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| Me 2 By: Michael James Beck jr. I sit and wonder sometimes about the people in my life do they even no the real me do they even care too Most friends come and go a few did stick around family wars are everyday everyday another let down kids having kids left an right mother leaving them late at night come int he hosue sun shining thru another day with nothing to loose tears on the pillow one second to soon staring out at the harvest moon loved one in my life dead and gone one day we were happy till he showed up with a gun one shot and a scream that was all i heard i run as fast as i can there was no wehre to turn died soon after cold hosptial bed mother took all said to drop dead my life all a mess no one to hold no one to talk to another lesson learned school couldnt be faced apartment haunted with fear packed up my stuff and got the hell out of there home to mom thats jsut what i did a grown adult treated like a child i could only handle so much no warmth from his body no where he could touch men all around me theya ll came and went lie ships in the night untill once i caught caught o shit, what a fright tell a few people about all that went on started feelin better no longer alone faced things myself things i didnt want tsts, funerals, abuse nothing to be sad new man in my life new home to start over after about a month they both taste sour bruses on my back alcholol taking over lifetyle in the open held to much power a conversation turned bad one hit to many on more thing i had to do on my own terms |
| Court date come and gone didnt want a big deal five to ten is what i wanted to hear and that's what i did a book to be written left out to see noses in my business everyone to see phone call from sister to let me know how family got it do i let them in now trying to over come hiding everyting trying to let them see what is inside of me a few more men and break ups all behind me now turned my life around to stand up and be proud A lot of experience now that is what i got should of doned it sooner maybe youwouldnt of been shoot new home was taken ignorant asses back to start i went this time no chance to school again i go a job to be found and i will be god damned it if will be knocked down pissed off to many times walked on to much longing for that man to hld and to touch i know that he's out there and i kow hell be mine ive already seen him shivers up my spine he got me to smile and thats all that matters so untll the next time i stop all my chatter |
| Looking 4 you by Michael james beck jr Out there searching for your arms to hold me out there knowing that you will one day be mine i never saw you like this untill the other ngiht now your stuck with me your always on my mind i like you there now you make me laugh and smile your a great guy baby sweet and perfeectly sound you knwo the right things to say and when to say them you know how to make me laugh not many peopel actualy do the penis song is hears a drive and a wreck not us but him and you know what i mean the pwer puff gurls are strong we willa lways be together only two of us longer if i can get my way |
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