GENTLEMEN'S AGREEMENT Title: Gentlemen's Agreement, 2/16 Author: Jaye (Copyright April 2002) Codes: C/P NC-17 Disclaimer: Star Trek, Voyager and all related characters and concepts are the property of Paramount. No infringement is intended or profit made. This is NC-17 for m/m sex. If you aren't interested (or aren't old enough), don't read it. Archive: Drop me a note first so I know where it's going. Please keep the text (especially the disclaimer) intact. Feedback: Sure but be kind, or at least constructive. E-mail is reader8901@fastmail.fm Summary: An alien royal makes Chakotay an offer he can't refuse. Note: Slightly AU, P/T never happened and I don't know how canon Chakotay dresses off duty. Also, Tom's 30, Chakotay 39. *************** PART TWO /This is hopeless, absolutely hopeless./ Chakotay put his head in his hands and sighed, painfully aware of the weight of the crystal resting just below his collarbone. In the last two hours he'd come to the sobering conclusion that he was going to fail. At pleasing Nedal. At being the Larat. At getting Voyager closer to home. He had almost immediately sent the Captain back down to the party and Ken. They'd quickly agreed not to mention the wormhole to the crew until they could craft an innocent explanation for the Commander's involvement. They would simply announce that the Rutali had invited Voyager to travel from this colony to Ruta, the aliens' homeworld, a rare honor. Janeway had told Chakotay to schedule himself as much time off as he needed and reserved a holodeck for his exclusive use. When she told him to "take whoever he wanted" to help him prepare, they'd both blushed. When the awkward moment passed, Chakotay suggested the Captain return to the festivities to keep her ears open for references to Larat. In truth, he knew his old friend was down on the planet missing Kathryn every moment she was gone. Chakotay wanted the lovers to take advantage of this rare opportunity to just enjoy each other's company. And for that, he knew Kathryn needed a clear conscience. Now, alone in his cabin after paging through the Rutali equivalent of the Kama Sutra, he realized he was completely out of his depth. After he'd laid his hand on the tome, the text had not only altered to Federation Standard, but the contents had also adjusted to reflect a male-male relationship. The "duties" within were described in detail and illustrated, but much of it involved a type of sex Chakotay was completely unfamiliar with. He had never had a male lover. Not that there hadn't been offers. But he'd never been interested in one-night stands, even at the Academy. Unfortunately, that was all his potential male partners had ever wanted. Which left him a 39-year-old virgin responsible for 150 people whose immediate futures depended solely on his untried ability to satisfy a male lover. One that didn't even find him attractive. Chakotay's mind wandered to Nedal's real choice, Tom Paris. *He* was probably familiar with every technique in the book. The lively blond had acquired and discarded several dozen paramours, both male and female, in their four years on Voyager. What impressed Chakotay most about the record wasn't the number of partners, but the fact that Tom remained on good terms with every one of his exes after the affairs ended. Some, like Harry, stayed good friends while others drifted away to different social circles. But not one of them ever held a grudge for being dumped by the handsome pilot. And Chakotay had never heard any complaints about the time spent in Paris's bed. Brown eyes vaguely gazed at the gilt-edged pages as bronzed fingers idly stroked the Rutali crystal. A plan was beginning to take shape in Chakotay's mind. *************** Tom plopped down on his couch, thoroughly disgusted. An unavoidable side effect of being horny and frustrated. Horny because he hadn't had real sex in more than three months, and frustrated because his plans to arrange a romp in a comely Rutali's bed had been spoiled by his anonymous watcher. The eyes had released him soon after he'd joined Harry, but the uncharacteristic unease had kept him by the Ensign's side the rest of the evening. Which left Tom with an incipient hard-on and nowhere to put it. Tom sighed and vaguely rubbed at his groin, trying to decide whether to start trolling for a fuck buddy or just jerk off and go to bed. He gave up on both ideas when he couldn't think of a suitable partner. That jaded sense of "been there, done that" was part of the reason he'd been alone since ending it with Seven. After he'd bagged the Borg (who had a beautiful bod but not much more to offer), there really wasn't anyone left on his list. The crew he hadn't already slept with either weren't interested in him or he wasn't interested in them. His only choices lately were crafting a lover on the holodeck (too mechanical), restarting an old affair (too dangerous), or hooking up with a member of a friendly species. The Rutali had fit the bill, until the Peeping Tom or Tammy had spoiled things. The blond was still idly debating whether to move to the bedroom or just crash on the couch when his chime rang. He hurriedly straightened his clothes and ran a hand through his hair as he made his way to the door. /Luck, be a lady tonight,/ he prayed, /or at least my kind of guy./ When the entrance opened to admit Chakotay, Tom concluded that Luck had already departed for a date somewhere on the planet. The Commander paused just inside the threshold, clutching a satchel and shuffling with uncharacteristic nervousness. He cleared his throat a few times but didn't say anything. Tom decided to push things along a little. Even if he wasn't doing anything special with his time, there was no reason to waste it waiting on his XO. "To what do I owe this honor, Commander?" "Paris, um, Tom, do you mind if we sit down?" At the other man's nod, Chakotay felt his fingers reaching to touch the seal hidden under his tunic as if it were a talisman. He hastily dropped his hand and perched on the edge of the sofa seat. /Spirits, give me strength./ He cleared his throat one more time and looked at his puzzled host. "I have a...proposition for you." Tom was shocked at how his ears---and everything else---perked up at the innocent phrase. *That* made no sense. Tom had decidedly stuck Chakotay in the "Look But Don't Touch" category years ago. And it wasn't like the Commander was sending him a come-hither glance or even a sly wink of innuendo. Frankly, the man looked like he was ready to bolt. "O-kay," Tom encouraged as he selected a chair, still clueless. Chakotay rubbed his palms over the bag containing the Rutali book. He was surprised he wasn't sweating; he was very aware of the necklace reflecting back his body heat. "I'd like you to...that is...You've had a lot of lovers, right?" he finally blurted. Tom's hackles automatically rose in self-defense. His body followed suit, leaping from its seat. "Yeah, so what! You got some kind of problem with that? Well, tough luck, Commander. The fraternization regs went out the airlock a long time ago---" "Tom---" Chakotay also stood. "Just what kind of *proposition* did you have for me, huh? Maybe you think 'cause I'm friendly, I'll sleep with anything that moves, right?" Tom's arms were swinging wildly as he raved. "*Tom*---" The blond skidded to a halt in front of Chakotay, hands on hips as he yelled into the older man's face. "What's in the bag, some kind of payoff? You son of a---" "*Lieutenant*!" Chakotay roared. The two men stared at each other as the echoes faded. Chakotay sighed and sank down onto his seat. "I never thought of you as a slut, or a whore, Tom. A hustler, yes." He attempted a small conciliatory smile. "But only at pool." The older man shrugged. "Besides, I always check the condition of my own pot before commenting on other people's kettles. And in this case, mine's definitely more tarnished." The honest affirmation, tiny smile and ridiculous image of Chakotay studiously inspecting cookware finally won Tom over. He calmed, made a "Forget about it" gesture and returned to his chair. His brow furrowed in confusion as he leaned forward. "Then what's this all about?" Chakotay surprised Tom with his opening. "I'll explain everything, but first you have to promise me you won't breathe a word of this to anyone. Not even Harry or B'Elanna." Tom sensed the gravity in the older man's demeanor; whatever this was, it was serious. "All right." Chakotay nodded and relaxed slightly. "You've met some of the Rutali leaders, yes? Do you remember their Regent, Nedal?" "Sure." "How about the Chief Consul, a woman named Sisryn?" "Yeah, she officially welcomed my group when we got to the reception." "Okay." Chakotay looked at the bag once more, then up again. "At the morning briefing, the Captain is going to announce that we've been invited to the Rutali homeworld. It'll take about a week to get there." "That's good news, right?" "Yes, but there's more to it. What she won't mention is that there is a wormhole near it, and we've been invited to use that, too. It could send us anywhere from one to 15 years closer to home." Tom's eyebrows lifted. "Why keep that a secret?" "Because the Rutalis charge a very unusual price for using the wormhole. A very personal price." Chakotay dropped his gaze as he felt a blush beginning. Cynical blue eyes narrowed as they considered the fidgety Commander. "Let me guess. It's a very *private* transaction. With Nedal as the customer and Sisryn the procurer." Tom's mouth tightened. "I won't do it, Chakotay. Like you said, I'm not a whore." "But I am, apparently." Chakotay's chin lifted at the pilot's shocked stare. "If the price is right. Only they call it Larat, and say it's more like being a courtesan." He waved a hand. "The semantics don't matter. When Voyager reaches the homeworld, I go and...stay with Nedal for a while. When I get back, we go through the wormhole and find out how far it takes us." Chakotay didn't like the speculative light kindled in those blue orbs, but gamely plowed on, anxious to get it over with. "The problem is, while just accepting the job is enough to let us use the wormhole, how well I do it---literally---determines how far we get. As far as 15 years, or as little as one." Tom was floored. If he hadn't been sitting he would have measured his length on the less-than-clean carpet. /Chakotay was...he was going to...shit!/ He decided to hide his amazement with a typical smart-aleck remark. "And what are you looking for from me, pointers?" he laughed. "Yes, and more." The Commander waited as the blond abruptly sobered, then continued. "Because right now I have zero experience at this and I don't think the Regent is interested in breaking in a rookie. I have the week until we get to the Rutali homeworld to prepare. I want you to help me learn what I need to know to please him." Chakotay shrugged. "It would be like one of your usual flings, except we keep it a secret. When the week is up we part company and never mention it again. Go back to the way things were. Hopefully I'll be able to pick up enough to satisfy Nedal." Tom still wasn't sure he was hearing right. "So you want me to fuck you for a week, so you can go fuck the Rutali Regent? And you want me to keep it to myself, and afterward just forget it ever happened?" "Essentially. But there's a little more than simple fucking involved." Chakotay took out the Rutali tome and laid it on Tom's lap. "This is a kind of instruction manual. It lists all of my duties as the Larat. I would also like you to help me figure out which five to refuse." Chakotay gave a huge sigh and stood. "Look over the book tonight, and let me know tomorrow if you think you can do it. If not, that's okay, I'll figure something out. Just make sure you keep quiet about this." Tom also rose, feeling the weight of the book in his hands. He looked curiously at Chakotay. "What makes you so sure I'd want to end it after the week is up?" "Look at your usual choices, Tom: Megan and Jenny Delaney, Sue Nicoletti, Durst, Gerron, Tabor, Harry. Except for Seven, all of your previous partners are fun-loving, lively, young, and nowhere near as strong as you." Chakotay shrugged. "Let's face it, I'm not your type. Besides, no matter how easygoing a lover you are, even you would balk at your partner going straight from your bed to Nedal's." Tom had to agree. He stepped up to the Commander and put out his hand. "If I decide I can do this, I'll abide by your terms. And no matter what happens, no one will hear of this from me. You have my word." The two men shook on it. **************** Kathryn nestled deeper into her lover's sleep-slackened embrace. She couldn't seem to drift off, despite the workout she'd had that evening. On the dance floor, as well as in this bed. Her hands tightened around the whipcord arms loosely cradling her. /I could have lost this./ Kathryn sighed as she recalled the unlikely circumstances that had brought Ken Dalby into her life, and her heart. It had been Chakotay, of all people, who decided to play Cupid. They would have become lovers on New Earth if they'd been left much longer, but Voyager had returned. The daily grind of life aboard ship forced them back into their respective roles. Over time, the sparks of attraction had faded to the muted sparkle of friendship. Occasionally Chakotay suggested potential dates for his Captain and friend. Kathryn was adamant that she couldn't get involved with someone under her command. Then the ship had docked at a friendly planet for a month's worth of overhauls. Extended shore leave was granted, and the Commander made sure his CO was on the rotation. A few hours before Kathryn was due to leave, Chakotay had come to her Ready Room to call in one of the many favors she owed him. A man had approached Chakotay while he was on the planet negotiating their stay. He had expressed a great admiration for Voyager's feisty Captain, and arranged a meal at a local cafe, hoping she could be persuaded to join him. The Commander wanted her to go. It was a public place with excellent food and a pleasant ambiance, and Chakotay thought the change would do her good. She'd balked, but in the end she'd sulkily given in and headed for the restaurant. She'd been there only a few moments when a slim hand had lightly touched her arm. Kathryn was still catching her breath from the jolt it delivered as her unknown admirer circled around the table to his own seat. She'd been shocked to lift her eyes to meet Kenneth Dalby's. He'd held up that same hand, forestalling her protests and questions. "Yes, I'm the one you're here to meet. And no, it isn't a trick. Just hear me out, and if you still aren't comfortable I'll leave." He sat, and rested on his elbows. "I never signed on to Starfleet. I wear the uniform to make things easier on Chakotay. I owe him." The seriousness of his expression kept Kathryn quiet. "I don't follow orders because I have to, or out of respect for any chain of command. I don't *want* to be part of it." He held her eyes. "I obey orders because that is the best way to help my friends get home." When Kathryn finally spoke, it wasn't to ask a question he expected. "And it took a right cross to convince you of that?" Dalby smiled, and Kathryn found herself enchanted by the way it lighted his eyes and transformed his face. "In a way, yes. It reminded me that Chakotay is still the strong leader he was in the Maquis. I remembered why I trusted him." He sobered. "And because he trusted you, I decided to try to as well." Kathryn looked down, more disappointed than she cared to admit at having to push the slender, intense man away. "That may be true, Mr. Dalby---" "Ken." "Ken," she allowed. "But that doesn't change the fact that officially, you're under my command." "You're mistaken. I may answer to Crewman, but I'm a civilian, like Neelix. You can check the records." His eyes twinkled at her. "You may not know it, but instead of issuing orders, all of you are actually just making heartfelt requests." She felt her lips twitch in response, but held her ground. "You're still a member of Voyager's crew." "But not of the command structure." He gestured. "*We've* never worked together and likely never will. There's no conflict in our professional lives because they never overlap. And since I've learned to trust in you, I've had no problems working under Carey or Tuvok, or anyone else." He took her hand; the touch made her tremble. "Your real fear is that you'll be forced to order your lover to his death. You won't have to do that, Kathryn." He gave a gentle squeeze. "If I'm right about what we could have together, then you won't have time to give the command. To protect you, my friends, our home...you can be damn sure I'll volunteer first." Kathryn removed her hand and saw him tense. She made her decision in the split second she saw Ken Dalby steel himself to accept her rejection. Protocol or not, right or wrong, she couldn't walk away. She chose not to. She reached for a menu and sent her date a lopsided smile. "All right, you've got yourself a dinner." /And what a revelation it was./ They'd talked all night long, leaving the cafe when it closed to walk the lamplit streets hand in hand. Though he'd had a knockabout sort of life, Ken Dalby was surprisingly cultured and, thanks to his love of reading, well-versed in topics as diverse as quantum physics and ancient philosophy. Kathryn had somehow found the courage to continue the relationship even after the repairs were finished and they were back on course for home. Their tastes meshed surprisingly well, and their temperaments and viewpoints differed enough to make things interesting. As Ken became a welcome fixture in her life, the crew seemed happy for her. But nowhere near as happy as she was. Surprisingly, he was the one who held off having sex. Ken didn't want to share Kathryn's bed until he knew he would be staying there. She thought it would happen the night they held each other close and talked of private things: their histories, the deaths of loved ones, Cardassians, Starfleet, Maquis. Instead, they'd just slept in each other's arms. They finally made love two weeks later, and hadn't spent a night alone since. /Would I have accepted Larat? Could I have faced Ken if I did?/ She didn't have an answer; she wasn't sure she ever would. But as Captain Kathryn Janeway finally fell to sleep in Ken's arms she sent silent thanks to Chakotay. For everything. ************************************************************ ************************************************************ Tom Paris nervously paced the confines of Holodeck One, deliberately ignoring the Rutali book sitting on the control panel. He'd sent Chakotay his agreement, and received the time for their meeting, early this morning. But he still had doubts. The original source of his disquiet surprised him. Last night, Tom had been unsettled by his own reaction when he thought of bedding Chakotay. There was a hard edge to his anticipation that tasted of payback. For what, Tom wasn't sure. But it was disturbing enough to make him seriously consider rejecting the Big Man's proposition. In the end, Tom's sense of duty prevailed. That and the irresistible lure of the unknown. He'd come three times last night just imagining Chakotay's "duties" as he flipped through the erotic alien manual. The day had been an exercise in building tension. The announcement at the morning briefing had gone just as Chakotay said. Voyager was now heading for the Rutali homeworld, escorted by the flagship of their hosts' fleet. Nedal, Sisryn and Milady were aboard the Rutali ship, accompanied by a selection of pride leaders. A schedule of visits between the two vessels was being organized by Neelix. Then Tom had taken his seat at the Conn for his shift and started feeling stalked again, only this time he couldn't run. Though Chakotay had sat behind the pilot almost every day for four years, today marked the first time he'd felt the heat of those dark brown eyes. He could almost sense when they shifted from his back to his hair to his hands. It jarred him. More annoying than unnerving was the Captain. She kept glancing at Chakotay, then at him, then at Chakotay. She *had* to know. /Apparently, only one of us is under a gag order,/ Tom thought, mouth thinning with resentment. Tom stopped at the sound of the holodeck doors opening. He wiped his suddenly damp palms on his uniform slacks as he watched Chakotay glide into the room. Serious, older, powerful, much stronger than him Chakotay. *Definitely* not his type. He panicked. /I can't do this./ He opened his mouth to end the agreement before it began, but Chakotay was faster. "Good, you're still in uniform." Chakotay suspected Tom was wavering, so he swiftly crossed to the control panel and typed in his request. The holodeck grid shifted to an exclusive spa in San Francisco. "Are you familiar with the DaySpring?" "Uh, yeah." Tom was confused; oddly, that calmed him. /What are we here for, pedicures?/ He affected a casual air. "My family had a lifetime membership." "I hoped so." The older man smiled at his companion, and was relieved to get at least a quirk of pink lips in response. He gestured to two plush chairs nearby. "Can we talk a minute?" "Sure." Tom gingerly settled onto the midnight-blue cushions, waiting as Chakotay grabbed the book and settled across from him. "So, um, what did you have in mind?" "For tonight, not a lot." Chakotay was relieved to see the long body relax slightly. He wished his own would; he was still as wound up as a teenager. He fumbled for a place to start. "So...you read it?" "Yeah. Some pretty extreme shit in there," the younger man remembered his reaction to a few of the chapters and shifted uncomfortably. "You said you could refuse to do five things, right?" "Yes. The trick is figuring out what I can't handle, or can't do well. If I really screw up," Chakotay could feel himself blushing again, "it could cut down on the distance the wormhole takes us." The blush reassured Tom in some strange way. He relaxed even more, making the gracious gesture of a sage deigning to dispense wisdom. "There's only one thing I would cross off the list right off the bat. Everything else, my advice is to try it and see what happens." "What's the one thing?" Now Tom could feel his own cheeks heat a little; he'd had a lot of sex, but didn't often chat about it. "Fisting. You're going to be way too new at this for it to be comfortable, much less enjoyable. I wouldn't even attempt it." "Okay, thanks." Chakotay nodded, secretly relieved. /I wasn't even sure that was physically possible./ He decided to change topics. "Since you are the expert here, I figured I'd pretty much follow your lead. After tonight, it might be better if you pick the settings and the agenda." He lifted his shoulders. "Decide what we should try and when." Tom felt some of his confidence return with the idea of being in control, but..."What about tonight?" Chakotay sighed. "When I said I had no experience, I meant it, Tom. Not just being with a man, but casual sex, really. I'm used to spending time with a lover before we hit the sheets. Months, even." He stiffened in response to the younger man's gawking. "It's how I was raised. To establish a connection first. We don't have time for that, so I hoped you'd be willing to try something else." "What, exactly?" Tom's stupefaction didn't dull his suspicion. "I'd like to...um...give you a massage." Chakotay was getting a little irritated. /Shouldn't Tom's jaw be tired from hanging open like that so long?/ He stood. "The bathing cubicles are over there. And I've left an extra towel for you to use when you're done. The table's---" "Yeah, I know, I've been here." Tom's eyes narrowed. "*Just* a massage?" "Well, and maybe a kiss. That's it." Chakotay smiled again, trying to put his soon-to-be-partner at ease. "I may not keep my hands to myself, but I won't be taking any liberties, to quote the Captain's holonovels." "Okay." The two men parted to their respective cubicles. Tom quickly stripped and washed, noting the unscented shower gel. When he was dry, he wrapped the extra towel around his waist and made his way to the massage room. And stopped in shock. Tom had seen Chakotay in his usual loose clothes and even his Wash Day Leathers, and occasionally wondered what lay underneath. His imagination hadn't done the Commander justice. He'd always thought of men's bodies as hard and angular, but Chakotay's was a symphony of curves. The dark-haired man was facing away from him. A line of gold marked the place where the strong column of his neck met powerful shoulders, which in turn led to arms corded with muscle. The solid back and sides sketched a sinuous curve as they flowed into a surprisingly trim waist, then arched out again to towel-covered hips. The carved thighs and calves sent the eye on a delightful journey downward that ended at the gracefully arched feet. Then the living bronze turned around. Tom started at the feet again, enjoying the smooth skin of the muscled legs, and jumping past the towel to Chakotay's torso. The hairless expanse invited fingers to run up and down the undulating waves of his abdomen, and palms to measure the strong chest. Dusky nipples complemented the flawless skin. A disclike, faceted crystal rested below the base of Chakotay's neck, set in a barbaric necklace of dark gold. From this perspective the shoulders were even more impressive, and the throat a graceful line up to the jaw and dimpled chin. Tom's eyes lingered on the lush curves of those rosy lips before they moved on. It was fitting that the bold line of nose wasn't perfectly straight, while the wide brow seemed a perfect background for the airy brush of the tattoo. Chakotay looked like something out of legend, from a time when gods strode the earth in the form of men. Tom's eyebrows drew together as he tried to recall an appropriate deity. /Zeus? Hercules? No, not a god...a Titan. Prometheus./ A noble figure, who stole fire from Mount Olympus and brought it to Earth for humanity. Yes, he could see the faintest flush of the fire still tinting that smooth skin, and a newly born flame of passion burning in the dark gaze. Tom swallowed and wondered at the conflagration to come. Chakotay noted that Tom's focus had moved once again to the necklace. He touched it briefly and explained, "This is the symbol of the Larat." He thought the blue eyes had darkened slightly, like the sky at twilight. Stepping forward, he held out his arm, palm raised. "May I?" Tom hesitantly lifted his own hand and watched as it was engulfed in the broader one. He was puzzled as Chakotay lifted Tom's hand, cradling it in both of his own. He curled the pale fingers slightly, brought it to his nose, and inhaled. He moved closer to Tom, repeating his action with the younger man's wrist, the crook of his elbow and, leaning forward slightly, the place where Tom's neck met his shoulder. Tom's skin felt sensitized, aware of that faint draw and puff of air against it. Then Chakotay broke the spell by abruptly stepping back. He briskly strode over to a lighted niche. "Please lay down on your stomach," the dark man tossed over his shoulder as he began hunting among the colored glass bottles displayed within. "What was that sniffing thing? Making sure I washed?" Tom was nervous again as he gingerly lay down, keeping an eye on his new masseur. "No," Chakotay chuckled. "Just getting an idea of your natural scent, so I could pick an appropriate blend." He walked over to the table carrying a square cobalt vessel. He opened it and held it poised over Tom's back. "Ready?" "Massage away." Tom placed his head on folded arms and tried to relax. He felt the warm silky trail of oil making its way down his spine. The scent teased his nostrils; it was unfamiliar, fresh, and somehow reminded him of a brisk morning at sea. "What is that?" "A bit of this and that. I call it 'Ocean Breeze'." Chakotay breathed deeply a moment, seeking calm, then lightly placed his hands at the top of the smooth pale back. He closed his eyes, concentrating on the feel of muscles underneath the skin. He spread the oil, then started the massage with a light brush, then a gentle pressure, gauging Tom's reaction by feel. He found each knot of tension and worked it strongly until it dissipated. Tom was drifting on a sea becalmed. The hands on his flesh seemed to impart warmth, tenderness, even wonder in their touch. He could sense Chakotay taking his time, learning him inch by inch. He'd never been so affected by a nonsexual contact in his life. His legs parted slightly as Chakotay reached the top of his towel and moved past it to drip oil in the well formed by the backs of his knees. The lower half of his thighs were then encircled by strong hands and kneaded. Chakotay laughed. "This certainly feels different. Usually I don't have to deal with body hair." He opened his eyes to watch the tiny golden filaments glisten even more brightly with the oil. Tom thought he should be saying something, asking Chakotay who taught him massage, but he could feel his brain turning to pudding just like his body. Everything from his neck to his calves had melted into the table. He felt Chakotay rub his ankles, then move to his feet. The press of thumbs on his arch brought an unexpected groan of appreciation from deep in Tom's belly. Chakotay finished the other foot and chuckled again as he stepped away from the table. "Turn over---if you still can." He stopped laughing as he watched Tom stretch, then languidly comply, resting a moment on his elbows. He'd had a vague awareness of Tom's attractiveness over the years. The pale body had been on display before, clad in swim trunks at the resort. But he'd never taken the time to stop and really look. The slender limbs suggested elegance and a wiry strength. They were sprinkled liberally with fine golden hair. Cropped sun-kissed locks, blush-pink lips and deep-sea-blue eyes enhanced the features of a movie-star handsome face. The long line of the ivory throat merged with surprisingly broad shoulders, while the respectably-defined chest was crowned with two dark pink nubs, rising from a field of golden curls. The line of hair narrowed and pointed like an arrow, leading the eye over the muscled belly and under the edge of the towel. Chakotay hurriedly cleared his throat and reached for the bottle of oil. Tom hadn't missed the brown eyes' journey over his body; again, he could feel their heat. He found his voice. "Why did you come to me, Chakotay?" The older man gestured for Tom to lie back down as he gathered his thoughts. He began to work on Tom's front, quickly finishing his legs. Then he moved up to the slender arms. He made his way down each lightly muscled limb and carefully manipulated each of the long fingers. When he leaned over slightly to reach the younger man's chest, he held the blue eyes a moment. Tom was surprised at how open Chakotay's expression was. The bronzed hands began surveying the muscles of Tom's chest the same way they had explored his back. "Once I admitted I'd never be able to do this without some coaching, you were the only choice for my teacher. There were several reasons. For one, no matter how short or intense your affairs, you always manage to stay on good terms with people afterward. That's a rare gift. Two, I know you've had quite a few male lovers, and I'm going to need the perspective experience brings." Tom was putty in the hands molding his body. He felt blood lazily making its way to his cock, filling it slowly, an odd sort of relaxed arousal. He almost whimpered in disappointment when Chakotay carefully avoided his nipples, and felt the urge to arch into those capable hands as they began to massage his abdomen. Tom was definitely getting excited, but tried to cover it with a breathless query, "Anything else?" Chakotay finished at the towel line again, and rested his hands there a moment. Then he caught Tom's eyes and held them. "Mainly it was because in all my life you're the only man I ever gave a second look. The night we met, I seriously reconsidered my rule against one-night stands." He paused. "I thought about what I'd have to do with Nedal and I didn't want my first time to be with a stranger. I wanted to be with you." Tom was mesmerized. By the velvet voice, the heat and earthy scent radiating from the body above him. By the powerful hands that moved to rest lightly on his shoulders. But mostly by the fire in those deep, dark eyes, glowing with desire and passion and a just a hint of something indefinable. He couldn't move as those eyes closed in, and the rose-tinged lips parted to whisper, "I'm going to kiss you now." Chakotay felt like he could drown in the pools of Tom's eyes as they drew him down into their sapphire-edged depths. He could smell the musk of the younger man's arousal and was surprised how primal his own response was. He drew closer to those pink lips, hoping they were trembling in anticipation and not fear. His own eyes closed as he made contact. /No wonder Seska was obsessed with him. No one else could ever match this kiss./ Tom felt like he was going to burst into flame. Chakotay's lips were as soft as they looked, and taking Tom's mouth the way the older man's hands had explored his body. A feather-light touch followed by firmer pressure, then that lush mouth opened to slide along Tom's upper lip, then lower, sucking each in turn. Chakotay loved to kiss. As he'd admitted to Tom, he sometimes spent months on foreplay, so he'd learned to make the wait worth his lover's while. When the blond under his hands parted his mouth to moan, Chakotay didn't just dive in. He had a promise to keep. Instead, he let the tip of his tongue run slowly along the inner edge of Tom's lower lip, asking for admittance. Tom opened his mouth wider, desperately wanting that tongue to explore further. He moaned again when his silent invitation was accepted with relish, the warm, silky invader touring its new territory and spreading pleasure in its wake. Tom was so overwhelmed with sensation he didn't even notice that he was doing nothing except reveling in the experience. His own hands were curled into loose fists and his tongue lay quietly, waiting for its partner to come and twine with it again. Chakotay opened his mouth wider, completely surrounding Tom's. He breathed for both of them as he slowly fucked Tom's mouth, sucking the pink lips in to brush against his own teeth, then easing them back as his tongue thrust against Tom's. His rhythm was unrelenting and growing wild, but his hands stayed chastely on the pale shoulders. Tom's fists had moved to press against the table, holding his towel taut as his hips lifted to thrust against it. He craved friction for his engorged cock; if his mouth had been under his own control at that moment he'd have begged Chakotay to stroke him, take him, do whatever he wanted to bring release. But Tom could only move in time with Chakotay's tongue, and take the dark man's hot breath into his own body. He groaned in relief as the tempo increased and an elbow dropped near his groin so he could press against it. Finally, he tore his mouth from Chakotay's to fill his lungs with the shockingly cold air of the room and shout as his orgasm hit. Both men panted into the stillness. Chakotay almost came himself from the sight of the wild-eyed, wanton creature that was Tom Paris at the moment of climax. He felt the trip-hammer beat of his pulse and the heavy weight of his own arousal. He breathed for just himself again, trying to regain some measure of control. When he found it, he moved one hand to stroke the younger man's dewy, flushed cheek. With the other he loosened Tom's towel and cleaned him, taking care not to expose any of the pale flesh. Though now he desperately wanted to see all of Tom's body. Know all of him. Instead, he silently rearranged the blond's covering and willed his own erection to fade. Tom was in complete and utter shock, too drained to do more than note the gentle hands stroking him and cleaning his cum-covered groin. He'd never climaxed just from a kiss before---even if it had been preceded by a skin-tingling massage. His eyes fluttered open as the hands left him. He noted the fire in the dark eyes had banked down to embers. He gathered his strength and lifted one hand to vaguely indicate the older man's towel. "What about you?" Chakotay gave a small smile. "Not a problem. Tonight was for you." He quirked an eyebrow. "I'm glad you enjoyed it." Tom felt himself flush with embarrassment. "Can't argue with the evidence." He sat up, careful holding his towel. "I'm a little tired, was there anything else?" Chakotay frowned slightly, uncertain how to react to Tom's distant tone. "No...I guess we just wait to see what tomorrow brings?" "Yeah. I'm going to hit the showers again." He departed, lost in thought, leaving a worried Chakotay behind. TBC