Starsky & Hutch
About A Lost Love And A Best friend
(Aftermath
Was it really me that day?
Or was it my broken heart crying?
Did I hurt you
when my anger and my pain attacked you
before I could say a word?
First he had hit Starsky
then he had cried in his arms. Reality hit Hutch with such force that he buried
his head into his hands. “O God!” He
moaned. Starsky had seen a side of him he had never
shown to anyone before. Never in his adult life had
<<I’m
so sorry, Starsk.>>
The moment Hutch had walked into his girlfriend’s
apartment after a strange phone call from Huggy, and
had seen
And what did he do? He attacked his partner,
verbally and mentally. Right there he wanted to hit Starsky for saying what he had said. Ready to hurt him just
as he himself was hurting for her loss, ready to pay him back for the lies Starsky just told him about
Don’t dry your tears
He will do it for you
He’ll catch each teardrop that you cry
Grateful for the chance you give him
To look inside the real you
After their shift was over Starsky
had dropped him off at
Now that it was all over, and he had time to
examine his feelings. Hutch felt so ashamed of himself and his behaviour
towards Starsky. Okay, his girlfriend had just been murdered;
his partner and best friend had withheld information from him. That, together
with the powerful emotions that were overwhelming him at the sight of her body
was too much to take and made him break down. And Starsky
had been on the receiving end of his outburst of pain and anger. He received it
as if he felt like he deserved it. Hutch shook his head.
<O, Starsk. What have I ever done to
deserve a friend like you?>
After the outburst Starsky
hadn’t judged him, he hadn’t turned away from him. No, he had stayed and had
held him until Hutch calmed down again. Starsky was the
best friend he’d ever had, the only one who unselfishly accepted him for who he
was. Starsky was the only person with whom he would
let down his guard and let him see a
Slowly Hutch worked through his feelings and
emotions, suddenly realizing the unnecessary torment he put himself through.
He had loved
If he had been in Starsky's
shoes he probably would have done the same thing Starsky
had. He would have let his friend hit
him, and he would have held him and comforted him, because that's what real friends
do.
Hutch smiled, the pain of his loss was still
there and wouldn't disappear within a day, but he still had Starsky
and somehow that was enough to make him feel better.
He moved towards the phone and dialled a number
he had dialled uncountable times before.
"Hey Starsk,
it's me……"
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The
End
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