Title: Bed Of Lies
Author: Jami Lynn 
Chapter: 1
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the wrestlers used in this story, 'cause if I did, I'd be busy with them right now *grin*. But I do own Jami, for she is me. Tasha owns herself. Wanna try and take us, come on...give it a try! The song belongs to Matchbox 20And the address to the stories is at the bottom of this email. And I use the wrestlers wrestling names in the story, JUST DEAL WIT IT! And don't bother suing me...all you'd get is a half eaten ham sandwich and a bag of chips from 2 years ago. 
Distribution: Ask me if you can use it, more than likely I will say yes. 
Rating: So far, it's a PG-13 
Content: Nothing bad as of yet, probably won't be anything to bad either....maybe some cussing. 
Spoilers: Um...anything can happen and I'm just writing as I go, so I don't know yet *L*. 
Summary: What happens when you finally realize the truth?
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Jami and Jeff were in their hotel room, driving themselves crazy with their own thoughts. Their bed was large, but both lay on opposite sides, nearly clinging to the edge. And in reality, they were clinging. And they both knew it. Something was gone. 

Jeff stood up and walked around the room. Jami sat up and watched him, unsure if she should say anything. If there was anything left to say. Finally, she bit back the tears and asked the question that was weighing on her mind. "What's wrong? Why aren't you sleeping? Why are we so far apart?" Jami asked. 

Jeff looked at her and saw tears shinning in her eyes. Somehow, she knew. "I couldn't sleep in a bed of lies." he said. Jeff watched as Jami slowly lowered her eyes from his green gaze. A tear slowly slid down her cheek. He wanted to brush it away from her face, but he knew he couldn't. Not this time. He was 'causing the pain. 

"Jami. You are right. We are so far apart. And I don't think either of us can live with it anymore. I'm sorry." Jeff said.

***

No I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning 
I am

Don't think that I can take another empty moment
Don't think that I can fake another
hollow smile
It's not enough just to be sorry.
Don't think that I could take another talk about it

***

"Our hearts...Jami, our hearts belong to each other. And yet, not all of our hearts are here. Are they? They are just a whisper away. I don't think it's fair of us to keep pretending anymore. I love you. I do. But I also love another. And I can't stop myself." Jeff said. 

He could hear Jami sniffling softly to herself. He looked over at her and found her nodding softly. "You're right." was all she whispered to him.

"Jami, neither of us belongs here. In this situation. I will always love you. Believe me. I will. But, I'm in love with another." Jeff said. 

***

Just like me you got needs
And they're only a whisper away
And we softly surrender
To these lives that we've tendered away

No I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And they'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning 
I am
Don't wanna be the one who turns the whole thing over
Don't wanna be somewhere where I just don't belong
Where it's not enough just be sorry

***

"So...I guess it's over." Jami struggled to say. Jeff closed his eyes, willing himself to be strong. That this how it had to be. He couldn't go on pretending he no longer had these feelings welling up inside of him. But Jami's next question caught him off guard. 

"Is it Tasha?" she asked quietly, pain already overwhelming her brown eyes. Jeff gulped nervously, not sure if he wanted to share that just yet.

***

Don't you know I feel the darkness closing in
Tried to be more than me
And I gave 'til it all went away
And we've only surrendered
To the worst part of these winters we've made

I am all that I'll ever be
When you - lay your hands
Over me
but don't go weak on me now
I know that it's weak
But God help me I need this
I will not sleep in this bed of lies

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