Looking, no Action

Did you know how much
I looked at you
smile
laugh
day-dream
hoping it was me you were thinking about?
Wondering if you were
hoping we could be
alone
in a room
holding
each other
close?
I wanted to know if
you liked boys
like me
if you liked boys
at all.

After all those years
of wonder
and looks
I found out the truth.
You did
like boys
You were
single.
But
I was
too late
and
you
were gone.