no one knows the misery behind my smile
no one feels the pain thats with me all the while
Alhamdullilah am not and wasn't born tedious
but people shouldn't be so damn furious
about my ways of living and devotions
to my loved ones and the gentle notions
my life is already complicated enough
and for real there's no time for a laugh
am striving intensively to accomplish my goal
coz i definitely don't wanna end up a fool
am constantly yearning to be accepted
not to be discarded and deceited
neglected and discriminated
intimidated and incriminated
am i being taken for a minion?
without even judging my opinion?
or maybe its my innocence and integrity
and how i speak with such simplicity
that has left you out in frenzy
and had ya'll dumb and clumsy
but just because i dress immaculate
that shouldn't leave you to postulate
that am contented and joyous
man, thats awful and ridiculous!
Jamaal