4:11 PM 1/12/02
do you see me right behind you
do you see me right in front of you
do you see me right beside you
i don't think so
i don't think you see me at all
i think i'm invisible

you talk right over me
you walk all over me
i'm standing right besides you
and you don't even know i'm there
you don't ever talk to me
unless it's about that certain someone
that someone you don't like
am i that ordinary
am i that small and distant
why can't you even try with me
you may see something you like
something you want to take a hold of
and never let go

chorus

i am all around you
i am right inside you
you know me as well as i know you
you know me so much better
than all my friends put together
you know my problems
you know my worries
you know my depression
you don't even try
i don't see you trying
i don't see you
where has my life brought me
this is where my life is going
down the shit hole

chorus

do you even know what i'm thinking
i know you know what i want
i want you to try and know me
i don't want you to change me
i want you to know me
i don't want to date you
that was never my intention
that was never in my mind
i only want to know you
but do you even care
do you even want to

chorus

this is what my life brought me
this is what i've brought
i've brought myself on my knees
i've brought myself to this point
if i didn't know you
my life would suck
4:23 PM 1/12/02