mywlslist

Well here it is, my reasons and my wish list for weight loss surgery. What I want to feel like, the things I want to do. Hey some things may seem lame, but I know that there are people out there that feel the same way I do.

Okay so it's lame but I want to feel beautiful.
To buy clothes off the rack without trying them on.
To stop avoiding taking pictures.
To be able to go horseback riding again.
To go dancing without worrying about my knees or legs, to get through one song without losing my breath.
To make love to my boyfriend with the lights on.
To fit into my tub so I can take a luxurious bath
To be able to fit my boyfriend in the tub with me.
To go to the beach without fear of someone screaming :beached whale!!!
To feel sexy and seductive, although I may never look like a Victoria's Secret model, I would like to wear a silky nothing and model it for my man.
To be able to climb the stairs and talk without being winded.
To walk and talk at the same time.
To take long walks in the park with my dog.
To better fit on the back of my boyfriend's harley.
To go out on the bike in an all leather out fit :)
To feel confident.
To be able to sit without feeling my bones ache trying to get out of the chair.
To walk without my feet aching in half an hour.
To not worry about my leg breaking underneath my weight (I have a benigh bone tumor in my left femur that is almost the width of the bone)
To send pics to my ex's who were embarrassed to be with me.
To be healthy enough to get pregnant.
To quit most of the medication that I am on.
To stop fearing diabetes, and heart conditions.
To know that I have a whole life ahead of me.
To watch my boyfriend's mouth drop when I step out in a litle black dress.
To get married and really be referred to as a beautiful bride, and to lok back at those pics and smile.

Everything marked on my wish list with this means I've accomplished it.