About Me: Jawscream

Right about now you are probably asking yourself - "just who is Jawscream?". And I ask you in return - "who cares?".
Apparently you have nothing better to do than read brief bios on people who you'll probably never meet IRL, so I have decided to indulge you. Feel special...

Self Loathing:
I have lived an extremely sheltered life. I am 22 years old and have done nothing and have been nowhere. Went to college fresh outta High School for Graphic Art, left after 1 1/2 semesters due to evil suite mates. Moved back with mommy dearest where I currently resign and got a thrilling job in retail where I still do slave labor. Didn't get a license until I was almost 20, and totaled my first car the night before New Years Eve 2003. I have taken various Art classes via the local C.C., but no little piece of paper saying I'm smart. Eventually...
Sheltered Meaning...???:
When I say sheltered damnit, I mean it. I hadn't been out of MI and OH until after I graduated High School. That's when I went to Florida with my now evil x. Since then I have been to Florida one other time (again evil x), California, and road trip to Colorado. Besides lay overs and drive-thru's - that's it. That's all. Curses to all you who had $ for vacations!
You know it's sad when you meet someone at a bar and they ask you what you do for fun -- and you have no anwser! I'm not a "social butterfly" as my friend RJ calls it. I am a social hermit. Get me in a room of 300 people and I'll still find a way to be alone. I loosen up eventually and after that I am very energetic, loud and sarcastic as all hell. But getting me to that state is like pulling teeth.
Good News:
I am a normal person and there are things I am interested in. Write this down:
Movies - I have over 400 dvds in my room. I used to go to the movies at least once a week until I became a retail whore and can't afford it anymore.
Music - I love all kinds of music. (minus Country and Bluegrass Classical crap) Music is a huge stress relief for me. I will just crank up my tunes and sing for hours. I also love to sing - people who have heard me say I'm good. But whoever hears me I must kill, so you can't ask them.
Writing - I used to write poetry all the time, but I don't do it that much anymore. I tend to write when I am in a really negative state of mind and I don't like that. I've tried writing when I am in a good mood but it doesn't seem natural - like it's forced. Maybe cuz I am such a negative person??
Misc. collections: Eeyore, Coca-Cola, and Happy Bunny are some of the things I adore. Add that in addition to faeries and dragons ;)
I actually like going out dancing, bowling, ect... as long as I have someone I am really comfortable with with me.
~ I don't mind making an ass outta myself as long as it's in small groups ~
Future Ideas and Doubtfulls:
K. Stuff I want to do this year are:
Get a new car (done). Get naval re-pierced (done). Get a new tattoo (done). Go to another concert (done - Switchfoot 4/10,
Metallica/Godsmack, Blessid Union of Souls 6/18, Nickelback/3 Doors Down 7/16, Evanescence 7/6). Go to Canada (done). Go somewhere else new (anywhere).
Eventually:
Go to New York. Go skydiving (even though I am terrified of heights... and spiders). Go to the Galapagos Islands. Go on a Hot Air Balloon ride (hint, hint CHRIS!). Go on a cruise. Go to Australia.
               >>>> Is that too much to ask?? <<<<
A few words to sum me up:
I am rude, sarcastic, cynical and b*tchy. I am quiet, shy, and a loner. At the same time I am loud, energetic and funny.
Direct quotes from other people include creative, fun and an individual. I am very complicated and confusing - but we all love a challenge. Most people think I am mean and just a horrible little (5"1 1/2) person at first -- and then they grow to love me. Can't help it. I am a "ray of sunshine" - T.A.O.
Oh - also I have 6 tattoos. (Since I will never make anything of my life because of that fact I thought you should know.)
On a more serious note:
           SPRINKLES AND ORGAZMO I LOVE YOU!!
Words to live by:
Beware of Tigers. Snakes and Oxen are fine. ~ Jaws
Common sense is not so common. ~ ?? (It is written on the rafter of a truck stop in Indiana)
In Closing:
Wow! Did you really just read all that? You must be worse off than I am! Good luck with that! I hope I completely confused you with my various ramblings. And in case you just came to this page to see if I mentioned my Xtina fanaticism...
I have over 60 Xtina cd's (all different). I drove 20+ hours straight to see the Justified/Stripped tour in Denver CO, and a month later bought floor seats to the sold out Detroit concert for almost $300. And I just bought floor seats for the June 28 show for this year. There's alot more - but isn't that enough?

                   I Hate This Place!

Wanna know even MORE about me? How about ALOT more? Get a glimpse into my sick,sad world by visiting 'Down to This'.
                     Warning: The site is rated NR-17!

**Note: I am NOT Christina, nor do I know her or anyone affiliated with her, her family, or her management! I am just a fan like so many of you out there. With that said...