Title: Don't Take That Step
Author: Jami Lynn
Chapter: 20
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the wrestlers used in this story, 'cause if I
did, I'd be busy with them right now *grin*. But I do own Jami, for she is me.
Tasha owns herself. (Heaven help the person who tries to claim he/she owns
either of us). Charity and Mags also own themselves and if you try to take them
you will burn in hell! This is the next story in the Step series...it's the Jami/Jeff
sequel. And the address to the stories is at the bottom of this email. And I use
the wrestlers wrestling names in the story, JUST DEAL WIT IT! And don't bother
suing me...all you'd get is a half eaten ham sandwich and a bag of chips from 2
years ago.
Distribution: Ask me if you can use it, more than likely I will say yes.
Rating: So far, it's a PG-13
Content: Nothing bad as of yet, probably won't be anything to bad
either....maybe some cussing.
Spoilers: Um...anything can happen and I'm just writing as I go, so I don't know
yet *L*.
Summary: Jami needs help to recover, but will she get it?
Feedback: I need feedback like I need air! So give it to me, babee! I have been
suffocating lately....so please, send in the feedback.
Email: [email protected]
"What exactly do you mean Jami?" Matt asked her, walking slowly
towards her. When he stood next to her, Jami looked back at the TV. "What I
mean is that, I should know how this story goes by now. I should know that my
fairy tale follows the same pattern over and over again. I screw up. Jeff Gets
mad. I get mad. Jeff gets all loving and compassionate. I break down. I feel
like the wicked witch of the west. Like I should not even be allowed to breathe
in his presence becuase he is so much better than me. That I'm not worthy of his
love. Or anyone else's love. When we finally come back together, I still feel
that way. But I hide it. Becuase I do love him. And I never would want to hurt
him." Jami whispered.
"Jami, when it comes to love, you are a moron." Matt told her.
***
"Where did Matt go?" Tasha asked Edge, who was sitting next to her.
"Who knows. What I want to talk to you about is us. Not Matt." Edge
said rather sharply.
"What?" Tasha asked, suprised at his tone. "Tasha, I've watched
what Jeff is going through now. I watched Jami as she heard Jeff and said what
she said. I don't want either of us to ever feel like that. I've hurt you. And
I'm sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. I'm stupid. I'm an idiot." Edge
said.
"Don't forget imbosul." Tasha added. Edge nodded, not cracking a smile
at her attempt at humor. "I'm serious Tasha. I really did mess up, and I
know that. I can't even imagine how you felt. I know how I would feel if you
thought I had done any of those things that we accused y'all of. And I'm sorry.
You will never know how sorry I am. But I can tell you how hurt I am not we are
no longer together. How much pain I feel seeing you smile and know that I didn't
cause it. Or how much pain I see in your eyes and know that I caused that."
Edge told her, looking down at his feet.
Tasha was speechless. Her mind was racing a thousand times it's usual speed.
Edge was apologizing. And he meant it. Every word he spoke was from his heart.
She could feel it in her own heart. She felt like she was about to swallow her
tongue.
"Edge...I...I'm sorry we aren't together either. I miss you." Tasha
finally whispered. "What are you saying?" Edge asked her.
"Good Lord. Does she have to spell it out for you?" Stone Cold said,
overhearing their conversation. "She wants to be your woman again. She
wants you to be her man."
"Is that true?" Edge smiled. Tasha nodded and the two just stared at
each other. Stone Cold marched over to where they sat and bumped their heads
together. "Now, kiss and make-up." with that he turned and walked away
muttering, "damn blondes."
***
"Yep, I'm a moron. stupid stupid stupid me." Jami said, not even
batting an eyelash when Matt said that to her. "You just need to work
through your problems. Stop letting yourself get so messed up over little things
and the big things." matt said.
Jami laughed bitterly and the sound suprised Matt. "Matt, what if I like
being messed up? That is who I am. That is WHAT I am. And if I got rid of my
problmes...well, then I'd probably just go out and get new ones. Bigger ones.
Why? Because, I'm messed up." Jami told him.
"Jami, you don't have to be that way." Matt said. Jami turned to him,
arching an eyebrow at him, "Don't you see Matt...I AM that way." Matt
took his cue and left her alone with her thoughts.
Chapter 21
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