i'm on an emotional ride,
that i can't stop.
i try and try, but i can't make it drop.
i am dead to the world
i feel my heart twirl.
i think i feel it stop,
but all it is, is a teardrop.
I want to be dead,
to just lay down my head.
and have the hurting go away.
i fell like this everyday.
but, alas, i can not,
i have not forgot.
I will live with this pain,
and i will not complain.
until i can,
i will live,
but until then
i am dead inside