Title: Ain't it Funny
Author: Jami Lynn
Chapter: 1
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the wrestlers used in this story, 'cause if I
did, I'd be busy with them right now *grin*. But I do own Jami, for she is me.
Tasha owns herself. (Heaven help the person who tries to claim he/she owns
either of us). This is the next part of a song fic series. The first part being
I Honestly Love You. The song is the property of Jennifer Lopez. And the address
to the stories is at the bottom of this email. And I use the wrestlers wrestling
names in the story, JUST DEAL WIT IT! And don't bother suing me...all you'd get
is a half eaten ham sandwich and a bag of chips from 2 years ago.
Distribution: Ask me if you can use it, more than likely I will say yes.
Rating: So far, it's a PG-13
Content: Nothing bad as of yet, probably won't be anything to bad
either....maybe some cussing.
Spoilers: Um...anything can happen and I'm just writing as I go, so I don't know
yet *L*.
Summary: Tasha revealed to Jeff that she loved him. But Jeff never had a time to
fully respond for his girlfriend Jami, and her boyfriend Adam Copeland
interrupted them. But they are not persuing a relationship. But what is going
through Jami's mind?
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Adam sat in the silent arena, staring forward blankly. He sat in a quiet arena
at the same time, before very show. It was his 'quiet time' as he liked to call
it. Everyone knew better than to interrupt his moment of solitude. Well almost
everyone.
He felt someone throw themselves into the seat next to him and he knew
immedienatly who it was. Everytime the same person whould show up and share his
solitude, and for some reason, he never minded. He welcomed it. He wasn't sure
why.
Adam turned to look at Jami. She was staring straight ahead, a frown gracing her
face. usually they never spoke a word during this time. Just soaked up the
comfort in being in each others presence. Adam looked her over, something was
off with how she looked. Jami was wearing her normal pre-show outfit of black
and white track pants and a white tank top. Her hair was held back with a pair
of sunglasses as usual. Nothing was odd about how she was dressed. It was the
frown on her face. Her soft brown eyes were turned slightly downward with the
frown.
Adam eased his arm onto the back of her chair as Jami sat her feet on the back
of the chair in front of her. "What's wrong Jami?" he asked softly.
Jami said looking straight ahead, but finally she spoke. "It's funny who we
end up with, isn't it?" she finally asked.
"what do you mean?" a confused Adam asked. "Amy was going to set
me up with you in the beginning. She said you were everything I was looking for
in a man. But somehow I ended up with Jeff and you ended up with Tasha.
Sometimes......" she trailed off.
***
Estoy loca enamorada de ti
It seemed to be like the perfect thing for you and me
It's so ironic you're what I had pictured you to be
But there are facts in our lives we can never change
Just tell me that you understand and feel the same
This perfect romance that I've created in my mind
I'd live a thousand lives each one with you right by my side
But yet we find ourselves in less that perfect circumstance
And so it seems like we'll never have the chance.
***
"Sometimes...what?" Adam asked her, having a feeling he knew where she
was leading with this. "Sometimes I wish that Amy's original plan had
worked. Is that wrong of me to think that?" Jami asked.
The question itself took Adam off guard and he had no idea how to answer her.
But he didn't need to yet. For Jami had more she wanted to get off her mind.
"Like now...with us sitting here, just like we always do before every show.
Maybe this is how our lives would've been, if things had went according to Amy's
plan. But I guess fate had other ideas." Jami said, her voice fading
slightly.
***
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't it strange when you feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh I wish this could be real
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart.
***
"I use to think there was no thing as true love. That it was just a story
that was used to make Sleeping Beauty and Snow White some sort of realistic
fantasy. But then I met Jeff...and you. And suddenly I feel just immense
feelings for both of you. I don't even know what is right or wrong anymore. How
can I feel something that I never believed in before? I thought for sure that I
was going to be married to Jeff, have kids with him, grow old with him. Then I
began to get to know you more and more. And the more I know you the more intense
this feeling is. And I'm not afraid of what I feel for either of you, does that
make sense?" Jami asked, seemingly talking to herself.
Adam was really shocked by how this conversation was going. He expected her to
tell him she had a little crush on him, when she had begun her conversation. But
this had totally shocked him. Love. He knew he loved Tasha. But could he.....
***
Sometimes I think that a true love can never be
I just believe that somehow it wasn't meant for me
Life can be cruel in a way that I can't explain
And I don't think that I could face it all again
I barely know you but somehow I know what you're about
A deeper love I've found in you and I no longer doubt
You've touched my heart and it altered every plan I've made
And now I feel that I don't have to be afraid.
***
"I don't know if you have even noticed my actions lately. I've still been
coming up here and sitting with you, as is our little ritual, or so it seems.
But, other than that, I've been staying away from you. It's not like I wanted to
fall in love with you. I locked up my heart, even Jeff could tell there was
something different. But finally, this last week, I've had to admit it. I'm in
love with two men. I pushed Jeff away and he stayed with me. I pushed you away
and you stayed away. So I guess that gives me the answer on who I'm meant to be
with." Jami again said, seemingly to herself.
Adam was lost in a world of confusion. He had noticed her pushing him away. He
had just sensed she and Jeff were having problems. That she wanted time to
herself. He had no idea it went this deep.
***
Ain't it funny how some feelings you can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't is strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh I wish this could be real
Ain't it funny how a moment could change your life
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right.
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart.
I locked away my heart
But you just set it free
Emotions I felt held me back from what my life should be
I pushed you far away
And yet you stayed with me
I guess this means
That you and me were meant to be
***
"If it were so cut and dry, this whole thing would have been over by now. I
wouldn't have even had to come up here and tell you how I felt. But it's not so
black and white. I love Jeff. And I shouldn't be feeling these feelings that I
feel for you. It's not right. But I just can't forget these feelings. I've
tried...but I can't deny them. So I'm not going to deny them. I'm not going to
tell Jeff or Tasha, because it would hurt them both. But I thought you should
know that a part of me will always love you Adam." Jami concluded before
she stood up and walked slowly out of the seating of the arena. Adam could do
nothing but watch her leave.
***
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh I wish this could be real.
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life.
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart.
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