You never really know somebody until you fight them The Matrix: Reloaded [they call me] jade
[you can call me] mystique
[who am I?]
I am Laotian, but only like 50-75% of me is.The rest is german, irish, a whole
bunch of other stuff. I can`t speak it anymore, because I have no one to speak it to, so I only remember little phrases, and words.. such as I have to pee lol. I can also speak a little bit of hmong.. thanks to my awswome friends Pahoua, Pa Houa, and Pakou they`re tight. lol. I am a dork.. so bare with me. I love computers, I love to work on them, and I love to learn about them. Technology has become my life. I have learned so much! Besides that I love to skateboard I suck lol Cheerlead, gymnastics,and the obvious work with technology.
I am a 14 year living in the most boring place on earth, Milwaukee. Well North Dakota probobly is more boring [says my aunt]. I am addicted to shopping, and onlinE! yep, no doubt about that. I hate people who ask me everyday if im going goth. First of all I dont label myself. If you want to call me goth or preppy or whatever go ahead just don`t say it to my face because that starts a whole other story! I also hate those who go around saying "IM GOTH IM GOTH, or IM PUNK IM PUNK" or whatever like that. They just get on my nerves because when you keep screaming it out like that you might as well scream "IM ANNOYING IM ANNOYING"
A lil intro...
Ok, First off, you know what I don't get?? Is why people would want to read about me? Like these internet strangers who I will never talk to and meet, why bother reading this? Even the people I do know that come to my page, why would you read this? Anything that I have on here, you would probobly already know. so yea.. just a lil something that I was thinking about. Read on if you like lol..
"When you love and respect herself, then people can't help but to love and respect you to." Her are five simple words to describe me Dork..FUN..WeIrD..HYPER!!!..myself I am a total dork. Only people who know me real well could back that statement up. People have said that I am very fun to be around. Im full of energy, and im so adventerous. I'll do spur of the moment type things, and do crazy stuff you wouldnt see anyone else do. I love to make people laugh and smile.. when people are around me, adn sad at the same time, i have to fix that! But most importantly I am myself. I dont pretend to be someone else, and I dont act like i am someone else in order for someone to like me. If they dont like me then fine, thats their problem. But if they want me to be someone else, then I just cant do that. I will never been anyone else than who I am.
Heritage
I am laotian but I don`t follow their traditions, and ways of life. Personaly, I don`t like to live that way. That doesn`t mean that I an ashamed of who I am, and my culture. I am proud to be Laotian. It makes me unigue because you never see any Laotian people anymore. I am very proud to my laotian self. So don`t put me down for not living the life of a laotian girl. But if you are going to put me down for that, then I ask you this question, Do you live the life of your culture?
Rock On
I love rock music. It is as simple as that. It calms me down when I am angry, and when I am sad it makes me realize that I am sad for the wrong reasons. The bands I love to listen to are Linkin Park, Blink 182, The Ataris, Trapt, Offspring, and some others.. Those are the main ones that I love to listen to. Even though I don`t listen to Heavy Metal doesn`t mean I don`t like it. I just like to tone things down a bit.. haha.. I also listen to some pop singers. Mainly only Christina Augerlia [sry if the last name is misspelled]. She`s the only pop singer I like to listen to, everyone else is like blah lol. Also lately I have been listening to the band Kittie, and enjoying it. lol. Well my big brother always plays it, and before I would just tune it out. Now I actually listen and end up singing the songs lmfao. weird huh? I also like Lacuna Coil, or something like that. I always mess up their name!~
Fame
Know what? Someday I am going to be an actress! I'll see my face on a poster one day, and a movie ad. To all those people out there who have told me that my dreams were unrealistic, and that I was never going to make it, are going to get a call from me one day when my face is on a giant poster, and all I am going to say is "i told you so." because I am telling you now I beleive in this. I am not giving up. Harrison Ford once gave advice to Vin Diesel, and this is what he said to him, "You know, me and my 3 friends came here years ago, and one went home. Then another, and another. I just didn't go home." never give up, just keep on fighting. So all those people who made me feel like I couldnt try, and built up all this negativity inside, well expect that phone call from me. I have already been on TV, behind the scenes working the cameras and controls, and even on the radio! I am on channel 13 (I think thats the right channel) a lot. The promo. videos I have hosted play a lot on that channel I have heard. (I dont get that channel so I dont know)I have even been on FOX 6 News reading the lunch menu! That was fun. Plus the radio commercials I recorded about breast cancer and such play on the radio. (88.9 WYMS) Its so cool, sometimes I turn that station and I hear my vioce being broadcasted! Thats just the greatest thing in the world to hear something that you did being played!! I was even going to be one of the hosts for an internet radio show for MPS but it never got put together. To add on to that every month I work in the control room and behind the cameras at the Board Meetings. I even make videos of my own. Film it, edit it on Final Cut Pro, and transfer it to DVD, VHS, CD ect.. I have experience in almost everything! I also love to act! I am a drama queen, you could say. I love to perform infront of people, and just have fun, act stupid. (but I am not a class clown- im pretty quiet in most classes) I dont care what people think. So I am not afraid to act in a play were my role is to act as a pumpkin or something. But soon one day I will be an actress! I just have to work really hard, and get involved in more plays, act more, and yeap. I'll get there, I have never been known to give up on anything, and I wont give up now!
You never really know somebody until you fight them The Matrix: Reloaded