Reality -
I stood there and my eyes switched back and forth between you and the nameless man... Shock had overwhelmed me, I was speechless... All of the lies and fears had become a reality. While I stood there with no explainable reaction you pulled your hand out of your jacket revealing a handgun, a smooth, black, shining handgun. I took notice of it but was still in a state where I didn't quite grasp things any longer... and quite unexpextedly, you pulled the trigger... The bullet inched towards me, so slowly... I saw it coming and I knew I had to get out of there, but I did nothing, I stood there and let it rip into my chest so slowly... Blood flew from my chest and I felt it ripping and tearing it's way through my body and lodged itself into my heart and I choked and fell to the ground gasping for air and clutching the wound... it wasn't enough for you, you ran up to me and kicked me hard while I was rolling on the ground in agonizing pain. It still didn't quench your need to hurt me, so you did it again... and again... and you didn't stop, you kept on kicking and stepping on my chest where you had shot me. I lie there defensless against your attacks your attacks because I loved you and could not fight back and you finally stopped kicking me and spit on me... you walked away laughing and I remain lying still... now all alone, my life bleeding and pouring from my body. And the worst part is I wasn't going to die, oh no, that would be too easy, so I lie there, no one left in the world to help me... and it's all you fault, no, it's my fault for putting my trust in you. _______________________________________________________________________________________ |