Well it took me about 30 minutes to my nerve up to give myself a shot. I didn't know the needle was going to be so big, lol. But I finally did it and it didn't hurt. The next several days I started worring about the journey to FTM, Am I doing the right thing, kelpt going over in my mind. So I finally calmed down and decided to continue cause I know I will be happy to be the real me.
(Before I had started my first shot I was on Testim Gel for 7 days), Then I did my shot.
- I have gotten bigger on my private part, I do have some sensation down there that feels neat., also strong libido and have been stretching alot. My voice is the same. I am surprised that I have already started changing. But excited at the same time .
May 19, 2006 -
The shots is easier to give myself now.
- Not much libido this time, still stretching alot, My voice is alittle deeper, which feels great. Kinda going up and down. Also have more muscle and stronger, my face is so oily too, plus my veins in my arm show up more. Being skinny makes it more noticable.
"June" "2nd Month"
I have acne on my chest and back and under my jaw line. More chest muscle and arms. I have gained 10lbs and so happy about it. Pre T, I weigh 117lbs, now 127lbs.
I stay hungry and have to eat more. My neck is wider, Still very oily on face,
Libido is there lol /
Growing more hair on face, love it. /My coworkers say I have more color on my face not as pale as I used to be./ Stretching more espically in the mornings.
Voice is alittle lower mostly in the mornings, then back to the same.
"July" "3rd Month"
Still stretching but not as much. My Libido is driving me nuts, lol, It mostly hits me when I am relaxed at home, I have noticed I look at porn pic's on the web more than ever. Also my acne is creeping up on my face. My little buddy is still growing.........lol
"August" "4th Month"
My voice still alittle lower, in the mornings it's real deep. Libido still there, stronger at times. Weight still at 128lbs. This month I have passed alot when I am out, I get called "Sir" and go into men's dressing rooms, Plus I go into the Men's Restrooms all the time now, I feel so much comfortable now. I do my thing and leave. Feels good not to get stared at when I always went into the womens, It was like that my whole life. Kids would say to there mom, "Is that a boy or a girl", I hated that but now things are so much better
"Sept." "5th Month"
Not much this month, I shaved and now my upper lip is taking it's time growing back.
I am now giving my shots in my thigh, alot easier. My libido has calmed down which I am glad.
"Oct." "6th Month"
My voice still about the same, Libido up & down, I got a lawyer to get my name changed, it cost $350. Now next step is Social Security. Will update later.......
"Nov." "7th Month"
This month my heart rate has been up to 124 to 132 beats, I had to be on heart monitor for 24 hours also an echogram to check my heart. I do have a hole in my heart but thats not causing it to go fast. I have"PFO"in my heart. They wanted me to lower my T shots from 1cc to 1/2cc.
"Dec." "8th Month"
My heart rate is much better, but still kinda high. So I am going to stay on 1/2cc shots. My hair is gettin darker all over. I got my SS# and Driver's licences, I'm so happy!! Now I want my Top surgery....sometime next year.
--"2007"----The pictures say it the most,plus I was too busy to update in"2007"
