My life came to a dead stop...
I had once envisioned a future that was bright,
But now it only seems to be a smoldering Match tip.
My hopes and my dreams lay in a stain on the floor.
Their presence can still be seen in the red outlines, but are no longer tangiable.
It hurts...
It really hurts......
That's all I can say
JMR
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When I first saw true love,
- I saw you...
When I first experienced true love,
- I experienced you...
When I first touched love,
- It was with you...
But when I confessed love,
- It was through...
You said it was differences,
You said it was our lives.
But how can you use time to judge,
I know your not blind.
If you open your heart,
And forget the past times.
Maybe then you'll bring your love back to mine.
I will be waiting?
Staring in space...
And until that day you are ready to fly,
Don't worry, I will still be yours.
JMR
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~-Star-~
Guess I'm always wishing on someone else's Stars.
Because everytime I make a wish,
It turns out someone else is where they are.
Mabye If I can fly real high,
and fly real far.
Mabye then I'll find my own personal star.
But untill that Day...
Please don't run away...
And stay exactly the way you are.
JMR
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Memories
The smell of a cologne,
The sound of a song,
The mind begins to flow,
As the Memories pour out.
Like a release of the mighty flood chambers,
our minds take us back to that moment.
It is funny how a certian thing can bring back a memory
No matter how hard you try not to let it.
The best thing to do is,
Enjoy the moment.
It was a significant part of your life....
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Flower
I am a delicate flower, love my water...
but now I find I am starving.
Due to my unquenching thirst at the beginning.
I find now I am only starving.
I thought that this water would last me forever,
but my master hasn't forgotten to water me,
My vase is full.
Was it his fault?
Or is it the scar tissue that has formed at the base of my stem?
If only I could trim it off,
but I find that this skin is very sensitive.
It is the lifeline to my heart...
The only way to learn.
I must continue to try and drink,
even though it may be hard to.
Only then will I quench this thirst.
My petals will fill with their Golden tones, and sky blue tips.
Only then will I be able to boast my full beauty....
JMR
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~-_Scared_-~
Oh..
I miss you soo much,
I long for your love,
but it scares me.
You make me so weak,
I barely can speak.
When you come around,
I almost faint on the ground.
but it scares me...
I have never felt this way before,
untill you opened the door.
but it scares me...
I have wondered what it felt like to love,
and you came to show me.
but now that I have found love,
the feeling wasn't meant for me.
Another person,
Another time,
I hear these words,
spill out of your mind.
but it scares me...
Oh..
I miss you soo much,
I long for your love,
but it scares me...
JMR
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~-_Friends_-~
I love my friends
with all of my heart.
But as time goes by,
I know we may part.
But no matter how distant,
No matter how far,
Our hearts will show
Right where we are.
I love you guys,
and always will too.
No matter what
you may plan to do.
Please keep me in your thoughts,
I don't want to be forgot.
And I say here's to you,
and whatever you may do.
Remember
I will always love you!
JMR
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~-_Drowning_-~
I loved him...
Tell me why?
I opened my heart to him..
He made me cry.
The past has gone,
Yet I still hold on...
yearning for peace,
Gasping for love.
My head falls under...
I look up.
He is standing there,
I try to call out,
He sees me!
Could he save me?
Then I watch as he turns around.
He scuffs his feet on the ground.
Every scratch feels like it is piercing my heart.
I have no air...
he is starting to part,
I lose all senses...
Yet I try to scream...
I am so defenseless....
Why does love have to be so mean?
-Jason-
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