Title: I Do But I Don't
Author: Jami Lynn
Chapter: 1
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the wrestlers used in this story, 'cause if I
did, I'd be busy with them right now *grin*. But I do own Jami, for she is me.
Tasha owns herself. Wanna try and take us, come on...give it a try! The song
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Distribution: Ask me if you can use it, more than likely I will say yes.
Rating: So far, it's a PG-13
Content: Nothing bad as of yet, probably won't be anything to bad
either....maybe some cussing.
Spoilers: Um...anything can happen and I'm just writing as I go, so I don't know
yet *L*.
Summary: Tasha and Jeff are getting together, and it seems like Jami and Adam
might be trying the same thing. But can they all survive?
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Jami stopped when she got inside the hotel lobby. She waited for Adam to run up
next to her before she looked in his direction. "Adam, how do I know this
isn't going to just be a repeat of both of our last relationships. That we
aren't just going to be in love until we find another to love?" Jami posed
the question to him.
"Jami, because...this time is going to be different. This time we aren't
going to be falling in love with anyone but each other. You can't just let your
last relationship dictate this relationship, or possible one, Jami. It's up to
you if this does become a relationship." Adam told her.
***
You always come back when I'm at my weakest
When I'm fool enough to let you in
Sayin' how this time around is different
Asking if I want to try again
***
"I....I....do, but then....I don't. Part of me wants to go with you, and be
with you and live happily ever after with you. But the other part doesn't want
to go off with you, that says this is wrong even though it feels so right. I
do...but can't you see...I can't." Jami pleaded with him.
***
I do, but I don't
I want to, but I won't
I am but I ain't
I could but I just can't
It feels right but it's wrong
And I've hurt way too long
So when you ask me if I know what I want
I do but I don't
***
Adam reached out and pulled her close to him. Jami's body instinctively leaned
in towards him so it pressed up against his own lean body.
Adam felt her body melt against his and he smiled. He gently kissed the top of
her head, just in front of where her sunglasses rested.
As soon as Jami felt the kiss on her head, her body tensed up.
"Adam...I....I..." Jami started to stutter but she was silenced when
Adam kissed her on the lips.
***
What resistance I have left within me
I lose each time you're holding me this close
With every bitter sweet kiss, girl, you tempt me
Asking if I want to let you go
***
Jami pulled back and out of his arms. "Adam, not yet..please don't ask me
to do this just yet. I'm not ready. You aren't ready." Jami pleaded.
"What do you mean, I'm not ready? My pants don't normally stand out like
this!" Adam said, motioning to his crotch. Jami blushed, "I don't mean
that. I mean, emotionally. You chased after Tasha becuase you didn't want her to
go up with Jeff and do what they are doing right now." Jami said.
"What? Having wild, crazy, monkey sex?" Adam asked sarcastically. Jami
bit her lip, "Yes, having wild crazy monkey sex...damnit Adam...I don't
want us to be together, be lovers, just because they are. I'm not ready. And I
don't want to ever regret anything I do with you." Jami cried, looking up
into his eyes.
***
I do, but I don't
I want to, but I won't
I am but I ain't
I could but I just can't
It feels right but it's wrong
And I've hurt way too long
So when you ask me if I know what I want
I do but I don't
***
"You really don't want to ever regret anything we do?" Adam asked.
Jami shook her head, "Adam, I care to much about you. And I know if we even
started anything physical right now...neither of us would be able to stop it.
And I never want either of us to regret being with the other. Goodnight."
Jami said, leaning up and gently kissing his lips. Then she turned to go to her
room, leaving Adam there, his fingers on his lips.
***
So don't ask me if I know what I want
'Cause I do
But I don't
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