Title: Leave
Author: Jami Lynn
Chapter: 1
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Rating: So far, it's a PG-13
Content: Nothing bad as of yet, probably won't be anything to bad
either....maybe some cussing.
Spoilers: Um...anything can happen and I'm just writing as I go, so I don't know
yet *L*.
Summary: What happens when you finally realize the truth?
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Jami could feel her heart trying to beat out of her chest as soon as the
question and left her lips. She knew it was Tasha. She didn't blame her friend.
Jami had long since guessed that Tasha harbored feelings for Jeff. It threw her
off guard when she finally came to the realization that Jeff had feelings for
Tasha. But that blow was cushioned by the fact that she had herself, fallin' in
love with Tasha's boyfriend Adam. How could you fault someone for being in love.
Jami waited for Jeff to answer. But no answer came from him. she finally cast
her eyes up to look at him through her teardropped eyelashes. His face looked
almost like it was etched in stone. She knew then that he wasn't going to tell
her willfully. Jeff had turned his heart off for the moment.
Jami turned her face away from him and broke down in tears, trying to keep from
sobbing out loud. Part of her wished she had never sat up and asked him why they
were so far apart. But the other part of her knew it was what she had to do. But
now that she had, she was putting both of them through utter hell.
***
It's amazing
how you make your face just like a wall
how you take your heart and turn it off
how I turn my head and lose it all
It's unnerving
how just one move puts me by myself
there you go just trusting someone else
now I know I put us both through hell
***
"Aren't you at all suprised?" Jeff answered her question with one of
his own. Jami bit her lip before looking up at him, "Yeah, in a way. I knew
that something was wrong between us. I just never thought you'd get tired of
being with me. Of loving me." Jami stuttered.
"Jami, I never got tired of loving you it's just..." Jeff trailed off.
Jami weakly smiled at him, "you got tired of loving me. I don't fault you
Jeff. Maybe it would have been worse if we had both kept trying to hold on. But
I have to admit, I'm sad that it's over." Jami whispered.
"So, it is Tasha?" Jami asked again, desperately wanting him to share
this bit of information with her. "Is it Adam?" Jeff asked in return.
Jami swallowed, pain ripping through her. He wasn't going to tell her unless she
spilled first.
Jami looked at him for a minute before saying, "If Love is going to leave
us, I'm glad it came this way. Just pulled the rug out from underneath us. I
didn't want to anticipate this moment when we both looked at each other and
thought that someday, the other would be sorry for loving another."
***
I'm not saying
there wasn't nothing wrong
I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me
I'm not saying
we ever had the right to hold on
I just didn't wanna let it get away from me
But if that's how it's gonna leave
straight out from underneath
then we'll see who's sorry now
If that's how it's gonna stand, when
you know you've been depending on
the one you're leaving now
the one you're leaving out
***
Jami was growing aggravated on his unwillingness to talk about who it was who
had taken his love. Even though she knew who it was. She wanted him to admit it.
Jeff was leaving her, she wasn't leaving him.
"Maybe you aren't just doing this for our sake anymore. Maybe it's just for
your sake." Jami said, holding her chin up high and looking him in the eye.
The look he gave her told her he was scared. That he was scared he was doing the
wrong thing. That he was losing everything.
"I just...I just need time to sort everything out." Jeff mumbled. Jami
half laughed and half cried. "What is there to sort out Jeff? You love
Tasha and I love Adam. And they love us! There is no sorting out. You said
before that you couldn't lay in a bed of lies. Well I can't lay in a bed of lies
either. So love me or leave me already!" Jami told.
Jeff nodded and walked out of their room. And that's when Jami felt her world
crash down on her.
***
It's aggravating
how you threw me on
and you tore me out
how your good intentions turn to doubt
the way you needed time to sort it out
Tell me is that how it's going to end
when you know you've been depending on
the one you're leaving now
and the one you're leaving out
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