Title: Bad Goodbye
Author: Jami Lynn
Chapter: 1
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the wrestlers used in this story, 'cause if I
did, I'd be busy with them right now *grin*. But I do own Jami, for she is me.
Tasha owns herself. Wanna try and take us, come on...give it a try! The song
belongs to Clint Black. And the address to the stories is at the bottom of this
email. And I use the wrestlers wrestling names in the story, JUST DEAL WIT IT!
And don't bother suing me...all you'd get is a half eaten ham sandwich and a bag
of chips from 2 years ago.
Distribution: Ask me if you can use it, more than likely I will say yes.
Rating: So far, it's a PG-13
Content: Nothing bad as of yet, probably won't be anything to bad
either....maybe some cussing.
Spoilers: Um...anything can happen and I'm just writing as I go, so I don't know
yet *L*.
Summary: What happens when you finally realize the truth?
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The four (tasha, Jami, Adam and Jeff) hadn't moved for a few minutes. Each to
afraid to breathe, or blink. To afraid to draw attention to themselves and the
unresolved emotions that hung in the air. The unresolved questions that everyone
was afraid to have the answers too.
Jami took a deep breath as she slowly began to stir her now cold coffee. Now one
in this room knew what to do. No one had really said goodbye to their loved one.
Jami knew that Jeff hadn't said his goodbye's, and Jami knew she hadn't said
her's. The grapevine had told her that the situation was the same between Adam
and Tasha.
Jami peeked out from beneath her long lashes to get a look at the three other
people in the room. Each one suffering from a broken heart and the hope of new
love. All at the same time.
Adam was looking silently down into his coffee cup, like he was searching for
answers. Jeff was playing with his now empty cup, picking at the styrofoam
silently. Tasha was chewing on the rim of her now empty cup.
Jami closed her eyes, trying to remember what had exactly kept them from saying
what needed to say. It came back to her in a second. They were all afraid to
give their loved ones a bad goodbye.
Jami wasn't exactly sure what a bad goodbye would consist of. Probably a lot of
tears, shattered dreams, crumpled souls. She knew that she didn't want to say
goodbye to Jeff if he was going to look at her with those puppy dog eyes. The
ones that silently begged her to stay and go, all at the same time.
Jami bit her lip in an effort to keep it from trembling as she thought of all
the times she and Jeff had sworn to never say goodbye. Of how many times she had
overheard Adam and Tasha telling each other that the day would never come when
they would say goodbye. And now that was all over. Not exactly lies. That had
been the truth then.
As the next song began, Jami wanted to rip the radio out from where it was
plugged in at. But she knew that would cause to much of a scene. Years of
listening to country music earlier in her life told her from the first few
notes, what the song was going to be.
It was an older Clint Black song, "Bad Goodbye". Was that damn DJ
pyschic or something? Damn him for playing their thoughts and feelings on the
radio. Jami felt a tear slid down her cheek, and she made no move to brush it
away.
***
A Bad Goodbye (by Clint Black)
I've been bound to leave you, we've known that for awhile
I'm sure it's something I can't do if I can't leave you with a smile
I don't know how far I'll have to go 'til I'm sure those eyes won't cry
And in my mind I've left enough to know that I can't leave you
With a bad goodbye
Goodbye, easier said than done
Goodbye, there's no good when you're the one
Whose goodbye you swore would never come
And in my goodbye you're finding none
I'm still bound to leave you, I surely don't know how
My heart won't let me put you through
What my mind says should happen now
I don't know where we'll go from here, there may be no way to fly
And the cloud I'm in just makes it all too clear that I can't leave you
With a bad goodbye
Repeat Chorus
How can we be so far between where we are and one more try
And any way I look, I've only seen that I can't leave you
With a bad goodbye
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