A FRIEND IN NEED Title: A Friend in Need, 1/2 Author: Jaye (Copyright May 2002) Codes: VOY/TNG Chakotay/Riker NC-17 Disclaimer: Star Trek, The Next Generation, Voyager, Enterprise and all related characters and concepts are the property of Paramount. No infringement is intended or profit made. This is NC-17 for m/m sex. If you aren't interested (or aren't old enough), don't read it. Archive: OK, just drop me a note so I know where it's going. Please keep the text (especially the disclaimer) intact. Feedback: Sure but be kind, or at least constructive. E-mail is wordsmith872@fastmail.fm Summary: Chakotay helps an old friend when he's down. Note: For this story, I'm using the dates listed on a Star Trek website. Riker and Chakotay are the same age (both born 2335), and Chakotay attended the Academy from 2350-54, while Riker was there 2353-57. It makes sense, since the actors are the same age as well. This was originally written for ChakotayFest. *************** PART ONE =San Francisco, 2367= Starfleet Commander Chakotay almost flinched from the smoky, fermented atmosphere that washed over him as he opened the dingy oak door. The smell was unavoidable, like an aggressive drunk throwing an arm around his neck, leaning too close and blowing fetid breath in his face with a slurred "Howyadoin'." Taking a last inhalation of slightly fresher evening air, he squared his shoulders and walked into the Gold Coast Saloon. The bar looked just as bad as it stank. No doubt about it, this place was a dive. Wood panels were blackened with the grime of generations, while the timbered plaster ceiling was the kind of gray that only came from starting out white---years of smoke ago. Chakotay hoped he wouldn't step right out of his shoes as he tried to make his way across the sticky floor to the bar that took up the back wall of the room. The dull mirror built into it reflected the low-wattage lights scattered about, but didn't do much to alleviate the dimness. As he walked, Chakotay scanned the scarred tables, searching for the man who drew him to this unpleasant pub. Figures slouched in defeat, curled around half-filled glasses of different shapes and sizes. Many avoided his eyes, simply drawing their drinks closer in protection. The few who did meet his gaze returned it with narrowed-eyed glares of suspicion. Chakotay didn't want trouble, so he simply nodded in return and quickly looked elsewhere. He had almost reached the bar, dreading a conversation with the sullen-faced man standing behind it, when he finally spotted his quarry. The one he sought was in the far corner of the room, half sprawled across a small table. Only a back and the suggestion of broad shoulders were in view, but that was enough. Chakotay moved to the man's side and laid a hand on one dangling arm. "Hello Wil," he said quietly. Like a bear rousing from hibernation, the lump in the chair slowly lumbered into a sitting position. Red-rimmed light blue eyes blinked blearily at the standing man, then a rumbling growl issued from Commander William T. Riker's bearded mouth. "What the hell are you doing here, Chakotay?" "Practicing my tracking skills." He took a seat across the tiny table. "I traced your trail of the last few days. Paid your tabs---and covered all the damage you caused. You started out in the bar at your hotel, then had a wild pub crawl to the seedier side of town. You moved from one watering hole to another until you collapsed here last night, or should I say this morning?" "Hmph." Wil squinted at his glass, then raised it to his lips in a futile attempt to find a last few drops of alcohol. He set the cylinder down with a surly click. "Congratulations. You're an able little Indian brave. Now beat it." Black brows rose as Chakotay absorbed the insult and the realization that somewhere along the line his friend had transformed into quite a mean drunk. "How about you come with me?" "Not a chance." Riker turned toward the bar, raising a slightly shaky hand to order another round. Chakotay was faster, yanking the arm back down to the table. "I don't think so, Wil." When bearded lips opened to protest, he jumped in with, "We either both leave now, or you tell me why you've been drinking nonstop for the last three days." Wil jerked his arm out from under the bronze hand, nearly toppling his chair backward. He snarled, "Leave me the hell alone, Chakotay. I'm a grown man on shore leave and I can take care of myself." "Really. Then why were half of those bar owners planning to report you to the cops? You're lucky you're out of uniform. If Starfleet Security knew about this you'd be cooling your heels in their brig right now." "Only long enough for me to turn in my resignation." Riker muttered as he lay his face back down on his folded arms. "*What*?!" Chakotay rose from his seat in shock. "Resign?" He grabbed brown hair and lifted the slumped man's head until he was again looking into not-so-clear crystal eyes. "Wil, what in the world is going on?" "I told you to get the hell out of here!" The taller man reared up from his chair with a roar, clamping a hand around Chakotay's wrist and flinging him away. Chakotay went with the momentum, turning the toss into a spin that brought him back around to face a now-standing Riker. He brought a fist up and clouted the bigger man's bearded chin, then caught his less-than-fragrant friend as he sagged to the floor. He quickly slung Riker's arm around his shoulder and began dragging the heavy body toward the exit. He called to the barkeep over his shoulder, "This guy got a tab?" "Nah, you pay your way here," the man answered honestly, not wanting to make his own acquaintance with those capable fists. He saw the two large figures silhouetted against the evening sky, then the door closed and they were gone. *************** Chakotay was tired by the time he laid Wil Riker's unconscious body on his own bed. He'd managed not to do any more harm---he winced at the memory of punching his friend---on the trip from one transporter station to another, and from there to Chakotay's cozy off-campus cottage. The fumes wafting from the unconscious man's body were explanation enough and no one stopped him on his journey. He quickly gathered a tricorder, regenerator, sponge, soap, towels and a basin of warm water. Using the tricorder to find the bruise underneath the beard, Chakotay quickly healed Wil's jaw. Then he stripped the large body and began a hasty sponge bath. When the unconscious man was clean, Chakotay reviewed his condition once more. He quickly dialed up a hypospray to combat the detrimental effects of the large amount of alcohol Wil had consumed over several days. He added treatments for dehydration and the massive hangover his friend was bound to have when he finally woke up. Chakotay returned all his paraphernalia, then prepared a quick meal that he ate sitting in a bedside chair. It was also his base for grading essays as he watched over Wil. According to the tricorder Riker was simply sleeping off the effects of his three-day binge. When his own bedtime came, a pajama-clad Chakotay scanned his friend once more, then pulled out an extra blanket and approached the bed. He lay down on top of the covers, and touched the other man's shoulder. "Good night, buddy," he said softly, turned over and settled down to sleep. As he drifted off, he wondered what had happened to put Wil Riker in such a state. ************************************************************ ************************************************************ =Starfleet Academy, 2353= First Year Cadet Wil Riker slouched in a chair in Admiral Wallace's empty anteroom. He couldn't believe he'd only been at the Academy three months and was already failing his Tactical Theory class. He was dreading the coming meeting. Though the gray-haired officer was congenial enough, Wil knew that if things didn't go well his Starfleet career could be over before it even started. He straightened to attention when the door opened, then went back to his slump when he realized it was just another teen, this one in civilian clothes. Wil noted the black hair and golden-brown skin that suggested a tribal heritage, but otherwise ignored the newcomer until a soft voice broke the silence. "Hello. Are you here to see Admiral Wallace about a Tactics class?" The handsome young man had an engaging, dimpled grin, but Wil simply did not care about anything beyond his own misery. "Yeah. Look kid, I'm guessing you're here because you're failing too. No offense, but I'm not interested in commiserating or dissecting or anything else. We don't really need to waste any more time or conversation on each other, okay?" The youth shrugged. "All right." Wil couldn't interpret the sudden gleam in the deep brown eyes. He watched the slightly shorter man move gracefully to an empty seat on the other side of the room. The stranger pulled out a padd and soon became absorbed in whatever it contained. Wil himself fidgeted, anxious for the Admiral to show up so he could find out if the axe was going to fall. "Sorry I'm late," Admiral Wallace called out cheerily as he breezed into the room. His face brightened as he looked at the two teens who quickly stood to attention. "Chakotay, good to see you could make it. Thanks for cutting your excursion short." "No problem, Sir." The black-haired youth relaxed and gave his charming smile. "I'm afraid a few lessons in a holosuite didn't adequately prepare me for a ski trip to the Alps." "Ah, but I'm sure you had many lovely snow bunnies eager to show you the slopes." Wil was surprised to see the bronze cheeks heat with a blush. He wondered how the two knew each other; their banter was much more familiar than the three-months' acquaintance Chakotay's freshman age would suggest. He snapped back to attention when Admiral Wallace addressed him. "Sir?" he responded. "Mr. Riker, I hear you're having a bit of a problem in Commander Preston's Tactical Theory." The voice was stern but the eyes merry; Wil couldn't figure out which to react to. "It would seem so, Sir," Wil sighed, unable to hide his glumness. "More than seem." Wallace gestured the other youth closer. "Well, not to worry Cadet. Have you had a chance to chat with Mr. Chakotay?" "Um, not really Sir." "Chakotay is a Fourth Year student of mine, Advanced Tactics. I've asked him to take you in hand, as it were." Wallace sat on the edge of his absent secretary's desk. "He's submitted an interesting approach to the teaching of strategy, and you get to be our guinea pig." The older man nearly laughed aloud at Riker's startled-deer expression. He stood and clapped his hands on the gray-clad shoulders. "Good luck, Cadet Riker." He nodded to the other youth, "You too, Chakotay." Then he headed into his office, whistling. Chakotay moved to stand in front of the stunned student. He noted again the crystal clarity of the teen's eyes, his dark brown hair and tall frame. "You've just had an important lesson in Tactics, Cadet Riker." He winked. "Never assume." He turned and crossed to the door, saying over his shoulder, "Come on, we can talk just as easily outside." Wil followed the other cadet's loose-limbed stride, unconsciously admiring the view as they headed into the slanting light of late afternoon. Chakotay led him down a nearly hidden path through the gardens. They slipped around the end of a tall hedge into a secluded patch of grass and flowers. A small table with two benches sat to one side. Nearby were a pair of loungers set low to the ground with a flat round disk in between. "Welcome to my little corner of the Academy," Chakotay said, spreading his arms in invitation. Wil hesitantly stepped forward and perched on one of the benches. "How did you find this place?" "Boothby. He's the head gardener, and a legend around here." Chakotay sprawled on the other seat. "I help him out sometimes, and he's my boxing coach. When he found out I knew carpentry, he set me to designing little pieces of furniture like these for the gardens. In exchange, I got this corner of the grounds to call my own---at least while I'm here." Wil leaned on his elbows and peered at the young face across from him. "Is this for real? *You're* my tutor? Just how old are you, anyway?" Chakotay laughed. "Do you really think admirals waste their time playing practical jokes on unsuspecting cadets?" He mirrored Wil's position and said, "I'm eighteen. I was accepted three years ago for early admission. And yes, I am your tutor. That is, if you want me." The wide shoulders shrugged. "If you don't, then I can probably get someone else to help you out." Wil shook his head and laughed ruefully, treating Chakotay to a flash of his own dimples and good-natured grin. "It's hard to believe that my tutor is probably younger than I am, but I'll get used to it." His light eyes twinkled. "Yes, I want you." Chakotay could feel himself start to flush and quickly jumped to his feet. "Okay. We'll start tomorrow, then. Is sixteen hundred hours here good for you?" "Yeah, that'll be fine." Riker stood as well. "And thanks." "Don't thank me yet. The Admiral wants us to use the lesson plan I've devised. It might not be any good." "Well, my grade can't get worse." The two moved back into the gardens. Chakotay lightly touched Wil's arm before they parted. "Riker, your first assignment is Sun Tzu's 'Art of War'. The faster you read it the faster we can begin the real work." He moved away with a parting smile. Wil called out, "Hey kid!" and was pleased to see Chakotay turn. "My friends call me Wil." "I only have one name, Chakotay. You can use that." The black head shook slightly as Chakotay chuckled. "And if you call me kid again you're going to be 'Old Man'. See you tomorrow." "Tomorrow." Wil said, then made his bemused way back to the dorm to download Sun Tzu. ************************************************************ ************************************************************ "But that's not what the Professor wants, Chakotay. He's looking for an application of *his* theories." Wil jumped up from the bench and stormed around the small area of green. "Regurgitation, you mean," Chakotay retorted from his seat on the tabletop. "Do you really think that Commander Jason Preston is the end-all and be-all of critical thinking?" It had been two months since the cadets had started their study sessions. They had examined the writings and histories of Sun Tzu, Alexander, Napoleon, Rommel, Khan, Kirk and others. Under Chakotay's tutelage, there had been a transformation in Wil's mind; now he could *see* the different factors---objectives, terrain, combatants' forces and positions, support, morale---weaving together like threads to form a three-dimensional tapestry of conflict. With his fellow student's help he had learned to put himself into each leader's place and plot different strategies, gauge each plan's chance of success and the factors that affected the odds. The problem was, many of Wil's tactics were a tad...unorthodox. While taking tests in Preston's class Wil had pretty much stuck to whatever would earn him the highest marks from his instructor. But now they were starting simulated battles. Chakotay was urging Wil to find his own approaches to the scenarios, while Cadet Riker was firmly convinced playing it safe was the only way to ensure a good grade. Wil stopped pacing and stared at the hedge. It didn't help that he was also wrestling with an unfamiliar attraction to his tutor. It hadn't diminished over the last eight weeks despite Wil's steady stream of dates with comely coeds. Chakotay may be a Fourth Year cadet but he didn't put on airs or try to lord his seniority over Wil. In fact, he'd been very generous in showing the newcomer around the campus and to some of the more interesting places in the surrounding neighborhoods. Wil had found Chakotay's friendship increased his own prestige among his classmates, but didn't care. He simply enjoyed the young man's mix of focused concentration and easygoing, lighthearted fun. Chakotay also had a sly sense of humor and a shy streak that popped out at the oddest times, adding an endearing blush to that handsome face. Wil had occasionally found himself lost in contemplation of deep brown eyes, barely absorbing the day's lesson. All this despite the fact that Riker was getting a rep as a campus ladykiller, and had never even considered another guy attractive before now. Chakotay sighed and contemplated his friend's tense shoulders and stiff spine. He really should just back off and let Wil make his own decisions. Or, if he had any sense of self-preservation, urge him to follow Preston's lessons while taking the sims. After all, his own project for Admiral Wallace depended on Riker's grade. Wil was now at the top of his class, and if he aced the sims Chakotay's approach to understanding strategy could actually influence next year's courses. He sighed. But he believed in Wil, and thought that the freshman's unique way of viewing things should be encouraged, not warped so it could fit into someone else's mold. Chakotay thought that Wil using his own tactics in these made-up conflicts would also be a good way for him to hone his instincts, to get a sense of when things were going well and when he needed to make adjustments on the fly. Following someone else's battle plan wouldn't do him much good in that respect, because his decisions would be reflecting another person's mindset instead of his own. Chakotay realized he was staring at his friend and quickly turned his attention elsewhere, hoping he wouldn't blush. He found himself thinking about his pupil at the oddest times. He could be in his dorm doing assignments for his own classes and suddenly his mind's eye would be filled with Wil's infectious grin and striking light eyes. It was a little disturbing. Chakotay had plenty of friends among his own peers, but he was very much aware of the difference in their ages. He had come to enjoy the company of a contemporary. After Wil's initial disbelief he had accepted both his tutor and the situation with remarkable aplomb. Their natures complemented each other quite well, Wil's gregariousness balancing Chakotay's quieter insights. Now these weird feelings were surfacing at the worst possible time. Chakotay was *finally* popular with the fairer sex (at least the First Year cadets), now that he wasn't younger than everyone else on campus. He was dating, cautiously considering the possibilities for his first serious relationship. He'd been stymied before now because the only Academy women interested in younger men were the admirals, and there was no way he was getting involved in that scene. Chakotay shook his head and slid to the ground. He needed to give Wil some space to make his own decisions. And Chakotay needed time to get a handle on his unfamiliar attraction. Get rid of it, really, since nothing could come of it. He walked over to Wil. Riker started at a soft touch on his arm. He turned to meet grave dark eyes. "Listen, Wil, you have to do what's right for you. If you think you'd be better off not trying anything unusual during the sims, then that's the plan you should stick to." Chakotay could feel himself starting to blush as he continued. "I just want to say thanks for letting me try out my ideas on you, and I think you've got a real talent for tactics." He grinned. "And I *really* think you should just admit you're an iconoclast, and throw everybody's opinions out an airlock. Including mine." He quickly moved away, pausing at the edge of greenery. "Anyway, good luck. Let me know what happens." Wil watched his friend disappear behind the hedge. He returned to the bench to do some serious thinking. ************************************************************ ************************************************************ Chakotay hurried to Admiral Wallace's office. His gut was tight with concern. The simulation tests for Tactical Theory had ended two days ago, but he hadn't heard from Wil at all since their last discussion before the exercises even began. He hoped that his friend wasn't mad at him for expressing his opinion. He hoped even more fervently that Wil wasn't avoiding him because he'd failed the class. The secretary waved him through, so he hastened into the inner sanctum. Chakotay skidded to a stop at the sight of a tense Wil facing Admiral Wallace---and Commander Preston. The middle-aged blond Tactics instructor squinted at the newcomer. "That him?" "Yes, that's Chakotay." Wallace waved him to a chair next to Wil. "Welcome, Cadet. Have a seat." Chakotay tried to catch Wil's eyes as he settled stiff-backed into the seat, but the other student was facing forward as if no one else was in the room. Chakotay gave a sad mental sigh and hoped he hadn't screwed things up for Wil too badly. "Now, Cadet Riker, Cadet Chakotay, I'm sure you're aware that the sims results for Tactical Theory are scheduled to be posted today." Admiral Wallace leaned back in his chair and regarded the two youths doing their best impressions of mannequins. "I wanted both of you to know Commander Preston's evaluation of Mr. Riker's performance." He stood and indicated the frowning man. "Jason here was unaware that I'd asked you, Chakotay, to do some tutoring. *And* to use your own teaching method." The Admiral circled his desk until he could perch on the front, between the two students. "The results were unexpected." He almost laughed at the matching crestfallen, disappointed faces. "And damned impressive. Highest scores on record since you were a freshman in the same class, Chakotay." "Wil, that's wonderful! Congratulations." Chakotay turned to his friend, torn between jumping up with joy and slumping in relief. Riker still sat like a statue, stunned. "You mean I passed?" "You not only passed, young man, you showed some of the most creative thinking I've seen so far from the freshman class." Wallace glanced over his shoulder at Preston, who didn't look pleased. "The Commander thought your solutions to the scenarios were highly unusual, but the bottom line is, they worked. And you get full credit for originality." "Well, not all the credit, Sir. Chakotay really helped me find my own way of doing things." Wil quickly sent his friend an elated, grateful grin. "Yes, we'll be taking Mr. Chakotay's suggestions more seriously now that they've gotten positive results." The Admiral shot another, more pointed look at Preston. Then he turned back to identical sets of beaming dimples and had to shake his head at the euphoria of youth. "Well, I'll let you go now." He slid to his feet and shook each cadet's hand as they stood as well. "Congratulations again to both of you. Dismissed." Wallace waved away their thanks and watched the two bound out the door. He shook his head at their exuberance and returned to his desk. "Pull up a seat, Jason, and let's see how we can get more of our cadets to think out of the box." *************** The two young men managed to walk with proper decorum until they were out of the building, then they started whooping with glee. "I can't believe it!" Wil shouted, laughing. "Neither can I. Weren't you just going to give Preston what he wanted?" Chakotay asked, smiling but confused. Riker's body worked off excessive energy, pacing around his tutor while his arms emphasized his words. "I was all set to 'regurgitate'. That was the plan. Then the first sim started." His eyes flashed with delight. "And I could *see* what was going to happen, the way the battle would play out if I followed the standard tactics. And then," he looked at Chakotay, "I thought about what you said. So I figured what the hell, and threw the rulebook out the airlock." He nearly jumped with glee. "I can't wait to tell my folks." "They'll be counting the seconds 'til they can congratulate you in person," Chakotay agreed. He gave a teasing grin. "Your head will be so swelled, I bet you won't even be able to fit through your door when you get back from break." "That's right. We get two weeks off." Riker lightly smacked his forehead. "I was so caught up in finals and those damn sims that I completely forgot. Where are you headed?" Chakotay shrugged. "I don't really have any plans. The vacation's so short I can't go back to Dorvan. I may take a few day trips, or kick around an archaeological dig somewhere." "You should come with me, back to Alaska." "Wil, that's really generous, but it's your first trip home since you got here. I wouldn't want to crash your reunion." "Nonsense. My parents would love to meet you. Besides," Wil flung an arm around Chakotay's neck, "I figure you're so polite you'll end up doing all my chores for me." "Don't count on it." They laughed together and continued walking down the path. ************************************************************ ************************************************************ Wil's family was thrilled to meet his new friend, but a little embarrassed that due to other visitors Chakotay was forced to bunk with his fellow cadet. The two men took it in stride. They figured a week in the same room was good preparation for sharing a tent for their planned four-day camping trip. Alaska was a beautiful vista of water, forest and mountain, and Chakotay was very glad Wil persuaded him to come along. He was lazing on a blanket at their campsite, watching his host arrange their food containers. They had both stripped to their swimsuits in deference to the heat. Unnoticed, he ran his eyes over Wil's pale skin, admiring his muscles and amazed at the thick dark hair on his torso and limbs. He gave a mischievous grin. "Hey Wil," he called. Wil hastily ended his surreptitious study of sleek golden-brown skin laid out like a feast for the eyes. "Yeah?" Brown eyes gleamed. "You ever get mistaken for a bear?" Chakotay asked. Wil's reaction was instinctive. With a roar of mock outrage, he flung himself on the supine man, straddling him and pressing his shoulders to the blanket. "You take that back," he demanded, eyes laughing. "Why, it's a perfectly reasonable question," Chakotay lightly touched one brown-furred arm, "Bear." Wil leaned down, getting into his companion's face. "Do you really want me to start calling you 'Kid' again?" Then his expression changed as he fell into liquid dark eyes. He moved closer, lightly placing his lips on Chakotay's. The kiss was tentative, a little awkward as they bumped noses trying to come together. Wil felt a hesitant tongue and opened his mouth, inviting deeper contact as he shifted to lay across the bronze form. He moved to touch the night-black hair, letting his fingers play in the silky strands. He felt a gentle brush along his neck, then shoulders as his partner's hands began their own exploration. After a time they drew apart to stare into each other's shocked faces. "What are we doing, Wil?" Chakotay asked quietly. "I don't know." His voice was just as soft. "But it seems right." He was stunned to feel his back hit the blanket as the darker youth rolled them over. "How can it be right? We're both seeing other people." Chakotay's eyes were concerned. "I *want* to kiss you, touch you," he ran his hands through the mat of hair on Wil's chest, "but I don't think I'm in love with you." "I'm not in love with you either." Wil said. He shrugged. "And neither of us is in an exclusive relationship yet. Maybe we're just ready for a new experience, and we feel comfortable enough to do some experimenting." The blue eyes were serious now as well. "Would you be okay with that? We just...see what happens while we're on this trip, and when we get back to the Academy we resume our regular lives." Chakotay thought about it, then looked at the supine figure. "I think so, but we have to promise that if either one of us wants to stop, we do, no questions asked and no hard feelings." "Agreed. I don't want to lose you as a friend, Chakotay." "Same here. And we don't do anything in your parents' house. That would be disrespectful. So when we return there, we just share a bed like we've been doing." "Okay." Wil gave his merry grin. "We can always sneak out to the shed for some nookie." Chakotay gave a surprised laugh, and Wil took advantage of his distraction to try to reverse their positions again. The two young men tussled and rolled, finally ending up on their sides with erections pressing against their swimsuits. They started kissing, hot and deep, as animalistic grunts sounded in their chests. Golden fingers sank into a field of brown curls, finding the pale pink nipples hidden like treasures. Chakotay tweaked the pebbled nubs, twisting them a little, and heard Wil's groan echo in his own mouth. He felt fingers on his back, sliding and scraping down to his hips to catch his waistband. He lifted his body a little, letting the pale hands slide off his only covering. Wil growled when he felt nails rasping across his abdomen, carefully removing the cloth brushing his erection, then yanking the material roughly down his legs. He felt the hands linger on his limbs, palms rubbing his flesh as the fingers traveled back up to encase his buttocks and squeeze. All the while the kiss continued in earnest, mouths open and tongues dueling together in wanton abandon. Wil put his hands on that tantalizing bronze ass and pulled, grinding their erections together. Chakotay broke the kiss to moan, then turned passion-glazed eyes on his light-skinned companion. The rapid pulse beating in the pale neck drew him, and he descended on Wil's throat, teeth grazing the throbbing vein. The crystal eyes closed, reveling in the primal beat of their bodies against one another, strong hands grabbing his flesh as he groped at Chakotay's. Their movements became frenzied as their mouths met once more, sucking and biting each other's lips, pressing hard enough to draw blood. They reached the pinnacle together, matched sets of semen spurting over their writhing forms. Two bodies lay glistening with sweat in an exhausted tangle, feeling the zip of pleasure running through their nerves and veins to linger, tingling in the scratches and bites they'd bestowed on each other in their passion. "I hope you packed a regenerator," Wil said, gently brushing the scrapes on Chakotay's golden flesh. "Yeah. Though I never thought I'd be using it to heal a hickey *I* gave *you*." Chakotay lightly touched the bruise on his friend's neck. "That was a bit wilder than I'm used to." "Me too, but it was one hell of a ride." Wil grinned, but the light blue orbs were concerned. "Are we going to be okay?" "I think so." Chakotay flashed his own dimples. "I wonder what other trouble we can get up to in a week." He touched his nose to his companion's. "Bear." "Why you---" Wil claimed the smiling mouth and they started again. ************************************************************ ************************************************************ For all the opportunities they had, the two young men didn't take their fling very far. They enjoyed exploring each other's bodies, necked in unusual places as they stroked each other off, and experimented with oral sex. By unspoken agreement they never attempted more intimate joinings, preferring to keep things as uncomplicated as possible. A week later they stood at the Academy transport station, an awkward silence falling between them as they readied to part for their dorms and pick up the lives they'd left behind on their Alaskan idyll. "Are we going to be okay?" Chakotay blurted, cautiously regarding his companion. "Yeah. Still friends?" Wil asked, hoping. Dark gold fingers twined with snowy counterparts as they clasped hands. Chakotay smiled. "Definitely friends." They shared a grin full of secrets as they went their separate ways. ************************************************************ ************************************************************ Their friendship never wavered. Even after Chakotay graduated the two kept in close contact, sharing what was happening in their lives. Occasionally they vacationed together, and even double-dated. They never acted again on the attraction between them, even after they both had other male lovers. After Chakotay accepted the Academy teaching post Riker would crash with him when he was on Earth and didn't want to bother with a hotel or impersonal officers' lodgings. The two were comfortable platonically sharing a bed, just as they had done that first semester break in Riker's home town. TBC