothes to return in a silk garment that matched his eyes. Chakotay blinked at the vision of ivory, gold and blue, then quickly diverted his gaze to the items in the slender hands. "Supplies?" "Yep," Tom said, laying towels and oil on the bedspread. Then he hopped onto the enormous mattress and laid back, crossing his bare ankles and threading his fingers behind his head, propped on one of the pillows. He looked Chakotay up and down again. "That sack you're wearing isn't an option, right? 'Cause that's not going to stir the court's interest, or anything else." Chakotay stiffened, then accepted the younger man's honesty. He gave an embarrassed shrug. "I guess not. Computer, initiate clothing rotation Chakotayperformance, with changes on my mark." /Now this is what I call a fashion show./ Tom had Chakotay walk each outfit back and forth and pivot...slowly. There were several suits, charcoal, tan, navy; a few button-down shirts (oddly, some frilled) paired with dress slacks. They all fit well---certainly more tailored than anything the Commander usually sported. But Tom dismissed each ensemble as just not quite right. The closest was dark trousers topped with a red silk shirt, its collar slightly opened to expose the necklace of the Larat. "Well, that's it." Chakotay said, throwing up his hands. "I'll probably have to do some research, or go back to the drawing board." "Why don't you perform for me, and maybe I can make a suggestion based on the act." Tom said reasonably. He was in a good mood, viewing the talent portion of the evening as a prelude to the swimsuit---and less---phase of his private one-man beauty pageant. "All right." Chakotay agreed and instructed, "Computer, set clothing Chakotaypractice." His garments quickly reformed. "That's it!" Tom practically fell head-first off the foot of the bed, brought up by a sudden rush of lust. Chakotay was now dressed in the shoes that had been retained through every outfit, dress boots with clearly defined one-inch heels. This time, though, the rest of his clothes were pure black: body-hugging trousers that began mid-ribs and flowed down the older man's trim waist, then molded a pair of luscious cheeks and strong thighs, until at the knee they continued straight down instead of tapering. And topping it off was a short-sleeved T-shirt so skintight you could see every muscle of those powerful shoulders and biceps, as well as every curve of the washboard abs. Tom had an urgent desire to lower the temperature, so the barely-seen nipples crowning that impressive chest would harden and poke through. The barbaric gold and crystal of the Rutali seal gleamed against its midnight background, the final touch. "*That's* your performance outfit," Tom repeated, his mouth dry with longing. "No, it's my practice outfit," Chakotay said in a patient tone. "I'm telling you, Chakotay, whatever you're doing will be better received in those clothes." Tom surveyed the terrain once more. "You might even get away with just standing there." "Yeah, right." Chakotay sighed and gave in. "I still need to make a few more environmental adjustments. Shall we get started?" Tom nodded and bounced to the bottom of the mattress, eager now for the performance to begin. Chakotay gave the computer commands to adjust the lighting, turning it into a soft glow illuminating the clear space he was standing in. He summoned a music selection, then stood, hands relaxed at his sides, and waited. Tom first heard the clapping, unseen hands moving in a quick, precise rhythm. Then the strains of a guitar, its notes sensually gliding around and within the beat. Slowly, Chakotay's arms raised, bending at the elbows to hover before him at waist level. Suddenly, he began to move. His feet lifted and descended in rhythm with the clapping in the timeless steps of flamenco. As the beat sped up so did he, landing on the balls of his feet in a flurry of motion. Like an exclamation point marking the end of each phrase of music, he landed back on his heels with a sharp, emphatic sound. All the while, his upper body followed the melody of the guitar. His fingers flicking, leading to the swift turn of wrist, expanding into the graceful opening of the forearm and finally the full expanse of those carved, flowing limbs as he sketched circles in the air. It was pure power, and passion. More than a dance, a presentation of the primal male essence. As the clapping and guitar became even faster, Chakotay's movements sharpened, alternating straight steps and swirling quick kicks, his arms snapping out and back at shoulder level as if snatching the notes from the air around him. He added spins, a blur of motion, each one transforming him into column of darkness crowned by either arms outstretched to the heavens or folded close, his crossed wrists framing the shining Rutali seal. There was a burst of silence, then everything shifted down to the speed of a heartbeat. Chakotay's final spin slowed, loosened, his movements still precise but more supple. As he stopped turning a woman's low voice was added, a soft wail throbbing with emotion. Now the dancer's steps were silent as he traveled across the floor, a panther pacing out his territory. His whole body was a fluid glide, this time punctuated by pauses as he moved then posed for a breathless instant, limbs lightly flexed or extended. Those powerful bronzed hands glided through the air or lightly caressed his black-clad body as they obeyed the siren's call. His hips had taken up the guitar melody, sinuously and sensuously arching right and left, forward and back, or in a slow, smooth circle. And all the while those dark eyes burned. With passion, with desire, with the promise and confidence of a man at his peak. The visual seduction lasted long, tantalizing minutes as Chakotay's body explored every inch of the dance space, and his predatory gaze every inch of Tom. The woman's voice faded and the clapping increased, the guitar once again rising to meet it. Now Chakotay flickered like a flame across the floor, moving more swiftly than ever. The pounding of his feet again marked each portion of the dance, light fast steps constant like the soft roar of a fire, drowned out for a second by the popping-spark strike of his heels. There was no denying the heat consuming the dance---or the dancer. The smooth skin began to gleam with a sheen of sweat as music and movement began the final crescendo, building toward the climax. Chakotay reached the center of the floor and held there, hands on his hips, his legs a blur. Coinciding with the last emphatic clap and fierce note of the guitar, he leaped and landed his full weight in a mighty snap against the wood, his arms outstretched at shoulder level, palms slightly turned as if inviting---demanding---his audience to gaze upon him. Tom obeyed, and felt desire build, lighting a bonfire within him. The heat sizzled in his core and radiated outward, filling him with an implacable determination. He was going to have Chakotay. *Now.* TBC