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Where am i? what is
this place?
who is calling to me? Mother...no, i never meant to....please leave me
alone.
There it is. Over and over again. The same crying sound behind the wall of
glass. Funny thing glass. You can hear through it, you can see through it
yet you cant escape it. It exists for one purpose; shame. In my life,
there is nothing but shame. In my glass house, i am ashamed and no part of
my sinful behavior goes unnoticed. My name is inconsequential for you all
know who i am. Youve been here to see me before. The same old character;
its pitiful but always, always gross to observe. Somehow deep inside i can
feel your need to connect to one so low, so ugly, so sinful as me. Too
late, too late...I'm past forgivness and i see it in that glassy fixed
stare. I'm used to it by now. I only cry when it pleases you now; small
pleasure in knowing my own worth - a creature to hold your contempt. I am
guilty, I am obscene - thank you, thank you.
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