PSYCHOTIC BREAK ON I-77
Dedicated to William Jefferson Clinton
Written August 18th, 1998
I am a blip on the radar screen
I am a hot property
I am a strong dispassionate intellectual
I am stuck in traffic on I-77 on a morning
When there is no good news
I am a fixed voice in this bland landscape
Crowded with jaded pablos and used janes,
spent possibilities and candy wrappers. Oh Captain, my Captain,You’re screwed. There’s no backing out now.
You have set you life upon a cast; the hazard is
The dice were loaded. You course is clear now:
Straight into the shit house
Without even a break for station identification.
The stage they set for you is the same one
You entered upon. Only the names have been changed
To confuse the innocent. Believe it or not, it is the game
You agreed to play. It’s not spun out of control
It’s not gotten out of hand
It’s not gone too far. This is the way the game is played. Those men
With the guns are your friends, but they will shoot you
Just the same. The rules
On the back of the box spell out why. Oh Captain, My Captain,
They know that "cock" is not nearly as dirty a word
As "liar." You should have known that too. The pederasts
Will vote along party lines, and the sodomists
Cannot be counted on
For swing votes.
The good news is that your term is nearly over.
In the land of the blind the one eyed man
Is king, and on a morning like this it’s tempting
To grab a sharp stick and set to work. The glory
Of rule is no antidote for the great gray that has descended
On this land. Oh Captain, as I swerve into the fast left lane, as I sound
My barbaric TROMP on the accelerator, as I swing
From dead stop to sixty mph, as I put this all behind me
And set my sights on the next exit, I can’t stop
Thinking about tomorrow and tomorrow
There will be a lifting of the great gray, there will be
A sunrise on this landscape, there will be
Joy, and forgiveness, and reason to believe.
Maybe.
James MacFarlane Williams