average joe in cyber space forums' #1 fan there's this guy i see his name splashed across my screen and i watch as he moves around in rooms and i decipher all his words if any of them are for me and i believe that the gods are planning a time for us to meet because this feeling so huge so inexplicably strong cannot be all for nothing so i wait and lurk around his messages search through his names until i find him and i watch all his movements sometimes pictures flash by in bytes and i look if there's another girl next to him but mostly it's his tattoos the crooked smile the veiny arms that make me hooked the clever things he says punches my heart because they're not for me and i know i just know that there's a cataclysm waiting for us two when the time is right and that belief cools down this rage that brews in me each time i see his name splash across my screen |