Sara gasped audibly as she felt two strong arms wrap around her. Ian�s low husky voice sounded in her ear, "Going." Sara�s tears of sorrow turned to tears of joy as she turned to smile at Ian. Her Ian.
Hand in hand they walked out the door, leaving Kenneth Irons standing by his fireplace. He watched them go, his lips coming together in a cruel smile, "It is far from over."
Sara and Ian sat across from each other at the small booth. They sat with her hands clasped in his gloved ones across the tabletop, the rest of the smoky bar escaping their notice.
"I was so scared you wouldn�t follow me out of that house."
Ian lifted Sara�s hands to his face, resting his cheek against them. "I could not leave knowing what he had in the underbelly of that place. I could not leave until that was," he paused, "finished. Knowing he could not turn them loose to interfere with our lives any longer, it was easier to act against his wishes." Ian lowered his gaze to the tabletop.
Sara glanced towards the bar. She could have sworn she saw Danny leaning against it, but he was gone now. She turned back to Ian, "He won�t leave us alone will he?"
"No."
Sara sighed. She moved one of her hands to Ian�s chin, raising it. Her fingers played in his dark beard and then traced the outline of his lips. She lowered her hand as she spoke, "I guess its up to us then. Do you want to go back to him, Ian?"
"There will always be a part of me under his control, Sara. I cannot explain it. It is something more than his having raised me. But no, I do not wish to go back there." Ian reached into his pocket and retrieved something small. He put it in Sara�s hand, pressing her fingers closed over it.
Sara opened her hand and smiled through her tears as she saw the tiny, fragile seashell resting there.
The waitress interrupted them, putting a beer down in front of Sara and a glass of cola in front of Ian. Sara smiled at her politely and waited until she had wandered off to speak again. "I can call Joe Siri and see if we can stay at his house tonight if you like."
"A hotel would be fine. No need to trouble your boss."
Sara smiled at Ian. "Yeah that might get a bit embarrassing at work tomorrow." She winked.
Ian stood and held out his hand as music began to play, "May I have this dance, Mrs. Nottingham?"
Sara took his hand and they walked to the dance floor, their bodies pressed close, swaying in time to the music.
I am here to tell you we can never meet again.
Simple really, isn't it? A word or two and then
A lifetime of not knowing where or how or why or when
You think of me, or speak of me, or wonder what befell
The someone you once loved so long ago, so well
Never wonder what I'll feel as living shuffles by
You don't have to ask me and I need not reply
Every moment of my life from now until I die
I will think or dream of you and fail to understand
How a perfect love can be confounded out of hand
Is it written in the stars
Are we paying for some crime
Is that all that we are good for
Just a stretch of mortal time
Is this God's experiment
In which we have no say
In which we're given paradise
But only for a day
Nothing can be altered, oh, there is nothing to decide
No escape, no change of heart, no any place to hide
You are all I'll ever want, but this I am denyin'
Sometimes in my darkest thoughts I wish I never learned
What it is to be in love and have that love returned
Silent tears slid down Sara�s cheeks as the music played, the words of the song a painful reminder of how close she had come to losing Ian.
Ian lifted his hand, brushing away Sara�s tears with his fingertips, the leather of his glove cool against her face. He led her back to their seats and as they sat down a blond man strode up to the table, interrupting them. Looking to Sara he said, "I know you."
Sara looked at the man, an odd look on her face. "Sara Pezzini. Now you know me."
"No, we've met. We'll figure out where."
Ian spoke up, "It is rude to intrude when a man is talking to his wife."
"Aye, sorry." The man wandered away and Sara watched him go.
"I won�t stand in your way if you feel you have to go to him." Ian looked at Sara, the pain in his eyes evident.
"That was Conchobar, wasn�t it?"
Ian nodded, turning his gaze to the table.
Sara shook her head, "No, no I�m not going anywhere. I belong with you. I love you, Ian."
Ian lifted his eyes to Sara�s, "And I love you, more than life itself." He stood offering Sara his hand. She took it, rising to her feet and he pulled her close, wrapping her tightly in his strong arms before kissing her. Together they turned and walked out of the bar and into the night.
The old man watched the couple leave, his rheumy eyes lighting up as he smiled before turning back to wiping down the bar.
As Sara leaned back into Ian�s embrace, the wind whipping their hair about as they stood together on the rooftop, Ian asked, "Do you believe in fate?"
"I�m not sure what I believe."
Ian smiled, "I�m beginning to believe in free will." He pulled her a little closer against him, millions of stars twinkling overhead in the night sky.
The End
This story ©copyright Beck, September 13th , 2001