ahh, but why rest
so i may have wonderful dreams?
so i may wake in the morning from the dream?
now why, may i ask, would i want to wake
from the most glorious dream
that i have found my self in?
the most wonderful dream that i do not wish to leave
ah, but today is the start of a new day
that i do not with to start
but alas it must
i do not want to lost the wonder feeling
that came out of the blue
oh yeah.... this feeling....
this feeling.....
the tears have stopped this morn
the fear has too
i wish to go back just a few days
and the feelings come back
i am FREE from a feeling
the feeling i wish i cuold get back
i want to feel this way always
with the one in my dreams
but awake from this dream
and he will leave
but, sigh, he has already left
so have awoken?
is this a start of a new dream
i would beg to the stars to say no
i scream to the heaven!!!!
say it isn't so
i beg for it not to be so
i get on my knees
and i beg for the past
i wish for time i had
and lost, and wasted away into the night
but like each breath, it can't come back
so i BEG, on my knees
give me back my life
give me back the heart beats
give me back my BREATH
in this sweet dream i have found myself
i beg.... to everything that is holy
take away the fear,
the tears
take me from this place
and show me the light
so here i am, at the break of dawn
with the light coming up....
what shall it be?
shall i get the wish that i am begging for?
will the dream that i beg for come back?
or when i shall lay my head down
shall this dream end
and if it does
will i be in heaven
or shall it be hell?