what is this blog?

People wonder why I am writing this blog, this written rant of my life and days. This is not just a blog/journal/confession booth/podium. It is my counselor. My outlet. My voice to the outer world. My own hectic life allows little interaction with others, so in short, I don't speak much in person. Well, unless someone opens me up, and the dam starts flowing.

To me, writing this blog has been a comfort to me in my most stressful or desperate times. When something bad happens (aka panic attacks, stress shots, and extreme embarrassment or heartache), instead of being lost about what to do, I know I can write it down. By forcing myself to write almost everyday, I feel that I can allow my thoughts to flow better, and train myself to be the writer I wish to be. Oh, it also provides excellent fodder for my own experimental web-site designs. :)