Work in progress. My sister gave me the cool page to work with, hence the "Blah Blah Blah XD"'s and stuff. :P I'm working on the rest. Might take me a bit to get everything transferred over. :P Come on guys, there's like over a years worth of ranting, give me a break! It's gonna take some time. :P In the mean time... *sigh* you can see my Logan... YuMmY YuMmY! :D I'll let you know where I got the pictures from once I have everything finished. TTFN! Thanks! :)
September 3, 2003; Aaaaahhhhhh I had a day off to relax on monday... *Sigh* You ever notice how days off go alot faster then days you have to work(or go to school)? ;p Does that ever suck or what? :p Oh well, I'd rather be working and getting paid then sitting home on my ass doing shit all. So it's all good. :)
I've been playing my guitar alot lately.(To the unhappiness to my fingers.. ;p) :) I haven't learned how to play "my" song yet but someday I'll learn it! :) I learned alot of lil' songs though, feels good to actually learn something on my own without having anyone to teach me. :) The only bad thing about it is that it's taking time away from me writing my book. ;p I HAVE to finish that darn book I've re-written it way too many times and I don't care if it sucks I want at least a full rough copy done asap! I'm tired of writers block and never getting it done, I'm getting that sucker done like 5 mins ago! ;p Well uh yeah anyways, favorite quote of the day, "I'm a little source code short and stout this is my input this is my out." If you can guess where that's from I'll give you.... an uh honorable mention? ;p Anyways ta ta for now :)
August 30, 2003; Well it's official! :) I've had my lisence for exactly 2 years, this day!:) I have to go to the Department of Motor Vehicles sometime next week and try and get my lisence updated and get rid of that darn 'N' thing. :P
I think I'm getting and alsure again from worrying so much at work. ;p My boss came over a few times and I froze and thought... Nooooooooooooooooooooo! and then she went past me to help someone and I let out the breath I was holding. ;p I realized that I don't want to go back to school. I love working and getting paid to do it. ;p Plus I have a plan to pay off my student loan in exactly 17 months.(If I'm still working at register.com that is. ;p) I won't have any money at all during the next 17 months but hey when have I ever had money? ;p Anyways I guess that's all for now, I'll update later maybe. ;pOh PS Alright people vote on those damn polls! ;p That is all... ;p
August 28, 2003; Well doesn't look like I'll be working for long. They laid off 3 people yesturday. I've been a nervous wreck ever since. ;p I know I should be thankful I got the job for as long as I did but I reallllly love it there. Well anyways I'm off to go wait for Metallica to come on so I can watch them live and cheer them on. :) Go Metallica!!!:)
August 22, 2003; No one seems to want to vote on my two 'new' polls. ;p Ya big meanies! ;p oh well. ;p 8 people visited my site today and they were every hour on the hour. It was kinda creepy, and kinda cool. It's like I've got some fans/stalkers out there! Muahahaahaa! :) Although there isn't really anything of my site to be a fan about... hummmm... maybe best rants?;p anyways...
I was thinking today, maybe I shouldn't put my book I'm writing on this site? ;p Maybe I could just write some small stories or something. Maybe fanfiction ? ;p Mighty Max! Or... MmmMmmMmmMmm Logan... *Blushes* I absolutely had to watch X-Men tonight after I came home from work, I had withdrawals from watching my favorite movie of all time! (Aside from Pirates of the Carribean ofcourse! Go Pirates! :);p)*contented sigh* Logan... nice chest... nice muscly arms......Mmmmmmmmm...... er sorry started drooling there for a minute. :P Anyways I'm gonna go dream up some stories and start working on them! :)
Oh! I forgot to mention, today was supposed to be everyone's last day at work but everyone's contracts are going to be just umm... kept going until they don't need us any longer. ;p So I won't really know how long I'll be working or if I'll be working past monday, which kinda sucks because I'm going on a shopping spree tomorrow! I need some work clothes that actually fit me and aren't waay too small.. ;p But yeah I think my boss said I had really good quality work!(along with my mom and a couple other coworkers) :) I was glowing! I was so excited and happy that I was actually doing good enough for her to say something about it. :) I really hope I'm doing good work, I guess what were doing right now is really important stuff and has to be done right otherwise ahhhhhhh bad stuff will happen. :( Er yeah. ;p Well I'm off to bed.. I hope I have a really good dream like last night *blushes & smiles happily* it was such a cute dream! :) I was on the phone and talking and some stuff was said and it was so sweet. I woke up all smilin' and wishing I could go back to sleep.:) Speaking of sleep... Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. :)
August 16, 2003; Well PMS sucks ;p you can get really annoyed of things that aren't really that bad you just kinda make them out to being a whole hell of alot worse then things really are. I can't wait to get my uterus out...;p It'll be a few years down the road but boy oh boy am I not gonna miss this... heh;p OP well I gotta go get ready 'coze I'm gonna go hang out with Steve and maybe his bro too. :) I might go play pool I might just cruise around, I don't really know yet.:P SO anyway I'm out for now. ;p
August 14, 2003; urgh... ya wanna know what one of my biggest pet peeves is? When you call your bf and he pretty much ignores you completely and just watches tv... It's especially annoying when a telephone call is your only means of communication between you and him for very long periods of time... as in months apart... and they still do it.:( I don't want to be treated this way and I won't be anymore... I mean yeah I can see sometimes not knowing anything to say but when I call, you don't leave the tv on it gets very distracting and everyone knows that. I'm not going to waste my money calling very long distance to hear myself talk to him. Sorry everyone, I've already started ranting about relationship stuff... and as Bob says, "This is bad, this is very bad."
August 12, 2003; Well apparently there's a rumor(sp?:P) going around that the department I'm working in doesn't have as much work as they thought.:( Which means I'll be out of a job soon... "yay" I'd love to keep working there doing something, anything! It's really fun there. :) But at least it is experience. :)
August 10, 2003; I miss him already.... :( hehe It always seems to happen that way, you're so excited and so happy to see them and be with them that once you have to go back it seems way too soon. Even though you're extremely happy you got to see them you also have that feeling of sadness and wish you could stay just a while longer. But then after you've gotten over being sad you start planning the next time you meet with them, and hope against hope that it'll be sooner then last time. :) Well I have to go make a phone call. :) *goes off dreamily thinking of plans*
August 5, 2003; Today was the Nova Scotia elections. It seems as though not many people used their right to vote today. ;p And although I agree with them I figured what the heck! Why not vote, it was my first time voting afterall. Now I agree with the people who did not vote today because they do have some very good arguments on why not to vote. The BIG one being that they don't actually do all the things they have in they're little agenda and which they'll promise oh we'll bring down taxes! And help the working family and so forth. ;p What they actually do is get in the government and stash as much cash into their own pockets before their time is up. ;p Now I understand maybe a couple things they can't get done in time before their term is up, but if you make a promise you sure as hell better keep it. Promises are NOT meant to be broken.
Now you might be wondering how I voted today. Well I actually used two very strategic and well thought out plans. :) NUMBER ONE VERY STRATEGIC WELL THOUGHT OUT PLAN: Apparently one of the governments actually paid register.com (The place I go to everday of the work week and make money from ;p) to stay here for so many years and gave them money as incentives to stay here. :) So ofcourse I'm going to vote for that government. ;p I call this approach the "Pleeeeeeeease let me keep my job for longer so I won't be in debt for the rest of my life working at McDonalds approach." NUMBER TWO VERY STRATEGIC WELL THOUGHT OUT PLAN: This second approach was, I think, the best plan to use. As it gives all 3 governments(Liberal, PC, and NDP) an equal chance to win my vote. It also takes time to decide which party I will vote for. There is also a downside to this voting plan. The other voters waiting in line after you may be annoyed at you for taking a few minutes. Their wish is that you hurry up and get done already. But! You have to take time to make a decision. Especially when you have to remember an age old Rhyme. I call this approach the "Eenie, meenie, minee, moe approach."
And as fate had it both approaches to voting turned out to be the same party. So I voted PC(Progessive Conservative). And as fate would have it again our Nova Scotia government as of an hour or two ago turned out to be PC but with a minority government.
August 1, 2003; Well today was a good and bad day. ;p Bad because I was going to go up to se my boyfriend this weekend.. he had saturday and sunday off so I'd get to see him for most of that time. But the shuttle I was going to take from his place to hlfx doesn't run until sunday night. But the good news is I might go up to hlfx next weekend with my parents so they'll prolly bring me up to his place and I'll spend the weekend with him. :) Some more good news is I got PAID today :) My first paycheck! :) It was only work for two days but meh money is money! :P Well I"m out for now I"m going to work tomorrow for some overtime, extra caaash! :) Have a good night everyone.
July 26, 2003; Well I worked for 2 days so far at Register.com and I'm lovin' it! :) I just wish I was working full time, and not temporary for a few weeks. I'd really like to keep working there. :) Alot of great people, very friendly. Great environment, it's just the best place to work. :) I hope they ask me to go work in the CSR department( the phone part of register.com ) that would be cool. It's shift work but I really like working there so it'd be fun. :)
July 22, 2003; Second update :) I HAVE A JOB AT REGISTER.COM!!! Holy moly! heheh I'm soooo excited! I just want to jump up and down screaming for a good 4 hours. ;p If my throat could handle that I would. :P but anyways! I'm off to make some supper! :) La la la! :)
July 22, 2003; HOLY MOLY!!! I have an interview at register.com today at 1:30! :) I hate interviews but I might get the job!!!!!!!! I reallllllly reallllly reallllllly hope so. :) I start paying my loan in a few days and working at register.com would be a sigh of relief. Even if it's only temporary for a month, because it might lead into more time working there or another job there. :)
July 20, 2003; Well Craig wanted me to update. Apparently it's because I haven't for 5 days. ;p I don't really have anything to say or rant or whatever about today. I haven't done anything with the site really, besides add two polls on my birthday which was July 4th. ;p I've pretty much just used this site for ranting, but hey it helps me. ;p I need to get stuff out otherwise I go crazy, I tend to just hold things in deep down inside. When they resurface after many moons of being repressed it's not good. ;p anyways I'm gone! see ya;p
July 15, 2003; Be warned, this update going to have alot of bad words....
Alright so today pretty much sucked ass. It's been over 7 months since I've been on a job search.. and guess fucking what? I STILL have no fucking job. I just want to scream at the top of my lungs so everyone in this fucking excuse for a town will hear me. This damn shithole of a town doesn't seem to be hireing ANYWHERE... listen you dumbass people, if you're business isn't doing well that means people don't have any money to spend. Which means people don't have jobs or good enough jobs, and that's right friends! If we don't have jobs we can't fucking buy anything to help your businesses! For fucks sakes... To top it off I won't be seeing my bf for a while, I have no money to take a shuttle to see him. I've got BOTH my loans to pay off starting this month sometime... I don't even wanna go there.. Over 16 fucking grand... there's no way in hell I'll evvvvvver be able to pay it back IF I even got a job in this shithole. Even when you do get a job around here no one pays you enough to take care of yourself. You end up having to live at home for the rest of your life and then go insane! There's no way in hell anyone can be getting by around here. I just don't see how! If they are they were either rich in the begining or they're doing something illegal! The only jobs I've ever seen around here are part time and the pay is hardly anything. Tomorrow I'm going with my friend Steve and going around distributing my resume wherever I can. Then even more businesses won't hire me and just throw out my resume and applications... This town makes me so angry at the world... I don't see how I'll ever be able to bring kids into this world, I don't see how I'll ever live out there in this world on my own... dammit I hate this...
July 13, 2003; Well I'm back from Halifax! :) I had a good time up there, sometimes it was a little boring but I got to spend time with my sisters and go shopping and eat Burger King.. Mmmmmmmmm ;) And I got to call Noel a few times. :) I never got to see him but I'm thinking about saving up some money and taking the shuttle there so I can visit him. :) That is if he wants me to, he does work all day so. I got rid of almost all the other updates except the last few. I think I wanted to start fresh begin my new life and think differently. :) I'm going to enjoy life now and not later. :)
July 7, 2003;I'm gone to hlfx for the weekend! :)
July 4, 2003; HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! hehe I'm so excited! It's my 20th birthday today. :) I woke up this morn-er- I mean afternoon... heh with a big smile and I said it's my birthday! hehe :) Wow, I've been living for 20 years... 2 decades. :P I no longer have that crappy -teen at the end of my name. ;p Feels gooooood ;) Although My friend Craig C. and then my friend Joel D. said I was 20-teen heh :P But anyways enough with my birthday and Happy Independence Day to all you U.S. citizens out there! :) Have those fireworks so I can watch them for my birthday! ;) Hehe my grandma used to call me her little firecracker. :) Well, I'm off to have a shower! My family is taking me out for supper! :) And then I'm going to Sarah and Marc's house for a lil' bit. :) TTFN! :)
You are Rogue!
You are sexy and strong willed, and able to take on just about anyone. You long for a serious relationship, but whenever you begin to get close to someone things always seem to take turns for the worse. But you have dealt with this lack of closeness with an almost constant flirtacious behavior.
Updated July 2, 2003; HAPPY BELATED CANADA DAY! heh :P Sorry I wasn't home to write it on the official day(July 1st). My 20th birthday is this friday July 4th. :) I'm prolly going to go to a friends house for a party for me and my grandparents are taking me and everyone out for supper the next day. :) But anyways that's all for now. ;p Ttfn:) *hugs*
Updated June 29, 2003; Almost Canada day I can't wait. My friend is having a party at her and her husbands house. So that should be fun. :) I got to go swimming this afternoon! YAY! It's been so long since I've gone. It was my first time going swimming for this summer. :) I went with some friends to ellenwood. I had alot of fun, they're pretty cool. I didn't go over my head swiming for too long, I can't tread water but I can swim for a lil' while. ;p I was the only girl swimming though, was kind of weird. ;p Oh! and Joel taught me a little bit of how to drive a standard. (I can only drive an automatic). I didn't do very well to be honest with you. ;p I really want to learn how to drive a standard though, specially since my parents want to buy a standard car. Supposedly the transmitions are better then automatics and I can see why though. :) anyways I'm out for now ;p ttfn! *hugs!*
Updated June 24, 2003; My grandparents are coming up either tomorrow or the day after so I probably won't be writing in here much or at all for one or two week(s). But! I think I have a use for my site after all. ;p I think I'm going to use it for my book that I'm writing. :) I haven't decided yet if I am or not because I want to someday publish my book and I don't want anyone copying my book. ;/ It's taken me years to get this far in it. I've gone for about 2 years at a time with writers block so... ;p I've rewritten it several times, I just didn't like it. Now I have a few pages written of the new version. I want to finally get it done by the end of this summer since no one's hireing me, I'll have some time on my hands. ;p Well anyways I'm starved I haven't eaten yet. ;p I'll talk to you all later. :) ttfn! :)
