Nervously, i shuffle in
tentatively, i look around
gaining confidence, i say hello,
kindly, you smile at me
smiling now, i speak to you,
to my delight, you reply,
I reach out now,
and this time I touch something
It's not cold emptiness
it is warm.
it's not destructive
it fills me
It is.... quite like what i've been missing
it makes me feel better
and tears fall because it has been too long
since i last felt this way
i don't believe in gods,
i don't believe in fate.
but i believe in angels now.
For everyone who ever gave me comments on my stuff. Especially for Elena,
who gave me gil on my first
try at poems after a long while and magicstar and Hina, who made me feel
welcome here on my first day.
Because of all of you, my poems page at my homepage is growing like crazy.
^_^
This is commemorating my first week at Shinra Online, and with my first
poem here, Distance. I know it's
early, but it's already the 3rd of June where I am, and 3am at this moment.
I have been sleeping at 2am
for the past few days and logging back on at 9.30am. That's what you guys
have done to me. Of course,
the blame goes to Tseng for getting me here in the first place. ^_^
*bows to everyone in the forum*
Jha'Meia