Poems
Pain
A pain no one can feel
an unseen wound that can not heal.
A cherished memory hidden away,
a hope for a better day.
A silent tear that falls each night,
a heart not willing to give up the fight.
A pain no one can feel
an unseen wound that can not heal.
Burning Love
A candle that burns forever,
that connects me and you.
No matter what there is nothing we can do.
To keep the candle from burning,
that keeps our love alive.
That will stay burning forever,
Past the day we die.
A Little Girl
The crazy things I do in this world,
God please help this little girl.
I don�t mean to act the way I do,
Its just sometimes I get sad and blue.
I don�t mean to hurt the people I love with all my heart,
They are just the easiest to help take my anger apart.
When I get out of hand or act up,
Please don�t yell at me or call me a fuck up.
I know that I need to work on me,
I just have to figure out what I want me to be.
Different
So confused by the things that go round,
Dizzy twirling with things I have found.
Learning more with the days that pass,
Too many questions coming too fast.
I�m only a young girl, I don�t know a lot,
Only afraid if I get caught.
But it is different, something has changed,
The young girl suddenly fades away.
Hurt
As if you took your fist to my face,
It hurts that much with each tear that I taste.
I turn the other cheek so I don�t have to try,
And understand why you had to make me cry.
I am worn form the emotions I have within,
I know there is no way I can win.
I don�t want to feel this way anymore,
Walk out of my life and shut the door.
I can�t let my feelings get the best of me,
Because you�re the reason I don�t want to see,
Anyone or anything that goes on,
As everything fades away�.even our bond.
Not Knowing
I feel like I could burst from the inside out,
My feelings swirling around me not knowing if I should doubt,
What they mean to me,
I want the to go away so I can see,
Clearly through the clouds of dismay,
But there will be another day.
Maybe by then I will figure out,
What my feelings me to me�and have no doubts.
Starry Night
I look into the starry night,
Close my eyes as you hold me tight,
Safe there forever no end,
Not only my lover but also my friend.
Make my troubles disappear,
When you hold me I have no fears.
You make me happy, you make me smile,
I want to stay longer then just a little while,
Please tell me this is not a dream, its true,
I think I am in love with you.
Inside
Tears falling from my eyes,
With each drop a small part of me dies.
Dizzy unable to stop I hit the ground,
Its myself I have not found.
Unbelievably crazy, a lost little girl,
Curled up I hide away from the world,
No one knows my secret or ever will,
Put on a smiling face and hope my heart will fill.
I have done to myself what I want not,
With myself I have fought,
I lost.
Heartbroken
Torn apart from the one I love,
Trying to rise back above,
The hurt and the pain that I go through,
You have no idea what I do.
The pain that I feel that rips through my heart,
Slowly but surely tears me apart.
I don�t know what to say or how to act,
Cause I�m nothing without you, that�s is a fact.
Happy for all the things you taught me,
But sad for the things we can no longer be.
The memories and happiness are all gone,
The only thing that is left is our bond.
Confused
Everything goes by me with me noticing,
I am not mad, angry, or sad,
I have weird distant feelings.
I don�t really wan to see anyone,
They don�t� understand what I feel.
I am happy at times yet others I want to be left alone with myself and music.
Does anyone feel this way?
I am not depressed; confused yes.
Sometimes it seem the whole world is against me.
Could this be true?
I wish I knew what these feelings were.
Destruction
It hurts to know
That some can,
Hurt both women and man.
We lost so many to this horrible act,
Why didn�t we see it coming? We had the facts.
Now there is a child crying for it mother,
A young boy wondering, �where�s my brother?�
Tears running down the eyes of your sister,
Before he left that morning her daddy kissed her.
A wife that morns as she knows she should have said,
The things you can never say to the dead.
Its too late to change the past,
Everything is put to an end at last