The lightening flashing is the light at the end of my tunnel.

I open the window so I can feel the coldness come over me.

The coldness washes all over my body like water.

The only two sounds I hear are of water hitting the ground and of my heart.

As I sit there I start thinking if I was to die would it really matter?

Would I even be missed? Would anyone even know?

I stick my hand out the window to feel the water but my hand is already wet.

As I look down I see that it isn't only my hand that is wet.

I am completely soaked.

As I go to lay down I notice that the sky is red, a shade of red that I have never seen.

I lay down now to sleep the deep sleep and never awake.

The rain that was falling is now the color of the sky.

As the window closes I no longer hear the sounds that I heard before, now all is silent.

The lightening has stopped.

The rain now falls though at a pace quicker than it was before.

The silence is now deafening, and the darkness is blinding.

The only thought in my mind is when will it all be over?