Title: Can't Lose What You Never Had
Author: Jami Lynn
Chapter: 1, it's a song fic
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the wrestlers used in this story, 'cause if I
did, I'd be busy with them right now *grin*. But I do own Jaded, for she is one
of the voices in my head, crying to get out. The song belongs to Westlife. And
don't bother suing me...all you'd get is a half eaten ham sandwich and a bag of
chips from 2 years ago.
Distribution: Ask me if you can use it, more than likely I will say yes.
Rating: So far, it's a PG-13 Content: Nothing bad as of yet, probably won't be
anything to bad either....maybe some cussing.
Spoilers: Um...anything can happen and I'm just writing as I go, so I don't know
yet *L*.
Summary: Can you lose what you've never had? Is losing it worth the risk to have
it?
Feedback: I need feedback like I need air! So give it to me, babee!
Email: [email protected]
Christian stood in his locker room doorway, afraid to move. Afraid that if he
did move that the vision before him would move and disappear into thin air. He
knew he should make a move to go and talk to her, but he couldn't seem to get
his legs to move.
Her name was Jaded. She was still relatively new to the WWF, but he'd been
watching her for quite some time now. And tonight she would be in the ring with
him. Tonight Vince had scheduled an intergender tag team match. Christian,
himself, was going to team up with Trish Stratus. Their oponents were Jaded and
his brother, Edge.
Christian continued to quietly watch Jaded as she stretched out in the hallway.
She was dressed in her ring attire, which consisted of short black shorts that
should off extremely long, tan legs and a black glitter halter top. Her long
black hair had jade green streaks running through it, and was flowing in waves
down her back.
Finally Christian stepped back into the locker room before she could catch him
staring at her.
***
Baby your so beautiful,
And when I'm near you I can't breathe.
A girl like you gets who she wants
When she wants it.
You're so out of my league.
I show you no emotion
Dont' let you see what you're doin' to me.
Imagine the two of us together
But I been livin' in reality.
***
Christian stood in the ring next to Trish Stratus. But he barely noticed the
blonde beauty. He was waiting for Aerosmith's "Jaded" to come blaring
through the speakers. As the song began he watched the large screen in front of
him as it showed Jaded's photo montage.
There were clips of her posing for a photo shoot. Then it moved on to show her
wrestling. Next it showed a full length view of her in a jade green clingy,
mini-skirt and halter top that showed off every curve of her body. Then the
camera moved in to show a close up of her face. She smiled a perfect smile and
flipped her black hair before saying, "You've just been Jaded."
As the music continued, Jaded stepped out from behind the curtain. Christian
felt his heart thump painfully in his chest and his breath caught in his throat.
Jaded stopped on the ramp, posed for the crowd and then waited for her tag team
partner to be announced.
***
Fear of Rejection, kept my love inside,
But time is running out,
So damn my foolish pride.
I don't care if you think I'm crazy,
Doesn't matter if it turns out bad
'Cause I've got no fear of losin' you.
You can't lose what you never had.
***
The match definately wasn't going in Trish and Christian's favor. Edge was
dominating Christian through most of the match. Christian wasn't able to
concentrate fully on the match when he felt Jaded's green eyes on him. He felt
like they were burning holes through his skin.
Christian was D.D.T'd by Edge, and he just lay looking up into the rafters. He
heard a tag being exchanged and groaned. There was no way he would stay in the
ring with Jaded. Truthfully, he wasn't sure he could control his hormones.
His eyes rolled back in his head as he felt Jaded flip on top of him from the
top rope. Then she covered him, getting a two count before he rolled and was on
top of her. He stared down into her green eyes, mesmorized. Her black hair was
fanned about under head as she stared up at him.
Before he could stop her, she rolled and was back on top of him. Again, she got
a two count. Christian rolled once more, laying on top of her. This time when
she looked up at him with her big green eyes, he lost all his senses.
He leaned down and kissed her as everyone in the arena gasped in suprise.
Christian broke the kiss and jumped up, stunned by his own actions. Jaded looked
up at him in confusion. Christian jumped out of the ring and ran up the ramp,
red faced.
***
Rules are made for breakin'
Nothing ventured, nothing gained.
I'll be no worse off than I am right now,
And I might never get this chance again.
Tried to fight it, but it cannot be denied,
Told my heart I didn't want you but I lied.
Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside, feelin' I could die,
Now if you turn away, then that's O.K.
At least we'll have this moment,
Before you say goodbye.
***
Jaded made her way through the backstage area later that night. She had already
changed into her street clothes, which consisted of a pair of track pants and a
white tank top. Her black hair was pulled back into a ponytail that hung
carelessly over her shoulder.
Finally she found who she was looking for. He sat in front of her on a folding
chair, his head in his hands. His blonde hair hung covering his face and his bag
lay at his feet. Quietly Jaded walked up in front of him and dropped her bag at
her feet. Christian jumped to his feet in suprise and his face turned red in
embarassment.
He relaxed when Jaded smiled up at him. "Good Match Christian." she
said, her eyes never leaving his. He felt like he was drowning in their green
depth. "I...I'm sorry a-about...." he began to stutter but Jaded
stopped him. She grabbed his face in her hands and kissed him.
***
Here on the outside lookin' in
Don't wanna stay dreamin' about what could have been.
I need to hear you speak my name.
Even if you shoot me down in flames.
Fear of Rejection, kept my love inside.
But time is running out
So damn my foolish pride.
I don't care if you think I'm crazy
Doesn't matter if it turns out bad.
'Cause I've got no fear of losin' you.
You can't lose what you never had.
You can't lose what you never had.
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