小小軼事 p(^.^)q

02/01/2002 03:58am

*the first day of 2002*

i dated him today, to enjoy the show by 903. yes it was the first time, and i believe it was the last time i could sit near him, over 3 hours. he was happy, he said, he has a girlfriend now. i got shock and couldn't think at that time but i was ok for a while. i am clever and i guess it out. she is beautiful and nice, cutie and kind. after the show, i went to wan chai to have dinner with him. in fact, i was really really depressed but i still smiled in front of him. i don't want to show him my feeling, it was too embarrassed, although he would not know. i was eating my spicy chicken and i knew he was staring at me. i looked at him and smiled again. "you are a little girl in my mind, whenever you look like a lady or your thoughts is mature and logical." i got the answer.

after the meal, went out from the restaurant, and i felt cold. saying goodbye to him and i walked alone, melancholy. I looked back, he was disappearing in the end of the street. i know, we cannot be together, forever. i was coward, and i didn't dare to tell him what i think. i hate myself like this but i just can do nothing, is nothing. when i walked along the street, i started to recall how i was with him. although he said he is a bad guy, he is not, from the first time i met him.

thank you very much to jean and banana, you two saved me, when i was being alone, losing my way, and even losing my heart in wan chai with nobody on the street. thank you.

31/12/2001 02:52am

今日，2001年的最後一日。

還好，可以在今日完成我的心願。=D
harry porter 冇想像中咁好睇，
走出戲院有陣陣的失落。
十點幾，街上面仲有好多人，
唔知點解我諗返起若干年前的某一日，
有一個不太熟的朋友對我說，
『妳愈係笑得開心，就代表妳愈唔開心。』
我聽完之後就喊左出黎，
好記得呢一幕，勁攪笑，
但係好深刻，我成日都會諗返究竟點解我當時會喊，
到現在都係一個疑團，
可能因為係佢講中左，
又或者我根本想喊所以喊。

今日我成日都笑，好開心個隻。

話說回頭，當我完成了第七點，
我同自己講，這樣就ｏｋ了，
夠了，算了。

the day before i had tried that colorgenic test and the result is below. read it carefully and u may get something about me...

You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to "All things bright and beautiful". This personifies a caring person... A person who "needs" and indeed "needs to be needed".

Now there are many things in life that you require as being essential to your well-being ... but try as you may - something always seems to be getting in your way .... a word of advice .... "keep trying" and you may be pleasantly surprised to see just how matters turn out - .

You wear your heart on your sleeve ... and since you are an emotional person you are apt to give your all ... heart and soul ... to all those that show you a little affection ... but take care... it would appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past...and you keep leaving yourself wide open for punishment..

Recently everything seems to have gone wrong .. and so you are experiencing considerable stress and anxiety due to mental conflict. A continuous case of "Should I?" or ... "Shouldn't I?"..At this particular moment in time you feel as if you have reached the end of your tether and it seems impossible to ever rectify the situation ... and so you have decided, perhaps quite unrealistically, to postpone making any further decisions. Disappointment and unfulfilled hopes have given rise to despondency. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decision, you are likely to immerse yourself in the pursuit of trivialities as an escape route.

The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all ... and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing.

準到嚇死人，想玩的可以去
http://www.colorgenics.com/intro.html

lastly let bygones be bygone...
很多謝大家陪伴阿朱渡過這反覆之年，
新的朋友又好，老朋友又好，
希望各人也會在今年找到自己的路...謝謝。

happy new year.

29/12/2001 01:23am

oops! 我終於完成了第一階段的 part-time 了... oops!
講真，雖然只係同一d中一的同學仔補習，
但係已經要做好多預備了。
睇返佢地的中文課文，
實在...同八年前完全冇分別...
有點兒恐怖...時代不是不停的進步嗎?
點解呢度反而冇架...?
咁教左好多年中文的老師咪年年都係講呢幾課書?
悶都悶死喎...>.<
我諗..."教師"呢個職業真係絕對唔適合我...
我教三日都已經......覺得有d悶...
尤其d細路頑皮到你唔信的時候...
何況教成世...? 唔...
不過我相信...一定有一班有耐性的人擔當得到教師的工作的。
唔適合我唔代表唔適合你喎!!
再來就係等待第二階段的 part-time 了....
0 grant + 0 loan....講笑架...?

今日難得在家，放左 part-time之後就走去買lunch的材料，
(我鍾意自己煮多過食飯盒架...>___<)
發現到一樣勁好食的即食食品，
就係"家x牌快意粉"啦，
嘩...真係勁好食...又易煮喎...
又有我最愛的茄汁味...
再加杯自己溝的熱檸什...
真係要大叫一句...."好幸福呀呀呀呀呀...." =)
一路來的頹喪已經沒有了...

今個 sem-break 仲有半個多月...
我要做哂以下咁多野!!!
1. 重新抄過sem A 的 notes...(太亂啦...)
2. 將 sem A 的功課整理整理...(做 profo. 呀)
3. 影返輯靚相...(徵求懂 FM2 之朋友充當攝影師 =P thanks ah...)
4. 可以既話去 band 房打次鼓...
5. 回信...(各界欠你們信的好友，要"等"著啊...)
6. 好有責任心咁樣做埋份 part- time 佢...
7. xxxxxxxxx... <---要解碼後先睇到架...

我知道第一點和第七點好難做得到...但係...
我真係希望我得架...
如果真係做唔到...咁我就失望下啦...
講真都慣...哈哈哈哈哈....=D

25/12/2001

先來祝大家聖誕快樂~

現在是平安夜之後51分鐘，
今年平安夜我好乖，
冇出去鬼混呢...
下午看了套千與千尋...
好滿足...大家無論去到那兒，
都一定要記得自己個名啊...

望住隔離屋的燈飾閃下閃下咁...
好靚...我今日搵到平安夜的味道
係屬於我平安夜的味道...
就是金桔青檸...酸酸甜甜的...

聖誕老公公的魔法已經消失了...
我還在期待些什麼呢...?

21/12/2001

我諗唔到有乜野詞彙可以比我形容今日...
實在....實在.....令人想大叫一番....
嘩哈哈哈哈哈....
上午我返了譚記鬼混，
睇今年的禮堂 show，
又估唔到可以咁精彩，
尤其是話劇演出的部份，
那個演聖誕老人的同學好精彩，
成個 character 都可以好 strong 咁出到來，
個條片又得，剪接得咁靚...
係咪用 premiere 做既呢...?
好勁啊啊啊啊....*o*
而且今日又見番哂我的老婆們，
大家都靚女左呢....
至於男生們嘛....
都唔知點解...個個d頭髮都長左咁多既....?
哈哈哈哈哈哈....不過大家仍然係咁好玩呀...
我都好掛住你地呀~~~
多謝嘉盈的聖誕禮物，
也多謝龍哥的免費燒賣，
超正正...

至於下午就返 city 開 party...
又係嘩嘩聲，
我地有 DJ 黃志淙先生為我們現場打碟，
(佢係我們系 Master 的學生)
播佢在歐洲影的 video，
氣氛一流，
抽獎又正，我們的大禮係標會的獎金，
入場的時候我們會收取十元的費用，
咁呢d費用最後就會用來抽獎，
有成八百幾蚊架...
好可惜...成桶金比一個男仔中左...
而呢個男仔亦成為我們全晚打劫的目標...hehe
至於我呢，就抽中一個百幾蚊的相架...
好貴...我會唔會用呢.....?哈哈...
好好玩，好好玩，好好玩呀~~~
*多謝各位* =D

15/12/2001

哈哈哈哈哈....終於都sem break了，
上個星期簡直是地獄，
不停又不停咁趕功課，
冇覺好訓之餘又發燒，
成個人謝下謝下咁，
到了星期五只剩下半條人命......
我真係變左弱女小堯架...
唔准嘔呀!!!!!!

今次我update埋美麗人生
加左好多相相入去，
大家有興趣既話就入去睇下啦...=D

01/12/2001

29/11/2001

真係做死咁做...

上個星期開始功課們開始纏繞住我
所有final projects都已經埋哂身
我已經manage好哂所有時間
希望做得切啦...做完就sem break架啦...

講開又講
為左交design份功課
我就未學行先學走
學人去拍DV
拍個陣有好多阻滯
拍完拎返學校edit又好多阻滯
edit完拎去save又有阻滯
可以講都幾頹...
我真係麻煩左好多好多人
我在此 specially and strongly thanks to:
Tim, Banana, Koochi,
Alice, Chris, Timonthy,
Man Wai, Sing, Bun and Tak
冇左你們，我的first production一定會泡湯...
感激流涕!!!

19/11/2001

凌晨3:29

我看見了我人生中第一粒流星。
感動到啞哂...

多謝你幫我許了個願啊...
縱然我不知道那是什麼...=)

17/11/2001

今天剪短了一把留了三年的長髮。
人們說，剪頭髮是人生又一個新的段落，
我想是的，女孩子剪頭髮，
總有著一連串冠冕堂皇的理由。

昨天因為julian關係，
(當然非常多謝阿堅的轉讓戲票...)
可以睇到由關錦鵬先生執導的<藍宇>，
雖然套戲係講兩個男人的愛情，
但係就唔覺得噁心，反而幾好睇。
就係覺得個結局比較突然囉...
不過最後兩個男主角真人出現，
真係型爆呀...o^.^o
近排真係睇到好多正戲...
<天使愛美麗>又係一絕，
個晚又係好好好開心，
......
我希望.....

*送呢首歌比你...*

12/11/2001

我好掛住你...
我忍著忍著，終於哭了...

04/11/2001

今次有好多野想講......

1. 發現自己的情緒有大起大落之勢，
不過失落的時候又真係幾辛苦，
亦再次了解到失落完要繼續做野個種苦笑。

2. 昨晚大伙兒一起去影相，
好開心，一行6人在旺角尖咀中環拎住部相機係咁影影影影...
途中比人粗口問候眼望望好奇多口問多不聲數...
不過...我過著的不正是我渴求已久的生活嗎?
最好笑的是，在凌晨時份都會在唔同地方撞到CM人..
難不成香港真係細成咁...??

3. 呢樣野我不嬲都唔係話鍾意講出口...
但係有人同我講"唔講出口"係咪即係代表唔係真心，
咁...我就講下啦...
我其實好鍾意阮小儀，
冇佢就唔會有今日的我，
阮小儀係我永遠的偶像!!!
我一定永遠支持佢架!!!!
送你兩首佢作詞的歌啦...


*我要聽第一首...*
*我要聽第二首...*

27/10/2001

22/10/2001

日子就是與coffee為伴...士多啤利已離我而去了

恭喜阿JEAN~~ ^^

17/10/2001

05/10/2001

25/09/2001

開始了解自己讀緊乜...
原來之前自己完全比自己鎖死左，
好喜歡這個系，好喜歡這個系的人，
我覺得自己好似從以前的黑洞中跳了出來!!
多謝我所有的新同學仔給我對自己的人生有所啟發...

03/09/2001

*寂寞*
想聽慘慘歌...?

22/08/2001

ocamp很熱鬧很多人很開心
心隱隱作痛知道將會失去一些什麼又會得到些什麼
電話傳來機場聲耳外傳來遊戲聲
以為仲有機會傾仲有機會見仲有機會再出現...

"拜拜"
呢句係妳離開香港最後對我說的話......

20/08/2001

今日同翠翠睇Andy Lau's concert，
好好睇...係好好睇，
但係翠翠過兩日就過加拿大，
"佢要走了"呢種感覺先至慢慢咁浸埋黎，
後日OCAMP我都諗緊點走出來送佢機...
好唔開心，點解最好的朋友會一個個咁走?
...能做的都做了，能說的都說了，
希望妳會喜歡我那造了三年的禮物，
以及那非常差勁的鋼琴獨奏.../___\
要保重啊...嗚嗚...u___u:

10/08/2001

咩叫世事無常..?
我可以話比你聽我知!

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