Jealousy

That same old feeling once more
As the stomach muscles tighten
As the heart cringes and cries out ‘No more’
As the legs give in and crumple beneath me
As cold shivers course through my arms
As my vision blurs till all I see
Is the image of She with another
And then, there is nothing
but

Rage

The blood boils and everything comes into focus
The mind recoils in horror
as the beast within struggles
wanting to hurt, murder, murder
murder, death, kill, rape, fuck
slit the throat, gore the eyes
do something!
Yet the feet do not move
And lips tremble in silence
And tears form from the effort
Till nothing is left
but

Sorrow

In a cocoon
Where silence dominates
Where the world is seen from
Great unfathomable distances
Where one is safe
Where one can cry and cry and cry
Where no one can hear
My heart breaking