Title: Nobody knows
Author: Jami Lynn
Chapter: 1
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the wrestlers used in this story, 'cause if I did, I'd be busy with them right now *grin*. But I do own Jami, for she is me. Tasha owns herself. Wanna try and take us, come on...give it a try! The song belongs to Kevin Sharp. And the address to the stories is at the bottom of this email. And I use the wrestlers wrestling names in the story, JUST DEAL WIT IT! And don't bother suing me...all you'd get is a half eaten ham sandwich and a bag of chips from 2 years ago.
Distribution: Ask me if you can use it, more than likely I will say yes.
Rating: So far, it's a PG-13
Content: Nothing bad as of yet, probably won't be anything to bad either....maybe some cussing.
Spoilers: Um...anything can happen and I'm just writing as I go, so I don't know yet *L*.
Summary: Everyone loves everyone.
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Jeff watched from the corner of the coffee room as Jami walked in to grab a bottle of water and a few of the cookies that were lain out. Jami kept her back to him, completely oblivious to Jeff's presence in the room. Jeff knew that Jami wasn't scheduled for a match that night so she must be there in support of Adam. WHich he couldn't complain since he was matchless but there to support Tasha.
Jeff bit back a sigh as he watched Jami. She was wearing a pair of snug jeans and a yellow halter top. Her long brown hair was falling down her back loosely. Stacy Keibler strutted into the room and began to talk with Jami. Stacy hadn't noticed Jeff in the room either and Jeff could not hear what exactly was being said.
Stacy said something to Jami that made her laugh. Jami threw her head back and laughed as Stacy giggled. Everyone automatically assumed that he and Tasha were doing absolutely perfect. They were great actors. He really cared for Tasha but he never got over Jami. He kept a torch going for her. And deep down he knew that Tasha still had a thing for Adam.
Honestly Jeff envied Jami and Adam's relationship. They were taking it all slowly, just letting things happen naturally. Tasha and Jeff had let things happen naturally develop between them too. Unfortunately both Jeff and Tasha were more known to rush head first into something and take great risks. Which at first had been great. Both Tasha and Jeff had agree'd that Jami and Adam took things way to slowly. Both insisted on thinking everything through. Tasha and himself were more do'ers. And they were doin' it alright. But now it was more out of need than want. Maybe that is why Jami and his relationship and Tasha and Adam's relationship had lasted so long. Jami and Adam held back from doing anything before they felt it was time. Not wanting to risk it all.
***
Wish I'd told her how I felt
THen maybe she'd be here right now
But instead...
I pretend I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more everyday
And I'm dyin' inside
ANd nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm cryin' inside
And nobody knows it but me
***
At the time of the breakup with Jami, he had thought that he was missing out on a whole other world. And he truly did care about Tasha. But their relationship had started with passion, but once the passion faded, there was not a whole lot left. But he couldn't just cut off his relationship with Tasha. Not after all this. Maybe it would help if he told Jami how he felt. Get if off his chest. Maybe that would help him decide.
Jeff didn't look up from his distracted stare directed towards the floor. "Jaym, I miss you." Jeff eyes went to see Jami's reaction but only saw a look of pity on Stacy's face
***
Why didn't I say, the things I needed to say
How could i Let my angel slip away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly, but you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
***
"Jeff, she just left. You must not have noticed. You had an odd look on your face, just staring off into space. She tried to talk to you but you just remained silent." Stacy said. "That's okay. I was in a whole other world." Jeff smiled at Stacy even though his heart was breaking. "You could still catch her. She was just going back towards the women's locker room." Stacy offered.
Jeff rolled the thought through his mind a few times. Finally Jeff left the room. He finally managed to catch sight of Jami rounding her way through the maze of hallways. "Jami!" Jeff screamed out. He hadn't meant to scream, it had just come out that way when he yelled at her to get her attention.
Jami turned to him and gave him a soft smile. "Hey Jeff." She greeted. Jeff let himself get momentarily lost in her brown eyes.
***
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside
And nobody knows it but me
I lie awake, it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night, if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get, you could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle, it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be lovin' you still
***
"Jami I need to tell you something. And I want you to please hear me out." Jeff quickly said. A worried look passed over Jami's face. "Yeah...sure. You know that you can talk to me abut anything. Are you okay? You look like you're about to pass out." Jami said, placing a hand on his arm in concern. "Jaym...well...truthfully. I miss you. We use to be so in love...and I miss that. I miss you. I want you to be back with me. I miss you, and nobody knows it but me
***
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
Yeah, ohh, uhh, whoa, omom,
Nobody, nobody, but me....
Tomorrow morning I'm hittin' the dusty road
Gonna find you where ever, ever you might go
And I'm gonna unload my heart
And hope you come back to me
Yeah, sad when the night are lonely....
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
ANd I just keep thinkin about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
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