As Long As
We're Together
by Michele W.
This
is a Luke & Mara/Star Trek: Voyager crossover. Guys, be warned, this is a mushy romance. There are no space battles, superweapons,
Imperials, Dark Jedi, or intricate plots.
Rated
PG-13.
Disclaimer: All Star Wars characters are the property of
George Lucas and his sanctioned pro-fic authors. All Star Trek characters are the property of Paramount. Absolutely no money is being made off this
monstrosity, only the enjoyment of playing in the Star Wars universe.
The
majority of this story was written before The Hand of Thrawn series came out,
so disregard anything that happened in those 2 stories. It just took me awhile to finish it up. (My pet peeve is when beginnings of stories
are posted but never finished.)
This is my first attempt at fanfic. Both Star Wars & Star Trek fans, please overlook all technical inaccuracies in your favorite universes, both intentional and unintentional. (i.e. I know Trek vessels probably have sonic showers, real water just worked better for my purposes).
I
want to thank my friend Elaeia for all her invaluable suggestions, and to her
and my other fellow Luke fans who encouraged me to continue. Please ask
permission before posting this anywhere else.
Send comments to [email protected]
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Luke Skywalker was spending his last
night on Coruscant with the Solo family, minus Leia, who was at a late committee
meeting. Tomorrow he would return to
Yavin IV for the beginning of a new semester.
"So, Luke, who are you hitching a
ride with this time?" inquired Han, after they sat down to dinner.
"Well, I was going to go on the
supply shuttle, but it's being delayed a week waiting on some special orders,
and I really need to go sooner than that in order to make sure everything is
ready for the new semester. So I guess,
if nothing else, I'll
ask
Wedge if I can borrow a ship, though I don't especially like doing that."
"Where's your X-Wing, Uncle
Luke?" piped up Jaina.
"It's still on Yavin, with
Artoo. I came to Coruscant with Lando,
remember?"
"Luke, I'm not sure what you'll
think of this idea," began Han, "but, well, I was talking to Talon
Karrde a few days ago, before he left for the outer rim, and he mentioned that
Mara was planning on going to Yavin soon.
Perhaps..."
"Mara? Mara Jade?" interrupted Luke.
"Of course Mara Jade. How many Mara's do you know?"
"Isn't one enough? How soon was she leaving? Do you think she'd even agree to let me ride
with her? And why didn't someone tell
me she was going to Yavin? Is she
actually enrolling for classes, or does she have other business there?"
"Whoa, there. I think she's leaving any day now. As to all those other questions, I guess
you'll have to ask her," replied Han.
"I'd better call Traffic Control
and make sure her ship hasn't taken off yet.
Can I use your comm unit?"
"Sure, kid, go ahead."
Han felt Luke seemed surprisingly
anxious to travel with someone who had once vowed to kill him. Mara was a strikingly beautiful woman, but
deadly and cold as ice nonetheless.
Luke returned a few minutes
later.
"The Jade's Fire is still docked, and Mara is there
now. The controller said she has
requested departure clearance for tomorrow morning." Luke glanced up at Han. "I think I should talk to her in
person. Can you tell Leia I'll be back
later tonight?"
"No problem."
Luke made his way to Docking Bay 16,
and spotted Mara studying a datapad.
She glanced up and frowned as Luke approached.
"Hello, Mara," Luke ventured
tentatively.
"What do you want,
Skywalker?"
"No 'Hi, Luke, glad to see
you'?"
"Very funny, farmboy. Get to the point."
"Okay, I heard you were leaving
for Yavin in the morning. I was
wondering if I could ride along?"
"With me? Don't you have a ship?"
"Not on Coruscant. And it's going to be at least a week before
another ship leaves for Yavin."
"So the great Jedi Master needs a
favor. What's in it for me?"
"Beside the pleasure of my
company? It never hurts for a student
to do a favor for the teacher."
"Who says I'm going to be a student?"
"Then why are you going to
Yavin?"
"Oh, all right. I am going to be a student. I thought I'd finally finish my
training."
"Why didn't you just ask me? I'd be glad to help you with your training."
"I just wanted to do this on my
own. I didn't think you did any
teaching anymore."
"I don't, actually. But I still like to address the new
students, and I occasionally hold a special training class."
"Sounds boring. What do you do with the rest of your
time?"
"Not much, I guess. Go on hikes through the jungle, advise the
teachers, meditate a lot, the usual 'Jedi Master' type stuff," Luke
grinned. "So can I have a ride or
not?"
"Yeah, sure. Maybe I'll get extra credit. Be here at 07:00 sharp."
"Thanks, Mara. I'll see you then."
Mara stared
at Luke's retreating figure as he ambled away.
She
could swear she heard him whistling.
'What have I gotten myself into?'
she wondered.
Luke returned to the Solos' home to say his farewells. Leia had finally returned from her meeting,
and expressed her misgivings about Luke traveling with Mara.
"I can't believe you want to
spend three days traveling through hyperspace with that woman."
"She's not so bad, Leia. I probably won't even see her much once we
reach Yavin."
Luke arrived at the Jade's Fire the
next morning a few minutes before 7. He
admired the sleek lines of the beautiful ship.
Just like her owner, he mused.
"What are you gawking at,
Skywalker?"
"Just admiring your ship. I've never been inside, you know."
"Well, it's time to get inside
now." She glanced at Luke's lone
satchel. "Is that all of your
luggage?"
"I travel light. Shall we?" He motioned to the ramp.
"After you, farmboy."
Mara frowned as Luke strapped into the
co-pilot's seat. "Comfy?"
"Sure thing, Captain Jade. Or did you want me to stay in my cabin for
the entire trip?"
"As tempting as that sounds, it's always easier flying with
a co-pilot. Ready for take-off."
Luke quickly familiarized himself with
the controls, and the ship gently lifted off and entered the atmosphere.
"Coordinates set for Yavin,"
Luke announced.
"Prepare for jump to
hyperspace," came the reply.
Luke gazed out the cockpit
window. "As often as I've done
this, I still love seeing the star lines fly by."
"Me, too," mused Mara, to
Luke's surprise.
"Really?"
"You don't think I can appreciate
the wonders of space?"
"I didn't say that."
"Did so."
Luke sighed. "Mara, I don't want to spend the entire trip arguing. I apologize for my comment. I guess I was just surprised that we have
something in common, besides the fact that we're both Force-strong, young,
attractive, single, athletic..."
"Enough already," an
unwilling grin escaped Mara.
"...have a sense of humor, can
swing a mean lightsaber..."
"Enough!" Mara laughed, as she swatted at him.
By now Luke was laughing as well. "Now isn't this better than
arguing?"
"Don't get used to it."
The rest of the day progressed much
the same way, though with perhaps more sarcastic barbs traded than good-natured
humor. After dinner, which consisted of
ration bars and Luke's getting bopped for commenting, "Don't you have any
real food on this ship?", they had pretty much run out of even hostile
topics.
"I'm going to my cabin," announced Mara. "I've got some trading run business to
work on."
"I'll stay out here awhile
yet," replied Luke.
"I wasn't inviting you
along," said Mara tartly.
Luke just shrugged and grinned, which
infuriated Mara even more. She stormed
off toward her cabin, and Luke swore he heard her mutter "Damn Jedi."
Just then a strange feeling overcame
Luke, and he stared out the cockpit window.
"Mara, get out here!" he
shouted, as he hurried to the helm controls.
"What the..." Mara's eyes
grew wide as she too gaped at the phenomenon in their path.
"Drop us out of hyperspace!"
she ordered, but even as she said it she knew it was futile. It was impossible to go to realspace and change
course in time to avoid this 'who knows what.'
The ship lurched, as if being grabbed
by an impossibly powerful tractor beam, and both Luke and Mara were knocked to
the deck. A few moments later, the ship
seemed to be 'spit out' of whatever it was that had swallowed it. Jade's Fire sat dead in
space,
its two occupants slowly climbing to their feet.
"What in blazes
happened!" Mara screeched. "Did you touch something on the
controls?" she accused.
"No, I just looked up and saw this
big hole looming in front of us," Luke protested. "I didn't have time to get to the
controls before it pulled us in."
"We were traveling through
hyperspace," Mara argued.
"How could we even see anything in front of us like that?"
Luke was as baffled as she was. "I don't know. It was like a black hole, but we're still
alive, so it couldn't have been that."
"Are you sure we're alive? Maybe this is how it feels to be 'one with
the Force'?" Even Mara wasn't
certain if she was being sarcastic or serious.
"I'm sure. Your lip's bleeding, and I banged my knee
pretty good."
Mara touched her hand to her mouth and
felt a trickle of blood. She was also
sore from her sudden encounter with the deck.
"All right, so we're alive. We still don't know what that thing
was. Some kind of interdiction
field?"
"I don't think so. It was more like a vacuum that sucked us in,
then spit us out," Luke answered.
"Well, let's check for any damage,
then resume course."
They both went to the cockpit
controls. The ship's systems all seemed
to be operational except for one, the navicomputer.
"I can't get a fix on our
location anymore," Luke said.
"What do you mean? We can't be more than a couple lightyears
off from where we were before that thing pulled us in."
"Apparently we are. The navicomputer's self-checks show it's
working, but it doesn't recognize our location."
"Move over and let me
see." Mara practically shoved him
aside. She couldn't come up with any
better results, however.
"This is just great. How are we going to re-plot our course? I doubt we're even still headed in the same
direction." She glared at
him. "I'm sure this must be your
fault."
"You sound like Threepio,"
he quipped, causing her to glare even harder, if that was possible.
"All right, O great Jedi
Master. How are you at dead
reckoning?"
Luke frowned. "I'll try feeling for Yavin's
presence."
"Try not. Do," she retorted.
Luke frowned again, then closed his
eyes and reached out for the Force-senses of his students and teachers. Nothing.
He took a deep breath, calmed himself, and reached out again. Still nothing. He should at least be able to sense Kyp, Streen, and the other
Force-strong teachers, even from this distance. It was as if Yavin had vanished.
He opened his eyes to find Mara impatiently drumming her fingers on the
console.
"Well? Which way?"
Luke didn't answer, but instead closed
his eyes again and reached out for Leia's presence. He could always sense her.
Always until now, that is. He
expanded his scope, searching for anything familiar. A bit of panic was starting to creep in. He opened his eyes and looked at Mara.
"Which way?" she repeated, more harshly this time.
"I...I can't sense anyone. Not anyone on Yavin, or Coruscant. Not even Leia."
Mara could feel his anxiety. "Are you sure you still have your Force
powers? Maybe there's ysalimiri
around."
Luke glared back at her, then
levitated Mara a few centimeters out of her seat. "Yes, I still have Force powers."
"I believe you. Put me down. I'll see if I can sense anything." Even as she said it, Mara doubted if she would have any better
luck. This was one of the areas, one of
the many areas, in which Luke's skill far exceeded hers. After several minutes of stretching out as
far as she could, Mara shook her head.
"I could at least feel sentient
beings, but they were very far away, and they felt strange, unfamiliar,"
Luke offered.
"I couldn't even sense that
much," Mara admitted.
"So now what, Captain?"
"Well, we can't just sit
here. I guess we'll pick a direction
and fly in realspace until we reach a planet or something." This sounded lame even to Mara's ears.
"And then we stop and ask
directions?" Luke chided her. "You know we could travel forever
before reaching anywhere. Even if I can
zero in on the beings I felt, I can't tell how far away they are. But you're right, we just can't sit
here."
"So I'm asking for the third
time, which way?" Mara grumbled
impatiently.
Luke sighed, closed his eyes and
briefly concentrated. He then stood and
looked out the cockpit window.
"That way," he announced, pointing slightly starboard. "The minds I felt that way don't seem
to be any closer than any of the others, but they felt the most human."
"All right, that way it is,"
Mara acknowledged, unsmiling.
"Though I still think this only happened because I let you come
along. Bad luck follows you
everywhere."
"It does seem that way
sometimes. But cheer up. If I wasn't along, you'd be stuck out here
all by yourself."
"And that thought is supposed to
cheer me up?" Mara muttered.
Luke and Mara continued on for several
more days, occasionally changing course slightly based on Luke's feeling of the
human-like minds. Luke kept to himself as
much as possible, as Mara's mood seemed to darken with each passing day.
"Are you sure you're still
sensing the same minds?" Mara
complained one day after their ration bar lunch. "We've changed course six times. Maybe you're confused," she said, though she secretly
doubted it.
"But have you noticed how we've
changed course? We keep adjusting in a
starboard direction. I think they must
be on a ship, traveling at a fairly high rate of speed, but not
lightspeed. And we do seem to be getting
closer," Luke defended himself.
"Perhaps in a few days we'll intercept them."
"And hope they're friendly, and
speak Basic."
"Or at least something the
universal translator can handle. Say,
to work off that delicious meal you prepared, how about a little lightsaber
practice?" Luke goaded hopefully.
"Okay, farmboy, you're on,"
Mara answered, to Luke's surprise.
"Let's go to the cargo hold.
It's empty and big enough for a good workout."
'She almost sounds eager,' Luke
thought, as they each retrieved their lightsaber. 'Perhaps she's reviving that old death threat against me.'
He expected Mara to be a worthy
opponent, and she didn't disappoint him.
They battled for nearly two hours before Luke finally took advantage of
an uncommon lapse in concentration from Mara and knocked her lightsaber from
her grasp. They both collapsed from
exhaustion.
"Whew!" Luke exclaimed. "You must have been practicing on your own."
"Just with remotes. I prefer a live opponent, though, especially
when I wouldn't mind if I accidentally sliced off an extremity or two,"
Mara grinned wickedly, then abruptly changed to a look of dismay when she saw
Luke's face. Gods, how could she say
something like that to him? He just sat
there staring at his right hand, flexing it slightly.
"Oh, Luke, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean it. I wasn't thinking," Mara gushed apologetically.
He looked up at her and smiled
weakly. "It's okay. You'd think I'd be over it by now."
He held out his right hand and her
lightsaber flew into it. Her lightsaber.
Formerly his lightsaber.
Formerly his father's lightsaber.
It had been a long time since he held it, but it still felt comfortable
in his grip.
Mara edged slightly closer. "Have you ever regretted giving it to
me?"
"Never," Luke quickly
responded. "I just pray it brings
you better luck in battle than it did me." Of course, Luke knew that luck, good or bad, had nothing to do
with his defeat that day. He handed the
lightsaber back to Mara, got up quickly and left.
Mara continued sitting on the deck,
holding the lightsaber. She had never
seriously thought about the day Luke had lost it. The day he lost everything -- his hand, his youth, his innocence,
his faith in Kenobi, his vision of a brave Jedi father who died in battle.
*Don't feel sorry for me, Mara* she
heard in her head, instantly realizing she had unconsciously let her barriers
down. *You've had it a lot worse.*
Irritated, Mara slammed her barriers
up to keep him from hearing her thoughts.
Trouble was, she wasn't sure if she was more irritated at him or at
herself.
After a couple more days of engaging
in only superficial conversation, Luke unexpectedly stared off into space.
"They're close," he
murmured. He glanced at Mara. "Check your sensors."
Mara looked at the controls and
replied, "I detect a ship, fairly large, unknown design, heading
269.3."
"So they surely can detect us
too. Let's send a distress signal when
we're in visual range."
"Distress signal? I didn't know we were in distress,"
said Mara hotly.
"Sorry, I don't know the proper
signal for 'We're lost.' Besides,
you've seemed pretty distressed lately," countered Luke.
"Oh, all right. Send your signal. But you're doing all the talking."
On
board the U.S.S. Voyager:
"Captain, sensors detect a small
vessel approaching, two life signs. They're
emitting a repeating message on a frequency we've not encountered before in
this quadrant," reported Lt. Cmdr. Tuvoc.
"On screen, Mr. Tuvoc,"
ordered Captain Janeway.
On the main viewscreen there appeared
a small craft, perhaps a cargo ship. It
was bright red, with orange flames painted on the sides.
"Wow!" exclaimed Tom
Paris. "Will you look at
that!"
"It is impressive," agreed
the Captain. "Commander," she
continued, turning to Tuvoc, "try hailing them."
"Audio only, Captain," he
replied.
"This is Captain Kathryn Janeway
of the Federation Starship Voyager. Do
you require assistance?"
After a few seconds, she received a
reply. Luckily the universal translator
was able to handle the unfamiliar language, as it had throughout Voyager's
journey.
"This is Luke Skywalker of the
Jade's Fire. As a matter of fact, we
could use some assistance. We're having
trouble with our navicomputer."
"Of course. Come along side and we'll beam an engineer
aboard. Or if you prefer, we can beam
you to our ship first to discuss your problem."
Mara and Luke exchanged puzzled
glances and shrugged.
"I'm afraid we're not familiar
with the term 'beam.' Is it not
possible to dock with your ship?" Luke put forth.
Likewise, on Voyager, Captain Janeway
exchanged puzzled looks with her bridge crew.
"We do not have docking
facilities for a ship your size. We
could tractor you into one of our landing bays, Jade's Fire," replied the
Captain.
*They are NOT using a tractor beam on
my ship,* Luke heard in his mind.
"Voyager, if you tell me which
landing bay to use, I can land in it. A
tractor beam isn't necessary," ventured Luke, hoping they would agree.
Eyebrows raised on most of Voyager's
bridge. They all knew how tricky
piloting into a landing bay on a moving starship was. It was a Starfleet test that most pilots needed many tries to
accomplish.
"Jade's Fire, I assume you have
experience with such a landing?" inquired Janeway, more than a little
skeptical.
"Affirmative, Voyager, I've done
it many times," replied Luke.
Though not in this ship, he thought to himself. Realizing he had not asked Mara's permission
for, or even opinion of, such a maneuver, he looked at her questioningly.
"Go right ahead, hotshot. You're the one who volunteered."
"Very well, Jade's fire,"
came Captain Janeway's voice. "Use
Bay 6 on the port side. It will be
illuminated for you. Janeway out."
"Thank you, Captain. Jade's Fire out."
Lt. Paris turned to his captain. "Permission to go to Bay 6 and observe
their landing, Captain?"
"I wouldn't mind observing this
myself," added Commander Chakotay.
"So would I," came from
Ensign Kim, "Captain, Ma'am."
Janeway smiled. She could understand their eagerness to see
how this unknown pilot would fare. She
just hoped he didn't put too many scratches on the docking bay's portal.
"Very well, you may all accompany
me. Mr. Tuvoc, you have the
bridge. Unless you wanted to come
too?"
"Not necessary, Captain. I'm sure I will receive a full report from
the rest of you."
Luke headed the Jade's Fire toward the
illuminated landing bay. "Well, is
that finely honed danger sense picking up anything?" he inquired of Mara.
"No, it's not. I just hope we're not flying straight into
the rancor's mouth. How about
you?"
"I sense no ill-will or malice,
only good intentions and a genuine willingness to help us. Though I believe they will exercise caution
toward us. And they seem pretty
perplexed that we didn't know what this 'beaming' business was."
"I agree. So how much do we divulge about
ourselves? I'm hoping we can just ask
directions and head for home," replied Mara.
"I hadn't planned on mentioning
anything about being Jedi. I myself
prefer to blend in. They may not even
know what a Jedi is."
"They didn't seem to recognize
your name, at any rate. So we're just
two unfortunate space travelers who accidentally got caught up in some kind of
spatial anomaly," Mara observed.
"Which is exactly what happened,
of course. I doubt we'll be here more
than a few hours, a day at the most," responded Luke. "Coming up on the landing bay
now."
"Not a scratch, Skywalker."
"Aye, aye, Captain Jade."
The Voyager crew was in the glassed-in
observation platform as the Jade's Fire gracefully entered the landing
bay. Luke flew the ship in exactly
through the middle of the open bay door, then more gently than anyone believed
possible, lowered the ship down. Not a sound could be heard as the landing
struts made contact with the deck.
"Very impressive," murmured
Chakotay.
"Amazing," echoed Paris and
Kim.
"I agree," added the
Captain.
"Jade's Fire," she spoke
through the comm. "Please remain
aboard during the decontamination cycle."
"Affirmative, Captain," Luke
acknowledged.
Mara began strapping on her forearm
blaster. Luke looked at her in
consternation.
"You can't wear that! Don't you think they'll scan us for
weapons? How can we expect them to
trust us if we come out wearing weapons?"
Mara grimaced. "How can we trust them? Are you leaving your lightsaber
behind?"
Luke hesitated. He rarely went anywhere without his
lightsaber. It had become part of
him. But in this case... "Yes, I'll leave it in my cabin. Satisfied?
Besides, we're Jedi. There are
many ways of defending ourselves."
Mara glared at him, but she knew he
was right. They surely would detect her
blaster immediately, then probably throw them in the brig. Without saying anything, she unstrapped the
holster and stowed the blaster in her cabin.
"Jade's Fire, the scan is
complete. You may disembark," came
a voice over the comm.
Janeway and the others had come down
into the landing bay itself. They
watched as the ramp lowered and a woman walked out, a beautiful green-eyed
woman in a snug-fitting jumpsuit, with luxurious reddish-gold hair in a loose
braid down her back.
'Whoa, what a babe!' thought Ensign
Kim.
'Hot, Hot, Hot!' echoed Lt. Paris in
his mind.
Even Cmdr. Chakotay was unnerved by the
woman's fiery good looks. The woman
glared at all of them as if she could read their thoughts. Right behind her followed a man, about the
same age, with dark blonde hair and piercing blue eyes. He was dressed all in black.
Captain Janeway strode forward and
extended her hand. "Greetings, I am Kathryn Janeway, captain of
Voyager."
Luke took her hand and shook it,
replying, "I'm Luke Skywalker, and this is..." turning to Mara.
"His wife, Mara," his
companion answered smoothly.
It took all of Luke's Jedi skill not to drop open his mouth in
astonishment. *I'll explain later* he
heard in his mind. Luke tried his best
to pay attention as the Captain was introducing her accompanying officers.
"We haven't met any other humans
in this quadrant," Captain Janeway was saying, as Luke stole a glance at
Mara, but she wouldn't look at him.
"Won't you please come with us to our conference room? We'd love to hear where you're from, and
we'll be glad to help with your navigational problem if we can."
As Luke and Mara followed them down a
corridor, Luke thought to Mara, *All right, what was that all about?*
*Didn't you hear what all the male
crewmen were thinking about me? The
last thing I want is to have every man on this ship having the hots for me,*
Mara explained impatiently.
*So you thought they would leave a
married woman alone? Am I the lesser of
two evils? And you know I don't like
being deceitful.*
*Oh, Skywalker, you don't have to be so
noble all the time. Pay attention, the
Captain is talking to you.*
It was rather difficult to carry on a
silent conversation with Mara and an active one with the Captain and her party
at the same time.
"You have a beautiful ship,
Captain Skywalker. Perhaps you will
allow us a look inside?" ventured Janeway.
"Oh, I'm not the captain,"
Luke answered. One fabrication was
enough. "It's Mara's ship."
"Yes, but I let him pilot once in
a while," Mara put in.
"Well, that was by far the
smoothest landing I've ever seen anywhere," Chakotay complimented Luke.
"Thank you, Commander," Luke
replied.
By then they had reached the
conference room, where they were joined by Lt. Cmdr. Tuvoc and Lt. Torres.
"So, where are you two
from?" ventured the Captain.
"Coruscant," replied Luke.
"I'm not familiar with that
planet. Is it in the Delta
Quadrant?"
"No. Is that where we are? Our
navicomputer couldn't determine our location, and none of the star patterns
were familiar."
"So how did you get here?"
spoke up Lt. Torres.
"We were traveling through
hyperspace when Luke and I saw some kind of anomaly right in our path. It sucked us in, and seemed to spit us out
here, wherever here is," Mara explained.
"How long ago was this?"
inquired Captain Janeway.
"About five standard days
ago," Luke replied. "We've
been traveling with sub-light engines hoping to meet up with someone who could
assist us."
"That could have taken some
time. Lucky we came across your
ship," said Cmdr. Chakotay. Of
course, Luke knew luck had little to do with it; he had tracked their minds
across space.
"Yes, it was," he replied.
*Now who's not being completely honest?*
he heard in his mind.
"That sounds similar to what
brought us here," commented
Ensign
Kim.
Voyager's crew related how a plasma
storm hurled them 70,000 light years away, landing them in the Delta Quadrant,
and the long voyage home that was ahead of them.
"This doesn't sound
promising," Mara said. "At
least you know which way to go. We
don't even know which direction our galaxy is, or how far away we are."
"You're welcome to all our star
charts," the captain offered.
"And we can cross-match your own charts with ours. Ensign Kim, I am assigning you to this
project. You've done the most work mapping
this region."
"Aye, aye, Captain. I'll be glad to work on this. Request permission to have Seven of Nine help. The Borg have been to many other systems
that we don't have charts on."
"Granted." She turned to Luke and Mara. "I'll have Lt. Paris show you to some
quarters."
"We don't want to inconvenience
anyone," protested Luke.
"We didn't expect to be here that
long," added Mara.
"It's no inconvenience. Even if you aren't here long, you must be
tired from your trip. We have many
empty cabins. And we look forward to
hearing all about your galaxy. I do
request, however, that you both have a routine physical exam. Just to make sure there are no side effects
from your ordeal. If you don't mind,
I'll have Tom take you to sickbay first."
"Of course, Captain. Quite understandable," Luke agreed.
*I don't like physical exams,* Mara
sent to him in protest.
*It won't hurt you,* he shot
back. *Refusing wouldn't look
good. Besides, we have nothing to hide
that an exam could pick up.*
Even Mara agreed that the exam was
relatively painless, consisting of the doctor running a scanner over them. They were surprised to find the doctor was a
hologram. They also noted the lack of
droids anywhere on the ship.
"I will have to share these
results with the Captain, you understand," the Doctor told them. "Standard procedure. But I foresee no problems."
Later, after they left, Captain
Janeway entered sickbay. "Well,
how did our two new visitors check out?"
"They are both human, and they
are both in remarkably good physical condition. Each has had one or two broken bones that mended some time
ago. Luke's skeletal structure shows
signs that at one time he was hit by a jolt of electricity, perhaps even
lightening, but it must have been years ago.
Mara also, but to a lesser degree.
The only thing really worth noting, is that Luke's right hand is a
prosthetic."
"Prosthetic? I shook his hand when they arrived. I didn't notice anything unusual,"
Janeway observed.
"It's quite advanced technology,
similar to the construction of Lt. Cmdr. Data of the Enterprise, only more
sophisticated. He said he lost his
biological hand in an accident about sixteen years ago. He didn't seem to want to talk about it."
"Well, I suppose that's
understandable. Thank you,
Doctor."
Tom led Luke and Mara back to the Jade's Fire to gather some of
their personal belongings. Mara kept
him occupied showing him the cockpit while Luke hurriedly moved his gear into
Mara's cabin, so Tom wouldn't notice they had two separate cabins. He needn't have worried. Tom was so entranced by both the sleek ship
and her owner that he wouldn't have noticed anything else.
Finally, after Mara stored her gear in
a bag with Luke's, blasters and lightsabers included, they proceeded to the
guest quarters. As they had hoped, they
were not scanned for weapons this time around.
When they reached their destination, Tom showed them the security code
for entering, then ushered them into their new quarters, which consisted of a
large common room with kitchen facilities to one side, a bedroom and a
refresher.
Luke and Mara's eyes widened. "All of this is for us?" Luke
asked.
"I was expecting one small cabin
with bunk beds," laughed Mara.
"Everyone on board has quarters similar
to this," explained Tom.
"This is an exploration vessel and Starfleet wants its crews to be
comfortable on long journeys. Though no
one expected our journey to last years."
Tom proceeded to show them all the
amenities available to them, even apologizing for the limited access necessary
for the replicators.
"But Neelix, who does the
cooking, creates some, uhm, interesting dishes from what we grow in
hydroponics, and also from what he scavenges from the planets we visit. I'll be back in about an hour to show you to
the mess hall for lunch."
Tom had given them each a comm badge
already, and told them to contact him if they needed anything.
After he left, Luke wandered to the
computer console, while Mara inspected their quarters in more detail.
"This is like a luxury
hotel," she commented. "Quite
a change from the monk's cell you live in on Yavin. Even your apartment on Coruscant is pretty sparse, I've
heard."
"I have everything I need. And who's been describing my apartment to
you?"
"Never mind," she
retorted. Mara wandered into the
bedroom.
"There's only one bed!" she
called out to Luke.
"What did you expect? You're the one who told them we were
married."
Mara glared at him. "I didn't expect to be staying
overnight. You're the one who said we'd
probably only be here a couple hours."
Luke relented. "All right, I'll take the couch. You can have the bed."
"I suppose we could at least take
turns," Mara replied. "You're
right, if I hadn't said I was your wife, we'd each have quarters like
this."
"I think this looks quite
comfy. It's not every day that I get to
shack up with a 'hot babe'."
"You did hear what they were
thinking!" she exclaimed, as she threw a pillow at him. Luke dodged it easily, laughing. By the time they had stored what little gear
they had brought from the ship, Tom arrived to take them to the mess hall.
"I believe today's entrée is
stewed garbo root," he joked.
*You should be right at home,* Mara
thought to Luke.
*You may have ration bar withdrawal,*
he shot back.
When they arrived at the mess hall they
got in line with trays. Neelix was an
alien unlike any of the others they had encountered so far on Voyager. He was also different in that he did not
wear a Starfleet uniform, though he did have one of their comm badges.
"Afternoon, Neelix," Tom
greeted him. "I'd like you to meet
Luke and Mara Skywalker. They are going
to be staying with us for awhile to work on some navigation problems."
Luke felt Mara wince at being
introduced as Mara Skywalker, but he wisely remained silent.
"What is this concoction you're
serving us today?" Tom joked.
"This, my friends, is sautéed
Obarian root and dried pentalu."
"I think it looks pretty
good," Luke commented. He
instantly took a liking to the strange little man.
"Ah, a culinary connoisseur, how
wonderful!" exclaimed Neelix.
"Though it appears your lovely wife doesn't share your
opinion."
He hadn't missed Mara's wrinkling up
her nose at the sight and smell of his creation.
"Uh, Luke and I do have different
tastes in food," she stammered.
She hadn't meant to offend him.
"Don't worry," Tom
interjected. "We all had that same
expression the first time we tried Neelix's cooking. And the second time. And
the third time. But eventually you get
used to it."
They all laughed, as Tom directed them
to a table where Ensign
Kim
sat.
"Good afternoon, Ensign,"
Luke greeted him.
"Hi, and please call me
Harry."
Mara noticed right away that Harry was
not eating the same thing that had been plopped on their plates; he had some
kind of sandwich.
Harry followed Mara's gaze and chuckled. "I didn't think my stomach would take
it. I had to scrounge up something on
my own." It surprised him that
Luke seemed to be enjoying his meal.
Soon, Lt. Torres, Cmdr. Chakotay and
Lt. Cmdr. Tuvoc joined them at the next table.
"So, what do you two do in your
galaxy? To earn a living, I mean,"
inquired B'Elanna.
"I'm a trader. I haul cargo for trade in my ship,"
Mara replied quickly.
"Are you both traders?"
Harry asked Luke expectantly.
"No, I'm a teacher," replied
Luke.
"So you have to spend a lot of
time apart?" B'Elanna
continued. They were all curious about
the newcomers.
"Yes, too much," Luke smiled
at Mara, who did not return the smile, but at least she didn't glare at him.
"What do you teach?"
inquired Chakotay.
"Meditation, mostly,"
replied Luke smoothly.
"You teach students how to
meditate?" asked Harry. "That
sounds kinda..."
"Boring," put in Mara. Harry, Tom and B'Elanna agreed, but they
were surprised to hear Mara say it.
"I believe it sounds
fascinating," countered Tuvoc.
"I meditate on a daily basis."
"As do I, if at all
possible," added Chakotay.
"Perhaps you could show Tuvoc and me some of your techniques."
"I'd be glad to," grinned
Luke.
"Oh, please don't get him
started, at least not when I'm around," groaned Mara. "He can sit cross-legged in some trance
for hours."
"I take it you don't meditate
yourself, Mara," asked Chakotay.
"No, though it's not that Luke
hasn't pushed me to. I'd rather
exercise or dance to clear my mind."
"Maybe while these old
stuffed-shirts are sitting around in trances, the rest of us can do something
for exercise," put in B'Elanna.
"Do you play parrises squares?"
"Never heard of it, but I'm sure
I could learn," answered Mara.
"Hey, I like to exercise
too" Luke said.
"You'll just have to play the
winner," Mara challenged.
"After you're done m-e-d-i-t-a-t-i-n-g," dragging the word
out.
This time it was Luke who did the
frowning.
After lunch, Harry took Luke and Mara
to one of the science labs, where they began studying star charts, even
cross-referencing those from the Fire. From
Luke and Mara's own observations and the Fire's recorders, they determined the
anomoly disappeared immediately after depositing them in the Delta
Quadrant. A sensor sweep from Voyager
proved fruitless; there simply was nothing there. Several hours later, they were all feeling frustrated.
"This is hopeless," complained
Mara.
"We can't give up, honey," Luke
put in, emphasizing the last word. She
kicked him under the table, but Luke thought a sore shin was worth it. She had started this 'I'm his wife'
business.
Harry and Luke, with Seven of Nine's
help, spent day after day working on star charts, studying wormholes, anything
that might give them a clue. Mara,
meanwhile, spend most of her time showing off her ship to B'Elanna and Tom.
Luke woke early one morning. He stretched out his legs, hitting the arm
of the couch. For once, he was glad he
wasn't any taller.
"Computer, what time is it?"
"The time is 05:00."
Too early to get up. Too awake to go back to sleep. He turned on his right side, then shifted to
his left. Finally Luke sat up, rubbing
sleep from his eyes, running a hand through his tousled hair. 'I need a haircut,' he thought. A haircut?
Here he was, sitting in the dark, on an alien spacecraft, in an unknown
galaxy, and he was worried about needing a haircut? 'I must be losing my mind.'
Might as well get up. Go exercise. Something.
Luke rose, then realized his clothes
were in the bedroom. And the 'fresher
was off of the bedroom. The bedroom
where Mara was still sleeping.
He padded silently into the chamber,
then paused. Light from the common area
fell across Mara's face. She looked so
peaceful, so gentle, so... beautiful.
One slim bare arm rested on top of the covers.
Luke finally tore his gaze away and
turned toward the 'fresher.
"I could give you a haircut, if
you like," Luke heard from behind him.
Luke turned around slowly. He knew he hadn't been talking to himself
aloud.
"Uhh... Uhh...," he
stammered, "if you want to... I guess... okay."
Mara started to ease out of bed.
"Right now?" Luke blurted
out, grateful that she was at least wearing a sleeping shift.
"Sure, why not?" Mara stifled a yawn. "I'm awake, you're awake."
"I didn't mean to wake you,"
Luke apologized, as he located his tunic in the now illuminated room.
"I don't think you did," she
replied, wondering just what did wake her.
She saw Luke start to slip on the tunic.
"Don't," she touched his
arm. "It'll just get hair all over
it. Sit down here," she motioned,
as she pulled a stool into the 'fresher.
Luke warily took a seat.
"You have done this before,
haven't you?"
"No, not really. How hard can it be? I trim the ends of my own."
Luke started to get back up. "I think they have a barber on
board. I could just go there."
She pushed him back down. "Sit.
I promise not to scalp you."
She rummaged through her travel bag and withdrew a small vibro-clipper.
Mara laid one hand gently on his bare
shoulder. Whether to steady herself or
keep him from bolting, Luke wasn't sure, but a shiver ran down him
nevertheless.
"Now, let's see. Where should I start?" She slid the clipper next to his ear and
started in. Luke didn't dare move. There was a time when Mara Jade this close
to him with a potential weapon would have made him extremely nervous. But not anymore. Well, at least not for the same reason.
"Relax," Mara soothed.
"You're so tense."
Her fingertips trailed over his
shoulders as she moved in front of him.
Her sleeping shift wasn't quite see-through, but Luke thought it best he
shut his eyes anyway. He suddenly felt
self-conscious without his tunic. He
felt vulnerable. Why, he wasn't
sure. He'd occasionally gone shirtless
while teaching his students in the Yavin heat.
For some reason, this was different.
"How did you know I was thinking
about needing a haircut?" he asked, forcing himself to ignore the tickling
of the hair falling on his bare skin.
"I'm sure you were asleep before I came into the room." He'd have felt it if she'd been awake and
probing his mind.
"I don't know, really. I just... I guess I dreamed it."
"Ahh." That explained... nothing. How could she dream his thoughts?
"I wasn't eavesdropping on your
thoughts," she went on.
"I wasn't implying you
were."
"I know," she said
quietly. No argument. No snippy retort. Luke took a deep breath and tried to relax. He didn't get very far. His eyes flew open as Mara blew the loose
hairs off him. She stopped as his gaze
found hers. Time stood still for a
moment, then Mara straightened up.
"There, all done."
"Thanks."
"You'd better look in the mirror
before you thank me."
He stood and examined Mara's
handiwork, though he found his gaze shifting to the petite redhead behind him.
"Looks good," he
complimented her. The haircut did look good. The barber looked great.
She reached up to brush a stray lock
from his back, causing him to jump.
"I'm in your debt," he
managed to get out as he backed away slightly, which was difficult in the
decidedly close quarters of the 'fresher.
"Well, I'm not ready for a trim,
but I'll think of something," she winked.
He had to get out of there, before...
before...
Luke edged toward the doorway.
"Guess I better get
dressed," he stammered.
"Me, too."
Luke grabbed up his clothes and went out to the common
room. He decided to go visit the pool
for a swim, a nice cold swim.
Mara leaned against the counter. She picked up her brush and ran it
absent-mindedly through her long tresses.
Her offer to cut his hair had been innocent enough. At least in the beginning. Being that close to him was unnerving. She hadn't realized he was so muscular. She was glad he had his eyes closed most of
the time; he didn't see her gaze traveling up and down his physique. And the powerful aura surrounding him was
overwhelming. Why had she never felt it
this strongly before?
Mara shed her shift and stepped into
the bathing stall. Men weren't the only
ones who sometimes needed a cold shower.
By the end of their second week on Voyager, even the ever-optimistic
Jedi Master could see no solution to their dilemma. He sat sideways on their couch, staring at the datapad in his
hand. Mara sauntered into the room and
took a similar seat at the opposite end of the couch.
"You look pretty glum," she
observed, poking his bare foot with her own.
He glanced at her and laid the datapad down.
"Mara, we need to
talk." Mara could hear the
seriousness in his voice. He gazed into
her bright green eyes and sighed.
"I'll never give up, but I just don't know what else to do. I can't find any clue to the way home."
"So we're stuck here?"
"We don't have to stay on
Voyager. We could get on your ship and
just fly off. But in what
direction? Voyager has collected data
from every region they've visited here in the last four years. I've been reviewing it, looking for clues,
and so have Harry and Seven of Nine. I
don't think any world we could go to would be better equipped to help us than
Voyager has been."
Mara considered his words
carefully. "Then we may as well
stay here, for now. Captain Janeway
said we were welcome to stay as long as we want."
"I agree. But I think we should offer to take on duties. We can't expect to be treated like guests
indefinitely."
"I agree," replied Mara,
then looked at him strangely.
"This is eerie. We're
agreeing on more things in the last two weeks than we have in the last ten
years."
Luke laughed. "Well, to test that observation a little more, how much do
you think we should tell them about us?"
"Such as, we have Force powers,
you're a Jedi Master, and we're not really married? Things like that?"
"Precisely."
"What good would it do to tell
them now? Other than have them think we
can't be trusted?"
Luke nodded, but his thoughts were in
conflict. Jedi shouldn't lie. It went against everything he believed in
and what he taught his students.
Perhaps not revealing their Force powers wasn't really a lie, just an
omission. From a certain point of
view. But this business of pretending
to be married. Though Luke had never
come right out and called Mara his wife, he had went along with the ruse. Was that any different?
Mara could read his thoughts. She seemed to be getting better at that, the
more time they spent together, or maybe Luke was letting his guard down.
"I'm sorry I got you into that
one," she apologized. "If you
want, I'll confess to Captain Janeway, and we can get separate quarters."
Luke looked at her quite awhile before
answering. "No, let's leave things
the way they are, if it's all right with you.
They may question everything we say or do otherwise. Besides, I don't mind staying with you. Unless you're wanting to distance yourself
from me."
It was Mara's turn to stare at
him. "I want to stay with
you," came out in a rush. She took
a deep breath. "Anyway, if they
know we've been sharing these quarters, unmarried, they'll just assume that
we've been..., that we're..."
"Lovers?" Luke finished,
instantly wondering what made him say that.
It suddenly seemed to be getting very warm in the room. He hoped he wasn't blushing. Mara seemed to be uncharacteristically
speechless.
Luke got up from the sofa and started
pacing. "All right, we ask the
Captain if we can stay, and we ask to join the duty roster." He stopped and looked at Mara. "What do you think?"
She had been thinking 'he's cute when
he's nervous,' and then 'why in the worlds am I thinking that?' She was glad she had all her barriers up.
"Sounds fine." This conversation definitely needed a new
direction. "Do you have a job in
mind for yourself, if the Captain gives us a choice?"
Luke relaxed visibly. "I was thinking that Neelix could use
help in the galley."
Mara groaned, but was smiling at
him. "Just what we need, swamp
stew every night."
"So what about you?" Luke
asked.
"Maybe something in engineering," she replied
thoughtfully.
"Well, we'll go see the Captain
in the morning. I guess if we're going
to be stranded, this isn't a bad place to be."
Mara yawned. "I think I'll turn in."
Luke impulsively reached down and
squeezed her hand. "Goodnight,
Mara."
She headed into the bedroom, as it was
her turn. Mara hadn't allowed him to
take the sofa shift every night when he had offered. "Goodnight, Luke," Mara whispered.
Neither one of them got much sleep
that night, each lost in their own thoughts, and all those thoughts were
centered on the person in the adjoining room.
After breakfast the next morning, Luke
and Mara requested permission to see the Captain. They entered her ready room at the time appointed them.
"What can I do for you two?"
Captain Janeway inquired, as she motioned for them to sit. "Harry tells me you haven't had much
luck in finding your galaxy in any of the star charts."
"No, we haven't," Luke
replied. "And that's why we're
here. We have two favors to ask."
"Go on," the Captain
invited.
"You've been very generous so
far, allowing us to stay here, and we are grateful," began Luke. The Captain nodded, but remained silent as
Luke continued. "When we first
arrived, you said we were welcome to stay as long as we wanted. We were hoping that offer still stood,"
Luke said as he glanced sideways at Mara.
"Of course," smiled Captain
Janeway. "All of us are glad to
have you. As I said, we'd like to learn
more about your galaxy. And the other
favor?"
Mara spoke up, "We'd like to join
the duty roster. We feel like we're
taking charity from you. We want to
pull our own weight."
"Well, I don't want you to think
we ever considered you charity. But I
can see that neither of you is the type to want to sit around while others are
working. So I will grant your request. Did you have any preferences to the type of
assignments?"
Luke nodded at Mara, so she went
first. "I've been observing
B'Elanna in engineering, and I worked for awhile as a hyperdrive mechanic. I thought perhaps I could be of some use
there."
"I see," the Captain
responded. "And you," she
turned to Luke.
"My idea isn't quite so
technically oriented," Luke began.
"I've noticed that Neelix seems extremely busy in the galley at
meal times. I would be glad to help
him. Of course, any tasks you assign
would be fine."
Janeway smiled at that. "I believe that's an excellent
idea. I've never had anyone volunteer
for K.P. before."
"K.P.?" Luke was puzzled.
"Kitchen Patrol. Old Earth military term. And Mara, we'll see what we can do about
your request." She tapped her comm
badge. "Commander Chakotay, please
report to my ready room."
"At once, Captain," came the
reply. Chakotay entered a fewmoments
later.
"Commander, the Skywalkers have
requested placement on our duty roster, and I see no reason to deny that
request," Janeway smiled.
"They even had some ideas, which I'll let them explain to you. Will you please see that they are assigned
appropriate tasks, and on the same shifts?"
"Of course, Captain,"
Chakotay responded.
"Well, Luke and Mara, welcome to
Voyager's crew. At least until you find
a way home."
Luke shook her hand. "Thank you, Captain. We appreciate everything you and your crew
have done for us."
"You're welcome," replied
Janeway, smiling.
"If you'll follow me, we'll go
check out the duty roster," said Chakotay as he ushered them out.
Luke's request for mess hall duty met
with surprise and immediate approval.
Neelix could indeed use the help.
There were no actual openings in engineering, though.
"The Doctor could use assistance
in sickbay however," Chakotay explained.
Mara's face paled, but she heard in
her mind, *These people are doing us a great favor just in allowing us to
stay. We can't act too picky.*
"That would be...acceptable,"
Mara acquiesced. "Though I've not
had any formal medical training."
Mara's expression didn't escape
Chakotay's notice. "How about you
spend half a shift in sickbay, training with the Doctor, and the other half as
an engineering intern, learning from B'Elanna."
Mara's face brightened. "That sounds fine, Commander. When should we start?"
"There's no time like the
present. I'd like you, Luke, to work in
the mess hall 11:00 to 19:00. That will
cover the lunch and dinner meals, when Neelix is the busiest."
"Very well," Luke
acknowledged.
"And Mara, I'll have you work in
engineering from 11:00 to 15:00, then in sickbay from 15:00 to 19:00. Of course, you'll both have time off for meals
yourself."
"Sounds fine," Mara replied.
"Then I'll go make arrangements
with Neelix, the doctor, and
Lt.
Torres. Be at your stations at
11:00."
"Aye, aye, Commander, and thank
you again," Luke answered.
11:00 found Luke and Mara at their
assigned duty stations. Luke plunged
right in, following Neelix's directions in preparing and serving that day's
entrée. He'd always enjoyed doing "real
world" labor, as he called it.
Even growing up on Tatooine, he really didn't mind working with his
hands, tinkering with ships and
droids
and landspeeders, despite his rounds of whining and complaining to his Uncle
Owen. He even liked helping Beru in the
kitchen. She had instilled in him an
appreciation of the art of creating palatable dishes out of what little they
could grow. That skill had sustained
him during his years of bachelorhood.
But he was seldom allowed in the Academy's kitchens; Tionne and the
other teachers thought it was undignified for a Jedi Master, the only Jedi
Master, to be cooking and serving up swamp stew. So Luke immersed himself in the delight of working with his
hands, amid the joy of anonymity.
Mara, meanwhile, was also enjoying
herself. B'Elanna took her from station
to station, giving her a preliminary overview of the general workings of the
engineering department. Mara learned
that many of Voyager's systems were not much different than those of ships in
her galaxy. The only thing that
troubled her was when she suddenly realized she was looking forward to sharing
her newfound knowledge with Luke.
About 13:00, B'Elanna suggested they
take a lunch break. As they entered the
mess hall, Mara noticed Luke behind the counter and smiled. He looked happy and content, more relaxed
than she'd ever seen him in the ten years she'd known him. He had carried the weight of the galaxy on
his shoulders ever since becoming a Jedi, and it showed in the troubled lines
on his face. Now those lines had all
but disappeared.
Luke glanced over and saw Mara
watching him. He smiled and waved. He found Mara, well, absolutely
captivating. Though she'd probably kill
him to hear him thinking such a thing.
And she'd actually been friendly toward him in the last two weeks.
Neelix came up beside Luke. "You, my friend, are one lucky
man," observed Neelix, as he followed Luke's gaze.
"What?" Luke was startled
out of his reverie.
"You have a beautiful wife who is
enamored with you."
"Mara?" Luke was surprised.
"Of course. I can see it in her eyes. She's proud of you, proud to be your wife,
and completely in love with you."
Luckily for Luke, Mara and B'Elanna
reached the counter by then, saving Luke from having to reply.
"Hi, there," Mara greeted him. "You look like you're having fun back
there."
"Uh, yes, I am," stammered
Luke. He couldn't keep Neelix's words
out of his mind, and he was careful to keep his mental barriers up.
"You can take a break now,
Luke," Neelix was saying to him.
"Go join your wife for lunch."
Luke glanced at his 'boss.' "Thanks."
Luke filled a plate for himself and
joined Mara and B'Elanna at their table.
Soon Tom ambled over and sat opposite B'Elanna.
Mara launched into a detailed
description of everything she'd learned.
Luke fixated on her face, though he was finding it hard to concentrate
on what she was saying. Neelix's
earlier comments had shaken him. He
knew it couldn't be true, of course.
Mara could never love him. No, it
was ridiculous.
"Luke? Luke?" Mara reached
over and swatted him on the arm.
"Are you listening to me?"
"Sure, Mara, of course I
am."
"So what did I just say?"
Luke gave her a blank look.
"Just as I thought," though
amazingly she looked more amused than angry.
"I asked if you were ready to learn to play parrises squares. Tom and B'Elanna challenged us to a match
tonight."
"I guess so. All right, sure," Luke answered, as he
took in the grins on Tom and B'Elanna's faces.
*Where is your mind today?* he heard
Mara ask him silently. *Did something
happen I need to know about?*
*No,* He thought back quickly. *Not at all.*
Mara gave him a strange look.
"Meet me here for dinner at the
end of your last shift?" Luke asked her, trying to change the subject.
"Okay," she answered, still
wondering what had gotten into him.
Mara and B'Elanna headed back to
engineering.
"Luke seemed a little distracted
at lunch," commented B'Elanna.
"So I noticed."
"But it's still obvious how much
in love with you he is. He's really got
you on some pedestal."
Mara suddenly stopped walking. "It is? He does?"
B'Elanna laughed. "Of course. He's your husband. This
is a good thing."
"I know, I know. He's just, uh, he's usually shy about
showing his feelings in public. Don't
say anything to him."
"All right," B'Elanna
shrugged.
Now it was Mara who was distracted the
rest of the afternoon, even during her training sessions with the doctor. How could B'Elanna even imagine something
like that? She doubted Luke would ever
love again, after Callista. This was
definitely the most ridiculous thing she had ever heard.
When Mara reached the mess hall just
after 19:00, Luke was already seated at a small table waiting on her. After collecting her tray she sat down
opposite him.
"Hi," he said warmly.
"Hi yourself."
"How did the sickbay training
go?"
"All right." Mara tried to sense any abnormal emotions
coming from him, but he was keeping his barriers up tight and his gaze locked
onto his tray of food.
"So what time is this parrises
squares match?"
"In an hour. So eat light."
Luke just nodded. The rest of the meal was mostly silent, each
of them lost in their own thoughts.
After dinner, they retreated to their
room, changed clothes, and headed to the recreation level. Both were secretly glad for this
diversion. It would have been awkward
sitting in their room alone together.
Luke quickly picked up on how the game
was played. He and Mara were giving Tom
and B'Elanna a run for their credits, even without using the Force. The tense moments from earlier had all but
disappeared.
Serve, slam, return, serve. The match continued for over an hour.
"Mine!" Luke shouted, as
B'Elanna returned his serve.
"I've got it!" Mara called,
as Tom miraculously returned Luke's volley.
The disk ricocheted off the ceiling, then the wall, unfortunately in a
different direction than Mara was anticipating. She just missed making the return.
"Game and match!" shouted
Tom triumphantly.
"Can I help it I have a partner
as slow as a Hutt?" Luke laughed.
"Who are you calling a
Hutt?" Mara rejoined, laughing just as hard. With that, she unexpectantly jumped on Luke's back, wrapping her
arms around his neck and her legs around his waist.
"Am I as heavy as a Hutt, too?" she kidded him, as he
pretended to stagger under her weight.
Tom and B'Elanna were doubled over in
laughter, even though they had no idea what a Hutt was.
Caught up in the fun mood, Mara leaned
around to the side of Luke's head.
"Hutts have long tongues, remember," she said, then promptly
licked his ear. Nearly dropping her in
surprise, he fell to his knees and they both rolled on the floor in mirth.
Luke found himself lying on top of
her, their faces inches apart.
They
stared at each other for what seemed like an eternity, until they suddenly
remembered Tom and B'Elanna were still present. Luke scrambled to his feet, then helped Mara up. Mara glanced over at their victorious
opponents. "We'll get you next
time," she challenged, though she wanted to hide in embarrassment.
"Sure," B'Elanna answered,
"and then we want a full description of what a Hutt looks like."
Mara grabbed Luke's hand and
practically dragged him out of the court. "Goodnight," he called over
his shoulder. "Looks like we're
leaving." She let go of his hand
as soon as they were alone in the corridor, but didn't speak.
"That was fun," Luke
commented, trying to get a response out of her. Mara fumed.
"Not another word," she ordered him, and wisely he
complied. What in the stars had come
over her? She couldn't even think of
any way to blame this on him.
When they reached their quarters, Luke
showered first, while Mara fixed herself some herbal tea, hoping it would calm
her and wishing she had something stronger.
When Luke was finished in the 'fresher, Mara brushed past him without a
word. The shower seemed to relax her,
thankfully, as the tea had not. When
she emerged, she found Luke standing near their large window, staring out at
the stars. He glanced over as she
entered the room. They both wore
loose-fitting sleep attire, were barefoot, with damp hair, though his tended to
dry much faster than her long thick mane.
Not wishing to remind her of anything
to do with the parrises squares match, Luke brought up a subject he had been
pondering on in recent days.
"Mara, have you wondered what is
happening back home? I assume time is
continuing on just like it is here."
She came over and stood next to him, grateful for something
else to think about.
"I'm sure it is. We've been gone nearly three weeks. That would make us two and a half weeks
overdue at the Academy."
"Did anyone there know exactly
when you were coming?" Luke asked.
"Well, no, but they were
expecting me by the beginning of classes.
How about you?"
"Same here. They probably thought I was coming on the
supply shuttle, but that would have landed over a week ago. I suspect they have contacted Coruscant by
now," he mused. "Leia must be
frantic. I can't sense her, so I know
she can't sense me."
"Do you think they've sent a
search party?" Mara wondered
aloud. "For you, that is. No one would bother searching for me."
"Mara, that's not true. I'm sure they're looking for both of
us. Unless they think we just ran off
together," he winked.
"Oh, I'm sure that was Leia's
first thought. She doesn't like me or
trust me." Mara sighed. "Karrde is somewhere in the Outer Rim
by now. No, no one else would even
notice I'm gone. No one would ever miss
me."
Luke turned and took her hand. "I would miss you," he said
softly. "And I would never stop
searching for you." He reached up
slowly with his other hand and cupped her cheek.
"I'm glad you're here with
me," she whispered. She gazed deep
into his eyes, then laid her hand lightly on his chest. "If I have to be stuck in another
galaxy, there's no one I'd rather be stuck with." Her admission surprised even herself,
but
somehow it felt right.
Luke's only reply was to lean over and
gently kiss her on the lips. When he
leaned back, Mara tightened her grip on his tunic and pulled him closer. He let go of her hand and encircled her
waist instead. This time the kiss was
deep and prolonged. Mara relished the
feel of him as her own hands traveled up and down his sides and back. He was trembling, and then she realized she
was too. His lips moved to her neck as
he ran his fingers through her hair.
Luke gently pulled Mara to the floor,
his lips never leaving her. The desire
in him swelled as he felt her soft, warm body beneath him. He was overcome with the sensuality of her.
Mara, for her part, could not believe this was the same Luke
Skywalker
she had known for ten years. He was
both strong and tender at the same time, caressing her with his gentle touch
and soft lips.
Eventually they rolled over and she
lay on top of him with her head on his chest.
Mara could hear Luke's strong heartbeat as he held her tightly and
stroked her hair. Neither spoke, but
both had the same thoughts. How far
were they going to take this?
Finally Mara broke the silence. "It's your turn to have the bedroom
tonight," she whispered, though she didn't think she could bear to be that
far apart from him.
Luke obviously felt the same way, as
he whispered back, "I would be
honored if you would join me."
Mara raised her head and nodded,
"I accept."
They both got to their feet, then Luke
scooped her into his arms.
"Are you sure?" he said
quietly. He didn't want to pressure
her.
"I don't think I've ever been so
sure of anything in my life," she answered, thinking that if he tried to
back down now, her hold-out blaster was still hidden in her gear.
Entering the bedroom, he set her down
next to the bed. Mara reached out and
removed his tunic, and he returned the favor, pulling her nightgown off her. Mara noted he was not blushing, as she had
expected him to do. He lightly caressed
her, as she removed his pants.
Luke used the Force to pull back the
covers and they eased onto the bed.
Their lovemaking was slow and gentle, as neither wanted to rush the
experience. Afterwards, they drifted
off to sleep in each other's arms.
Luke awoke first the next morning,
feeling slightly disoriented. Why was there hair in his mouth? Suddenly his eyes flew open and he
cautiously reached out next to him. So
it hadn't been a dream!
Mara stirred at his touch and turned
over to face him. She popped open one
eye, then abruptly sat up in bed, clutching the covers around her.
Luke smiled up at her. "Good morning. I had the same reaction when I woke up just
now," he chuckled.
Mara lay back down and eased over
closer to him. She reached up and
brushed the hair away from his face.
"Well, I guess we've gone and done it now," she observed. "I suppose there's no turning
back."
A shadow of a frown crossed Luke's
face. "Did you want to turn
back?"
"Never," Mara replied
firmly. "I'm not letting you
go."
They spent the next several hours
talking, touching, kissing, caressing, making love, and getting to know one
another in ways they had never imagined.
"We have to get up and get ready
for our duty shifts, you know," Luke said reluctantly. He swung his legs over the side of the bed
and wrapped one of the covers around himself.
Mara smiled at his modesty.
"You know, I'm seeing a whole new
side of you, Skywalker," she laughed.
"Would that be the front side or
the back side? To the best of my
knowledge, both sides should be new to you, madam."
"Um, perhaps I need another
look," she teased, as she used the Force to yank off the cover around him.
Luke lifted up one side of the sheet
that still covered Mara. "I've been enjoying some new scenery
myself." He flung the sheet back
and levitated the shrieking Mara into his arms.
"Join me for a shower?" Luke
invited.
"Yes, I believe I could use
someone to wash my back," Mara acknowledged.
When they reached the shower, Luke set
her down carefully.
"You're a beautiful woman, Mara,
both inside and out," Luke said softly.
He wasn't gazing at her perfect body though, he was looking deeply into
her eyes, those endless emerald pools.
He traced her lips with his finger, then her cheekbones and forehead.
"I love you, Mara," he
whispered.
Mara froze. She could
feel the sincerity that poured forth from him.
These were not words he took lightly.
These were words he'd only spoken to one other woman in his life, a
woman who had then broken his heart.
How much courage had it taken him to finally say these words to someone
new?
Mara started to speak, not sure what
she was even going to reply. Luke put a
finger against her lips.
"You don't have to say anything
now."
Mara gratefully remained silent, a
thousand thoughts running through her mind, none of them coherent. Luke kissed her gently, but did not speak
again.
After their shower they dressed in
silence, both stealing awkward glances at the other. Finally, Luke gave Mara a hug.
"C'mon, Mrs. Skywalker, we don't want to be late for work."
Part
II
Later
that day:
Luke smiled openly when he saw Mara
enter the mess hall for lunch. This
time she came alone. He fixed them each
a plate of salad greens and joined her at a small side table. He gave her a lingering kiss before sitting
down.
"I've missed you all
morning," Luke began, not taking his eyes off her face.
"I can tell," Mara smirked,
"and so can the entire mess hall."
Luke leaned back in mild
embarrassment, as he realized they had become the center of attention. Mara smiled slightly as she felt Luke direct
everyone's thoughts away from them.
"Should I meet you here for
dinner?" Mara continued.
"I was thinking, if it's all
right with you, I would bring something back to our room for dinner."
"Hmm, dinner for two, alone. I think I like the idea," Mara agreed.
After a few minutes of silence, Mara
spoke up. "Luke, you don't think
we're, well, rushing things, do you?"
Luke looked at her in surprise, but
the thought had crossed his mind too.
"We've known each other ten years.
I hardly think we could be accused of rushing anything."
"I know, I know. But last night just seemed
so...sudden."
Luke squeezed her hand and
nodded. "Maybe we just needed to
be by ourselves, away from trading runs and academies and New Republic
politics..."
"And sisters and brothers-in-law
and smuggling bosses," Mara continued.
"Who knows, we might have gotten together years ago."
"Do you really think we were
ready years ago? Maybe it was our
destiny to wait until now," Luke mused.
"You think everything that
happens to you is your destiny," Mara kidded him.
"Don't you?"
"I don't believe in destiny, or
fate, controlling my life." She
looked him square in the eye. "But
I believe in us."
Luke's only reply was to squeeze her
hand again.
Late that afternoon found Mara in
sickbay, carrying out the second half of her duty shift.
"Mara, would you please bring me
those paradol samples?" asked the Doctor.
"Of course, Doctor," she
replied. "Doctor, there's
something I would like to ask you about.
Something personal."
"Go ahead. I am programmed for the strictest
doctor-patient confidentiality."
"Well, it's nothing that
serious. It's just that, Luke and I,
well, we expected to be home weeks ago, so we ran out of..." Mara was finding this rather
embarrassing. "We seem to be in
need of some type of birth control. Is
it possible...?"
"No problem at all," the
Doctor replied. "Believe it or
not, that is needed on this ship on occasion."
The Doctor outlined to her the various
methods available. She chose a
hypospray that was effective for one month.
"As soon as you finish your next
menstrual cycle, you simply come in for another injection. There are no side effects, and you may stop
whenever you're ready to have children."
Mara nodded. Ready to have children.
Mara had never, before now, considered such a possibility.
"I do need to administer a
pregnancy test before giving the first injection," the Doctor was
continuing. "If you'll have a
seat?"
Mara sat as the Doctor ran a scan over
her. What if she was already...? What would Luke think? What would they do?
"The results are negative,"
the Doctor was saying, jolting Mara out of her reverie. "I'll prepare the hypospray."
"Thank you, Doctor." Mara exhaled the breath she hadn't realized
she'd been holding. Perhaps she should
have talked this over with Luke. But
surely he wouldn't object. Even with
all of his 'happy family' fantasies, they both knew they weren't ready to start
making babies.
The rest of the afternoon, Mara let
her mind drift to her relationship with Luke.
Relationship? Is that what they
were in? An hour ago, she was asking
the Doctor for birth control. Yesterday
she was denying the idea that he could possibly be interested in her, and now
she was anticipating sleeping with him on a regular basis.
This can't be happening, Mara
thought. Why did he have to say he
loved her? She didn't want to be
anyone's lover, least of all his.
Mara felt herself panicking. And Mara Jade did not panic. This was all Skywalker's fault. It was like he cast a spell over her. She was no longer in control, which
infuriated her the more she thought about it.
She would not let Luke Skywalker control her life. Period.
She would break it off tonight. That's all there was to it. Maybe they should even get separate
quarters. What's this 'maybe' business? Of course they should. It was time for this being married charade
to stop. Mara resolutely ignored the
voice inside her that kept telling her she'd be miserable without him.
At 19:00 Mara headed for their
quarters. She was greeted by her
smiling 'pretend' husband. He had
dinner waiting on the small table in front of the couch.
"That actually smells good,"
she said truthfully. "Just let me
change clothes."
When Mara returned, she found Luke
pouring them glasses of what looked like wine.
"Synthesized Chablis," he
explained. "A gift from
Neelix."
"Not bad," Mara commented as
she took a sip. They sat on pillows on
the floor, leaning against the couch.
Mara began picking at her food with her fork. Why did it have to taste this good? Why did he have to be so good at everything? Why did he have to be so nice to her? Mara suddenly felt Luke prodding her mind. She looked up to see him staring at her.
"Stay out of my head," she
ordered sharply.
Luke blinked in surprise.
"What's the matter? I thought we ..."
"You thought wrong," she
snapped.
Luke was taken aback. What had happened between lunch and now?
Mara set her fork down harder than she
intended. "This is happening too
fast, Skywalker. I'm not ready. I may never be ready."
"You seemed ready last
night." Gods, what a thing to say
to her.
"You took me by surprise.
I didn't expect you to be so ... so forward."
Mara could feel the turmoil going
through Luke, the disappointment.
"Listen, Skywalker, it just
wouldn't work. We're too
different."
"I don't think we're so
different."
"You just don't get it, do
you? You think just because you're some
hero of the galaxy that I should be grateful you decided to favor me with your
attention."
"Mara, I would never
..." How could he have misjudged
their relationship so badly?
"For all you know, you could've
knocked me up last night."
"What?!"
"It's not like you did anything
to prevent it."
"Mara, I ...," Luke stopped
suddenly, as realization of her last comment dawned on him.
"I had to go to the doctor and ask for birth
control," she continued accusingly.
"Then you're not ...?"
"No, no thanks to you."
"Mara, I'm sorry. It's just been so long since I've ..."
"And you assume I sleep with men all
the time?" she interrupted.
"Of course not."
"Just leave me alone."
"If that's what you truly
want."
"Yes, it's what I want."
"Then why did you get birth
control to use?" he asked quietly.
Mara blinked back angry tears and
turned away from him.
"Mara?" he prodded, gently
touching her shoulder.
She shrugged him off, burying her face
in her hands.
"You know I would never force
myself on you. So why...?"
"Because ... because
..." Mara was sobbing by now. "Because I'm in love with you,
too."
He gently turned her around,
enveloping her in a loving hug.
"I'm so scared, Luke," she
cried into his shoulder. "Being
with you scares me. I don't know if I
can do this."
Luke stroked her hair. "I'm scared too, Mara," he
whispered.
He lifted her chin and brushed away
the tears streaming down her cheeks.
Why did he have to go and blurt out that he loved her this morning? He should have waited. And why did he have to brush her off when
she voiced her concern about their rushing things?
"I'm sorry, Luke," Mara was
saying. "I didn't mean to say
those awful things about you."
"I know. And I'm sorry you had to ask for the birth
control on your own. It was
irresponsible of me. You'd think a
grown man would know better."
"Shhh. We're in this together, remember?" Mara clung to him tightly.
"Luke, tonight, can you just hold me?"
"I could hold you forever."
The next morning, Luke rose quietly, went out to the common
room and sat down to meditate. He would
not push Mara. He wondered if that was
why Callista left him. Maybe she felt
pressured. He didn't want to make that
same mistake with Mara.
He loved Mara deeply, and for now, it was enough just to know she
loved him. He would be patient. He smiled to himself as he remembered Yoda's
words from long ago -- 'The boy has no patience.' Well, he wasn't a boy anymore.
After awhile, Luke felt Mara enter the
room and sit next to him. She stretched
one arm across his shoulders, laying her head against him.
"I remember the first time you
put your arm across my shoulders," he reminisced. "Course you were also poking your
blaster into the side of my head."
"Didn't pull the trigger, though,
did I?"
He just shook his head, and they sat
there in silence, both relishing the comfortable feeling of just being
together.
Luke and Mara resumed their platonic
relationship for the next several days.
They used the time to deepen their friendship and come to grips with
their new involvement.
Finally, at lunch one day, Mara asked
Luke subtly, "So, what does Neelix have on the dinner menu tonight?"
"Boiled peckfish, I
believe."
Mara made a face, then continued,
"Perhaps you could fix us something different and bring it home. How about what you made last time?"
Luke looked at her in surprise. They had rarely spoken of that night. "Sure, if you like. We still have that bottle of wine to go with
it."
"Perfect."
A sense of deja-vu came over Mara as
she entered their quarters that evening, though this time Luke had their meal
set out on their small dining table.
After Mara changed into the closest thing she had to
comfortable loungewear, Luke pulled out a chair for her.
"This really is delicious, you
know," Mara complimented him.
"Perhaps you could teach me to make it sometime, or do I not want
to know what's in here?"
Mara wants to learn to cook? he
thought skeptically. "Secret
recipe, but I guess I can share my secrets with you," he winked.
They continued on with small talk,
discussing each other's afternoon.
"Do you suppose this is how
normal people live when they get married?" Mara wondered aloud.
"Now what makes you think I know
anything about normal people? I haven't
felt normal since I left Tatooine."
"I don't remember ever feeling
normal."
"Maybe we'll both have a chance
now, while we're on this ship."
After dinner, they settled themselves
on the couch.
"Luke, do you ever wish you could
turn back time?"
"How far back did you have in
mind?"
"To our first night together, or
rather, the next day. "She intertwined her hand with his. "I know I told you that morning I never
wanted to turn back in our relationship.
I've changed my mind. Can we redo the rest of that day? Pretend it never happened?"
Luke reached out and cupped her
face. "We can't deny it happened,
but it doesn't have to affect the rest of our lives. "He gave her a
half-smile. "I won't mention it
again if you won't."
"Deal."
Luke cautiously kissed the palms of
her hands. He drew her close and gently
brushed her lips.
"Make love to me, Luke,"
Mara whispered.
*Yes* she heard in her mind.
Luke drew her closer and kissed her
again. Suddenly the past few days were
forgotten as their arms encircled each other and their tongues seemed to want
to trade places. Ten years of pent-up
emotions gushed forth from both of them.
They barely made it to the bedroom, and once there, practically ripped
each other's clothes off. This would
not be the slow, gentle lovemaking of their previous night together. 'A Jedi Knows No Passion' flew right out the
porthole. They were consumed with
desire, and they would not be denied.
The next day, B'Elanna looked up as
Mara rushed in. "You just made
it," she commented as she glanced at the chrono.
"Sorry," Mara mumbled.
"I came by your room about an
hour ago to see if you wanted a cup of coffee before work, but no one answered
your door."
"I guess I was in the shower
about then."
"Oh, and where was Luke off to
already? I didn't see him in the mess
hall."
"He was home, with me."
B'Elanna gave her a strange look. "You were both in the shower?"
Mara hoped she wasn't blushing. "Well, actually...”
"Never mind, I don't want to
know," B'Elanna said as she held up a hand to silence Mara. "And it's none of my business."
Mara exhaled gratefully. She'd never engaged in girl talk about a man
before, and didn't feel ready to start now.
This conversation definitely needed a new subject. "How about you show me more about the
warp core?"
Luke had sprinted to the mess hall in
record time.
"There you are!" Neelix boomed. "I thought I was going to have to cook by myself
today."
"Sorry. I guess we
overslept." Luke couldn't suppress
the grin on his face.
"Until 11:00?" Neelix laughed. "You seem to be in an awfully good mood. Ah, young love is a wonderful thing."
"It certainly is," Luke
agreed. "I haven't felt this
relaxed in years. Being on Voyager is
like being on a second honeymoon.
Actually, we never had much of a first one."
"Well, then, by all means, enjoy
it, my friend," Neelix smiled. "Though I would have thought a
meditation teacher would be relaxed all the time."
Luke stopped. "Well, uh, with Mara always gone on
trading runs, things were sometimes a little strained."
"I see," Neelix answered,
though he had the feeling Luke was hiding something.
Luke suppressed the urge to listen in
on Neelix's thoughts, as Neelix seemed to be mulling over Luke's explanation.
"What are we cooking today?"
Luke asked, as he attempted to change the subject.
*Things going as well for you as they
are for me?* Luke heard in his head.
*I think we should give them something
to talk about every morning* he replied to Mara.
*In your dreams, flyboy*
Luke smiled to himself. *See you at lunch, my beautiful
dream-come-true.*
When Mara entered the mess hall a few
hours later, Luke was already waiting for her at what had become 'their table.'
"How has your morning been going?" he asked.
"You mean besides admitting we
were both in the shower and couldn't hear the door chime when B'Elanna came by this
morning?" Mara frowned, but didn't
really seem too upset. "How about
your day?"
"Okay, except for explaining how
I was nearly late because we both overslept."
"Well, we'll just have to get up
earlier tomorrow."
"I know, I promised Tuvoc I'd
meditate with him in the morning."
"You should have plenty to
meditate about," Mara winked at him wickedly.
Luke reached over and took her free
hand. "I just hope I don't get so
absorbed in a trance I start levitating off the floor."
Mara laughed lightly. "Concentrate, you must
concentrate," she said in her best Yoda imitation, causing Luke to
chuckle.
"Mara," Luke turned serious
now, "I feel things are going to be fine between us from now on."
"Jedi intuition?"
Luke shrugged, smiling. "Perhaps."
"Then I must be a Jedi, because I
have the same feeling."
Indeed, only two Jedi could make love
mentally in the middle of a crowded dining hall.
The next morning, Luke awoke first
again. Darn farmer's chrono, he
thought. He was giving the still
sleeping Mara a gentle hug when his early morning appointment occurred to him. He checked the time and leapt out of
bed. When he came out of the shower,
Mara was looking at him. She remembered
his meditation date with Tuvoc.
"Remember me when you're in that
trance," she teased him.
"How can I think of anything
else?" he replied, as he leaned over and gave her a kiss. Luke left quickly, before the temptation to
just get back into bed got any stronger.
"Enter," Luke heard as he
pushed Tuvoc's door chime. The quarters
he entered seemed rather sparse, then he realized they reminded him of his own
back home.
"Good morning, Commander,"
Luke greeted his host.
"Thank you for coming, Mr.
Skywalker," Tuvoc replied.
"Please call me Luke."
"As you wish," Tuvoc
replied, though it went against his nature to be so informal.
They seated themselves on the floor,
cross-legged.
"How would you like to
begin?" Luke asked tentatively.
"Perhaps you could go through the
basic concepts of meditation as you would to your beginning students, and I
will compare these concepts to my own methods."
"All right," Luke said
slowly. Why did he ever agree to
this? He wasn't sure if he could
explain anything without using the concept of the Force. Well, he'd just have to give it a try. No, he would do.
"Let's close our eyes," he
began, "and take several deep breaths. Let your body relax. Clear your mind. For now, there is no Voyager, noStarfleet, no Delta
Quadrant. There is only the sound of my
voice. Relax. Relax," Luke's soothing voice emphasized.
The thought crossed Luke's mind that
Tuvoc may have invited him here only to disprove his claim to be a meditation
teacher. He would just have to do his
best.
"Open yourself to the power of
your mind," Luke continued, careful not to say power of the Force. "Now choose one thing, or one person,
to concentrate on." Luke felt
Tuvoc think of his wife.
"Good. Now think only of her face, her features. Her expression the last time you saw her. Let her strength flow through you. Let it fill you."
Luke continued in this manner for some
time.
"Now, it is time to come back to
this room. Back to Voyager. Back to Starfleet. I want you to open your eyes now, Tuvoc."
Tuvoc's eyes fluttered open. "That was very relaxing. But tell me, how did you know I was thinking
of my wife?"
Oops!
Luke had to think fast.
"Neelix told me you were married.
I imagine everyone on this ship thinks a great deal about their loved
ones back home."
"I see," Tuvoc replied, in
his usual deadpan voice.
"Perhaps you could show me some
of the things you do when you meditate," Luke suggested.
Tuvoc retrieved an old-fashioned wax
candle in a candleholder and set it on the floor between them. He lit it with a small incendiary device.
"I have found, with enough concentration,
I am able to make the flame flicker."
"Fascinating," Luke
encouraged him. "Please
proceed."
Luke thought of how he had used this
same exercise with his beginning students.
Some things were the same even galaxies apart.
Tuvoc closed his eyes briefly, then slowly opened them and
stared at the flame. It began to
flicker, almost imperceptibly at first, then stronger.
After a few moments Tuvoc exhaled, and
the flame stilled.
"That is very good. It takes a well-controlled mind to be able
to manipulate objects," Luke praised.
"All Vulcans have highly
controlled minds. It is the foundation
of our society." Tuvoc nodded at
the flame. "Do you, Luke, have the
ability to move the flame with your mind?"
Luke hesitated. Of course he could make the candle dance
through the air with no effort whatsoever.
But that wasn't an option right now.
Surely, however, it wouldn't hurt to exercise as much mind control as
Tuvoc had just demonstrated.
Luke didn't reply out loud, but instead fixed his gaze on the
candle. The flame seemed to grow
brighter, then moved in a circular motion in one direction, then stopped and moved
in the opposite direction. Tuvoc's eyes
widened, and Luke thought he had gone far enough. Perhaps too far. The
flame returned to its original position, and Luke raised his eyes to
Tuvoc. "The mind is a powerful
object," he stated simply.
"Indeed, most impressive,"
Tuvoc bestowed a rare compliment.
"I would be grateful if you could teach me your methods of
control."
"Of course. But I seem to have run out of time this
morning. My shift starts shortly."
Luke excused himself and left
hurriedly. He had the sudden feeling
that Mara would not approve of what he had just done. He hoped she was not paying attention to his thoughts this
morning. With luck, she had gone back
to sleep.
Luke continued on to the mess hall and
had just about put the candle flame incident out of his mind. After several hours, Mara and B'Elanna
entered. As Luke happened to be busy at
the moment, they joined Chakotay and Tuvoc, who had also just arrived.
"Wasn't it this morning that you
were going to share meditation techniques with Luke?" Chakotay was asking
Tuvoc. "How did that go?"
Mara's ears perked up.
"Very well," Tuvoc
replied. "I found many of his
methods to be very helpful. And he has
an extremely controlled mind. Do you
recall, Commander, that exercise I do with the candle flame? Luke was able to make the flame grow
brighter, and then have it move in a controlled circular pattern. I have not seen that kind of mind power
since Kes left."
Mara couldn't believe her ears. "Excuse me," she interrupted
Tuvoc. "Did you say Luke moved a
candle flame around, with his mind?"
"Yes, that is correct. Were you not aware what your husband is
capable of?"
"Yes, I am," she replied
coldly. "And he is aware what I am
capable of."
Mara got up quickly and marched back
to the kitchen area. B'Elanna and the
others watched in astonishment as Mara grabbed Luke by the hair and pulled him
off to one side.
"Ouch!" Luke protested. "What are you doing?"
"What is wrong with you?"
Mara said in a low and menacing voice.
"What are you talking
about?" Luke kept his voice equally low.
"I'm talking about your little
dancing candle flame trick.
Aren't
you the one who wanted to keep our powers a secret? So the first chance you get, you start moving things with your
mind?" Mara emphasized her point
by poking him in the chest. She was
hopping mad. Luke managed to pull her
farther out of anyone's
earshot.
"Now hold on. It wasn't that bad." Luke was not going to let her rattle
him. "Tuvoc moved the flame
first. I did nothing more than he
himself did. That shouldn't arouse any
suspicion."
"Well, Tuvoc seems to think you
did more. And he's telling everyone
about it."
B'Elanna, Chakotay, and Tuvoc couldn't
hear what was being said, but they could see the angry expressions and
gesturing arms.
"I see now what's
happening," Mara was continuing in a deadly tone. "Tuvoc asked if you could match his
control, and you couldn't back down from the challenge. I'd expect something like this from
Calrissian or that half-witted brother-in-law of
yours,
but I thought you were above this kind of thing." Mara was certainly wound up now.
"Just one minute. You're blowing this all out of
proportion. And since when do I have to
answer to you for my actions?"
Luke's eyes were cold and menacing.
Anyone but Mara would have been trembling in fear. "I don't have to listen to
this!" Luke turned and stormed
into the rear of the kitchen.
Still fuming, Mara stomped out of the
mess hall.
"What do you suppose brought all
that on?" B'Elanna echoed everyone's thoughts. "Why should his moving a flame upset her so? I mean, no offense Tuvoc, but if you can do
it, it's not too far of a stretch that a guy who meditates constantly would be
able to."
"It seems to me," Chakotay
put in, "that her reaction was triggered by the fact that he did move the
flame, not any surprise that he was able to."
"I agree, Commander," Tuvoc
answered. "It appears there is
more to the Skywalkers than meets the eye."
"Well, I have to get back to my
shift," B'Elanna said as she stood.
"Perhaps I can sound Mara out a little."
But Mara was not to be sounded out at
all, B'Elanna discovered. Instead, she
concentrated on her engineering work, refusing to talk about 'that stubborn
schoolteacher she had the poor judgment to marry.' She continued her aloofness during her shift in sickbay, where
the Doctor thankfully hadn't heard about the incident in the mess hall yet.
Meanwhile, Luke had his hands full
evading Neelix's questions. Though he
knew Neelix meant well, he would only reply that he didn't want to talk about
'that hard-headed woman he had married in a momentary lapse of judgment.'
At the end of his shift, Luke didn't feel like going directly
back to his quarters; their quarters, that is.
Instead he headed for one of the holodecks and played a game of parrises
squares against a computer-generated opponent.
How dare she talk to him like that?
He was a Jedi Master. No one
ever scolded him, or even raised their voice to him.
He'd overheard Leia tear into Han on
more than one occasion, and now realized why Han sometimes retreated to work on
the Falcon when, oddly enough, it didn't even need working on. Wasn't that the same think he was doing here
in the holodeck? Hiding out? Licking his wounds? Taking out his frustrations on a phony
opponent that wouldn't talk back?
"Computer, end program."
Luke sat cross-legged on the bare
floor of the holodeck. He contemplated
Mara's words to him and considered the possibility that she was right. Tuvoc had challenged him and he foolishly
thought there would be no consequences in taking up that challenge. Had he subconsciously been wanting to 'show
off' his abilities every since they arrived?
Pride was not a trait a Jedi should possess. He had some apologizing to do.
It was time to go 'home.'
Luke entered their suite and found
Mara sitting up in bed reading a datapad.
She didn't even glance at him as he walked through and went to the
'fresher. When he came out she had
turned out the lights and was lying on her side, facing away from him. For one fleeting moment Luke wondered if she
expected him to sleep on the couch.
*You can sleep here. It's a big bed,* he heard in his mind.
Quietly he slipped under the covers,
but kept his distance.
"Mara, I'm sorry," he
whispered. She turned over, but did not
move any closer. "I acted
foolishly and impulsively. You were
right. I took it as a challenge. I..."
"Luke," Mara interrupted, as
she inched nearer to him. "You're
human. It happens."
"It's not supposed to happen to
me. I'm supposed to be the one setting
the example for Jedi to follow. Now you
know why Yoda didn't even want to train me."
She heard him roll over and sigh in
the darkness. She scooted over next to
him and put one arm around his waist.
"Luckily there's no Jedi here to see your example."
"You're here," he stated
simply.
"I don't count. I already know all your shortcomings,
farmboy. And if it makes you feel any
better, I don't think anyone would have thought much about you moving that
flame if I hadn't made such a spectacle in the mess hall. I handled that all wrong, and if we're
caught, I'll be more to blame than you."
Luke pulled her close and stroked her
cheek.
"I don't think it'll do us any
good to debate who's to blame. And what
would it hurt if we were caught? Being
a Jedi is nothing to be ashamed of.
Maybe we should just tell the Captain."
"I think that would just make us
look guilty. No, let's wait and see
what happens."
A few moments of silence ensued,
during which they held each other tightly.
"Mara?" Luke whispered.
"Yes?"
Luke hesitated, then whispered quickly
before he lost his nerve. "I wish
you really were my wife."
Mara was momentarily stunned, then
found her voice. "Why, Skywalker,
is this a proposal?"
He kissed her lightly. "What would be your answer if it
was?"
"Try me."
Luke doubted he had ever been this
nervous in his life. He knelt up in the
bed, then pulled Mara up to face him.
"Mara, I've admired you and treasured
your friendship ever since I met you.
Well, since a few days after I met you, anyway."
Mara stifled a snicker.
"In the past few weeks, though,
I've realized how much you mean to me," Luke continued. "I need you, Mara." He squeezed her hands tighter. "I love you, and I want to marry you,
if you'll have this sorry excuse for a Jedi Master."
A jumble of emotions was running
through Mara. She could feel his
anxiety. "Luke," she began,
"you are the only person to know the real me, perhaps even better than I
know myself. From the moment you came
back to check on me when we crashed in the forest on Myrkr, I knew you were
different from anyone I had ever met. I
was supposed to hate you, but I found I couldn't. You trusted me when no one else did. You are the only one to ever truly be my friend, no strings
attached. All that snapping at you was
because I was scared to admit, even to myself, that I liked you."
Mara took a deep breath, trying to
steady her pounding heart. "And
now, I've fallen in love with you. But
not because you're a Jedi Master, or a war hero, or powerful in the Force. I love the naïve farmboy, the tender lover,
the caring, compassionate man you are.
Yes, Luke, I will marry you."
Luke thought his heart would burst
with happiness. As he pulled her into a
passionate kiss, he dropped all his barriers and let his emotions flood into
her. She gasped, then relaxed and did
the same. He felt her love for him pour
through him. They both knew they would
never again have any barriers between them.
The next morning Luke awoke to strains
of music coming from the outer room. He
instantly sensed Mara was no longer in bed beside him. He got up, pulled on some pants, and went
out to investigate.
Mara was dancing gracefully, swaying
to the music in perfect harmony. Luke
knew she had used the undercover guise of a dancer at more places than just
Jabba's palace. As he leaned against
the doorway, smiling, Mara paused and glanced at him.
"And what are you staring at?" she asked.
"My beautiful fiancée," he
responded, as he sent a feeling of love her way.
"So why don't you come over here
and join her?"
"You know I don't dance."
"It seems to me you've been doing
other things lately you've never done before.
I know you're light on your feet.
It's time you learned." She
tugged on him with the Force, and his resistance weakened.
Mara had been dancing to lively,
exotic music. "Can we at least
start out with slower music?" Luke pleaded.
Mara laughed gaily. "Of course. Computer, play 'Love in the Morning'."
She took his hands, and transmitted
the step instructions to him via the Force.
Luke, on his part, was a fast learner.
"So what inspired you to get up and dance this morning?"
"You," she answered. At his surprised look she continued, "I
just felt happy, carefree as a Judok bird.
I felt like dancing."
"So you don't regret your answer
last night?"
"Not at all. You don't regret asking the question, do
you?"
"Never," Luke smiled.
"So how do you propose this
marriage should take place? Everyone
here thinks we're already married. It's
not like we can just pull over to the nearest planet and find a wedding
chapel."
"I know. If we were going home soon, I'd say wait
until then. But..."
"But we may never get home. We have to face reality."
Luke held her tighter. "I guess we could admit the truth to
the Captain. Surely they have some way
for people to get married here. I'll
consult the computer later."
"We're getting too melancholy
here. This is an engagement
celebration. Computer, livelier
music."
The mood lightened as the happy couple
twirled, swayed, and kissed till mid-morning.
B'Elanna saw Luke and Mara leave their
suite hand in hand, and caught up with them at the turbo-lift.
"Well, you two seem to be in a
much better mood this morning."
"We are in an incredibly wonderful
mood," Luke grinned.
"Contrary
to what everyone thinks back home, this is one understanding woman."
Not surprisingly, that comment invoked
a bop on the head from a certain redhead.
They reached the level of the mess
hall, and Luke gave Mara a quick kiss as he exited. "See you at lunch," he called.
"You'd better be fixing something
good today, or you'll see just how understanding I can be, " he heard in
reply.
"So are you going to tell me what
happened to put you two in an 'incredibly wonderful mood'?" B'Elanna
inquired when she and Mara were alone.
"Uh, it's, uh, rather
personal." Mara didn't know what
to say. "Suffice it to say that
being here is like a second honeymoon for us."
"I see," B'Elanna grinned
slyly. "And when are we going to
hear the patter of little feet around here?"
"What!" Mara protested as
the meaning of B'Elanna's words sunk in.
"No, oh no. We're not ready
for that. Not for a long time. I'm not ready," she repeated.
"If you say so," B'Elanna acknowledged, in a tone
which suggested she didn't believe a word.
Luke likewise was interrogated when
Neelix caught him humming to himself.
"I don't see any black and blue
marks," Neelix commented as he looked Luke over.
"Pardon me?" Luke
questioned.
"I take it you and your lovely
wife patched things up. You, at least,
seem pretty chipper."
"Couldn't be better. It was really a minor disagreement. We worked it out."
"Glad to hear it. By the way, Voyager is scheduled to reach a
planet called Antare in a few days. If
sensors show an abundance of plant life, perhaps I'll be able to gather some
new provisions."
Luke's interest was aroused
immediately. "How many crew
members are allowed to leave the ship when you arrive at a planet?"
"Usually the Captain sends a
small away team of about six to scout the local communities. On occasion, more of the crew can beam down
on a rotating basis."
Harry had explained to Luke about
matter transfer, or beaming, as they called it.
"Do you think the Captain would
allow me to go along? It's been a long
time since I've spent this many weeks on board a ship.
I
could help you collect food provisions."
Neelix looked thoughtful. "Well, it's possible. We can ask her when we reach orbit."
Luke's mood became even brighter the
rest of the day, if that was possible.
He longed to set foot on a planet, any planet. He missed the richness of animal and plant life. Mara could see the anxious look in his eyes
when he brought up the subject at lunch.
"I hope it doesn't turn out to be
a desert planet," Luke mused.
"I would think that would make
you feel at home," Mara kidded him.
"Tatooine wasn't that bad,
really," he rebuked. "Though
I thought it was, growing up. I've been
in a lot worse places since then."
"I've been to Tatooine, and it's
not somewhere I'd want to call home."
"And where would you like to call
home?" Luke asked. "We'll
have to discuss that one of these days."
"You mean if we ever get
back. Right now it looks like this ship
is our home," Mara sighed.
"But if we do find a way..."
"WHEN we find a way," Luke
interrupted.
"When we find a way home,"
she frowned, "then, I don't know.
Coruscant is the closest thing I've ever known as 'home.' But I know you like Yavin better."
He reached across and clasped her
hand. "I'll live wherever you
want. As long as we're together, even
if it's on your ship. I don't want to
spend half our time apart."
Mara smiled at his earnestness. "I want us to be together, too. I guess we can discuss the location when we
arrive back in our galaxy."
Luke nodded in agreement.
The next morning Luke had agreed to
spend some meditation time with Commander Chakotay.
"He doesn't do candles, does
he?" Mara mumbled from under the covers, as Luke dressed.
"Let's hope not. And I promise not to repeat the other
morning's episode. I don't want to lose
any more hair," he joked, rubbing his head.
Luke and Chakotay started off with
breathing exercises, and then Chakotay explained the vision quests he
practiced, passed down from his ancestors.
Luke thought they sounded similar to visions he sometimes had.
"Do you ever have visions when
you meditate?" the Commander asked Luke.
A Jedi doesn't lie, Luke kept telling
himself, though he and Mara had not been doing a very good job of keeping to
that axiom.
"I let my mind wander and have
daydreams, of a sort," Luke answered, though he didn't sound very truthful
to his own ears.
"Well, how about we meditate and
see what happens," Chakotay suggested.
"Fine," Luke agreed.
They both settled on the floor
cross-legged. Chakotay lit a small
incense burner, surrounded by several Indian artifacts. Luke noted his entire room was decorated
with wall hangings and other objects Luke supposed were of his ancestors. Chakotay began chanting softly, and Luke
closed his eyes and let the Force flow though him. Though Luke knew he could enter his companion's mind, and follow
Chakotay's vision quest, that is not something he would do without
permission. No, he would simply
meditate on his own, listening to Chakotay's soothing chant. Perhaps some visions of his own would come
his way.
Images did indeed come to Luke. He saw himself on a strange planet, along
with several of Voyager's crew.
Suddenly he had his lightsaber out, fending off shots from an opponent
he couldn't quite make out.
After a few moments, he seemed to be
back on Voyager. He saw Mara, smiling
at him, then he saw her holding a small bundle. What was it? The scene
then changed, and he saw Leia's face.
She looked strained with worry, with deep lines on her face and streaks
of gray beginning to show in her hair.
She started weeping, and then Han appeared and held her close. Luke instinctively knew she was crying for
him, and he wanted to reach out and touch her, tell her he was all right. The children appeared around them. They all looked older. The boys were trying to look stoic, but
Jaina
buried
her face in her father's chest. Luke's
heart felt heavy. He wondered if they
believed he was dead, since they wouldn't be able to sense him. He was filled with guilt. How could he and Mara be frolicking together
here, while Leia and her family were mourning?
Luke felt like he was being
watched. He came out of his trance to
find Chakotay looking at him.
Luke spoke first. "Did you find anything on your vision
quest?"
"Actually, yes. I saw you, holding some kind of lighted
stick. We were being attacked, I think. That was all I could tell. Then I awoke. How about you?"
Luke was surprised that Chakotay's
vision matched one of his own, but decided not to mention it.
"I dreamed of my sister,"
Luke answered dejectedly. "She
looked very sad. This must be hard on
her, not knowing what happened to me.
To Mara and me." He looked
up at Chakotay. "We're twins,
we're very close."
"I understand. All of us on Voyager left loved ones at
home. At least you have your wife with
you."
"I do feel fortunate in that
regard. I guess we should consider
ourselves lucky. And we've only been
here a few weeks. You've been here four
years." Luke chuckled softly. "But you do know which direction to
head."
"And that it will take us another
fifty years," Chakotay added.
"Perhaps a miracle will come
along."
"We're always hoping."
Luke returned to his quarters before
his duty shift started, and Mara met him at the door. She hugged him tightly.
"I felt your sadness. What
happened?"
Luke walked over and sat on the couch,
pulling her onto his lap. "I had a
vision while meditating. I saw Leia and
Han and the kids. They seemed to be in
mourning. Leia looked in terrible
shape. I don't even know if it was the
present or the future."
"And the future is always in
motion," Mara reminded him.
"We may be back before things get that bad." She laid her head on his shoulder.
"We'll never give up hope,"
he whispered, as much to himself as to her.
They sat there in silence until it was
nearly time for their shifts to start.
Four days later, Voyager reached orbit
of the planet Antare. The bridge crew
was busy taking readings on the planet.
Or at least trying to.
"It is a Class M planet,"
Tuvoc reported. "However, it has a
dense ionic outer atmosphere that prevents our sensors from getting accurate
readings. Also, we would not be able to
transport or send a communication through the atmosphere."
"I see," replied the
Captain. "Still, our food supplies
need replenishing, if we want a variety to eat that is, and we could use some
iridium if it's available. Therefore, I
believe I'll send an away team in a shuttle.
Commander Chakotay, you will be in charge. You can scan for life forms, cities, and agricultural areas once
you are through the outer atmosphere.
Tuvoc, Kim, Paris, and Neelix can accompany you. You may depart as soon as you are
ready."
"Aye, aye, Captain,"
acknowledged Chakotay.
Luke had made his way to the bridge as
soon as he sensed their approach to the planet, and had been standing quietly
to the side. It was now or never.
"Captain, request permission to
accompany the away team."
Janeway turned and looked at him. "And your purpose for this
request?"
"I could help Neelix gather
foodstuffs. There may be varieties that
I would be familiar with but the others would not." Luke resisted the temptation to use mind
control to convince her.
Captain Janeway, for her part, doubted
his story of possibly being knowledgeable of the local plant life, but she
could sympathize with his restlessness in being on board a ship this long.
"Ordinarily I would not assign
someone this new to the crew to join an away team, especially when the planet
is virtually unknown to us. Of course,
it's been a long time since we had anyone new to the crew." She smiled, as if she were considering his
request, then turned serious. "If
the planet turns out to be hostile, Chakotay and the others may not be able to
look out for your well being."
"I assure you, Captain, I can
look out for myself," Luke replied, putting as much conviction in his
voice as he could without using the
Force.
Chakotay remembered his vision quest
from the other morning. "I don't
believe there would be any harm in letting him come along," he said on
Luke's behalf.
Janeway hesitated, then nodded toward
Luke. "Very well, you may join
them. But you will be under Commander
Chakotay's direct supervision. I expect
you to obey orders just like any other member of this crew."
"Understood, Captain," Luke
smiled graciously. "And thank
you."
"Report to shuttle bay nine in
one hour. Consult with Neelix on what
you need to bring and wear," Chakotay instructed Luke.
"Yes, commander," Luke replied, as he turned and
left.
Janeway turned to Chakotay. "Are you sure about this? What prompted you to vouch for him?"
"Just a feeling." He was reluctant to discuss his vision. "Remember his manual landing in the
shuttle bay when they first arrived? I
don't believe he will be a detriment to the mission."
"I hope you're right. With communication to the ship impossible,
you will all be on your own down there."
"I know. We will be cautious. You will have a full report as soon as we
return."
"Very well, Commander,"
Janeway dismissed him.
Luke found out what type clothing was
usually worn on away missions, and it was not much different than his usual
clothes. He and Mara had been allowed
to continue wearing ordinary clothes, not Starfleet uniforms, and Luke had been
adding variety to his wardrobe instead of just black Jedi wear, much to Mara's
delight. Since nothing was known about
the planet Antare, the away team could only hope they would blend in.
"This isn't fair,
Skywalker," Mara whined. "I
want to go too."
"The Captain barely let me
go. There's no way she'd let us both
go."
"So how come I can't be the one
who goes, and you stay here?"
"And you're going to help Neelix
gather plants for food?"
"Don't make me laugh," she
retorted. "I know you, Luke
Skywalker. That's not the real reason
you're so anxious to go."
Luke looked at her for a moment. "You remember when I meditated with
Chakotay a few mornings ago, and I told you about my vision?"
She nodded. "About Leia and Han and the kids."
"Yes, but I had another vision as
well. Two, actually. Anyway, in one of them, I saw myself on a
strange planet, with the same crewmembers that are going on this mission, and
we were attacked. And to top it off,
Chakotay told me he had a vision of me holding a lighted stick. Mara, I feel I need to be there."
Mara's only reply was to go get his
lightsaber and hand it to him. He stuck
it inside his outer tunic, then pulled her close. "I love you so much," he whispered, and kissed her
tenderly.
Finally she pulled away reluctantly,
and tugged him toward the door.
"C'mon, you don't want to be late for your first mission. I'll walk you to the shuttle bay."
Hand in hand, they entered Shuttle Bay
Nine.
"There you are," Tom said
boisterously. "We'll be ready to
go in a few minutes."
Chakotay approached them. "Hello, Luke, Mara. Luke, we'll be carrying concealed
phasers. Are you familiar with a
phaser's operation?"
"I have not actually used one,
but they are similar to the blasters we have at home," Luke replied, as he
took the phaser and slipped it in his tunic, opposite his lightsaber. He had no doubt in his mind as to which one
he would pull out to use first if needed.
Mara pulled Luke to the side and gave
him a kiss goodbye.
"Hey, do we all get a goodbye
kiss?" asked Harry.
"Dream on, flyboy," Mara
laughed. She turned back to Luke. "Be careful," she whispered to
him.
"I will," he answered
quietly, "and I'll keep in touch."
He started to turn away, but she
touched his arm as an afterthought struck her.
"You said you had two other visions. What was the second one?"
He grinned at her. "I saw you, smiling, and you were
holding a ... baby." Of course, he
hadn't been able to tell what was wrapped in the bundle he saw, but somehow he
just knew.
Mara's mouth dropped open, and Luke
hurried onto the shuttle before she could retaliate.
*I'll get even with you* Luke heard in
his mind.
*Can't wait* he sent back.
The shuttle veered away from
Voyager. As they entered the ionic
atmosphere, communication between the two ships ceased.
"Well, Luke, I guess this will be
quite an adventure for you," Neelix commented.
"Why do you say that?" Luke
replied.
"I wouldn't think a meditation
teacher would go on many undercover missions."
"I didn't know we were going undercover?" Luke gave
Chakotay a puzzled look.
"We're not, really,"
Chakotay answered, kidding Neelix.
"Neelix tends to get a little melodramatic. That doesn't mean we'll be telling our whole
life stories, though, either. We'll
just play it by ear, since we don't know what to expect on the
planet."
"I see. But in answer to you, Neelix, I have been on quite a few
undercover missions. I wasn't always a
meditation teacher."
This brought questioning looks from
the others.
"So what were you before becoming
a teacher?" Harry spoke up.
"During the war I was a fighter
pilot, but I saw a lot of groundside action also."
"What kind of war?" asked
Tom.
"There was a senator who was very
powerful and very evil. He declared
himself Emperor and gradually his troops took over most of the galaxy. I was part of the rebellion against
him."
"And your rebellion won the
war?" inquired Chakotay.
"Yes, it did, and peace was
restored, though skirmishes still crop up now and then."
"What rank were you?" asked
Neelix.
Luke seemed to look a little
embarrassed. "Well, I was a
commander."
"How long ago was this?" Tom
asked.
"The war ended about fifteen
years ago, and I resigned my commission shortly after that."
"Fifteen years!" Neelix
seemed astonished. "How old are
you?"
"Thirty-six," Luke replied
uneasily. "Remember, it was
wartime, and officers were in short supply," he added.
"Is that where you met
Mara?" Tom asked.
"No, I didn't meet her until
about five years after the war. Anyway,
she was on the other side."
"She worked for this evil
Emperor?" Neelix asked incredulously.
Luke wished he hadn't brought that part up. "You'll have to ask her sometime."
Thankfully, Tuvoc announced they were
coming out of the ionic atmosphere by then.
"Sensors show a town to the
north," Tom reported as their shuttle neared the planet's surface. Luke, of course, could sense the inhabitants
immediately. Most of them felt
harmless, though he was picking up pockets of hostility.
"Put down just outside the
town," Chakotay ordered. "We
don't want to attract any unnecessary attention."
Tom skillfully brought the shuttle
down in the midst of a small clearing surrounded by trees and dense
foliage. They exited cautiously, but
the area appeared deserted. Luke
stretched out with the Force, but felt no presences nearby.
The short walk into town was
uneventful, and they soon reached a marketplace. The crew did not see any evidence of this being a technologically
advanced society. They seemed to be
more agricultural oriented. As they
wandered through the open-air market, Neelix and Luke stopped to inspect the
various fruits and vegetables for sale.
Luke kept his eyes and senses open for possible danger, and was relieved
to notice the rest of the crew seemed alert.
"Let's continue on,"
Chakotay said. "We need to inquire
about the availability of iridium, though I don't expect to find any."
The villagers didn't appear to be
paying much attention to them, which seemed odd to Luke, since they looked
different than the humanoid residents.
Perhaps they had received alien visitors previously.
Suddenly Luke's danger sense
flared. He looked around, narrowing his
gaze, and noticed Chakotay watching him curiously. Luke stretched out with the Force, and felt ten, no twelve,
hostile minds.
Luke quickened his pace and walked
next to Commander Chakotay.
"Commander," he murmured quietly, "we are being
followed."
Chakotay glanced at him,
concerned. "How do you know? I've seen no one."
"I just know. Trust me. There are twelve beings following us. He paused, then continued.
"Two are moving up to each side of us now. They mean to do us harm."
Chakotay seemed to be absorbing his
words. He whispered to the others,
"Everyone, be ready with your phasers.
We may have company."
Luke noted the street was crowded with
passers-by. "Commander, might I
suggest we move to a less crowded side street?
There are many bystanders here they could use as cover."
Chakotay nodded in agreement, and they
casually detoured through a deserted alleyway.
Chakotay jerked as Luke suddenly spun
around. Out of the shadows behind them
suddenly appeared a dozen aliens. They
were obviously a different race than the villagers, and were all armed.
"Who are you? What do you want?" Chakotay demanded of
them. The apparent leader of the aliens waved his weapon threateningly and
sneered at them. "You are in no
position to be questioning us."
Just then, Chakotay saw one of his
crew behind him make a sudden movement, and the firefight began. Both sides were armed, but Voyager's crew
was outnumbered 2 to 1.
In a blur, Chakotay saw Luke reach
into his tunic and withdraw some kind of silver handle. A green light sprang out of one end, and
Luke began deflecting the enemies' phaser shots, ALL of the enemies' phaser
shots. The crew stopped firing; they
didn't need to fire. They stared as
Luke moved faster than they thought humanly possible.
The aliens stopped firing momentarily also,
and in that moment their weapons suddenly flew out of their grasps and landed
at Luke's feet. Luke raised his free
hand and clenched his fist. The phasers
at his feet crumpled as if being crushed by an invisible iron hand.
All of the aliens except the leader
made a hasty retreat. The leader felt
himself being tugged toward Voyager's crew, his arms pinned to his sides. Luke clipped his lightsaber to his belt.
Chakotay stepped forward, giving Luke
another curious glance. There would be
time for explanations later. "Now
then," he addressed the leader, "why did you attack us?"
"I don't have to tell you
anything," the leader spat.
Luke stared at the man. "You will tell him what he wants to
know," he said in an eerie voice.
The man seemed hypnotized. "I will tell you want you want to
know," he repeated slowly.
By this time the rest of the crew,
even Tuvoc, seemed mesmerized. This
couldn't possibly be the same Luke that had been living with them for nearly a
month.
"Who are you?" Chakotay
began again.
"I am Vanore, of the Ubossi
clan," he replied in a monotone voice.
"Why did you attack us?"
"To steal your weapons. We have no technology to build our own
phasers or ships, so we take them from visitors who land here." The man's tongue was loosed now. "Even as we speak, your shuttle is
being moved to our compound, and your ship in orbit will soon be
attacked."
"Where is your compound?"
Chakotay asked. He wanted to get as
much information out of the man as he could.
"North of the city," was the
reply.
Chakotay turned to Tom and Tuvoc. "Tie him up, gag him, and stash him out
of sight. We need to get to that
compound."
"Commander," Neelix spoke
up. "Ensign Kim was hit in the arm
by phaser fire."
"It's nothing," Harry put in
quickly. "Just grazed me."
"I wasn't aware any shots even
got through," Tom put in.
"It was right at the
beginning," Harry explained, "before..."
Luke felt everyone looking at him. There wasn't time for lengthy explanations just yet. He looked at Harry. "May I see it?" he asked, nodding
toward Harry's arm.
Harry removed his hand with which he
had been covering the wound. Luke tore the
sleeve open more to get a better look.
It wasn't very bad. He put one
hand over the wound and closed his eyes.
Harry felt a tingling sensation.
After a few moments, Luke pulled his
hand away. Tom and Neelix both examined
Harry's arm.
"You can't even tell he was hit!" Neelix exclaimed.
"We should get moving," was
all Luke said. Chakotay nodded in
agreement.
"I wish we had a way to warn the
Captain," Chakotay said, as they waited for the alien to be bound.
"We do," Luke said
quietly. He stared straight ahead, his
eyes seeming to glaze over. "Mara,
hear me," he whispered.
Aboard Voyager, Mara was helping
B'Elanna when she suddenly stopped and got a far-away look on her face. "Luke," she said softly.
"What's that?" B'Elanna asked.
Mara seemed to be listening intently,
though B'Elanna could hear nothing.
"I've got to see the
Captain," Mara said quickly, and she raced for the turbolift.
"Wait, I'm coming too," B'Elanna
called. They reached the bridge in
record time.
"Captain," Mara began,
"the away team has been attacked."
Janeway looked at her strangely. "How do you know that? We aren't able to communicate through their
atmosphere."
Mara took a deep breath, then decided
it was time to be honest. "Luke
and I can communicate telepathically.
He says the beings who attacked them claimed that their ships would soon
attack Voyager. Your sensors wouldn't
be able to detect them
until
they emerged from the ionic atmosphere."
Janeway stared at Mara, who appeared
dead serious. "Was anyone
injured?"
Mara paused, as if listening, then
replied, "Ensign Kim was grazed by a phaser bolt, but he's all right
now."
"Red alert," the Captain
ordered.
Tom and Tuvoc returned from hiding the
alien inside an empty doorway.
"Let's go," Chakotay ordered
the others.
As they headed through the back
streets, Chakotay fell into step next to Luke.
"Are you ready to start accounting for yourself?" he asked.
"I am a Jedi," Luke replied
simply, as he continued scanning the areas they passed through. "I have certain powers I can call
upon."
"Obviously," Chakotay
smiled. "Thank you. We are in your debt."
"No thanks are needed. I will go into more detail when we return to
Voyager."
"I, for one, look forward to
that, as I'm sure the Captain will, too."
They reached the northern edge of the
city and came upon a fortress of some sort, surrounded by a solid wall about
eight meters high.
"I don't suppose you can see
through this wall and tell if our shuttle is in there?" Chakotay turned to
Luke.
Luke shook his head and smiled. "No, 'fraid not. I could cut a hole in the wall, but I think
it would attract less attention if we just looked over the top." Dusk was falling by this time, and a
lightsaber would show up easily.
The others looked up at the top of the
wall, then at Luke.
"You first," Chakotay
invited. "I'll believe anything at
this point."
Luke nodded. "I'll bring the rest of you up if I spot it." He crouched, then sprang up in a blur and
landed gently on the top of the wall, where there was a narrow ledge. He saw their shuttle sitting in the middle
of the compound, along with two guards standing next to it. He easily directed the guards' attention in
the opposite direction, then looked back down at the crew.
Chakotay suppressed a gasp as he felt
his feet leave the ground. Luke
levitated him to a spot next to him on the ledge. Chakotay looked at him with raised eyebrows, then followed Luke's
gaze toward the shuttle and guards.
Luke put his finger to his lips, then made a hand gesture toward the
guards. They slowly fell to the ground,
as if in a deep slumber. Luke
shrugged. "They were very
sleepy."
Luke
proceeded to levitate Tom, Harry, Neelix, and Tuvoc to the top. They were fairly well hidden in the shadows,
and no other guards had appeared.
"Will the trip down be as
smooth?" Tom whispered.
Luke nodded affirmative, then looked
at Chakotay.
"Let him go first," Chakotay
acceded. Luke scanned the open
compound, but felt no other aliens there.
"There are several dozen beings inside
the fortress' main building," Luke whispered.
"I'll be quiet," Tom
promised, then found himself floating to the ground. He hugged the inside perimeter of the wall, and was soon joined
by the others.
Meanwhile, on Voyager, the crew remained
on red alert.
"I want continuous scans in all
directions," ordered Janeway, though she knew the order wasn't really
necessary. The ship's sensors would
automatically alert them to any incoming ships. "Shields up," she added.
"Captain," said Seven of
Nine, who was occupying Harry's station, "aren't you overreacting to this
... questionable report?" She glared at Mara, who stared back with equal
intensity.
"That's enough," the Captain
commanded. "Seven, there is no
harm in taking extra precautions, no matter..."
"No matter how ridiculous my
claim sounds," finished Mara with irritation.
"Mara, please," Janeway
began, then stopped when she saw Mara staring out the viewscreen. "Mara, look at me when I'm addressing
you."
Mara turned
and looked at the Captain. "There
is a ship approaching through the atmosphere.
It is not our shuttle."
Janeway looked to Seven for
confirmation. "Sensors are still
unable... wait, a ship has just exited the atmosphere. Its weapons are powered up."
"Ready torpedoes," ordered
the Captain.
"Another ship is coming,"
Mara suddenly interrupted.
Sure enough, within moments the second
ship appeared. Almost immediately both
ships began firing on Voyager.
"Fire torpedoes," Janeway
declared. "Target their weapons'
systems."
"Shields holding," Seven
reported.
The firefight was short-lived. The alien ships were no match for Voyager,
and they retreated back toward the planet without acknowledging Voyager's
hails.
Janeway turned to Mara. "What is the situation of the away
team?"
Now they believe me, thought
Mara. *Luke,* she sent through the
force, *the enemy ships have been repelled.
And how are you doing, my love?*
As the away team surveyed their path
to the shuttle, Chakotay started to say something to Luke when he noticed the
grin on the latter's face.
"Something funny?" he
questioned him.
"No, no," Luke became
serious again. "Mara says Voyager
defeated the attacking ships. The
Captain wants a report on our situation."
"Then give it. You seem to know what's going on better than
anyone."
"Yes, Commander," Luke
replied, then fell silent as he 'talked' to Mara.
The away team silently made their way
across the compound. Luke hid the sound
as Tom lowered the shuttle's ramp. They
quickly entered and strapped in. As
soon as they powered up the engines, more lights in the fortress came on, and
the Ubossi poured from the building.
Their phaser shots bounced harmlessly off the shuttle's shields.
"This is one piece of technology
they're not getting their hands on," Tom declared.
"Yes, and they weren't in possession
of it long enough to be able to copy any information. The computer's security systems were not breached," added
Tuvoc.
"But we weren't able to get any
of that delicious looking suni fruit," Neelix lamented, causing everyone
to laugh.
"I, for one, will just be grateful to get back to
Voyager," Harry put in.
Luke silently transmitted to Mara that
they were all safe and on their way back 'home.'
When the shuttle landed in the docking
bay, Janeway was there to greet them.
She gave instructions to the bridge for their immediate departure, then
turned to the away team.
"Chakotay, Tuvoc, I want a full
report in my ready room at once."
Mara had meanwhile also entered the
bay, and greeted Luke back with a hug.
"You two," Janeway directed
her attention to Luke and Mara, "stand by. I will want to talk to you also."
"I guess the Bantha dung will hit
the fan now," Luke whispered, as they walked away, arms encircled around
each other's waist.
"Why? Just
because we are telepathic..." She
looked at him curiously. "Luke,
what all happened on the planet?"
He hadn't given many details during their communications.
"Oh, you name it," he
sighed.
She frowned at him. His lightsaber hanging openly from his belt
hadn't escaped her attention.
"I had no choice," he
continued defensively, as they entered their quarters. "We were outnumbered. You and I both knew that eventually we would
be forced to reveal our powers. It will
almost be a relief to have it over with."
His calm blue eyes beseeched her pleadingly, hoping she would
understand.
"And what if the Captain doesn't
appreciate us hiding our powers? What
if she wants us to leave Voyager?"
Mara countered.
"Then we'll leave. We won't be any worse off than we were when
we first landed in this galaxy."
"I suppose you're right. We'll just have to wait and see what the
Captain has to say."
Mara laid her head on his shoulder as
they sat together on the couch, awaiting their fate.
Captain Janeway seated herself behind
her desk, and motioned for Chakotay and Tuvoc to take seats opposite her.
"Now, then," she began,
hands clasped. "I want a full
report of what happened on the planet, from the beginning."
Chakotay glanced at Tuvoc's impassive
face. "Well, we landed without
incident, hiding the shuttle, we thought, in a grove of trees. There was a large village nearby, to which
we walked. Neelix and Luke looked over
the wares for sale in a marketplace we came to. After leaving there, we continued up the main street." Chakotay paused.
"Go on," Janeway prodded.
"As we walked, Luke came up to me
and said we were being followed."
"Had you seen anyone
suspicious?" asked the Captain.
"No, but he seemed certain. He said there were twelve of them, behind us
and moving to the sides. He suggested
we move to a side street to prevent bystanders from being possibly hurt."
"Did he explain how he could see
these beings if you could not?" the Captain asked.
"I don't believe he did see them;
it was more like he felt them. At the
time, he said he just knew they were there."
"So you moved to a side
street?"
"Yes. As we cut through an alley a few blocks over, the aliens made
their appearance, twelve of them. They
confronted us, and began firing. We
began to return fire, but then..."
"Then what, Commander?" The Captain's curiosity was piqued.
"It seems, Captain, our
meditating fry-cook is some kind of wizard," Chakotay answered.
"Wizard?" Janeway repeated.
"He has certain powers,"
Tuvoc spoke for the first time.
"Explain," she ordered.
"He pulled an object out of his tunic,
a metal handle. A beam of light shot
out of one end, and he began deflecting their phaser shots with it. Captain, there were twelve of them firing at
us, and he deflected all their shots.
In fact, he was deflecting the shots back at them, but he was careful
not to mortally wound them."
"Amazing," Janeway answered
intently.
"Actually, Captain, Chakotay
hasn't even gotten to the amazing part yet," Tuvoc put in. Janeway looked at him. Rarely did Tuvoc consider anything
'amazing.'
"Both sides were so surprised, everyone stopped
firing. In that instant, the aliens'
weapons literally flew out of their hands and landed at Luke's feet. He made a clenching motion with his fist,
and the weapons crumpled.
"He picked up the weapons and
crushed them with his hand?" the Captain asked incredulously.
"No, he didn't touch them. He crushed them with his mind,"
Chakotay explained slowly.
"I see," Janeway said,
though she didn't see at all, she thought.
"The aliens then turned and
ran. All but one, that is. Their apparent leader."
"And he...?"
"It was as if he had been lassoed
and pulled in, but of course, there was no rope."
Janeway's eyes narrowed, but she said
nothing as Chakotay continued.
"At first the alien remained
defiant, then something happened. Luke
spoke to him, and it was as if he was suddenly hypnotized. He answered all my questions without even
blinking. He told us our shuttle had
been captured and brought to their compound.
He also told us about the imminent attack on Voyager. He said his clan steals technology from
strangers because they're unable to produce their own."
"And then?" Janeway
encouraged him to go on.
"We tied him up and continued
north to find this compound."
"You omitted the healing of
Ensign Kim's wound," put in Tuvoc.
"Oh, yes. Harry was grazed by one of the first phaser
shots. Luke covered the wound with his
hand, closed his eyes for a few moments, and the wound completely healed,"
Chakotay explained.
"At any time did Luke say how he
was able to do all these extraordinary things?" Janeway inquired.
"He just said he was something
called a Jedi and has special powers.
He said he would explain further when we returned to Voyager."
"I'm looking forward to it. And your shuttle was at this compound?"
"Yes, but there was a high wall
surrounding it, perhaps eight meters tall.
Luke jumped to the top, then levitated each of us up to join him. There were two guards at the shuttle. He put them into a deep slumber, then
lowered us down to the ground. We made
it into the shuttle without incident.
More aliens appeared as we started the engines, but their shots simply
bounced off the shields. And here we
are," Chakotay concluded.
"Hmm," replied the Captain
thoughtfully. "Did Luke, at any
time, try to take command of the mission, or usurp your authority in any
way?"
"No, not at all," came
Chakotay's quick reply. "He made
suggestions, but it was always clear that I was in charge. In that regard, he was still the same as
he's always been. But it was also
certain that he's been in this kind of situation before.
He
saw what needed to be done, and he didn't hesitate. In fact, Neelix and the others managed to find out from him that
he had been a commander during a war in their galaxy."
"Interesting. Well," Janeway
let out a breath. "I guess it's
time to talk to our guests." She
tapped her comm badge. "Luke and
Mara Skywalker, this is the Captain.
Please report to my ready room."
"At once, Captain," came the
reply.
The Captain's door signal chimed.
"Enter," she invited, as she
opened the door via the control on her desk.
Luke and Mara walked into the ready
room, both looking rather apprehensive.
Janeway motioned for them to sit in the chairs just vacated by Chakotay
and Tuvoc, who stood nearby.
"And I thought your telepathic
abilities were impressive," she began, looking at both Luke and Mara. "But the report I've received from
Chakotay and Tuvoc is incredible."
"I suppose it would appear that
way," was Luke's reply.
"First of all, I wish to thank
you for everything you did during the away mission, and for the warning of the
attack on Voyager. Now, you may have
been under the impression that I don't run a very tight ship here," the
Captain continued. "I assure you,
nothing could be further from the truth."
The Captain directed her attention to
Luke. "I don't care for surprises,
Mr. Skywalker. I expect to be informed
of the capabilities of every member of this crew, and that includes both of
you."
Luke could feel Mara becoming agitated
without even looking at her, but he wasn't expecting her to use her anger to
defend him.
Mara leapt to her feet. "How can you talk to Luke like
that?! He's a Jedi Master, for Sith's
sake. Don't you realize he could crush
your puny ship with just a thought?"
"Mara!" Luke grabbed her arm
and pulled her back down. "That's
enough. The Captain's right. We should have said something long
ago." He turned back to
Janeway. "I...We...apologize. We should not have hidden our powers."
Mara continued to fume, but Captain
Janeway seemed to accept Luke's apology.
"Perhaps, then, you will indulge
us with an explanation."
Luke finally let go of Mara's arm, and
taking a deep breath, began his story, much like Obi-Wan Kenobi explained to
him so many years ago.
"There is an energy field
generated by all living things. It
surrounds us, and binds us. Certain
individuals in our galaxy, both human and alien, have the power to use this
force. It both controls our actions and
obeys our commands. Many who have this
ability to use the Force choose to become Jedi, such as Mara and
I. The Jedi are the guardians of peace and
justice in our galaxy."
"I believe Mara 'mentioned' that
you are a Jedi Master," Janeway interjected.
"Yes, I am. I began an academy to train Jedi. You see, I
really am a teacher, though I guess you could call me semi-retired. And
meditation is an important subject there." Luke smiled at Tuvoc and Chakotay.
"And do you teach at this
academy, Mara?" asked Chakotay.
"No, I... haven't quite finished
my own training yet," Mara replied sullenly.
"I would think a Jedi Master's
wife would rate private lessons," Janeway quipped.
Luke and Mara exchanged glances. *We have to come clean on this matter too,*
Luke sent. Mara just nodded.
"Actually, Captain, we're not
married," Luke admitted, shifting uncomfortably in his seat.
"But we'd like to be," Mara
put in, much to Luke's surprise.
"Indeed." The Captain seemed surprised also. "Well, you're certainly giving a good
impression of being married. So why all
this subterfuge? As I said before, I
don't appreciate being kept in the dark in regards to my crew."
"When we first arrived, we didn't
expect to be here very long," Luke began.
"And then when it looked like we were staying, well, it would have
been hard to say, 'By the way, we have special powers.'"
"You could have tried," the
Captain countered.
Luke didn't bother to explain that
Jedi do not 'try.' "In our galaxy,
Jedi are either revered or hated. Very
seldom do I get to enjoy anonymity. I
suppose it was selfish, but it has been a lifetime since I was able to be a
regular person."
"Hmm. But why pretend to be married?
We're fairly open-minded here.
We wouldn't have objected to your sharing quarters," the Captain
stated.
"I'll defer this explanation to
Mara," Luke replied.
Mara frowned at him, but knew she was
trapped. "All right. When we first landed in your docking bay,
and I came down the ramp, well you see, sometimes it's a curse to be able to
hear other people's thoughts. The truth
is, some of your crew," and Mara glanced at Chakotay, "especially Tom
and Harry, were thinking rather suggestive thoughts about me." Janeway thought she noticed Chakotay
blushing slightly. "And I figured
if they thought I was married, they'd leave me alone. We only planned on being here a few hours. We haven't even ever been on a date,"
Mara added, glancing at Luke.
"Well, we can move you to separate
quarters now, if you wish," Janeway offered.
"No!" Luke and Mara spoke at once. Luke continued, "Staying together is the best thing that's ever happened to
us."
"I understand," Janeway
smiled. "One thing bothers me,
though. Mara, you said you heard the
crew's thoughts. Does this mean both of
you listen in on all our thoughts?"
The Captain was no longer smiling.
"Certainly not," Luke
assured her. "We don't
eavesdrop. It's just that those
particular thoughts that day were coming through loud and clear."
"The next time you want to know
anyone's thoughts, please ask," the Captain instructed them.
"Of course," they agreed.
"Captain Janeway," Luke knew
it was time to find out their fate.
"We apologize again for not disclosing our true selves. We never meant to disavow your authority on
this ship. If you wish us to leave, we
will do so at once. We do not wish to
cause you further trouble."
Janeway studied them carefully,
clasping her hands. "Master
Skywalker," she began, then stopped and looked at him, "that is how
you are addressed, I suppose?"
"Yes."
"Master Skywalker, Mara,"
she began again, "I would like to learn more about the ways of the
Jedi. I feel you must have fascinating
tales to share. And how can I do that
if you leave so soon? I invited you
once to stay as long as you wish. That
invitation
is still open. It is I who should be
apologizing to you." She smiled
slightly. "You don't know how many
times I escape to the holodeck just to hide away and be a regular person. Please stay."
Mara reached over and grasped Luke's
hand. They looked at each and Janeway
surmised they were talking it over silently.
Luke spoke first. "We will stay, if you truly want us
to. But there must be something we can
do to atone for our deception."
"Perhaps there is, Master
Skywalker," Captain Janeway appeared thoughtful. "I believe everyone you know on this ship has the right to
the truth concerning both of you. I am
going to call a meeting of the entire senior staff, and you two will address
them, explaining yourselves as you have here, and answering all their
questions."
"Agreed, and please call me
Luke." Luke relaxed visibly. Perhaps this wasn't such a fiasco after
all. It would be a relief not to hide
anymore.
"Now, in gratitude for your most
likely saving the lives of my away team, what can I do for you?" the Captain asked them.
"You have done so much already,
and Jedi never act in the hope of receiving payment, but there is one small
favor we would ask." Luke
hesitated, then looked to Mara for reassurance. "During our stay I have availed myself of a few of your
computer's many files, and I discovered that in your Starfleet, a ship's
captain has the authority to perform marriage ceremonies for
passengers." Luke took a deep
breath and Mara squeezed his hand tighter.
"Would you do us the honor?"
Janeway broke into a wide smile. "It would be my pleasure."
There were many handshakes and
congratulations issued, then all began leaving to prepare for the upcoming
staff meeting in one hour.
Captain Janeway stopped Mara just as
she headed for the door. "Mara, might I have a few moments with you,
alone?"
The others left, and Mara seated herself apprehensively in the
lounge area where the Captain indicated.
"I'm sorry for my earlier
outburst, Captain. I have quite a
temper at times, I'm afraid."
"No need to apologize. I can see why you and B'Elanna have become
friends. Mara, I had a few more
questions, and I think I would get more honest answers from you than from
Luke. He seems a bit on the modest
side."
Mara laughed. "That's an understatement. What would you like to know?"
"You said, and I quote, 'he could
crush your puny ship with just a thought.'
Was that, hopefully, an exaggeration?"
"No, Captain, it was not. I've seen him do many amazing feats, and
heard of many others. His
brother-in-law told me Luke once built a massive fortress out of a pile of
rubble with the Force, and then later demolished it into oblivion, all without
lifting
a finger. Destroying this ship would
not be beyond his capabilities. But to
allay your concerns, Captain, even though he could do it, he wouldn't do
it. He never harms anyone or destroys
anything unless it is an absolute last resort."
"I'm glad to hear it, and I
believe you. Chakotay and Tuvoc relayed
how none of the aliens were harmed on the planet."
"Luke is the most kind,
compassionate, righteous man there is.
He believed in me and called me a friend when no one else would. I still find it hard to believe he's fallen
in love with me." Mara's eyes were
bright with passion.
The Captain continued in her
curiosity. "I take it Luke is
well-known in your galaxy, more so than you?"
"Luke is a war hero, the top war
hero. He destroyed a huge space station
of death when he was just 18, when he barely knew what the Force was. He formed an elite squadron of fighter
pilots and became the youngest commander ever.
He then played a key role in the end of the war, and has continued to
fight for justice for all races of beings.
There are many statues and monuments dedicated to him. He resurrected the Jedi order, which had
become all but extinct, and is the only living Jedi Master."
Mara leaned back in her chair. "You didn't know him before we came
here. He was a very different person,
always serious, always worried about how his students would turn out. He rarely laughed or joked in public. He has borne the weight of the entire galaxy
on his shoulders, and has never asked for anything in return. And yes, Captain, he is very modest."
Captain Janeway could hear the
admiration in Mara's voice as she spoke.
"And you, Mara, what is your story? And what is your last name, by the way?"
Mara sighed. "My name is Mara Jade."
"As in Jade's Fire," the
Captain deduced.
"Yes, and my story ... is quite
different from Luke's. The war in our
galaxy began when a senator took control of the government. He had Force powers, but he used them for
evil, and declared himself Emperor. He
took me from my home when I was very young, because he recognized my Force
potential, and molded me into his personal servant. Luke turned out to be his greatest enemy, and his enemies were my
enemies. I was ordered to kill Luke, but
failed, obviously. I did not actually
meet Luke until five years after the war, after the Emperor was dead. He was not the vile person I expected, and
eventually we became friends, though somewhat distant. I've been helping the new government for
some time now, though many still do not trust me. Sometimes at night, as I lie beside Luke, I still cannot
comprehend the miracle that has brought us together. Now, I can't imagine life without him."
"I believe, Mara," the
Captain observed, "that you two compliment each other; two lonely people
who have found comfort and love in each other's arms. Apparently it has taken you both many years to realize that you
need each other."
"You're a very intuitive woman,
Captain Janeway."
"As are you, Mara Jade."
When Mara returned to her quarters,
Luke was waiting for her. He enveloped
her in a passionate embrace and kissed her tenderly. "So, what did the Captain want?" he asked curiously.
"Just girl talk," Mara
teased.
The senior staff assembled in the
conference room at the appointed time.
Present were Chakotay, Tuvoc, Paris, Kim, Torres, Neelix, the Doctor,
and Seven of Nine. Tom, Harry, and
Neelix had filled in B'Elanna, the Doctor, and Seven on the events of the away
mission, though their story met with much disbelief. Luke and Mara entered, followed shortly by the Captain.
Janeway addressed the group. "We are here to clear up any rumors or
guesses that may be circulating. The
Skywalkers are prepared to explain their unique abilities, and to answer any
questions you may have. Luke?" She yielded the floor to the Jedi Master.
Luke rose, and launched into his
explanation of the Jedi, much as he had for the Captain an hour earlier. As he concluded, Seven of Nine was the first
to speak.
"I have heard your claims, and what
the away team says they saw, but I have seen no proof of these claims. I wish to see a demonstration of these
so-called Force powers," Seven stated.
"It seems we have a doubting
Thomas among us," Janeway smiled.
"What's that?" Luke and Mara
and several others looked puzzled.
"An old Earth expression,"
Jane explained.
"Well, I really don't do
demo..." Luke started to say when Mara elbowed him.
"It won't hurt you, just this
once," she chided him.
He turned to her, "Why don't you,
then? You can levitate objects."
"I'm not nearly as skilled as ...
oh, all right." She looked around
the room. There were several datapads
lying on the table. Mara concentrated, and
one of them rose slowly, then moved through the air. Luke watched proudly; he hadn't really been sure how Mara's
levitation skills had progressed.
As Mara moved the pad above the heads
of the crew, suddenly the rest of the datapads rose one by one, and sailed
behind her lead one.
"So you decided to join in the
fun after all," Mara called out to Luke, while maintaining her
concentration. "Up for a game of
follow the leader?"
"Lead on," he replied.
Mara's datapad suddenly sped up,
engaging in a series of abrupt twists and turns in and around the astonished
crew. She even stopped it in mid-air
once, and Luke caused all the rest to stop without missing a beat. She pushed it forward again, in even more
intricate patterns, weaving and dodging around the room. Luke kept the rest following behind like a
tail on a kite, matching her motions exactly.
Finally she settled the datapad back in its original position on the
table, and Luke did likewise with the rest, gently lowering them without a
sound.
Mara grinned at the crew. "The lead datapad shows what a
half-trained Jedi can do with the Force.
Those that followed are only a small demonstration of what a Master can
do."
"It was an effective
demonstration," Seven admitted.
At the very least, it was an
ice-breaker. All at once, everyone had
plenty of questions. Luke and Mara
answered them all with patience and humor.
Finally, Neelix brought up a question on the one subject they hadn't
gotten to yet.
"So, do you have a home near this
academy?" he asked, looking at both of them.
"I live at the Academy, but Mara
..." Luke began.
"We're not married," Mara
confessed. "Just
engaged." A frown from Luke caused
her to continue. "And only friends
when we first arrived here."
Stunned silence filled the room.
"You fell in love after you got
here." It was more a statement
than a question from Neelix.
"Yes," was Mara's quiet
reply. "Maybe." She looked at Luke. "Or maybe it was ten years ago."
"And we just admitted it,"
he put in. "To ourselves and to
each other."
"How romantic," Neelix
exclaimed. "You said you were
engaged. When did you plan on
marrying?"
"Captain Janeway graciously agreed
to perform the ceremony," Luke replied, nodding toward the Captain. "So I guess whenever she is
ready."
"I'd say the sooner we get these
two married, the better," Janeway laughed.
"But we have to plan a
celebration!" Neelix protested.
"With a party, and food."
"And a wedding cake," added
Harry.
"And dancing," B'Elanna put
in.
"You must give us a few days to
prepare," Neelix beseeched.
"At least three days."
The Captain looked at Luke and Mara
with raised eyebrows. "Will three
days be all right with you?" she asked.
"Yes, but, we really don't need a
party. Just a quiet ceremony is all
..." Luke began. He felt bad
enough about pretending to be married already.
"Nonsense," Neelix interjected. "We haven't had a wedding here on
Voyager yet. Please allow us to do this
for you. You don't have any objections,
do you, Captain?"
"Of course not. I think everyone could use a
celebration," she agreed.
"Then it's settled. A wedding in three days."
Everyone rose, and began
congratulating Luke and Mara. Even more
questions poured forth about the Force and the Jedi. Finally, Neelix, Tom, Harry, and B'Elanna excused themselves to
begin the wedding preparations.
Luke and Mara were eventually able to
extricate themselves, and walked back to their quarters.
"It's been an interesting day,
farmboy," Mara teased.
"What makes you say that?"
Luke replied, a deadpan expression on his face. "Just because I had to use the Force, now everyone knows
about us, probably the whole ship by now, and all of a sudden we're getting
married in three days. You call that
interesting? You must have a dull life
when I'm not around, Jade."
"Compared to the monk's life you
led, you mean," she retorted.
They fell onto the couch, laughing and
kissing.
"You know, a marriage ceremony
for two Jedi isn't the same as for anyone else," Luke commented as he held
her tightly. "There is a
Force-bonding ritual that follows the vows part."
Mara pulled up and looked at him. "What kind of Force-bonding? I thought we already had a bond."
"We do. We're probably halfway there already." He kissed her lightly. "But the ritual makes the bond even stronger,
and permanent. My thoughts and feelings
will be your thoughts and feelings, and vice-versa. For the rest of our lives, no matter
how
far apart we are. We will be as one
soul. It is the strongest connection
possible for Jedi."
"Stronger than your bond with
Leia?" Mara asked.
"Yes." He stroked her hair.
"And how do you know about
this? I don't recall any Jedi getting
married to each other in the last 20 years," she continued her
questioning.
"I read a lot. About Jedi history. There isn't much else to do when you lead a
monk's life."
"And you know how to perform this
ritual?"
"Yes, I do." He brought her face up to meet his
gaze. "Mara, we don't have to do
that part, if you don't want. We can
just have a normal wedding, like regular people do."
She reached up and stroked his
cheek. "But we're not regular
people, are we? You said yourself we're
halfway there, and I like what we have together now. I don't want to feel like we're missing out on having something
even better. We should do the
ritual. I want to, Luke."
He pulled her closer and they kissed
passionately, each reveling in the feelings of love pouring from the
other. Luke rose effortlessly with Mara
in his arms, and started for the bedroom.
"Are you sure we should
...," Mara asked demurely. "I
mean, we'll be married soon, maybe we should wait ..."
The look on Luke's face was priceless,
Mara thought. He stopped and blinked at
her several times. All of a sudden, he
dropped Mara on the floor right where they stood.
"You're right. You take the couch tonight. I'm going to go get some dinner." She wasn't going to best him. He headed for the door.
Mara sprang up and tackled him from
behind. "You go out that door and
it'll be the last thing you ever do!"
"But my dear, didn't you just say
..." Luke wasn't done with her yet.
"Never mind what I said, funny
man. You are not going to leave me
unfulfilled."
"Unful..., so, you admit I
fulfill your needs, hmm."
"You ...you ..., wipe that smirk
off your face right now."
Luke was sure he had never been this
happy or carefree in his entire life.
He stood, pulled Mara up, and slung her over his shoulder. "Then I guess we've got some fulfilling
to do. We can eat dinner
afterward."
They never did get around to going out
to dinner that evening.
Part
III
The
Next Day
The next morning it was back to
work. At least that's what Luke thought. Neelix appeared startled when Luke entered
the galley just before 11:00.
"What are you doing here?"
he asked.
Luke glanced around. "Don't I still work here?"
"You're a Jedi Master. We can't have you working in the mess hall,"
Neelix protested.
"But I like working here. I don't want things to change," Luke
said wearily. "Don't you see? We want to be treated just like everyone
else. That's why we didn't say anything
about being Jedi when we first got here.
Please, Neelix, let me stay."
"Oh, all right. But if you want to use your magic powers in
here, go right ahead."
"Thanks." Luke was relieved. "Now, what's on today's menu?"
Mara wasn't receiving quite the same
reaction in engineering, however.
"It's about time," B'Elanna
scolded. "We've got a lot of work
to do."
Mara looked around. "What should I start on?"
"Not here, silly." B'Elanna grabbed her hand and started
dragging her out. "We have to
design you a dress."
"A dress? What for?"
"A wedding dress! Were you planning on getting married in your
work clothes? Or do you have a wedding
dress hidden away on that ship of yours?"
"No, of course not. But..."
"Then c'mon. Ensign Taneka worked in the fashion industry
before joining Starfleet, and she can't wait to help with this. It'll be fun," B'Elanna insisted.
Mara allowed herself to be pulled to
Ensign Taneka's quarters, and the three of them did indeed have a good time,
sketching out and discarding numerous ideas before settling on a final
choice. It was a shimmering,
off-the-shoulder, tea-length
gown
in an emerald green that matched Mara's eyes.
Mara had rejected their idea of a white gown almost immediately. White was not her color, and she didn't
think it was appropriate, anyway, after hearing what the color white stood
for. The other two made her promise not
to describe her dress to Luke at all; they insisted it must be a surprise.
The next couple days passed
quickly. Tom and Harry had outfitted
Luke in black formal wear, though he wasn't sure why they insisted on an
emerald green sash to complete the outfit.
He had toyed with the idea of wearing his Jedi robes, but decided Mara
never seemed too happy to see those robes on anyone, much less him.
Finally, the big day arrived. Luke had stayed up most of the night
meditating. At first Mara had been
annoyed, but then she realized that kind of thing came with marrying a Jedi
Master. She used the time to do some
meditating of her own. When Luke did
finally slip into bed, they held each other in silence before drifting off to
sleep.
The wedding was scheduled for noon in
one of the holodecks Neelix had designed personally.
Mara awoke first, showered, and
slipped away to B'Elanna's rooms. Tom
and Harry arrived later to help Luke get ready. They then made their way to the holodeck.
Neelix had outdone himself with
decorating. The setting was a beautiful
garden with exotic flowers and a rose-covered trellis. The men entered, acknowledging the Captain
and all the guests who had already arrived.
Luke glanced around, but saw no sign of Mara.
"She'll be here, don't
worry," Tom chuckled. Luke had chosen
Tom as his best man. This wedding was
to be in the Earth tradition, which didn't differ too much from Coruscant's
customs, they discovered.
Harry was the designated wedding
photographer, using Mara's holorecorder from her ship.
Soon, music filled the air. Luke and Tom stood near the trellis, where
Captain Janeway waited in her finest dress uniform. The holodeck door opened and B'Elanna walked through slowly,
proceeding toward the front. Tom
thought she never looked lovelier. As maid
of honor, she wore a simple gown of burgundy and cream.
Luke was staring at the open doorway,
oblivious to everyone else. Mara
appeared, and Luke thought his heart would burst. She was more beautiful than he could ever have imagined. Their eyes locked as Mara walked slowly
forward. She carried a bouquet of
flowers, and had some braided into her hair as well.
Mara, for her part, thought Luke
couldn't possibly look any more handsome.
Her hands felt clammy as his bright blue eyes were filled with his love
for her. She reached his side, and they
turned to face the Captain.
"Friends, we are gathered here to
join Luke Skywalker and Mara Jade in the bonds of matrimony. They joined us as strangers, and now stay
with us as friends. They will now
pledge their commitment to one another.
Luke," the Captain nodded at
him.
"Mara, in the years we have known
each other, we have progressed from enemies, to comrades, to friends, to
lovers. And now I will be proud to be
your husband. I will love you, and
treasure you, for the rest of my life."
The Captain smiled and turned to the
bride, "Mara?"
"Luke, you have called me your
friend even when I didn't feel worthy.
You have given me your unconditional trust and respect when no one else
did. I will be proud to be your
wife. I will love you, and treasure
you, for the rest of my life."
Captain Janeway nodded at Tom and
B'Elanna, who produced the matching simple gold rings. Although wedding rings were not that common
at home, Luke and Mara thought they would like that particular Earth
custom. They didn't mind that the gold
bands had been replicated.
Luke held Mara's left hand, and
slipped the ring on her finger, saying, "Mara, I give you this ring as a
symbol of my eternal love and fidelity."
Mara, in turn, placed Luke's ring on
his finger, echoing his words.
Holding hands, they faced the Captain
once more.
"We have witnessed your vows of
love and commitment, and are honored to be included in this celebration. And now, by the authority vested in me by
Starfleet Command, I now pronounce you husband and wife." She nodded to Luke, "You may kiss your
wife."
Luke wasted no time in pulling Mara
close and kissing her enthusiastically, invoking applause from the happy
on-lookers. Luke felt so light-hearted
he actually levitated them off the floor for a few moments, then gently lowered
them back down.
From there everyone proceeded to the
feast Neelix had prepared. Luke and
Mara were seated at the head of the table, joined by their new friends.
"So, Mara," began Neelix,
"during the away mission Luke was telling us about a war against an evil
Emperor that was fought in your galaxy.
He said you two were on different sides."
Mara looked at Luke with raised
eyebrows, but Luke chose to remain silent.
"So how did you two meet?"
Neelix continued.
Everyone fell silent, waiting for
Mara's reply. Mara, for her part,
decided if Luke thought they should be truthful in everything, that's what she
would do.
"Well, if you really want to
know, I wasn't just on the Imperial side.
I was the Emperor's personal assassin.
Luke was one of my targets."
You could have heard a dava pin drop
in the room. Everyone looked from Mara
to Luke and back again.
Luke broke the silence. "She missed."
"My only miss, you might
add," Mara harrumphed. She waved
her fork at Luke. "And you know
that was only because Jabba wouldn't let me on the sail barge."
"For which I am eternally
grateful," Luke grinned.
"Though you had plenty of other opportunities later. And that's not how we actually met,
anyway. I didn't even see you that
day."
"A technicality. I saw you.
Okay, so we didn't meet face-to-face until five years later."
Mara turned to the others and began
the story. "You see, this hotshot
here had burned out both hyperdrive motivators on his X-wing, and was sitting stranded
in space, in the middle of nowhere. My
associates and I rescued him."
Luke suddenly choked on his food.
"Rescued? You mean you and your
smuggler friends captured me."
"I didn't see anyone else around
trying to save your sorry behind. We
could have just left you there to die."
"Most rescues don't involve being
knocked out and locked up."
"I seem to recall it didn't take
you long to break out, even without the Force.
So then I had to capture you all over again."
"Which gave you plenty of other chances to kill me, that
you didn't take."
"I thought I might need you to
get out of the forest," Mara said defensively.
"Seems you've needed me for a lot
of years now," Luke chuckled.
"Why, just the other night in bed, you said you needed me
to..."
Mara swiftly kicked him under the
table.
"Ow!" Luke cried out in mock
pain.
Voyager's crew was enthralled by the
newlyweds' banter, who in turn did fill in the details of that first meeting on
Myrkr.
"Are we finally getting to know
the real Luke and Mara?" questioned the Captain, as they concluded their
story.
"'Fraid so, Captain," Luke
smiled. "Whether that's a good
thing or not remains to be seen."
"You've given up this assassin career, I hope?" Chakotay
turned to Mara. "And smuggling
career?"
"Of course. I'm a legit trader now. Everything above board." Some of the others weren't quite sure if
Mara sounded proud or remorseful.
"On that note, I believe it's time for some dancing,"
Neelix announced. Everyone moved to the
dance floor, as Neelix instructed the computer on which songs to play. He looked expectantly at Luke and Mara as
the first song started. "You know,
the bride and groom have to lead the dancing."
Mara smiled widely as Luke paled. She grabbed his hand and dragged him out to
the center of the floor. *At least it's
a slow song,* he thought.
*I'm sure there'll be faster ones
later,* she returned.
Luke's nervousness slipped away as he
held Mara close. His confidence grew as
Mara guided him through the steps. He
even eventually asked B'Elanna and the Captain to dance, as Mara took a turn
with most of the men in attendance. She
loved to dance, and it showed in her happy countenance.
Finally, the joyous evening drew to a
close. Everyone took their leave, and
Mara and Luke returned to their quarters, arms encircling each other's waist.
Mara disappeared into the 'fresher as Luke
began to change clothes. He gave a low
whistle when she emerged. She was
wearing a very provocative black negligee, with her long hair hanging loose
down her back.
"Heck, I would've proposed years
ago if I had known you were so sexy," he teased.
She came over and rubbed her hands
across his bare shoulders. "You're
not so bad yourself, farmboy."
Luke had stripped down to a pair of
silk boxers. He cupped her face lightly
and kissed her softly on the lips.
"Are you ready?" he
whispered. She didn't have to ask to
what he was referring. The Jedi
marriage ritual. Luke had explained
what would be involved, and though Mara was apprehensive, she knew this bond
would be an important part of their marriage.
Luke gently took her hand and led her
to their bed, where they sat cross-legged, facing each other, fingers
intertwined. They had agreed Mara would
go first, so she would know what to expect when Luke entered her mind.
Luke nodded to Mara, and they both
closed their eyes. The room was lit
only by a single candle. Luke opened
his mind completely, and Mara tentatively entered his awareness. Luke guided her to his deepest feelings and
memories. She felt his own
apprehensiveness,
though he encouraged her to continue.
She finally reached the spot where his earliest memories lay. Together they remembered his childhood on
Tatooine, his strict uncle and loving aunt.
Mara felt Luke's pain at being an outsider to his friends, except for
Biggs. They continued through his
wonderment at learning about the Force from Ben, his anguish at his guardians'
and mentor's deaths, his jealousy over Leia, his years with the Rebel Alliance. Mara felt his determination while training
with Yoda, and his despair over learning Vader was his father.
Seeing the events in Luke's life
through his mind was decidedly different than the Emperor's point of view had
been. She felt his attraction to her
from the first moment he saw her, confirming his admission to her the night he
proposed. She also felt his
disappointment that she didn't seem interested in him, and his many years of
loneliness. She squeezed Luke's hands a
little tighter as his memories of Callista flew by, his hope that he had at
last found someone who loved him, and his deep
depression
when she left him. Mara could feel
Luke's acceptance, on Nam Chorios, that it was not his and Callista's destiny
to be together.
The newlyweds journeyed through the
rest of Luke's memories, ending with their wedding this very day. There was no doubt in Mara's own mind as to
Luke's overwhelming love for her, much stronger than he had had for Callista or
anyone else. They both opened their
eyes, as Luke recited, "My memories are now your memories; my thoughts are
now your thoughts; we are one."
Mara took a deep breath and shut her
eyes. She felt Luke gently entering her
mind now, seeking her innermost secrets, reassuring her all the way. She relaxed, feeling comforted by his presence. They began at her earliest memories, that of
being
taken
from her family by the Emperor when she was about five years old. Mara's breath caught as she saw glimpses of
her mother and father, crying and being pushed back by stormtroopers. Images rolled by of being tutored by
Palpatine's hand-picked instructors, with lessons in the Force by the Emperor
himself. The recollections of all her
missions surfaced, beginning when she was about 18. Luke finally got to see her as a dancer at Jabba's, and
experienced the Emperor's anger at her failure.
He journeyed with her through her many
wanderings after the Emperor's death, ending up with Karrde's
organization. He felt her doubts and
hesitations when she finally caught up with him, and her relief at eventually
being rid of Palpatine's last
command. He felt her growing attraction to him
weighed against her pride and need for independence. He now knew how much she regretted her previous aloofness when he
took up with Callista, but also how she felt his pain when Callista rejected
him in favor of her quest for the Force.
Luke saw how Mara always kept track of
his whereabouts, never hesitating to help if he needed it. He felt her unconditional love for him, and
her desire to be with him always.
They opened their eyes slowly, and
Mara took her turn in reciting, "My memories are now your memories; my
thoughts are now your thoughts; we are one."
Luke and Mara both felt an
overwhelming sense of peace and love come over them, more comforting than they
could ever imagine. They were now ready
for the final part of the Jedi marriage ritual, the physical joining.
Luke pulled his bride to a standing
position next to the bed with him, and kissed her gently on the lips. He caressed her slowly, while his lips
traveled down her neck and shoulders.
He effortlessly removed the negligee, and continued his ministrations
over her entire body. When he straightened
back up, Mara reached down and removed his shorts, kissing his chest and
abdomen, while caressing the rest of him.
The ability to now feel their
partner's emotions as clearly as their own was intoxicating. Though they had previously been able to
sense the feelings coming from each other, with their new bond there was no
need to reach out with the Force to sense the other; it was instantaneous. Even Luke couldn't have predicted the
indescribable exhilaration they were experiencing.
Finally they collapsed onto the bed,
where the real lovemaking began in earnest.
There was no need for verbal communication; as soon as one of them
expressed a thought, the other shared that same thought.
Hours later, they lay still, wrapped
in each other's arms. Mara drifted off
to sleep first, but Luke lay awake a while longer, marveling over what had just
transpired between them. Truly, their
lives would never be the same again.
His thoughts drifted to the fact that he and Mara were the only two
married Jedi in existence, that he knew of.
So were they the only ones who could achieve the level of ecstasy that
they had experienced tonight, and would continue to experience? He quickly dismissed a pang of sympathy for
Leia and Han. They had their own
special union; it wasn't right for him to dwell on anyone else's relationship.
Luke did come to the conclusion that
Mara was the only woman possible for him to have this bond with. Even if Callista had never lost her powers,
though he loved her, he had never hungered for her the way he did for
Mara. He doubted he would be able to go
on if anything ever happened to her.
Luke finally joined Mara in sleep, and they both shared the same
blissful dreams.
Uncharacteristically, Mara awoke
first. She felt Luke's presence so
clearly it almost startled her. How
could she ever have doubted that she was meant to be with Luke Skywalker? If anyone had tried to tell her two months
ago that she would be married to him, she would have had them committed to the
insane asylum on Loravie III. Yet, here
she was, Mrs. Luke Skywalker, and so infatuated with him she couldn't see
straight.
She glanced over at her sleeping
lover. All the years we wasted, she
thought. But maybe Luke was right. Maybe they weren't ready to be together
until now. He had been busy with his
academy, in between rounds of saving the galaxy. She needed time to adjust to being with the New Republic, and
establishing herself as an independent trader.
She still didn't like Luke's ideas on destiny, but perhaps in this case
he was right. Something brought them to
this galaxy, giving them a chance to be together. Well, whatever it was, she was grateful.
Luke and Mara lounged around until
noon, then fixed themselves a light lunch.
Afterwards, they both sat back and looked at each other as if to say
"Now what?" Captain Janeway
had given them the day off.
Finally Mara jumped up, went into the
bedroom, and got dressed in exercise clothes.
She emerged and tossed Luke his lightsaber.
"C'mon, get dressed. We haven't had a good lightsaber workout
since we arrived on this ship."
Luke noticed she already had her
lightsaber clipped to her belt. He got
up grinning. "I suppose only Jedi
would do this on their honeymoon," he laughed.
As they proceeded to the gym, they
were met by Commander Chakotay.
"So where are you two newlyweds
off to?"
"Lightsaber practice," Mara
replied easily.
Chakotay saw then that Mara also had
one of the interesting weapons. "What,
you shoot at each other and deflect the shots?"
"Not exactly," Luke
laughed. "We duel."'
"Like fencing?" Chakotay
asked.
"That depends on what fencing
is," Luke answered.
"Would you mind an
audience?" Chakotay inquired hopefully.
Mara and Luke looked at each other and
shrugged. "Why not? Sure, come along." Luke agreed.
When they reached the gym, Chakotay
stood to the side, not quite sure what to expect. Luke and Mara slightly bowed to each other, then took defensive
postures as they ignited their lightsabers with a snap-hiss.
Mara struck first, swinging her blade
in a wide arc toward Luke's head. He
swiftly ducked, and countered with a slice to her knees. Mara spun out of the way, and returned a
swing at his mid-section. He flipped
over her head, landing behind her. Mara
spun to face him, and their blades sizzled as she blocked his swing.
Chakotay quietly spoke into his comm
badge. "Captain, would you please
come to the gym on Level Three? You
have got to see this to believe it. And
you might want to bring Tuvoc with you."
"What's going on,
Commander?" came the reply.
"You'll see when you get
here."
Moments later, Janeway and Tuvoc
entered the gym. They were greeted with
the sight of Luke and Mara slashing, blocking, flipping, and spinning. The spectators stared wide-mouthed as Luke
avoided Mara's quick blow by springing in a blur up to the
catwalk
which surrounded the room. Mara frowned
at him, then jumped and joined him.
They continued their duel on the narrow platform as gracefully as they
had on the floor.
Finally, the competition came to an
end. Mara and Luke shut down their
lightsabers and saluted each other.
Janeway noticed Mara was panting slightly, but Luke was barely breathing
hard. They clipped their weapons to
their belts, and walked over to greet their audience.
"Most impressive!" came the
admiring reaction.
"You Jedi certainly have strange
honeymoon customs," Janeway quipped.
"Well, we were out of practice,
and you did give us the day off," Luke explained, smiling.
"But why do you need to practice
fighting each other? Do you have
enemies that also wield lightsabers?" asked Tuvoc.
"Unfortunately, yes. There are a few dark Jedi left who use their
powers for destruction," Mara answered.
"Lightsaber practice is an
important part of a Jedi's training," Luke went on. "But only the advanced students use
real lightsabers. It can be very dangerous."
"Have you ever had to battle a
dark Jedi?" Chakotay asked Luke.
"Yes, several times,
unfortunately," he answered solemnly.
"And you were always
victorious? With skill like yours, I
don't see how anyone could defeat you," Janeway asked curiously.
Luke looked down uncomfortably. "I was defeated in my first
battle. I rushed to fight before I was
fully trained." He flexed his
right hand, then raised it.
"That's how I lost my hand," he added quietly.
Janeway felt terrible about bring up
what must have been an awful memory.
Luke reached out and touched her arm gently. "It's all right. It
was many years ago. And I learned ...
many valuable lessons that day."
The others were silent. Mara could hear the questions in their
heads.
"I never had to face another Jedi
in a prolonged battle,"
Mara
answered their unspoken wonderings.
"But I know if I do, I'll be ready." She glanced at her husband.
"I've been trained by the best."
Luke noticed Tuvoc was staring at his
saber. He unclipped it and handed it to
him. "Would you like to see how it
works?" he asked, ready for a change in the conversation. Tuvoc and Chakotay were fascinated with his
explanation of how a lightsaber is constructed.
Mara and the Captain wandered over to
a locker, where Mara grabbed a towel.
"The teacher is in his glory," Mara smiled, as Luke was
demonstrating the proper handgrip.
"I'm so sorry we asked about
battling other Jedi," the Captain apologized. "We didn't mean to bring up bad memories."
"Don't feel bad, you couldn't
have known. It's just that the first
dark Jedi who defeated him ... was his own father."
Janeway was stunned. "I'm so sorry. Is his father...?"
"He's dead now," Mara
quickly put in. "He turned back to
the good side and saved Luke's life just before he died."
"I see," said the Captain,
not sure quite what to say.
"Anyway, I think Luke's stronger
for it." Mara fingered her
lightsaber. "This had been Luke's
father's lightsaber, before he turned to the dark side. It's the one Luke was using when he ... when
he lost his hand. His father was trying
to talk him into joining him, but Luke refused."
"How did he survive?"
"By letting himself fall down an
air shaft. He didn't recover his
lightsaber until several years later, not long after we met. He had already made himself a new one by
then, and he gave me this one."
"He must have thought a lot of
you already then."
Mara watched Luke coaching Chakotay on
how to swing the blade. "Yes, I
suppose he did."
The days passed quickly for the
newlyweds. Luke did worry about how
Leia was handling his disappearance, and Mara occasionally lost her temper
still, but overall they were happy and contented.
One night as Luke was drifting off to
sleep, Mara's thoughts turned to the possibility of having children. While they'd only been married a month, they
weren't getting any younger either.
Luke always seemed to enjoy his niece and nephews whenever she had seen
them together. She had no doubt he
would make a great father; it was herself as a mother she had a harder time
picturing.
Luke rolled over, making himself more
comfortable.
"Luke," Mara said softly.
"Hmm..." Mara faintly heard.
"What do you think about
children?"
"Like 'em," was the sleepy
reply, as he turned on his side facing away from her.
"Do you think we're ready to have
one?" she ventured.
No answer. Mara frowned, as she realized he was fast asleep. She was due for her monthly hypospray
tomorrow, but she was reluctant to take it.
Somehow, she knew she and Luke should have a baby, and that the time was
right. They weren't getting any closer
to finding a way home, so there was nothing else to wait for. Mara smiled to herself as she snuggled up
behind Luke and put an arm around him.
She had made her decision; she would not get that hypospray tomorrow.
Several weeks later, Mara woke with a
start. Something wasn't right. The computer alarm hadn't announced that it
was time to get up yet, and Luke was still sleeping. Mara tried to relax, thinking to the previous night. They had made love far into the night, even more
passionately than usual. So what could
be wrong?
Mara reached out with the Force, and
sat up with a jolt. She had felt
another presence. But how? Where?
"Computer, lights," Mara
ordered, then squinted in the sudden brightness. They were alone.
"Computer, lights off."
This was ridiculous. She was being paranoid. But still, she could feel a third presence
in the room, and it felt somehow familiar.
She thought about waking Luke, then started picturing him teasing her
for imagining things.
Luke had been giving her lessons in
Force-awareness during their time on Voyager.
Maybe it was time to practice what she'd learned. Mara took a deep breath and cleared her
mind. She extended her Force sense out
into the room, but the farther out she reached, the fainter the presence
felt. She reversed direction, and the
closer she drew to herself, the more intense the presence seemed. Mara's breath suddenly caught in her
throat. She shakily placed her hand on
her abdomen, and reached inside herself with the Force. There was no mistaking it, inside her was a
tiny being that felt like Luke, felt like her, and yet felt unique all at the
same time. She was pregnant!
Mara was both elated and scared. What would Luke think? She had never gotten around to telling him
she didn't use the Doctor's hypospray this month. She hadn't really even thought much about it since then, which is
probably why Luke hadn't picked
up
on it. She hadn't expected to get
pregnant this quickly. Wasn't it
supposed to take longer the older you were?
Surely Luke will be happy. Won't
he? Or will he be disappointed that she
didn't consult him first? He hadn't
been upset with her when she started taking the birth control. Maybe he didn't want to have a baby. But that was different; they hadn't been
married yet then.
Luke stirred next to her. She wasn't ready to face him just yet. Quietly Mara slipped into the shower. As the warm water streamed over her, she
felt again for her son or daughter.
The baby felt so tiny. They must have just conceived him last
night. Him? Yes, a son. Either
intuition or the Force told Mara they would have a son. The water helped relax her. She began thinking about their lovemaking last
night. Who would have thought a
moisture farmer could make her feel so good?
"We could repeat those maneuvers
in a vertical position," came a low voice behind her. How could she be so relaxed she didn't
notice him coming!
"Up kind of early, aren't
you?" Luke asked.
"Well, I, uh, couldn't sleep, so
I got up," Mara stammered.
"Anything wrong?" He sensed Mara's nervousness, but she didn't
seem sick or injured.
"No," Mara shook her head.
Luke began kissing her neck, then
stopped suddenly, straightened, and looked at her. His puzzled look slowly turned to surprise, as realization of
what he felt dawned on him.
"Mara?" he whispered. He slowly placed his palm on her stomach,
and reached out with the Force. "I
thought you were still using the hyposprays."
"I stopped a few weeks ago,"
she confessed. This was not the
reaction she had expected.
"Without asking me?" Luke
questioned further.
"I don't need your permission for
everything I do." Mara was getting
irritated. He was supposed to be happy,
not interrogating her.
"Obviously," Luke
retorted. Without another word, he
exited the shower. After a few minutes
she felt him leave their quarters. Mara
leaned back against the shower wall, tears streaming down her face.
Luke wasn't sure where he was heading
when he stormed out, or even why he was leaving. He eventually found himself in hydro-ponics. He slumped down in a corner, barely glancing
at the carefully tended plants that surrounded him. He had once joked
this
room was as close to Yavin IV as he could get, the only place with hundreds of
live plants, not holographic ones.
Luke buried his face in his
hands. What was wrong with him? For years he had dreamed of having a family
of his own. And now that it was a
reality, why did he feel so ... frightened?
He hadn't been nervous when he and Mara had married. A baby should be a welcome addition. He could feel Mara's sorrow and
disappointment over his reaction. The
child must have a very strong Force-presence for them to be able to detect it
so early.
Luke tried isolating his fears. Could he and Mara successfully raise a
Force-strong child? Without it turning
to the dark side?
*There are no guarantees in life,
Luke,* he heard in his mind. He felt
Mara's warm presence fill him. *We can
handle anything together, my husband.*
Luke felt ashamed. *I'm so sorry, Mara,* he sent back. Luke quickly got to his feet and hurried
back 'home.'
When he arrived, he found Mara sitting
on the floor, looking out at the stars.
She had her chin resting on her knees, arms hugging her legs. Luke sat down next to her, and gingerly
turned her face to look at him. "I
was so foolish. Can you ever forgive
me?"
Mara gave him a weak smile and
nodded. "I was wrong not to
discuss this with you first. It seems
I've been making all the procreation decisions by myself. It is I who should be asking your
forgiveness."
Luke started to say something, but she
laid a finger on his lips to silence him.
"I started to talk to you about
this once, but you fell asleep before I could get it out. And then, well, I didn't think it would
happen this quickly. I thought I had
plenty of time. You must be pretty
potent," she laughed softly.
"Just crazy in love with
you," Luke replied, as he hugged her close. "This will take some getting used to, though."
"We'll manage. Leia and Han do okay with their kids."
"You haven't seen all the scrapes the kids get themselves
into. And I know Leia is concerned
about how they will turn out. Growing
up knowing Darth Vader was your grandfather is not an easy legacy for a
child."
"I imagine all parents wonder how
their children will turn out. You worry
too much. We'll raise him the best we
can."
Luke pondered her words. "So you believe it's a boy?" he
finally said. "I can't tell
yet."
"I think it's more a
feeling."
Luke leaned down and kissed her
stomach. "Welcome to the world, my
son."
Luke and Mara decided to keep their
news to themselves for awhile. Luke,
however, did insist they visit the Doctor.
"You need to have a check-up,
make sure everything is fine," he pointed out.
"I'll talk to him during work
this afternoon," Mara rationalized.
"A few more hours won't matter."
"No, I want to go along. It's about time I take an active part in
this baby-making business."
Mara snickered. "I'd say you had a very active part
last night."
He took her arm. "Very funny. Let's go."
They were greeted by the Doctor as
they entered sickbay.
"Well, to what do I owe this
pleasure? It's too early for your
shift, Mara."
"Mara needs a physical
exam." Luke got right to the
point. "She's pregnant."
"I can speak for myself,"
Mara said indignantly.
Luke merely motioned for her to
continue. She glared at him, but he
could tell she wasn't angry. Mara
turned to the Doctor.
"What he said," she stated
simply.
"Come lie down on an examination
table," the Doctor invited.
"You can't be very far along, you only stopped the hypo-sprays two
weeks ago."
"Last night," Mara murmured.
"Last night?" the Doctor
repeated. "How can you possibly
tell already?" The Doctor began
running his medical tri-corder over her.
"We can feel the baby's
presence," Luke explained.
"Both of you?" The Doctor clearly found this hard to
believe. "Well, it seems you are
correct." He interpreted the
tri-corder's readings. "You are
less than 24 hours pregnant. Of course,
it is too early to determine which sex the child will be." He noted the look that Luke and Mara
exchanged. "Don't tell me you think
you know that, too. That's
impossible." The Doctor raised one
eyebrow at them.
"We're going to have a son."
Mara replied. "We just know, don't
ask how."
The Doctor shook his head. "Your diagnostic skills are truly
amazing." He resumed his medical
readings. "At any rate, your
overall physical condition is excellent.
You shouldn't have any problems with this pregnancy. Congratulations."
Mara sat back up. "Thank you." She glanced at Luke. "We're going to wait awhile before
making any announcements," she added.
"I understand. My lips are sealed, so to speak," the
Doctor assured them. "I'd like to
check you every few weeks," he went on.
"We need to make sure you don't develop any vitamin
deficiencies."
"Of course," Mara agreed.
Luke and Mara took their leave, and
walked back to their quarters in silence, hand-in-hand.
A few weeks later, Luke awoke to find
a nauseated sensation coming from Mara.
He found her in the 'fresher, retching.
"Mara, honey, are you all
right?"
"Do I look all right?" she
mumbled, in between heavings. Her face
was pale, and sweat glistened on her forehead.
Luke hurried to get her a damp cloth and glass of water. He wiped her face gently, and sent feelings
of comfort her way as she rinsed out her mouth.
"Morning sickness! I can't believe it," she grumbled. She leaned back against him as they sat on
the floor of the 'fresher.
"Surely the Doctor can give you
something for this," Luke suggested hopefully.
"Yeah, if I can make it all the
way to sickbay without ... oh ..." Mara quickly leaned over the commode
again, as another round hit her. Luke
held her hair back, feeling rather helpless.
When she settled down again, she eyed him critically.
"I don't see you throwing
up. What happened to feeling what I
feel?"
"Well, I don't feel too good, but
I guess it doesn't go quite that far.
C'mon, let's get you to sickbay."
He helped her dress, and they made
their way to see the Doctor.
"You don't have to hold my
arm. I'm not an invalid," Mara
scolded.
"Sorry. You just don't look too steady on your feet yet."
"I'll be fine."
Despite her assurances, Mara had to
hurry to a nearby sink as soon as they entered sickbay. To their relief, the Doctor did indeed have
a remedy for morning sickness.
"Ah, the joys of motherhood," he commented.
"Save it," Mara retorted
sourly. She was in no mood to be joked
with.
"Thanks, Doc," Luke smiled
weakly, as he guided Mara back out. The
hypospray was starting to help already.
Mara fervently hoped they wouldn't pass anyone on the way; she knew she
must look a fright.
"You look fine. Beautiful, as always," Luke assured her,
receiving a glare in reply. Fortunately
it was early enough they made it back unnoticed.
One day, about a month later, Neelix
mentioned to Luke their upcoming talent show night.
"Talent show? What's that?"
"Every three months, members of
the crew take turns putting on a show for everyone else. As morale officer, I had to come up with
things to boost the morale of the crew.
They were reluctant at first, but now everyone looks forward to
it."
"What kind of show is it?"
Luke asked.
"A variety show. Each person performs something that they're
good at. They might sing, or play a
musical instrument, or recite poetry, or do magic tricks. You'd be good at that."
Luke grimaced. He was almost afraid to ask the next
question. "You don't expect Mara
and me to...?"
"Of course. As the newest members of the crew, you have
to."
"We're not really good at getting
up in front of an audience," Luke protested. Mara would kill him.
"Nonsense! We're all friends here. There's no need to be nervous," Neelix
assured him. "Everyone takes a
turn. No one gets out of this."
Luke thought a moment. "Did Seven of Nine do this?"
"Well, no one except her,"
Neelix admitted. "She adamantly
refused, and I didn't think my having a broken neck would be good for
morale."
"You don't know Mara very
well," Luke muttered under his breath.
"What was that?"
"Nothing. When is this show?"
"Day after tomorrow. At 20:00, in
the main crew lounge."
"Okay, I guess we'll think of
something," Luke reluctantly agreed.
"It'll be fun. You'll see," Neelix grinned.
"A talent show?!" Mara
screeched. "You have got to be
kidding."
"Hon, maybe it won't be so
bad. Neelix says everyone has
fun."
"So what are you going to do,
farmboy?"
"I don't have the faintest
idea. I was hoping you'd come up with
something," Luke ventured.
"Hmm..." Mara started to get
a wicked gleam in her eye. "Let's
see. We could do a dance routine
together."
Luke's eyes grew wide. "No way. I'll think of something on my own." He eyed her appreciatively. "You could dance, though. You're a great dancer. Pretend you're dancing for Jabba."
"And if they don't like me I get
thrown to the rancor? Thanks a
lot."
"They'll love ya'." He slipped an arm around her waist and
pulled her close. "Course not as
much as I do."
"Now we just have to decide what
you're talented at," she teased, as Luke nuzzled her neck. "I don't think we can do that on stage,
sweetheart," she laughed.
Two nights later, it was time for the
big show. Only a skeleton crew was left
on duty, as everyone else packed into the crew lounge. Commander Chakotay started off the evening
by playing an Indian flute, followed by Ensign Nelson singing, and several
other various acts.
Luke and Mara sat near the front, next
to Tom and B'Elanna. Mara was wearing a
loose-fitting outer garment tied with a sash.
B'Elanna leaned over and whispered, "What are you going to do for
your act?"
"Dance," came the simple
reply.
"What about Luke?" B'Elanna
continued.
"He wouldn't tell me. Said it was a surprise. Probably because I teased him about dancing
with me."
Luke was wearing his black Jedi tunic
and trousers, which he seldom did anymore.
At last it was the Skywalkers' turn.
"Are you ready?" Neelix
asked them. He was acting as master of
ceremonies.
"Ladies first," Luke
motioned to Mara.
Mara rose and slipped off her outer
robe. She was wearing an exotic-looking
dancing outfit. Luke smiled as several
admiring whistles ensued from the crowd, but Mara didn't seem to mind.
She called up the appropriate music
from the ship's computer, and launched into a captivating dance routine. Everyone was entranced as she twirled,
soared, and gracefully pirouetted across the stage. As she ended with a delicate bow, the audience rose in applause.
"Encore!" shouted Harry.
Mara gave him a puzzled look.
"He means 'do another
dance'," B'Elanna laughed. Luke
was surprised and delighted when Mara readily complied. This time she did a jazzier routine, which
also brought a round of cheers.
"Thank you, Mara, for a beautiful
performance," Neelix said in gratitude.
"And now we have one last act to go. Luke?"
Luke rose to his feet. "I should have gone first. How can I top that?"
He walked onto the stage and turned to
face the audience.
"Since I don't sing, dance, or
play any musical instruments, I felt somewhat limited in what I could do,"
he began. "Mara and I have told
you many stories about our friends and family back home, so I thought you might
enjoy my impressions of them."
Mara was as intrigued as everyone
else, wondering what Luke was going to do.
Luke dropped his hands to his sides,
relaxed, and let the Force flow through him.
His entire body shimmered, and suddenly, standing in his place, was ...
Leia!
"Greetings. I am Leia Organa Solo, New Republic High
Councilor, and sister to Luke Skywalker," Luke proclaimed in a passable
imitation of Leia's voice. Even Mara
was impressed. She'd seen him use Force
disguises before, but nothing this detailed.
"Now I would like you to meet my
husband, Han Solo," Luke continued.
Leia's image blurred, and transformed into Han. He proceeded through Jaina, Jacen, Anakin,
Lando, Wedge, Admiral Ackbar, Ben Kenobi, Yoda, and Talon Karrde.
He finally returned to his own
self. "So, are there any
requests?"
"Your droids," Harry
shouted.
Luke thought a moment. "For them, I will use a power called
the White Current, instead of the Force."
He concentrated, and next to him appeared R2D2 and C3PO.
"I am See-Threepio, human-cyborg
relations. I am fluent in over six
million forms of communication."
An indignant whistle issued from Artoo.
Threepio bopped Artoo on top of his dome. "I'll get to you, you near-sighted scrap-heap." Threepio turned and addressed the
audience. "This is my counterpart,
Artoo-Detoo. He is an astromech
droid. His main function is helping to
pilot Master Luke's X-wing."
Another squeal emitted from Artoo.
"Yes, I know you are capable of
more functions than just that. If you
would quit interrupting, perhaps I will mention some of them."
By now the crew was roaring in
laughter. "That's exactly how they
act!" Mara exclaimed. Luke
continued with the droids a few more minutes, then let them fade away.
"Anyone else?" he asked.
"I want to see a Hutt,"
B'Elanna requested.
Luke smiled at the memory of that
first parrises squares match, where he had kidded Mara about being as slow as a
Hutt.
Using the Current again, an image of a
huge slug-like creature appeared.
"Ho, ho, ho. So, I see you have found someone new to
dance for, Arica," he fixed his gaze on Mara.
"That's a Hutt?" B'Elanna
exclaimed.
"That's the now-deceased Jabba
the Hutt," Mara explained.
"How about doing that evil
Emperor?" Neelix called out.
Luke glanced at Mara, and she nodded.
Jabba disappeared, and this time Luke
went back to using the Force, changing himself into an image of Palpatine. Even though she knew it was Luke, Mara still
felt a stab of fear course through her.
Luke, naturally, felt her anxiety as clearly as she did.
"Now, now, my dear," he cackled
as he slowly approached her. "I
forgive you for not carrying out my last command. Some things work out for the best, don't you agree?"
Mara just stared at Luke, finding it
hard to believe he could mimic the Emperor so perfectly, though Palpatine never
forgave anybody for anything.
"Do someone else now," Mara
managed to say.
"I would like to see Darth
Vader," Seven spoke up.
Mara wondered if Luke would agree, but
apparently Seven caught him in an agreeable mood.
He shimmered once more, and there stood Darth Vader, breathing
mask and all. He approached Seven of
Nine.
"Ah, Seven of Nine, it is
fortunate that your Borg never encountered a Dark Lord of the Sith. You would have found us quite formidable
opponents," he hissed.
"That was Luke's father, who
saved him from the Emperor?" Janeway whispered to Mara.
"No, Captain," Luke
interrupted, swirling around to face her.
His image then changed to a gentle-looking man, dressed in Jedi robes.
"It was I, Anakin Skywalker." He turned to Mara. "Ah, my new daughter-in-law. My son is indeed a lucky man."
Mara had never seen Vader's true
self. She had always wondered how Luke
turned out so different from Vader, now she understood.
Luke then transformed back to himself.
"I hope you don't have any more
requests tonight. I'm about changed
out."
The crew erupted into thunderous
applause.
"Bravo!" Neelix led the
standing ovation.
"Amazing." Janeway shook his hand. "How do you do that?"
"It is all an illusion,"
Luke shrugged. "I merely project
an image that I want you to perceive."
"Well, it was very
impressive," she replied.
"Thank you," he accepted her
compliment modestly. Mara came up to
stand beside him. "Just promise me
we won't have to get up there again at the next show," he smiled.
"Yes, I don't think I'll be in
any shape to do that dance three months from now," Mara went on.
*I think it's time we tell them,* Luke
heard in his head. He merely nodded an
affirmation.
"What do you mean?" the
Captain was confused, as were the others around them.
Mara slipped her arm around Luke's
waist and grinned. "We're going to
have a baby," she announced happily.
Suddenly everyone was hugging Mara and
clapping Luke on the back.
"Congratulations!" "When is it due?" "Boy or girl?" "How long have you known?"
Mara and Luke answered their questions
as best they could, except for Neelix's last question -- "You'll stay on
Voyager until the baby comes, won't you?"
"We don't know what fate holds in
store for us, Neelix,” Luke answered.
"I had a vision of Mara holding a baby, but I couldn't tell where
she was at the time."
"We wish you the best, wherever
you are," Captain Janeway put in.
Six months later, the Skywalkers were
indeed still on Voyager. Each time the
ship entered a new system, Luke poured over star charts, but in vain. They were no closer to finding a way home
than when they first arrived.
Luke and Mara had long ago learned
English, and now only spoke Basic when they were alone. They both continued with the same jobs on
the duty roster. Mara even practiced
some Force-healing techniques in sickbay.
In fact, she completed her Jedi
training
under Luke's personal tutelage.
They occasionally took the Jade's Fire
out for a spin, sometimes taking their friends from Voyager along. Mara eventually even let Tom pilot her
beloved ship a couple times, much to his delight, though she did not let him
try to land in the
docking
bay.
Shore leave on the next few planets
they stopped at went without a hitch.
Mara and Luke both usually got to accompany the away teams.
Yes, things were going well for the
Skywalkers. So, naturally, Luke had to
find something to fret about. One
night, they had been in bed about an hour, when Mara awoke, sensing Luke's
uneasy mood. He was sitting up in bed,
chin resting on his knees, staring out into the darkness.
"Honey, what's wrong?" she
said sleepily.
"Sorry I woke you," he
apologized. "I've been thinking about Leia. I miss her, Mara. Growing
up, I always felt there was an empty spot inside me, a spot she filled as soon
as I met her. I've relied on her being
there for me for half my life now," Luke sighed. "I've been gone over ten months. This has got to be killing her."
"She's strong, Luke. She'll make it. And she has Han to help her."
"Hmm..." Luke murmured, lost again in his own thoughts.
After a few minutes of silence, Mara
spoke up again. "Now, tell me what
else is bothering you. It isn't just
Leia, is it?"
"No, I suppose not. Oh, I guess I'm feeling kinda useless
here. Who knows what's going on back
home, and here I am, acting like I'm on vacation. It's like I'm hiding out, avoiding my responsibilities in our own
galaxy."
"I'd comfort you on all these
worries, but I don't think I can sit up by myself," Mara mumbled. Her increasing girth was making everything
she did more difficult.
Luke chuckled softly, and lay back
down beside her. She reached over and
stroked his face. "Luke, you know
you're not responsible for everything that happens, back home or here. Jedi Knights, even Jedi Masters, cannot
spend every day of their lives trying to make things perfect for everyone
else."
She could hear Luke exhale wearily,
his breath warm on her cheek. She
continued, "What were Ben Kenobi and Yoda doing for the twenty years
before you met them? Do you think they
were just hiding out, trying to avoid their responsibilities?"
"No," Luke responded.
"Of course not. But I wish I had
gotten the chance to ask them about things like this. I still feel like I have to make up the rules as I go along. And now I'm not even there anymore to give
the other Jedi any direction."
"Luke, your students are more
than capable. It'll be good for them to
be on their own, without you holding their hands. They run the academy themselves now, anyway."
"I know, I know," Luke
conceded.
"And you are doing important work
here," Mara continued.
"You're creating the next generation of Jedi Knights. Admittedly, Leia beat you to it, but our children
will have important roles in the future, and they'll need your guidance."
"They? So you want more children?"
"Let's see how it goes with this
one. By the way, don't you think it's
about time we give 'this one' a name?" Mara broached the subject that had
been on her mind lately.
"Yes it is. Did you have any ideas?"
"I figured you might want to name
him after someone, like Ben, or Han," Mara went on.
"Hmm, it crossed my
mind." Luke shifted so she could
lay her head on his shoulder. "But
our son will be his own unique person, and I think he should have his own
unique name."
"So did you have a name in
mind?"
"I did read a name in a story
once that I liked." Luke kissed
the top of her head. "What do you
think of the name Dane?"
"Dane Skywalker. I like it.
It has a nice ring to it. Sounds
very noble."
Luke stroked her hair. "Didn't you have any names to
suggest?"
"Not really. Tell you what, you name all our sons, and
I'll name all our daughters."
"This is sounding serious,"
Luke laughed. "Okay,
deal." Luke reached down and
rubbed Mara's swollen abdomen. "I
can hardly wait to hold you, Dane."
"You and me both," Mara joined
in. They were both silent for
awhile.
"You know, Luke, this is my
favorite time of the day. I love being
alone with you, talking, sharing. I
can't imagine my life without you."
Luke cupped her cheek and kissed her
tenderly. "That's good, cause
you're not getting rid of me. I love
you so much, Mara."
"And I love you, Luke," she
replied. As their kisses became more
passionate, Mara began caressing him and sliding his shorts off.
"Are you sure it's all right to
still do this," he whispered, wanting to make love to her, but concerned
for her and the baby.
"The Doctor said it's all right
for as long as we want, as long as I'm comfortable," she assured him.
His only reply was to carefully
undress her, then pull her atop him.
Their lovemaking was slow and gentle, and afterward they fell asleep in
each other's arms.
They both awoke about the same time,
and Luke gave Mara a good-morning hug.
"Care to take a shower with
me?" he asked hopefully.
"No, I don't think so," Mara
turned him down.
"Why not? You used to like to."
"But now I'm fat and ugly. I don't want you looking at me."
Luke pulled her out of their bed. "You're pregnant and you're
beautiful. And I love looking at you,
all of you."
Despite her protests, he ushered her
into the shower. "How are you
going to twist around to wash everywhere, anyhow?" he went on. "You need me."
Mara relented, and let his soothing
hands wash all her concerns away. *Do I
really deserve to be this happy?* she thought to herself.
*Of course you do,* came the reply.
They dressed casually, then settled
themselves down for their morning meditation.
Luke had been delighted several months ago when Mara unexpectantly
decided she would like to join him in his meditations. She wasn't sure if it was the pregnancy, her
Jedi training, or if he was just rubbing off on her, but she found
herself
enjoying their shared contemplations.
Mara lowered herself to the floor,
cross-legged, and Luke slipped down right behind her, wrapping his arms around
her. They closed their eyes, and
immersed themselves in their silent thoughts.
Only about a half hour had passed when
the door announcer chimed. Luke brought
himself out of his trance, and reaching out, felt Tom's and B'Elanna's
presences. He opened the door from
where he sat.
*Come in* the two guests heard in
their minds.
"That's eerie when you do
that," Tom complained good-naturedly, as they entered. Luke started to get up, but Tom stopped
him. "Stay sitting, you look
pretty comfortable." He and
B'Elanna sat down on the floor across from them.
"What are you doing on the floor,
anyway?" B'Elanna asked.
"Meditating," Mara answered easily.
"I thought you said that was
boring," B'Elanna countered.
"I've changed my mind about a lot
of things since we've been on Voyager," Mara admitted. "And this guy can be pretty
convincing," she added, squeezing Luke's arm.
"Maybe we should go then,"
Tom put in. "We didn't mean to
disturb you."
"No, please stay. We haven't visited lately," Luke
said. "Would you like some guava
juice?"
"We don't want to be a
bother," B'Elanna said.
"No trouble at all," Luke
explained.
They all sat and watched as Luke used
the Force to remove the juice pitcher from the cooling unit, get out four
glasses, fill them, put the pitcher back, and levitate all four glasses over to
them.
"I don't suppose you could teach a non-Force-sensitive
guy to do that," Tom kidded.
"No, but he could teach you to
meditate," Mara grinned.
"Uh, some other time," Tom
replied, laughing.
B'Elanna noticed Mara rubbing her
stomach. "So you got any names
picked out? You only have about a month
and a half to go."
"As a matter of fact, we decided
on one last night," Mara answered.
"We're going to call him Dane."
"Dane," B'Elanna
repeated. "I like that."
"Thanks. Luke thought of it," Mara went on.
"Yeah, she's going to let me name
all our boys," Luke laughed.
"But she does the girls."
"Whoa! Is this the beginning of a
Skywalker dynasty?" Tom joked.
"How else are we going to
populate this galaxy with Jedi!"
Mara exclaimed.
After the laughter died down, Tom
commented, "You know, we're coming
up on a planet called Hidalia. It's
supposed to be a very peaceful place.
You should see if the Captain will let you go, Luke."
"Wait a minute, I want to go too," Mara interrupted.
"Hon, I don't know if you
should," Luke tried to dissuade her.
"I'm just pregnant, not an
invalid," Mara protested. "I
need some fresh air. I could go stir
crazy on this ship." She suddenly
looked at Tom and B'Elanna. "No
offense."
"It's okay. We know how you feel," B'Elanna
reassured her.
"Well, we'll ask the Captain
about it," Luke relented.
"Now, how about we all go get some breakfast?"
"What, you're not going to float
it down to us from the mess hall?" Tom wisecracked.
They all laughed as they got up,
though Mara needed a little help from her spouse. *Not an invalid, huh?* she heard. No wonder she 'accidentally' elbowed him as she rose.
Voyager reached Hidalia in two
days. To Luke's surprise, the Captain
did allow Mara to accompany the first away team, along with him. Captain Janeway even went herself, leaving
Chakotay in charge of the ship.
They were briefed that the Hidalians
were a gentle, peaceful race, though extremely superstitious. They worshipped a variety of
mythological-type gods.
Before departing for the planet,
Captain Janeway pulled Luke to the side.
"Well?" she asked him. Luke didn't need to guess what she was
talking about. It had become standard
procedure for Luke to 'feel out' the inhabitants of every planet they visited
and ship they encountered. Luke had
misgivings about doing this, despite Captain Janeway's noting that a Captain
Picard of the Enterprise used a Betazoid in the same role.
It was Mara that finally convinced
him. "You know you'll be sensing
if there's danger anyway, so what's wrong with sharing this with the
Captain?" she argued. "If you
did sense something was wrong, you'd tell her, wouldn't you?"
"Of course."
"Well, then. And aren't you the one who always says we
should do everything we can for this crew, since they're giving us a place to
live?"
Luke winked at her gratefully. "What would I do without you?"
The crew beamed down in front of the
main administration building, having received permission from the government
ahead of time. Mara and Neelix began
observing all the unusual sights of the strange new city, while Janeway, Tom,
and Luke entered the front vestibule.
The chief magistrate strode forward to receive them.
"Greetings, I am Chancellor
Elodu." The portly official bowed
to them. "Welcome to Hidal,
capital city of Hidalia."
Captain Janeway thanked him,
introduced herself and her companions,and then they rejoined the others. Hidal was a beautiful city, with colorful
flowers and tree-lined streets. The
crew strolled through an open-air market, filled with both useful and
extravagant wares. Captain Janeway and
Mara were drawn to a vendor displaying unique-looking quilts.The elderly
saleswoman proudly showed them a variety of quilts, all handmade by her.
"Oh, my dear, I have just the
thing for you," croned the old woman, noticing Mara's condition. She reached into a trunk behind her and
pulled out a very small, beautifully decorated quilt.
Mara was momentarily puzzled. "It's so little. What do you do with a covering that
little?"
The Captain laughed. "Mara, it's a baby quilt. Babies are little."
Mara's face reddened in
embarrassment. "I guess I've got a
lot to learn."
The old woman tried to push for a
sale.
"Wouldn't you like to have this
beautiful little quilt for your baby?
It is only twenty denars."
"It's lovely, but I have no
money, and besides, my husband..." Mara gazed down the street and saw
Luke, Tom, and Neelix inspecting some produce.
"Well, anyway, I have no money," she repeated, handing the
quilt back reluctantly.
"How do you do business on these
planets?" she asked the Captain as they walked away.
"Usually we try to barter. For instance, Mr. Neelix is attempting to
trade teranium for fruits and vegetables."
"Well, I have nothing to barter
with, and I doubt a baby quilt would be considered essential to Voyager,
anyway," Mara reconciled. They
continued on down the street toward the others. Neelix had a wide grin on his face.
"Captain, they've accepted our
terms. Ensign Smith is bringing down
our excess teranium, and then will take the produce up to the ship. Tomorrow, for dessert, we'll have fresh
monari fruit."
"Excellent, Neelix. I'm shall look forward to it."
The group continued through the
city. Some time later, they stopped to
watch a band of street artists. As they
stood there, Luke suddenly started looking around, a worried expression on his
face.
"Something's happened. Someone's hurt," he said softly to the
others.
Just then, a man ran through the crowd
shouting. "There's been an
accident! We need help! This way!" he indicated, running back
down a side street.
Mara turned toward Luke, but he was
already close on the man's heels. The
rest of Voyager's crew followed, along with a crowd from the marketplace.
As Luke reached the scene, the man
related what had happened.
"There's an abandoned well here.
It was covered over, but the boards must have rotted. The walls are crumbling in. Some children were playing here, and a
little girl fell in."
Luke could sense the child at the
bottom of the well.
"We can't get her to answer. We fear she may be dead," a nearby
woman cried.
"No, she's alive, but in
pain," Luke said, as he neared the top of the well.
Someone was calling for a rope. "We are afraid the sides will cave in
at any moment," another man said frantically.
"Please, stay back," Luke
said quietly. "I will bring her
out."
Something in Luke's eyes led the others
to believe him. Luke walked to the edge
of the well, called upon the Force, and stepped off into the shaft. He floated down in mid-air, careful not to
touch the precarious sides.
By now, the crew had reached the
scene. "We should help him,"
Tom said as he started forward, but Mara stopped him.
"No, it is better to stay
back. He doesn't need help," she
assured him.
Luke reached the little girl. She was sobbing softly. Her leg appeared to be broken and she had
many bruises.
"Don't be afraid," Luke said gently. "I'm going to bring you out of
here."
He lifted the small child in his arms,
and levitated both of them to the surface.
The crowd gasped as Luke floated up out of the hole. He laid the girl on a patch of grass some
distance from the well.
"Who is that?" one of the
bystanders whispered to another.
"He came from the ship in the
sky," another answered.
Mara pushed forward and knelt next to
him. Luke had his hands on the girl's
leg, beginning to heal it. "Help
me draw away her pain," he said to Mara.
Mara grasped the girl's hand, sending
waves of comfort to replace her suffering.
The child stopped crying and looked up at them in wonder.
"He is a sorcerer," someone
in the crowd said.
A distraught-looking man hurried
through the crowd. "Manita,"
he cried, as he rushed toward the little girl.
"She will be fine now," Luke
soothed, as the man hugged the child.
"You have saved my
daughter," the man said gratefully.
The crowd began to close in on Luke
and Mara. "I have a bad feeling
about this," he murmured.
"You are the Cumo," a woman
in the crowd shouted.
"You are the one promised to
us," a man called.
"You must come with us, holy
one," another voice implored.
Luke grabbed Mara's hand and pushed
their way through to the rest of Voyager's crew. People jostled them, both trying to get close enough to touch
them and to keep them from leaving.
When they reached the others, Luke
turned to Mara. "Sweetheart, I
want you to go back to the ship. It may
not be safe here."
"I'm not leaving you," Mara
said obstinately. "I can take care
of myself."
Luke's eyes narrowed as he held on to
her upper arms. "Mara, do not
argue with me," he commanded sternly.
"You have the baby to think about now. What if someone starts shooting?
Even a stun blast could hurt our son.
I want you on the ship."
Mara glared furiously at him. Luke did have a stubborn streak, and he
would worry endlessly about her if she stayed.
Instead, she tried a different tactic.
"Why can't you come back with me?"
"I want to make sure that well is
filled in first," he explained, hoping she was coming around to his point
of view.
"Neelix, perhaps you and Mara
could both go back now. You're finished
with your trading," Janeway interjected.
"Of course, Captain," Neelix
agreed.
Mara looked at Luke, finally giving
in. "All right, but you be
careful."
"Hey, it's me," he grinned,
in his best Han imitation.
"That's what I'm afraid of."
He kissed her lightly and stepped
back.
"Voyager, this is Neelix,"
Neelix spoke into his comm badge.
"Mara and I are ready to beam up."
"Acknowledged," came the
reply, as Mara and Neelix disappeared.
Luke looked at the Captain and Tom,
shaking his head. "I would like to
make sure about that well, Captain. If
it all right with you...?"
"Yes, go ahead. Tom and I have a bit more trading to do, and
we need to determine if it's safe for any more of the crew to come down,"
the Captain went on. "We'll meet
you in front of the administration building in one hour."
"Very well, Captain," Luke
nodded, as he headed back into the crowd.
He managed to make his way back to the site of the accident, despite the
fawning Hidalians. Luke confirmed that
the well was still empty, then using the Force, caused the walls to collapse in
on themselves. The villagers watched
him work in awe.
When
he finished, he noticed Chancellor Elodu was among the spectators.
"It is true!" the chancellor
exclaimed to him. "You are the
Cumo."
"I don't know what you're talking
about," Luke answered. "I'm
Luke Skywalker, from Voyager. You met
me earlier this morning. Who is this
Cumo?"
"Long ago our prophets foretold
of a great wizard who would come to help our people. They said he would come down from the sky, and perform miraculous
feats. This wizard is called the
Cumo. But of course you know that, for
you are he. And you must stay here and
protect our people."
"I'm sorry to disappoint
you," Luke apologized, "but I'm not the wizard you're waiting
for. Our ship just happened to stop at
this planet. I'm not staying
here."
"But you have magic powers,"
the chancellor insisted. "You
floated in the air, and healed the child.
We have never seen anyone do such feats. You must be the one promised us."
"I do have certain powers,"
Luke admitted. "But that doesn't
mean I'm this Cumo you're expecting."
More people in the crowd had closed in
on them by then.
"You must stay here," a man
spoke up.
"We cannot allow you to
leave," another said.
"Look," Luke protested,
"I don't want to hurt anyone, but I am not staying here. I have to go back to my ship."
"You must not leave," a
voice called again.
"You cannot abandon us,"
another shouted.
The crowd was blocking his path. He couldn't ignite his lightsaber without
hurting someone, and there were too many in the crowd to use mind control.
"Please just let me go," he
repeated. "You're making a
mistake."
Luke started to reach for his comm
badge, thinking it was time to request a beam out, when his danger sense caused
him to whirl around. He was hit square
in the chest with a stun blast. His
crumpled form was carried off by the crowd.
Meanwhile, on Voyager, Mara was in
sickbay with the Doctor. She was telling him about the child in the well.
"They are still arguing with him
now," she related. "I can
feel him getting frustrated and ... oh no!" Mara suddenly clutched the edge of a table.
"What's wrong?" the Doctor
asked, concerned.
"I can't feel his mind," she cried. "He must be unconscious. We have to do something."
"WE are not doing anything. I'll have Commander Chakotay contact the
Captain. She and Mr. Paris can
investigate."
"I'm going to the bridge,"
Mara called, as she hurried out the door.
By the time she reached the bridge, Chakotay was communicating with
Captain Janeway.
"Captain, is Luke with you?"
Chakotay asked her.
"No, he went back to where the
accident happened."
"Mara senses that he may have
been knocked unconscious. Do you want
me to send a team down?"
"No, let Tom and me investigate
first. We don't want to start an
incident if we can help it. Can she
tell if Luke's been injured?"
Mara answered her this time. "I don't believe he has, Captain. He's alive, but just stunned. And stun blast effects usually don't last
very long with him."
"We'll find him, don't worry,
Mara. Let us know if he wakes up and
you can communicate with him. Janeway
out," the Captain ended the transmission.
"You see, Mara," Neelix
spoke up, "it was a good thing you came back when you did. A stun blast could've hurt your baby."
"I know, I know," she
conceded.
When Luke awoke a short time later, he
found himself in a small windowless cell.
Standing outside the door were two guards.
*They have a strange way of treating
the great Cumo,* Luke thought to himself.
*Luke, you're awake!* Luke heard in
his mind.
*Keeping tabs on me?* he sent back.
*Somebody has to. The Captain and Tom are looking for
you. Can you tell where you're at?*
Mara asked.
*In some kind of cell. But I shouldn't have any trouble getting
out,* Luke assured her. *They didn't
even take my lightsaber, though my comm badge is missing. Find out where the Captain is and let me
know.*
As Mara was doing as Luke asked, he
walked up to the cell door. The guards,
suddenly overcome by extreme drowsiness, laid down their weapons and fell into
a deep slumber. Luke easily unlocked
the door and stole out into the corridor.
*Luke,* Mara's voice called to
him. *The Captain and Tom are in the
administration building, getting ready to see Chancellor Elodu.*
*All right, I'll find them. Maybe they'll get some answers.*
*Take care.*
*I will, don't worry.*
It didn't take Luke long to discover
he was in the basement of the administration building. He cloaked himself with the Force, and made his
way to the chancellor's office. As he
entered, the Captain was addressing the administrator.
"Chancellor, I demand the return
of my crew member. We came here in good
faith. You cannot just kidnap Mr.
Skywalker."
"Captain, you don't understand. He is the Cumo. The prophets foretold his coming. Do you deny his great powers?"
"No, but he is a Jedi. He and his wife are from another
galaxy," the Captain tried to explain.
"You must release him now."
"Not necessary, Captain,"
came a voice from the rear of the room.
Everyone turned in astonishment, as Luke appeared out of the
shadows. "As you can see, I am
free."
An aide standing by Chancellor Elodu
pulled out his weapon, but it was instantly yanked from his grasp. Luke didn't intend to be stunned again.
A puzzled look had come over
Chancellor Elodu's face. "You said
'he and his wife'? The red-haired woman
is his wife?" he looked toward the Captain.
"Yes, she is my wife," Luke
confirmed, wondering where this was leading.
"But ... but she is with
child!" the chancellor exclaimed.
"That is not possible!"
Luke, Tom, and Captain Janeway
exchanged confused glances.
"What do you mean?" Luke
questioned.
"The Cumo cannot father
children. It is impossible. He is a god." The chancellor was visibly shaken.
"But I am human," Luke said,
as he moved closer, "not a god."
Luke ignited his lightsaber and grazed the palm of his left hand with
the tip. "See, I bleed just like
anyone else. I eat, sleep, and can most
definitely father a child."
"May the prophets forgive
us," the chancellor wailed as he slumped to the floor. "We have made a terrible mistake."
Luke knelt beside the distraught
man. "Please, Chancellor, it was
an honest mistake." He gently
helped the chancellor to his feet.
"But your powers, how can this
be?"
"Simple magic tricks," Luke
replied. "I did not mean to give
anyone the wrong impression."
"How can you ever forgive
us?"
"There is nothing to
forgive. We only wish to return to our
ship in peace," Luke assured him.
He turned to the Captain and Tom.
"Perhaps this would be a good time for an exit."
They walked back out to the
street. The chancellor's aides had
already begun spreading the word that the mysterious stranger was not the great
Cumo.
Tom handed Luke his comm badge. "We did manage to get that back."
As they prepared to beam back to the
ship, an old woman rushed forward.
Captain Janeway remembered seeing her earlier. The woman thrust a wrapped bundle into Luke's hands.
"You saved my granddaughter this
morning. I will never be able to repay
you, but I wanted you and your wife to have this."
Luke looked at the package. "What is...?" but the old woman
had disappeared back into the crowd.
"Voyager, three to beam up,"
the Captain ordered.
As they materialized in the
transporter room, Mara rushed forward and hugged Luke.
"I'm so glad you're back,"
she cried. "Who would have thought
your reproductive ability would get you out of a scrape like this?" she
continued, laughing. "And don't
you usually cringe when Han calls the Force 'a bunch of magic tricks'?"
Tom and Captain Janeway looked at the
two Skywalkers.
"Isn't that rather unnerving,
always knowing what happens to the other one of you?" Tom asked
skeptically.
"No, we find it rather
comforting," Luke replied, with Mara nodding in agreement.
"How else can I keep track of him?" Mara kidded. "You don't realize how easily this guy
can get himself into trouble."
"Well, all I can say is, I'm glad
B'Elanna can't read all my thoughts," Tom rejoined.
"What's that you've got?"
Mara asked Luke, noticing the package he was holding.
"I don't know. A woman from the village gave it to me just
before we left."
"So open it up."
Luke carefully unwrapped the
parcel. He had a puzzled look on his
face as he held out the colorful cloth.
"It's the baby quilt!" Mara
exclaimed.
"Apparently the shopkeeper that
had this quilt was the grandmother of the girl Luke rescued," the Captain
explained.
Mara held out the quilt
admiringly. "A present for our baby. How wonderful!"
Part
IV
1
1/2 Months Later
Mara stood looking at her profile in
the full-length mirror. Her tunic was
stretched to its limit. So engrossed
was she that she didn't notice Luke standing in the doorway holding her holovid
recorder. She had felt his presence, of
course, but didn't look up at him until he spoke.
"You are a beautiful
mommy-to-be," he murmured.
"You're just saying ...,"
Mara finally glanced up. "What are
you doing?! Give my that! she
screeched, as he held the recorder out of her reach. She tried tugging on it with the Force, but he clutched it
firmly.
"No, I want to document
everything," Luke protested.
"You didn't mind when Harry recorded our wedding, or that
most-forgettable talent show."
"That was different. I didn't look like a Gamorrean sow
then."
"You look great. And pretty soon you'll be all thin again,
and then we'll have a beautiful baby to take pictures of."
Mara sighed and rubbed her swollen
abdomen.
"I can't wait. I hope he comes soon." Mara looked at her smiling husband. "Okay, you can film a few shots,"
she relented, "but only if you're in them too."
"Sure," Luke agreed readily,
before she changed her mind. He held
the recorder in mid-air via the Force, then stood behind Mara and triggered the
RECORD button. They playfully waved to
the recorder, laughed, and kissed. Luke
even tried to encircle her waist with his arms, pretending he couldn't reach
that far.
Mara finally switched off the
recorder. "All right, that's
enough. You owe me for this,
buddy."
"Fair enough. Name your price."
Mara gazed at him coolly. "You change all the dirty diapers for
the first month after he's born."
Luke's eyes widened. "A month! Wait a minute. Can we
negotiate?"
"Nope. Too late. Can I help it
there are no nanny droids here?"
Mara crossed her arms. "And
don't think after the first month you're off the hook. Then it becomes a 50-50 job. Understand?"
Luke grimaced. "Yes, dear."
"Good, because I only pretended
to turn off the recorder. I have this
all on record."
Luke only shook his head and pulled
down the recorder, making sure it was now off.
"And you are NOT bringing that
recorder in sickbay when I'm giving birth," Mara emphasized.
"Are you kidding? I'd be changing every diaper of every baby
we ever have."
"Every baby? Aren't you getting ahead of yourself? We don't even have this one yet."
"But we will soon." Luke kissed her hand, then reached out and
rubbed her stomach lovingly. "Very
soon." He pulled her close, and
kissed her passionately. "I love
you, Mara," he whispered.
"And I love you, Luke," she
responded, clinging to him tightly.
Later
that night:
Luke awoke with a start. He could feel Mara's pain, but she was no
longer in bed next to him. He found her
in the refresher, leaning heavily against the wall.
"You had a contraction?" he
exclaimed, holding on to her.
Mara nodded. "And my water broke."
Luke then noticed the wet spot on the
floor. He called up some Jedi calm for
both of them.
"Okay, well, the doctor said it
would be nine or ten minutes between the first few contractions. We should have plenty of time to get you to
sickbay," he rationalized.
"I'm in my nightgown, and it's
all wet!" Mara wailed. "You
have to help me get dry clothes on."
"Sure, sure." He pulled over a small chair for her, then dutifully
helped her clean up and put on different clothes. He was just pulling on some pants and a tunic for himself when
the next contraction hit.
"Use the Jedi techniques we
practiced, hon," he counseled.
"I'll pull as much of the pain away as I can, but you'll have to
"Easy for you to say," she
huffed. "Let's get to
sickbay."
Luke helped her to her feet, and they
made their way out into the corridor.
"I could have them just beam you into sickbay," Luke
commented, as they entered the turbolift.
"Don't be silly. I can walk that far," Mara growled,
clinging to his arm. "Maybe we can
get this over with before anyone gets up," she said hopefully. "The last thing I want is an audience
in sickbay."
Luke withheld comment, remembering
that the Doctor had told them labor could take hours. Mara had insisted she wanted to give birth the old-fashioned
way. She found the notion of beaming the
baby out abhorrent, unless it was an absolute last resort. She was confident that between the two of
them, they could keep the pain tolerable and the baby free from distress.
They finally reached sickbay,
thankfully before the next contraction.
"Well, well, what have we
here?" the Doctor greeted them.
"What does it look like?" Mara wasn't in the mood for jokes. Luke helped her onto a special birthing bed the Doctor had set up
weeks ago.
The Doctor noticed, when the next
contraction came, that Luke seemed to feel the pain the same as Mara, though
both of them were relatively calm. Luke
explained to him how he was helping Mara using Jedi skills.
"Hmm," the Doctor
replied. "Pregnant women all over
the galaxy will be envious."
Several hours passed, and even with
Luke's assistance, Mara was tiring. A
loud groan escaped her as a particularly hard contraction hit her. As she gripped Luke's hand in a vise-like
hold, he began making mental notes: 'If
we ever go through this again, don't let her hold my hand, at least not my left
one. Fingers could be broken, namely
mine.'
Finally the Doctor announced, "You
are now at ten centimeters, and may begin pushing."
Mara gave him one of her trade-mark
glares, and pushed hard. Luke gave her
additional endurance, and both of them sent feelings of comfort to their infant
son.
By now, of course, most of the ship
was aware of the impending arrival.
Captain Janeway and B'Elanna entered sickbay, while the new parents'
male friends wisely remained waiting in the corridor.
"How are we doing?" ventured the Captain.
"Just dandy," Mara growled
through gritted teeth, as she gave another push. B'Elanna hung back, wondering if she would ever be in this same
position someday.
"Actually, Captain," the
Doctor put in, as he checked the baby's progress, "they're doing
remarkably well. If they could bottle
these Jedi pain reduction techniques, they'd make a fortune. Ah, I can see the head. Looks like a blonde."
This news gave Mara added incentive,
and she pushed again. "I don't
suppose," she grimaced, "you could just pull him out with the
Force." She shot a momentary
glance at Luke.
Luke started to hesitate, and then
thought, well, why not? He concentrated
on his son's small body, and very gently, glided him out to meet the world.
"Very impressive," the
Doctor complimented him. "You may
have a new career as an obstetrician."
The Doctor clamped and cut the cord, then laid the baby in a nearby
bassinet, where the Captain began tending to him. "Perhaps you would like to help Mara expel the afterbirth
also."
Luke did so easily, then proudly took
his son in his arms for the first time.
"Let me hold him," Mara
entreated, straining to get a better look at the baby. Luke carefully laid the blanket-wrapped
bundle in the crook of her arm. This
was the sweetest sight Mara had ever seen.
He was indeed blonde, and he barely let out a whimper.
"Hello, Dane," Mara
whispered, as she stroked his soft cheek.
Dane kept his eyes tightly shut.
"I'll bet you have blue eyes, too," she cooed, "just like
your father."
"I think he looks more like you,
though, Mara," B'Elanna spoke up.
"Really? I can't tell yet," Mara replied.
Captain Janeway took a turn holding
the baby, but B'Elanna declined.
"I believe there's a reception
committee waiting outside, if you want to give them a quick peek, Luke,"
the Captain put forth.
"And after that, this baby is
ready for breakfast," the Doctor spoke up, "and then mother and son
will need a nap."
"All right, I'll be right
back," Luke said as he carried Dane out to the waiting crowd, followed by
B'Elanna and Captain Janeway. He
returned a few minutes later, as Mara was making herself comfortable.
"They're pretty divided on who he looks like," Luke
laughed.
Mara took Dane in her arms and
prepared to breastfeed him. The Doctor
had given her suggestions ahead of time, and she remembered watching some of
the concubines at the Imperial Palace doing it.
It didn't take her son long to start
nursing greedily. "Right
now," Mara observed, "I'd say he looks a lot like you."
Luke frowned. He was glad the Doctor had gone into his
office to give them some privacy.
"I hope you keep that opinion to
yourself," he said dryly.
Mara laughed, and stroked Dane
gently. "Can you believe this,
farmboy? You and I, with our own
baby?"
Luke pulled a chair up next to her
bed, and propped his elbow next to her, resting his head on his hand. He reached out with his other hand and let
Dane curl his tiny hand around his finger.
"A year ago, I would never have
believed this was possible. But ever
since our first night together, I couldn't imagine my life without you. And having a child together, just seems
natural. I've never been so happy,
Mara."
She reached over and ran her fingers
through his hair.
"Neither
have I, Luke, neither have I."
Luke sighed. "I only wish we could share our joy with Leia and Han and
our friends back home. The kids have
always wanted a cousin."
"We'll get back someday, Luke, I
know we will," Mara said encouragingly.
"I can't miss the look on Karrde's face when he finds out."
Luke didn't answer, lost in his own
thoughts. It had been just over a
year. What could possibly change that
would provide them a way home?
Mara finished feeding Dane, and Luke
gently laid him in the bassinet, after dutifully changing his diaper. Mother and son then settled in for a
much-needed nap. Luke was tired
himself, but didn't think he could sleep.
Instead, he wandered up to the mess hall, where he was promptly
inundated by another round of congratulations.
"So," Neelix began, when
they were finally alone in the galley, "does it feel any different, being
a father now?"
Luke thought a moment. "Yes, actually, it does. Before, Mara and I were just a couple, and
she has always been able to fend for herself.
She's probably better at hand-to-hand combat than I am. Now, all of a sudden, we're a complete
family, that I
feel
responsible for. And I'm not doing too
well at that, seeing as how I can't even find us a way home."
Neelix observed the dejected look on
Luke's face. "You want to leave
Voyager? You've both made so many
friends here."
"I know, and we'd miss you a
lot," Luke tried to explain, "but I also miss my family and friends
at home. Mara didn't have as many close
friends as I did, but she had some, plus a profitable business she had built
up. And I had my students at the
academy. They probably all think we're
dead."
"Just remember, Luke, my friend,
that you have a beautiful wife who loves you, a handsome new son, and a shipful
of comrades who are grateful you have joined us. Things could be worse," Neelix chided him.
"You're right," Luke
admitted. "Mara always tells me
I'm too morose. I should be
celebrating," Luke smiled finally.
"I think I'll take Mara some lunch. She should be awake soon."
"Good idea. And send
her my best wishes."
That evening, the Doctor allowed Mara
and Dane to go home to their quarters.
Mara was glad to get out of sickbay.
Working there was one thing, being a patient was quite another. The prospect of her and Luke caring for a
newborn was a bit frightening for the former Emperor's Hand, though. She was much more at ease with a blaster in
her hand than a wriggling baby in a tabletop bathtub.
Mara was now on an official leave of
absence from the duty roster, and Luke only stayed in the mess hall during the
busy meal times. Mara did allow Luke to
holorecord non-embarrassing scenes of her and the baby, and she didn't pass up
the chance of recording him changing Dane's diaper.
"Taking care of one little baby
is more exhausting than anything I've ever done," Mara complained one
evening, as she plopped on the couch after putting Dane to bed.
"We've had plenty of offers from
the rest of the crew to help," Luke reminded her. "We could take them up on that."
"I suppose. I'll still have to feed him, and you're not
done with your month of diaper duty," Mara took pleasure in seeing him
grimace, "but others could watch him for awhile in between. Maybe we could go to the gym, or the holodeck."
"Sure, I don't see why not,"
Luke agreed. "We are lucky to have
so many good friends here. They've all
been so helpful to us, I wish there was something we could do for them."
"Hmm. I feel sorry for them, that it's going to take them so long to
get home."
"I know, I feel selfish only
thinking about how to get us home.
They're in just as bad a predicament as we are," Luke continued. Suddenly he edged closer and grasped Mara's
hand. "Mara, let's take a break
from looking for our galaxy, and put our efforts into finding a way for Voyager
to get home sooner. Surely two Jedi can
contribute more than just cooking lunch."
Mara smiled broadly, "You're right. We can look for a way home just as easily from
the Alpha Quadrant as from the Delta Quadrant.
And I'd like to see this Earth of theirs. We've been cooped up on this ship for more than a year. I know you're got to have cabin fever worse
than I have."
"You've got that right,"
Luke chuckled. "With what you've
learned in Engineering here, and what we already know about hyper-drives, we
should be able to come up with something."
The crew, naturally, was skeptical of
Luke and Mara's optimistic views.
They'd been exploring every possibility ever since arriving in the Delta
Quadrant. Nevertheless, they promised
full cooperation in any undertaking.
Even Tuvoc recalled how Kes had propelled them ten years' worth of
distance when she transformed after leaving the ship. Luke, of course, was enthralled with her story, and dismayed that
he hadn't been able to meet her. He
wondered if her powers were a manifestation of the Force, altered by the
Ocampa's rapid aging process.
Luke and Mara weren't sure whether to
approach this challenging project from a technical aspect, a Force-driven
direction, or a combination of the two.
Luke remembered how his early students had banded together to repel a
fleet of Star Destroyers from Yavin.
But they had been stationary on the moon, not on the ships being
repelled. The Skywalkers certainly
wanted to go along for the ride.
As usual, Luke decided meditation
should be his first step. Early one
morning, he settled himself in his familiar cross-legged position. He concentrated on an image of Voyager, and
entered a deep Jedi trance. He saw the
ship near a planet, then suddenly it flew away at an incredible speed.
Luke awoke, and hurried over to Mara,
who was playing with
Dane.
"Mara, I think I may have
something," he gushed excitedly.
"I had a vision of the ship, being repelled from a planet."
"So where do we find a planet
that repels ships?" she teased him, then turned to Dane. "Your daddy is so cute when he gets an
idea," she cooed. "His eyes
get all bright and shiny, and his voice gets high-pitched, and ..."
Luke rolled his eyes. "Mara," he whined, "if you
don't want to hear this, just say so."
"Oh, go ahead, Wormie," she
joked.
"Don't call me that," he
complained.
Luke tromped into the kitchen area,
sulking.
Mara picked up Dane and followed
him. "Oh, Dane, I think we've
insulted your daddy." She gave
Luke her best penitent smile. "So
what's your idea, hon?"
Luke smiled brightly at Dane as he
took him from Mara. "Well, you
know how my students repelled Pellaeon's fleet, by pushing it away from
Yavin."
Mara nodded, but her expression looked
concerned. "I also remember Dorsk
81 was killed." She eyed him
worriedly. "What are you thinking
of doing?"
"They were students, and they were repelling an entire
fleet of seventeen Star Destroyers," he tried to reassure her.
"As I recall, several of them had
graduated by then, and there were about thirty of them." She glared harder. "You're not thinking of trying to repel this ship off a
planet by yourself?"
"No, I was thinking of having you
help. And we won't try, we'll do,"
he stated matter-of-factly. "Or,
we'll do not," he added.
"Luke, this ship is too big to do
something like that."
"Listen, do you, to anything I
say? Size matters not," Luke
mimicked Yoda, making faces at Dane as he did so. "That's just what I said when my X-wing sank into the
swamp," he told her.
"But, master," Mara drawled
out, "lifting little X-wings up is one thing, but this, this is totally
different."
"No, no different," he
continued the parody. "Only
different in your mind."
"Listen," Mara was serious
now, "you may be a Jedi Master, but you're not invincible. I finally have a family, and I don't want my
husband blowing out his mind with impossible stunts, like Dorsk 81."
"Mara, that won't happen. If I can't propel the ship faster than warp
speed, then I just won't. So we'll
think of something else then." He
pulled her close and kissed her tenderly.
"Nothing is going to happen to me."
She sent him a withering glare, but
didn't answer. It was no use. Once he got an idea in his head, he was as
stubborn as, well, as she was. Her only
consolation was knowing that he treasured their family life as much as she did,
and wouldn't risk doing anything to jeopardize any of them, including himself.
Later that day, Luke broached his idea
to Captain Janeway. To say she was skeptical
was putting it mildly.
"I'm not saying I can get you
back to the Alpha Quadrant in one push, now," Luke said. "You said Kes propelled you enough
distance to take ten years off your trip.
Even if I can duplicate her feat, it will take several rounds. And I will have to rest in
between." He looked at her
earnestly. "I believe I can do
this, Captain. Please allow me the
opportunity to help your crew."
The Captain called in Tuvoc and
Chakotay, and Luke gave his pitch once more.
He told them about his students repelling the Star Destroyers.
"Would there be any danger to the
crew?" the Captain questioned him.
"No more than when Kes gave you a
push," he assured her. "And
this time you'll be prepared ahead of time."
"Hmm. Luke, would you give us a moment to discuss this? You may wait on the bridge," Captain
Janeway instructed him.
"Of course, Captain."
"What do you two think of
this?" Janeway asked, after Luke had left.
"He has demonstrated amazing
powers already," began Chakotay.
"Indeed," added Tuvoc. "He has a very powerful mind. I've never met or even heard of anyone with
such control."
"And just because he has not done
anything this monumental so far since he came aboard, doesn't mean he
can't. We really don't know what he's
capable of doing," Chakotay continued.
"Yes," pondered the Captain.
"That fact sometimes worries me. I
wonder if he even knows what he's capable of.
But, in this matter, I believe he's sincere." She looked at her two senior officers. "I'm inclined to let him try."
Chakotay and Tuvoc both nodded in
agreement.
"I'll call him back in,"
Chakotay said.
Luke returned to the ready room, and
was relieved to learn they had faith in him.
"You say you will 'repel' us away
from a planet?" Tuvoc wanted more details.
"Yes," replied the Jedi
Master. "Much like a mountain
climber descends by repelling out away from the mountain."
"Do a lot of mountain climbing,
do you?" asked the Captain, smiling.
"Yes, actually. We have high mountains on Yavin," he
responded earnestly. "But I don't
use a rope," he added, grinning slightly.
"What type of planet do you
believe this will require?" Tuvoc asked, straightfaced as always.
"Any kind, or even a moon. Anything with a mass considerably larger
than Voyager," Luke answered.
"I would like to find an
uninhabited planet for this," the Captain put in, "just to be
safe. At least for the first time. While you believe there should be no
consequences to the planet, I don't want to take any chances."
"Of course, Captain," Luke
readily agreed. "Perhaps you could
even leave behind a probe that would send you data on the planet's condition
afterwards."
"Good idea. Now all we have to do is find a suitable
planet."
About a week later, the Captain and
Chakotay approached Luke during his break in the mess hall.
"Luke, we may have found a planet
that will meet your needs," the Captain began.
"It's devoid of all life, and the
entire surface is rock," continued Chakotay.
"Sounds promising," Luke
agreed. "How soon will we reach
it?"
"In two days," Chakotay
informed him. "Can you be ready by
then? If not, we can stay in orbit
there until you are."
"Two days should be
sufficient," Luke replied.
"If I can be excused from my duty shifts," he added.
"Of course," the Captain
assured him. "Do whatever is
necessary to prepare yourself. I'm sure
we can have someone look after the baby, if Mara needs to help you."
"That would be most
generous," Luke thanked her.
"I will need a space to meditate where I won't be interrupted. Perhaps one of the holodecks?"
"Absolutely. Just let one of us know if there is anything
else," the Captain replied.
"Thank you, Captain. I shall begin meditating tomorrow
morning."
That evening, Luke and Mara began
their preparations.
"What do you want me to do?"
Mara asked.
"Well, I won't be able to help
with Dane for the next few days. The
Captain said they would have someone help you with him, though," Luke
answered her. "I thought I would
meditate in one of the holodecks, where there won't be any distractions."
Mara leaned over toward him and began
kissing his neck. "Distractions
like this, you mean?"
Luke closed his eyes and sighed. "Unfortunately, exactly like
that."
"Then can I at least distract you
all I want tonight?"
"Absolutely," Luke
responded, as he pulled her closer.
The next morning, Luke rose early,
showered, and dressed in silence. Mara
watched him moving around in the semi-darkness of their bedroom.
"Can I bring you some dinner this
evening?" she asked quietly.
"Sure," he whispered, after
a moment's hesitation.
"I'll be thinking of you all day,
you know," she continued.
He came and sat next to her. "I know," he replied, as he leaned
over and kissed her. "You are part
of me."
Luke reluctantly pulled away and
started for the doorway.
"Luke?" Mara whispered.
"Yes?" He paused and turned.
"May the Force be with you,"
she said softly.
He sent her a feeling of love, and
left for the holodeck.
In the holodeck, Luke recreated one of
his favorite peaceful environments. He
placed himself on a mountainside, looking down over the jungles of Yavin IV. He wished he could recreate the feel of the
animal and plant life through the Force, but pushed that thought from his
mind. He was there to meditate, not get
homesick. He settled himself down
cross-legged, and closed his eyes, then opened himself up fully to the
Force. Images of Yoda, Ben, and all the
Masters he had seen through the holocron flashed before him. He would need all their help and strength
for what he would do tomorrow.
After what seemed to Luke as only an
hour or two later, he felt Mara's presence nearby. He came out of his trance as she lightly touched his arm.
"I brought you something to
eat," she said gently. "It's
dinnertime."
"Thank you," he smiled at
her.
"I can tell it is going
well," she told him. "I have
never felt so at peace."
"Nor I," he answered. "Mara, I feel I can reach out and touch
the Force."
"And I know you will
succeed," she assured him.
After Luke finished the light meal,
Mara left and he resumed his meditating.
He continued through the night and into the next day. At about 16:00 the next afternoon, Captain
Janeway and Commander Tuvoc entered the holodeck. Luke opened his eyes as he felt them approach.
"We are in orbit around the
planet," the Captain advised him.
"Yes, I know," Luke
answered, "and I am ready."
"I was wondering if I might ask a
favor," Tuvoc inquired.
"A favor, Tuvoc?" Luke hid a
smile. "Of course."
"I would like to sit with you
when you perform this feat," he stated.
"I am hoping to gain a better understanding of the Force."
"Yes, of course you may."
Luke had already planned ahead to
position himself in the lounge on Deck 15, which would afford him a clear view
of the planet from the rear of the ship.
He and Tuvoc, therefore, headed for the now deserted lounge. Mara stayed with Dane in their
quarters,
though she mentally sent him her support.
Luke settled himself in his familiar
cross-legged position, looking out the full-length windows. The barren planet filled most of the
view. Tuvoc took a similar pose next to
him.
Luke tapped his comm badge. "Captain, we are ready."
"Very well," she
responded. Her voice then came over the
speakers, "Attention, all hands.
Be ready to brace yourselves in the next few moments. Captain out."
Luke stretched out his arms and let
the Force fill him. He could feel Mara
sending him her strength in the Force, and felt Tuvoc's support as well.
Summoning all the Force strength
possible, Luke PUSHED against the planet, and suddenly the ship shot away from
the sphere at an incredible speed.
Mara clutched the armrest of her
stuffed chair with one hand, and held her other hand around Dane, who was
snuggled against the front of her in a baby carrier. The Force she could feel emanating from Luke was almost
overwhelming. She could tell that even
Dane could feel his father, and she concentrated on calming him.
The rest of Voyager's crew clung to
whatever they could. On the bridge, no
one spoke, though Harry's eyes widened as he saw the velocity registering on
his control panel.
Finally, after about thirty seconds,
the ship slowed and gradually came to a stop.
Mara could feel Luke's exhaustion, but he seemed fine, to her relief.
Harry announced how many light years
they traveled, to everyone's astonishment.
Captain Janeway's voice came over the speaker and was quickly followed
by a cheer from the entire ship.
"Attention, everyone. I am overjoyed to say we are now twelve
years closer to home!"
Luke relaxed and leaned back. "Whew!" was all he said, as he
grinned at Tuvoc.
Tuvoc, for his part, was nearly as
speechless. "That was
astonishing," he finally said.
"I can hardly believe it."
"The Force is a powerful ally," was Luke's reply.
About that time, Mara burst into the
lounge, carrying Dane. She knelt down
next to Luke, and he hugged both of them.
"I knew you could do it,"
she cried.
"Is that why you tried to talk me
out of it?" he kidded her.
Mara was saved from having to reply by
the appearance of the Captain, Chakotay, and several others. Luke got to his feet, and shook the
Captain's proffered hand.
"Congratulations, Luke," she
beamed. "We can never thank you
enough."
"No thanks are necessary,"
Luke replied. "And we still have a
long way to go, remember."
"But you've given us renewed
hope," she assured him. "What
we thought was impossible, now suddenly looks attainable."
"We may have to make you morale
officer," Neelix put in.
"You've done more for morale in thirty seconds than I have in five
years."
"I doubt that," Luke
laughed.
"Well, Tuvoc," Chakotay
turned to the Lt. Commander, "could you feel the Force?"
"I believe so," was the
answer. "I could feel a power
emanating from Luke."
"I could feel it from our
cabin," Mara put in. "It was
overwhelming. Even Dane felt
something."
"Luke, no duty roster for you
tomorrow, I insist," the Captain ordered.
"I will take you up on
that," Luke smiled. "I am
rather tired."
Luke took Dane in his arms, and he and
Mara headed for their quarters. They
were interrupted several times along the way by grateful crew members. When they finally reached their destination,
Luke collapsed onto the couch. Mara
gently took Dane and laid him in his crib.
He was asleep almost instantly.
Mara looked over and saw that Dane's father was nearly asleep
himself. Smiling, she pulled Luke to
his feet.
"C'mon, you can make it as far as
the bed," she chided him.
"Can't you just levitate me
there?" he joked sleepily.
"And when I drop you...?"
Luke just shook his head, not
objecting as Mara helped him undress.
He gratefully crawled under the covers.
By the time Mara joined him a few minutes later, he was fast
asleep. She kissed him gently.
"I am so proud to be your wife,
my darling Jedi Master," she whispered.
Over the next month, Luke performed
the 'pushing' technique on Voyager two more times, bringing them ten to twelve
thousand lightyears closer to the Alpha Quadrant on each occasion. One more similar push, and Voyager would be
'home.'
Nearly everyone on the ship was in a
constant state of excitement, Vulcans excluded. Seven was apprehensive about returning to a planet of which she
had no recollection. Chakotay,
B'Elanna, and the other former Maquis members wondered what their fate would be
as well.
At last, the day arrived when Chakotay
informed Luke that they were approaching a suitable planet for the final
push. Luke went through his now
familiar meditation ritual, then positioned himself in the lounge. Tuvoc, as was now his custom, joined him.
Everyone literally held their breath,
waiting, then hung on as the ship was suddenly propelled through space. When Voyager finally slowed, the bridge was
silent as Harry checked their position.
He broke into a wide grin and raised his fist in triumph. "We're in the Alpha Quadrant!" he
shouted.
As Luke felt the ship come to a stop,
he knew his job was over.
Unexpectantly, he rose quickly and left the lounge without saying a word
to Tuvoc. While he was happy for the
crew and glad he could help them, this would be their celebration. He wanted nothing more than to hold his wife
and son. He even went so far as to
cloak himself as he made his way to his quarters.
Mara was waiting when Luke reached his
destination. She knew how he shunned the
hero role, and she could feel his emotions as clearly as her own. She enveloped him in her arms as he came
through the door, and he clung to her in his exhaustion and relief that his
self-appointed task was complete. Words
were not necessary between them.
Silently, they laid down on their bed, holding each other, with Dane
snuggled between them.
Mara awoke first, and gently reached
over and traced her finger along Luke's sleeping face. Suddenly she froze, as she realized Dane was
no longer lying between them.
"I put him in his crib during the
night," she heard Luke whisper.
She felt Dane's presence, sleeping soundly.
"At least he usually sleeps
through the night now," she responded quietly. "I wonder which one of us he takes after in that
regard. Surely it must be you."
Luke chuckled softly. "You didn't know me growing up. I didn't give my aunt and uncle a moment's
rest."
Luke rolled over and stared at the
ceiling. "I suppose we have to get
up sometime. I can't hide in here
forever."
Mara snuggled closer to him, stroking
him with her fingertips. "Oh, I
think you could for a little while longer," she cooed.
Luke nuzzled her neck lovingly. "You can be pretty persuasive, Mrs.
Skywalker."
An hour later, as they lay in each other's arms, Dane began to cry
softly.
"He has good timing," Luke
observed, kissing Mara as he eased out of bed.
"Hmm. You shower first while I feed him," she answered sleepily as
she sat up, propping herself up with several pillows. Luke laid their son in her arms, then headed for the shower. When he finished, Mara took her turn while
Luke changed and dressed Dane. Finally
the Skywalker family was ready.
"Well," Luke said, "I
guess it's time to see what this Alpha
Quadrant
is like."
They headed for the mess hall, where
they were greeted by Neelix and several others.
"So, Neelix, what's your
impression of the Alpha Quadrant?"
Luke
asked. "Will this make us a good
home?"
"It's hard to say yet,"
Neelix answered. "They say it will
take another week to reach Earth. The
Captain has already contacted Starfleet.
I'm sure they're anxious to meet you."
Luke groaned inwardly.
"Anyway, we're going to dock at a
Federation space station in a couple days.
I guess we'll have a better idea then."
Luke and Mara nodded, just as Captain
Janeway walked up.
"There you two are," she
greeted them. "Everyone's been
wondering when you would finally make an appearance."
"I needed to rest, you
know," Luke said simply.
"So now that you're rested, I
would like both of you to join the staff and me for a dinner party
tonight. We have to celebrate."
"Of course, Captain. As you wish," Luke replied, as he held
Dane with one arm and clutched Mara's hand with the other.
"And Luke, Mara," Janeway
added, "we can never thank you enough.
You've saved us."
"No thanks are necessary,
Captain. Helping others is what
Jedi
do."
The Captain's dinner party that
evening was a lively celebration. Luke
and Mara were even beginning to enjoy themselves. Of course, they had had no trouble finding a babysitter from the
host of eager volunteers.
After dinner, the staff moved to the
senior lounge. Mixed emotions filled
the air as they all realized this would probably be the last time they would
all be together on Voyager in such a setting.
"Will you and Luke live on
Earth?" B'Elanna was asking Mara.
"I'm not sure," came the
reply. "It sounds like a nice
place, but we haven't really decided yet.
I guess we're still hoping to find a way back to our own galaxy."
"And I'm hoping the charges
against the Maquis will have been dropped by now. I suppose there will be adjustments to be made for all of
us."
"Yes, I suppose so," Mara
answered distractedly, as she gazed across the crowded room toward Luke, who
was listening intently to Tuvoc.
"You would be most welcome to
make your home on Vulcan," Tuvoc was saying. "I'm certain my colleagues would find your mind control
powers as intriguing as I have."
Luke could feel Mara's disapproval of
Tuvoc's invitation. He smiled in her
direction.
"Thanks for the offer, Tuvoc, but
Mara and I haven't decided yet where we'll live. But perhaps we can come for a visit."
Captain Janeway was engaged in
conversation with Chakotay when suddenly a swirling wind swept through the
room, and when it stopped a man in a Starfleet admiral's uniform appeared in
their midst.
"Q!" exclaimed the
Captain. "What are you doing
here?"
"My dear Kathy, do you think I
would miss such a momentous celebration?
Why, when Q told me that Voyager was spotted in the Alpha Quadrant, I had
to rush right over," Q explained.
"So tell me, how DID you manage it?"
Captain Janeway gave a smug
smile. "You mean you don't
know? I thought the Q knew
everything."
"I've been busy, of course. And I just saw you, happily plugging along
in the Delta Quadrant."
"That's been nearly a year and a
half ago."
"To me, a year is but a
moment," Q chided her. "But
you are evading my question, Kathy. How
did you reach the Alpha Quadrant in such a short time?"
Luke and Mara each listened to the
conversation with much curiosity. Who
was this stranger who appeared out of thin air? And had the audacity to call the Captain 'Kathy'?
"Let's just say my crew has been
quite industrious lately. Never
underestimate us mere mortals, Q."
Luke was mildly surprised at the
Captain's response, and he felt similar reactions throughout the room.
"So, you're playing it coy, hmm,
Captain," Q replied, seeming slightly annoyed. "Sort of, it's for you to know and me to find out, is
it?"
Janeway only repeated her smug smile.
"Who is that?" Mara
whispered to B'Elanna.
"He's called Q," B'Elanna
replied quietly. "He's some kind
of omnipotent being, and can take any form, though he seems to enjoy using this
appearance when visiting us. Apparently
all of these beings go by the name of Q."
"So, I guess I'll just have to
interview the crew," Q said. He
made his way through the room, stopping to chat with Chakotay, Tom, and others,
though none of them would reveal their method of arrival.
Q spotted Seven of Nine. "A Borg! Now isn't this interesting.
And quite a knockout, too. But I
don't see how even a Borg could get you here this fast, Kathy."
Q then noticed Mara standing by
B'Elanna.
"My, my, my, Kathy, how did you
acquire such beautiful new crew members?"
He gave Mara another once-over.
"In fact, where did you find another human in the Delta Quadrant?"
"As I said, Q, never
underestimate Voyager," the Captain taunted.
Q took Mara's hand and kissed it quite
gallantly.
"Allow me to introduce myself, my
dear. I am Q. And who might you be?"
"You may call me Mara," she answered,
with an exaggerated imitation of being demure.
"But I must warn you, my husband can be quite jealous."
"Husband?" Q followed Mara's
gaze across the room, settling on a blonde man wearing black. "Another new crew member? And why don't you two wear these dashing
Starfleet uniforms?"
Q made his way over to Luke. "You have a beautiful wife, Mr.
...ah?"
Luke extended his hand in
greeting. "Luke Skywalker. Pleased to meet you, Q."
"Luke Skywalker ...
Skywalker...," Q's brow furrowed in concentration. "Where have I heard that name? Ah, yes, there's a Jedi Master named
Skywalker a few galaxies over. Rather
unique beings, those Jedi."
Luke's eyes grew wide. "What did you say?" he
whispered. Mara had also heard Q's
prattling, and joined them.
"You know of the Jedi?" Mara
asked him, incredulously.
"I've never personally met one,
but Q has, and she says they're quite intriguing, for humans."
The Captain and the others had all
gathered around by this time.
Q glanced around, then stared at Luke
and Mara. "You two are Jedi,
aren't you? You are the Jedi Master
I've heard of," he continued, looking at Luke. "Kathy, how did you ever manage to acquire your own personal
Jedi?" he asked the Captain.
"It was more like they found us," was her reply.
"And they got you to the Alpha
Quadrant!" He turned back to Luke.
"So how did you do it? You
are, still, just a human. You can't
blink your eyes and magically transport a ship across a galaxy."
"No, I can't," Luke
responded, not sure how much to reveal to this stranger. He glanced at the Captain for guidance.
"Now, Q," she put in. "Can't we have some secrets to
ourselves?"
"Not from me," he answered
conceitedly.
Indeed, the whole story did eventually
come out, from Luke and Mara's arrival in the Delta Quadrant, to Luke's
propelling Voyager to their current location.
"How fascinating," Q
commented after hearing their tale.
"I've always wanted to see a Jedi in action. Do some tricks for me, Jedi," he
ordered.
"I don't do tricks," Luke
countered. This time Mara did not
protest.
"Rather uppity, aren't we?"
Q complained.
Just then, an overhead illumination fixture
detached and hurled itself toward several crewmembers. Luke held up his hand quickly, and the
fixture stopped in mid-air. He lowered
it to the floor, then turned to the grinning Q.
"Excellent!" Q cackled. "Now let's see what else you can
do."
"I'm warning you, don't test
me," Luke growled.
"You're WARNING me? How quaint.
Perhaps we should up the ante."
Luke stared at him warily, not knowing
what to expect.
"How about you run through a
series of little Jedi demonstrations for me, and in return," Q paused for
effect, "I'll send you back to your own galaxy."
"That's blackmail," Luke
protested.
"It's what he's best at,"
Tom said dryly.
"What kind of
demonstrations?" Mara put in.
Luke glared at her, but didn't speak.
"Oh, nothing a Jedi Master
couldn't handle," came the reply.
Mara hesitated. She could feel the conflicting emotions in
Luke.
"What if I performed your
demonstrations?" she offered.
"Mara, no!" Luke
interjected.
"Do you want our son to never see
his aunt and uncle and cousins? Do you
want to never set foot on Yavin again?
Luke, this may be our only chance."
Luke sighed. It was hard to refuse his wife, especially when it was an
opportunity that he wanted just as much.
He looked over where Janeway and Chakotay stood listening.
"Captain, does he truly have the
power to send us back?" Luke inquired.
"Yes, he does," was the
reply.
"Then why didn't he return
Voyager to the Alpha Quadrant?" was Luke's next question.
"That's a long story," the
Captain sighed. "But don't let
that influence your decision, Luke. You
and Mara alone must choose the correct path for yourselves."
Luke nodded, then turned to Q. "If you would give us a moment?"
"Of course, Jedi. Take your time."
Luke took Mara's hand and they walked
over to a secluded corner of the room.
"Luke," Mara began,
"this should be our decision together.
I don't want to talk you into something you don't want to do. I'll be happy whatever galaxy we're in, as
long as we're together."
Luke looked down at his and Mara's
clasped hands. "Perhaps what's
bothering me most is that part of me, a big part, does want to do this. Even though another part says I'd be
violating my own principles." He
looked into Mara's eyes. "It's
time for us to go home, Mara."
At that moment, they both knew their
decision had been made.
"Q," Luke said, as he approached
the newcomer, "if I perform your demonstrations, you will send all three
of us back, myself, Mara, and our son, in our own ship. Is this correct? And there will be no going back in time?"
"Of course, whatever you
like," Q said casually. "I
can do anything, you see."
Luke suppressed a grimace. If he can do anything, why doesn't he get
himself a less obnoxious personality?
"Very well, I will do this.
But there will be limits set up beforehand. These demonstrations will not go on indefinitely."
"Yes, yes, whatever," Q
snapped back. "Let's see. Captain, you've given me an idea."
"I have?"
"Yes, your comment about their
following their own path." He
turned to Luke. "I will direct you
along a pathway, with various obstacles as you go, naturally. Captain Janeway and I will be waiting at the
end of your trek."
Luke glanced at Mara, then the
Captain. "Agreed."
"Excellent!" Q smirked in
satisfaction. "Now, what say we
begin tomorrow morning, right here."
"I'll be ready," Luke
answered solemnly. "Now if
everyone will excuse me, I shall begin preparing myself." Luke bowed slightly to the assembled crowd,
and quickly left the lounge.
"He's gone to our quarters to
meditate," Mara explained to the raised eyebrows and questioning
looks. She turned to Q. "Listen, you, I want your word Luke
won't be put in danger."
"Why, my dear, where's the fun in
that?"
Mara could tell that Q wasn't
joking. "Then perhaps I should go
along, to watch his back."
"You are most welcome, of
course. Seeing a beautiful Jedi such as
yourself in action would be even more delightful."
Mara gave Q one of her nearly
forgotten patented glares, then nodded.
"I'll be here." She
then turned and left the lounge without so much as a glance at anyone else.
"You are not going with me,"
Luke said calmly from his meditative pose, as Mara entered their quarters.
"It is not your decision,"
she replied in an equally tranquil voice.
"Mara, please," Luke said,
looking up at her.
"Don't 'Mara, please' me,"
she snapped. "You think because
we're married you can bat those baby blues and I'll give in. Well, it's not going to happen."
Luke rose and started to open his
mouth, but Mara cut him off.
"Luke, I want to be part of
this. I need to be. I am a Jedi, too. Why should you take all the responsibility?"
"Mara, think of Dane."
"I am thinking of Dane."
"But what if something
happens?"
"There will be less chance of
something going wrong if we're both there.
We're a team, remember?"
Luke stared a moment at the determined
look on his wife's face, then nodded.
"All right," he finally yielded. "We'll both do this."
He then cocked one eyebrow.
"Of course this means you have to meditate all night with me."
Luke and Mara arrived in the crew
lounge the next morning, where Q, the Captain, and several others were
assembled.
"Ah, there you are," Q
rubbed his hands together in glee.
"Shall we begin?"
Luke bowed slightly. "We are ready."
In the blink of an eye, the Jedi
couple found themselves in a hedge maze.
"You've got to be kidding,"
Mara laughed. "He wants to see if
we can find our way out of a maze?"
Luke was silent a moment, reaching out
with the Force. "Perhaps things
are not as they seem."
Mara stared at him, then stretched out
with the Force herself. Her danger
sense flickered. She couldn't detect
any one single source; instead there seemed to be many smaller hazards.
"So now what?"
"Levitate me up. I'll look over the top." Mara concentrated and Luke rose slowly
upward.
"Hold it," he called out
suddenly. He looked up, then took his
lightsaber hilt and held it above his head.
It sizzled against an invisible force field. Mara lowered him back down.
"I want to try something,"
she said, igniting her own lightsaber.
She carved a doorway through the hedge, but it magically closed back up
before she could step through.
"I guess we do this the
old-fashioned way," Luke shrugged.
They proceeded cautiously through the
first couple turns, easily sensing and avoiding the dead ends.
As Luke started to step around the
next corner, Mara shot her arm out to stop him.
"Wait. Something's not right."
Luke stretched out with the Force and
nodded in agreement.
Mara slashed off a large branch,
pausing to watch as new growth instantly took its place. She levitated the cut limb down the narrow
passageway. Two meters ahead, arrows
flew out of both sides of the shrubbery.
Mara gave a disgusted shake of her
head. "C'mon," she growled,
leading the way to the next intersection.
A few turns later, they both stopped, sensing danger ahead.
"Now what?" Mara
grumbled. Luke probed the sides of the
hedge, then directed his gaze to the ground.
He PUSHED on the path just in front of them. The ground gave way, revealing a large pit. Mara peered over the edge, noting the
upward-pointing spikes at the bottom.
"This is so juvenile," she
groused.
"Don't knock it," Luke
rejoindered, as they easily leapt over the open hole. "I hope all the tests are this simple."
They continued on, avoiding several more traps without any
trouble, eventually emerging from the maze without a scratch.
Mara began mumbling. "Surely he can come up with something
better than...”
"Look out!" Luke shouted,
igniting his lightsaber in one fluid motion.
Mara's saber also whooshed to life, as they blocked shots from dozens of
uniformed alien beings.
Green and blue blades sizzled against
the onslaught. Their attackers
gradually abandoned their phasers and surrounded the Jedi, who stood back to
back.
"What are they doing?" Mara
called over her shoulder. "We
could slaughter them."
Mara spoke prematurely, however, as
their lightsabers suddenly vanished from their grips.
"What the...!" Luke gasped. There was no time for questions, as the
aliens pounced.
Mara spun and kicked the nearest
adversary in the head, then reached behind and slammed another over her
shoulder. Luke also had his hands full,
ducking to avoid a blow while knocking a knife from the grip of another
foe. Both knights weaved, bobbed,
leapt, and twirled as their arms and legs flailed at the seemingly endless
oncoming warriors.
Suddenly Mara nearly lost her balance,
as her pirouetting kickbox met thin air.
She and Luke looked around in astonishment as the attackers completely
disappeared as mysteriously as they had appeared.
"All right, so that was a little
more challenging," Mara smirked.
Luke looked down, feeling the familiar
weight of his lightsaber once more resting against his thigh.
"Expect the unexpected," he
smiled slightly, arching an eyebrow at his wife.
The Jedi followed the trail into a
narrow gorge. Sheer walls rose up over
five hundred meters, barely letting in the filtered daylight. They made their way along the pathway for
perhaps a kilometer.
"So what's this test supposed to
be?" Mara complained. "To see
if we have claustrophobia?"
"I doubt that," Luke
returned. "Though it does look
like we're close to the end," he added, as he observed the increased light
ahead.
A shadow abruptly blocked that
promising light. Luke and Mara craned
their necks in astonishment at a monstrous animal that unexpectedly appeared in
front of them.
"It must be a hundred meters
tall," Mara gasped in wonder.
"We can't jump over it."
The huge beast filled the gap
completely, its beady eyes watching them warily. It made no move to attack, however.
"I don't want to hurt it,"
Luke stated, unnecessarily. Mara always
knew exactly how he felt. "Perhaps
we can just scare it away."
He sent thoughts of danger to the
creature's miniscule brain, but it remained rooted in place. He then sent thoughts of food waiting in the
opposite direction. Same effect --
none.
Next, Luke let loose with a krayt
dragon call. The beast seemed to think
it amusing. Luke bit his lower lip in
thought.
"I think you're losing your
touch, sweetheart," Mara commented dryly.
"A young Jedi I once knew scared a vornskr by tapping its nose with
his lightsaber."
Luke just shook his head while he
ignited his lightsaber, levitating it toward the beast. The saber poked the huge creature on its
hopefully sensitive nose. It swatted
the blade away like an annoying gnat.
"As I recall, the vornskr didn't
exactly shrink in fear either," he reflected.
"Perhaps one blade isn't
enough," Mara said thoughtfully.
They levitated both their lightsabers upward, careful not to actually
cut into the beast. The blades sizzled
lightly against the animal's thick skin over and over, however, having no
effect whatsoever.
"What I wouldn't give for a giant
Bantha electro-prod right about now," Luke said off-handedly, as he tried
to think of options left.
His comment had inspired his spouse,
though. Luke turned and looked at her
suspiciously, eyes narrowing.
"No way," he stated flatly.
Mara gripped his chin with her
fingers. "I have all your
memories. I know you did it one day
when you were out in the jungle by yourself, just to see what it felt
like."
"I won't now."
"Just enough to scare it
away," she insisted. "It
won't hurt the creature. And you're not
going to turn to the dark side."
"I know that," he bit out,
feeling frustrated.
Mara only crossed her arms in
expectation.
Luke turned away from her, facing the
pawing beast. Taking a deep breath, he
pointed his arms outward, and in that instant blue lightening jumped from his
fingertips, arcing through the air toward the startled animal. It yipped in surprise. Luke let loose another jolt, and the monster
reared back this time.
"Once more," Mara whispered.
The lightening sprang out again, this time
hitting its nose, accomplishing what the lightsabers could not.
The animal decided these tiny beings
were more trouble than they were worth.
It managed to back out of the narrow gap, and stalked away into the
surrounding forest, apparently in search of a less bothersome mid-day snack.
"Let's go," Luke said
quickly, cutting off Mara's upcoming 'I told you so.'
The Jedi resumed their trek along the
path. Soon they came to a number of
metal grids imbedded in the ground. The
grids were laid out in a circular pattern, some 500 meters in diameter. Luke and Mara stood at the end of the path,
overlooking the strange scene before them.
"What do you think it is?"
Mara wondered aloud.
"I don't know," Luke said
slowly, deep in thought. He narrowed
his eyes, then pointed toward the center of the gridwork. "There's something out there, on a
raised platform."
Mara frowned and stared out in the
direction indicated, enhancing her vision with the Force as much as possible.
"I see it," she finally
acknowledged. "A
gold-colored...something." She
glanced sideways at her silent husband.
"Well? Are we meant to
cross this?"
Luke nodded. "Yes, I believe so."
He held out his hand to her and smiled as she took his grasp.
Their boots clanged on the metal grids
as they crossed to the center. When
they reached their objective, Mara picked up the golden statuette. She turned it around, then rolled her
eyes. The statue was sculpted in the
image of Q.
Luke chuckled at her reaction, then
looked up sharply as his danger sense flared.
Mara also scanned the area in consternation.
Without warning, fire erupted from the
entire gridwork, shooting several meters into the air.
"It's a trap," Luke stated
the obvious.
"Tell me something I don't
know," Mara retorted, but she received no answer.
The inferno encircled the platform on
which they stood, flames threatening to grow even higher.
"We need to get out NOW!" Mara
shouted over the deafening roar.
*No, wait,* Luke sent via the Force,
touching her arm.
She looked at him as though he'd lost
his mind. "Stang, Luke..."
*Silently,* he cautioned her. *He's surely monitoring us.*
*So?*
*Think about it,* he reasoned. *Every time we pass a test, he's going to
come up with a new one.*
She waited for him to go on, beginning
to see where he was going with this.
*These tests won't stop until we
finally fail one.*
*So you think we should fail this one?*
*In a manner of speaking.*
*Go on,* Mara prompted.
*I can create an illusion of us
staying here, while cloaking us as we escape.*
*And you're going to protect us from being
burned alive at the same time?*
*No.
You are.*
Mara started to protest.
*You can do it,* Luke insisted. *Just picture in your mind a shield of cool
water all around us.* He squeezed her
hand. *You have to believe in yourself. You have the ability.*
*You'd better hope so.*
*No doubts,* he ordered, the intense
heat stinging his face. *Now!*
As he and Mara stepped toward the
conflagration, they dissolved into invisibility. In the same instant, images of themselves appeared where they had
just stood.
Mara maintained their shield against
the flames, rejecting the fear that wanted to rise up inside her.
Finally they were through, though Luke
kept them hidden from sight. He spotted
Q and Janeway a short distance away, as he had suspected they would be.
"It seems your Jedi are having
trouble with this one," Q commented dryly.
"Q, you have to stop this
madness," the Captain protested vehemently.
Luke and Mara, silent and unseen, came
up behind the pair. Luke had thought
that Q might be able to sense them, but he gave no indication.
"The tests are over, Q,"
Luke proclaimed.
Q and Captain Janeway whirled around
in astonishment.
Luke held out the shining statue. "Not a very good likeness, I must
say."
The observers both glanced back at the
now-empty ring of fire, then again at the two Jedi.
"Indeed," Q bowed
slightly. "I congratulate you,
Jedi. This was most entertaining."
"And now it's time for you to hold up your end of the
bargain," Janeway said to her companion.
"Certainly. A Q does not go back on his word."
"I'll remember that,"
Janeway smiled.
"Just tell me when you wish to
leave," he informed the Skywalkers.
"We have to pack, and say our
good-byes," Mara answered, still not quite believing the tests were over.
"How about tomorrow
morning?" Captain Janeway suggested.
"Very well, I will return
then." Q waved his hand, and Luke, Mara, and the Captain found themselves
on Voyager's bridge.
The rest of the day passed
quickly. Luke and Mara alternated
between packing up their much-increased accumulation of possessions, and
bidding farewell to each of their closest friends. They declined the Captain's offer of one last get-together,
citing the previous evening's dinner party had already served that purpose.
Finally, after a mostly sleepless
night, morning arrived. The Skywalker
family's gear was stored on the Jade's Fire by the many helpful
volunteers. Luke and Tom secured Dane's
crib into the main cabin, after equipping it with space-travel constraints.
By mid-morning, Luke and Mara stood at
the bottom of the Fire's boarding ramp.
"I can hardly believe we're
finally going home," Mara said, looking at their surrounding friends.
"And as we can all attest to,
there's no place like home," Chakotay replied.
"Perhaps, instead of following
Q's yellow brick road, all you needed to do was click your heels together three
times," Janeway said, smiling.
Mara looked down at her boots. "Too bad I left my ruby slippers on
Coruscant." She winked at the
Captain's surprised expression.
"We watched that one in your holo archives."
Luke turned, frowning. "That doesn't make Dane or me Toto,
does it?"
"No, you're the great and
powerful Oz that brought the rest of us home," Tom joined in, jokingly.
"For two people that wanted to
leave here so badly, you certainly are dawdling," Q complained.
Mara and Luke gave one more round of
handshakes and hugs to their comrades.
When Mara got to B'Elanna, they were reluctant to let go.
"I never had a real friend like
you before," B'Elanna choked out, trying to hold back her very
un-Klingon-like tears.
"Me either," Mara
confessed. "I'm going to miss you
most of all."
"I think that makes you the
Scarecrow," Luke quipped.
Mara shoved him toward the ramp. "See what I have to put up with."
At last, they made their way into the
ship, strapping Dane into his crib, then settling into the cockpit. Luke lifted the Jade's Fire out through the
open hanger door as smoothly as he had landed there a lifetime ago. As they drifted out next to Voyager, Q's
face appeared in mid-air.
"Ready?"
Luke hesitated, then reached over and
flipped on their comm. "Goodbye,
everyone," he and Mara sent one last farewell.
"Goodbye, Luke and Mara
Skywalker," came Janeway's voice.
"May the Force be with you."
The Jedi turned to Q's visage.
"We're ready."
Part
V
Home
Luke and Mara both unconsciously held
their breath as the stars around them, and Voyager, faded from their view. Almost immediately, new star patterns winked
into existence. Star patterns that
seemed familiar.
"Quick, check the
navicomputer," Mara blurted out, as she unhooked her restraints. "I'm going to look in on Dane."
Her instruction to Luke was unnecessary,
as he was already studying the readings.
He could sense Dane's warm and comforting presence, though he could
appreciate Mara's need to actually see him.
If she hadn't gone, he would have.
Dane was wide awake, gurgling happily,
as Mara looked down into his crib. She
heard a 'whoopee!' from the cockpit.
Releasing Dane from his crib restraints, she picked him up and hurried
back up front.
Luke hugged them both, grinning
widely. "Mara! He did it!
We're
home!" He swung them both around,
as Mara laughed with him.
"So where exactly are we?"
she asked, when he finally set her back down.
"A few hours out of
Coruscant," he announced excitedly.
His eyes became unfocused for a moment, and Mara could feel him reaching
out for Leia's presence. A few seconds
later, he smiled quietly.
Without speaking, Luke enveloped Mara
in a long, sensuous kiss, Dane stilled clutched between them. He knew Mara had also felt Leia's startled
acknowledgment and subsequent joy.
Only moments before, Leia Organa Solo
had been sitting quietly in a morning Senate meeting, trying to pay attention
to an Ithorian Senator's long-winded oratory.
The past fifteen months had been hard on Leia. Luke's disappearance had broken her spirit, something even the
destruction of her beloved Alderaan hadn't been able to do. This admission pained her greatly, but she
attributed it to the fact that she no longer had a rebellion to take her mind
off her sorrows.
Though Leia was the first one to note
the absence of her brother's presence, she was the last one to give up hope
that he would be found. But finally,
after over a year of searching, of reaching out with the Force as hard as she
could, along with her children and the other Jedi, of following up every lead
that surfaced, all of which proved fruitless, finally, exhausted, she just gave
up. She knew Luke would be disappointed
in her, but, sithspawn, he was the one who abandoned them. Abandoned her. He was the one who willingly went off with that Jade woman,
against Leia's protests.
Leia at first was certain Mara Jade
was responsible for Luke's disappearance.
She never trusted that woman any farther than she could see her. Finally Han's arguments that no sign could
be found of either Mara or her ship, despite a galaxy-wide search by both New
Republic Intelligence and Talon Karrde, reluctantly convinced her that perhaps
it was possible that Luke, Mara Jade, and the Jade's Fire could have met with
complete destruction. After that
admission to herself, she spent weeks hoping that Luke's spirit would appear to
her, to comfort her. But as the weeks
turned into months, she finally resigned herself to the fact that she would
never see her brother again.
The New Republic government officially
declared Luke Skywalker and Mara Jade dead one year after their
disappearance. Luke had left a will,
though he had only a few mementos and a small amount of money to be
distributed. Mara Jade had significant
credit amounts in several different banking establishments, but left no will,
causing all her accounts to be frozen until the back-logged court system could
decide what to do with them. Talon
Karrde seemed to hang on to desperate hope nearly as long as Leia. He kept up Mara's rent payments for six
months, then reluctantly had her possessions put in storage, and let her
apartment go.
And so Leia was sitting in the Senate,
her now graying hair straggling loose from her ill-kept braids, when suddenly
she sat up with a jolt. She must have
been daydreaming, she told herself, as those around her gazed her way
curiously. But no, there it was
again. Leia closed her eyes, feeling
Luke's touch on her mind. She smiled
widely as he responded to her Force probe.
He was alive! He was coming home
to her!
The Senators looked on in amazement as
Leia jumped up, hastily announcing she had a family emergency, and ran from the
chamber like a madwoman. She reached
her suite in record time, oblivious to the startled onlookers she swept by.
"Han! Han!" Leia screeched, tears pouring down her cheeks as she
rushed into their apartment. Han ran
out of the kitchen and grabbed hold of his shaking wife.
"What's wrong?" he asked
worriedly. "Is it one of the
kids? Did something happen at their
school?"
"No, no," she gushed. "Luke!
It's Luke! He's alive! He's coming back!"
"How...? When...?" It was then Han looked closely at her face and realized her tears
were tears of joy. Her eyes sparkled
with excitement, something he'd not seen in fifteen months.
"I felt his mind touch mine, just
now, in the Senate."
"Are you sure you weren't, well,
imagining things again?" Han inquired, tentatively, not wanting to upset
her, but not wanting her to get her hopes up either, if this proved to be
another dream. Leia had thought she
felt Luke presence several times in the past fifteen months, only to go into a
deep depression afterwards, when Han convinced her she was only dreaming.
"No, I'm sure," she stated
emphatically. "This felt
different. It was real."
"So what did he...?" Han
began, but just then their comm buzzed.
Han hurried to the unit.
"Solo here."
"General Solo, we have an
incoming transmission for you." The young operator paused, sounding
perplexed. "Its responder
identifies it as coming from the Jade's Fire.
Wasn't that...?"
"Put it through," Han
answered hastily, cutting her off. A
familiar voice came on the line.
"Han, old friend."
"Luke, I can't believe it,"
Han replied, astonished. Leia was at
his side instantly.
"Luke, is it really you? Where are you?" she put in anxiously.
"Leia, you know it's me. I felt your touch." Mara squeezed Luke's hand. "And we're about two hours out of
Coruscant. It will be so good to see
all of you again."
"Luke, where have you been all
this time?" Han inquired.
"That's a long story, which we'll
save until we talk to you in person.
Sorry if I worried you, Leia."
An apology that sounded woefully inadequate, even to Luke's own
ears. "See you soon."
"Luke, wait..." Leia began,
but he was gone.
Leia hugged Han fiercely. "Oh, Han, this is so
incredible." She pulled away from
him. "I've got so much to do. I'll have Winter bring the children home
from school early."
"I'll get the kids," Han
protested. "You'd better tell the
Senate you won't be back today. But, I
wouldn't say why just yet, in case...”
Leia shook her head. "This is NOT a trick. I know it.
But we'll keep it to ourselves for now.
Until he's actually here."
Leia gave him a quick kiss, and left for the Senate, a thousand
different thoughts swirling through her mind.
"You know, we could micro-jump in,
and be there a lot sooner," Mara commented to Luke.
He turned to her. "I think we'll need the two hours to
make plans."
"Plans? Such as?"
"Such as, what do we need to
pack? Where are we going to stay
tonight?" He grasped her hand. "Where are we going to live? Are we going to risk letting all of
Coruscant see we have a child?"
"You mean, things we've put off
discussing because we weren't sure we'd ever get back here," Mara
replied. She remembered the first
kidnapping attempt on the twins that she herself had foiled not long after
meeting the Solos. She thought of how
the twins had been hidden away the first two years of their lives, and Anakin
also for a short time, and of their kidnapping several years later.
Mara rose and led Luke back toward the lounge. "Well, we might as well get
comfortable."
Nearly two hours later, the Jade's
Fire was on an approach vector with the main spaceport. Luke felt strangely uncomfortable in his
Jedi robes. Mara could feel his
nervousness.
"It'll be all right," she
soothed. "We'll just play it by
ear."
"I know," he resigned. "I just have this strange feeling of
disappointment looming."
As soon as he finished the landing
cycle, Mara went back and brought Dane out.
Luke helped her snuggle him into a small baby sling, which Mara strapped
to the front of her. Luke gently kissed
Dane on the head, and stroked his back.
"Sleep, Dane,
sleep,"
he whispered softly.
"You know this is for the
best," he reminded Mara.
"We'll see how things go today.
We don't even know what's been happening here since we left."
Mara nodded. "And it's only till we get to Han and Leia's. Well, help me with my cloak."
Luke fastened his extra Jedi cloak
around Mara's neck, and hooked it closed all the way down the front,
effectively hiding Dane from view. He
had offered to carry Dane himself, but Mara protested that their son would get
squished with Leia hugging Luke as soon as she saw him.
As Luke straightened up, he could feel Han and Leia
approaching the ship.
"Looks like the welcoming
committee has arrived," Mara commented, as Luke's smile widened. "Go on out. I'll be right behind you."
Luke slapped open the hatch and
hurried down the ramp, setting down their bag. Leia practically leapt into his
arms, and he swung her around joyously.
"Luke, I can hardly believe
it!" she gushed. "You've
finally come home to us!"
"Oh, Leia, I've missed you
so," he hugged her tightly.
"And, Han, it's good to see you again." Luke extracted himself from Leia long enough
to give Han a friendly hug.
Just then, Han spotted Mara coming
slowly down the ramp. She was dressed
in a black Jedi robe, and had a pleasant smile on her face, quite different
than Han ever remembered seeing her before.
"Well, Mara Jade, I see you found
your way back also."
"It is my ship," she
responded smartly. "Did you think
I'd let Skywalker return without me?"
The frown that crossed Leia's face didn't escape Han's notice.
"So," Han began, trying to
regain the atmosphere of good cheer that was threatening to evaporate,
"just where have you two been all this time?"
"Let's just say we made a wrong turn
on the way to Yavin," Luke answered.
"We'll explain everything when we get to your apartments. If that's where we're going, that is."
"Of course." Leia tugged him toward their nearby
speeder. "You can sit in the back
with me."
Luke stood his ground, however, and
looked toward Mara.
Han, fortunately, took the hint.
"You're invited, too, of course,
Mara," he said to her, and he picked up the satchel Luke had left on the
ramp.
The foursome headed for the Solos'
speeder. Luke once again resisted
Leia's pulling on his arm in order to take Mara's elbow and help her into the
front passenger seat.
There's definitely something odd going
on, Han thought to himself as he put the luggage in the back and slipped into
the driver's seat. He could hear Leia
chatting happily in the back, with Luke answering patiently. Mara remained quiet, however, almost
subdued.
"This is a new look for you,
isn't it, Mara?" Han ventured, hoping she wouldn't bite his head off. "Does this mean you're a Jedi
now?"
Unexpectantly, Mara smiled. "Yes, I am. At least, Luke says I am, and he's the master. I finally completed my training."
"Ah, I see," Han nodded.
"That is what I was going to
Yavin for in the first place," she shrugged.
They soon reached the palace, and rode
the lift up to the Solos' private residence.
Luke remained attentive to Mara, his hand hovering at her back as she
entered and exited the lift.
They had barely made it through the
front door when three raucous children jumped Luke, amid cries of "Uncle
Luke! Uncle Luke!"
"Whoa, there," he
laughed. "You don't look like the
same kids I remember."
"We've grown, Uncle Luke,"
Jacen answered for all of them. "You've been gone a long time."
"I know, and I'm sorry," he
hugged them all at once. "I didn't
mean to be."
As Luke was entangled with his niece
and nephews, with Mara looking on, Han pulled Leia aside.
"C'mon, Princess, let's get
everyone something to drink, and then we can sit down and find out where
they've been."
They had a small entertainment bar in
the corner of their common room, and Han began pulling out appropriate
refreshments. He leaned over and
whispered to Leia, "Don't you think they're acting mighty peculiar?"
"What?" Leia was jolted out
of the gaze she had transfixed on Luke.
"Luke and Mara," he replied,
still keeping his voice low. "Have
you ever seen them act this way together?"
Leia's line of vision shifted to the smiling Mara, still
standing to the side. "Surely
she'll leave soon. This is a family reunion."
Luke had already lost his outer cloak
to the tugging of the kids, and now Mara moved closer to him.
"Luke, honey, can you help me
with my cloak?" Mara said clearly to him.
Han, carrying a drink in each hand,
stopped in his tracks. 'Luke, honey?'
he mouthed to Leia, whose eyes had grown wide, an unpleasant expression
crossing her face.
Luke was dutifully undoing the clasps
on Mara's cloak, and pulled it from her shoulders.
A loud crash sounded through the room
as the glasses slipped from Han's hands.
All the Solos stared at Mara.
There, strapped to the front of her in some kind of sling, was a small
blonde-headed baby. As Luke gently
extracted him from the carrier, talking softly all the while, the child's eyes
opened, bright blue eyes that slowly took in his surroundings.
Han didn't need the Force to detect
the chill coming from his wife. Her
eyes were as cold as ice.
Jaina broke the silence first. "A baby! You found a baby!"
Luke smiled, cradling Dane in his
arms. "We didn't just find him,
Jaina. He's ours." Luke's eyes swept across the room, stopping
at Leia's stare. "This is our
son," he added quietly. Jacen and
Anakin crowded in next to their sister, trying to get a better look.
"How could you?" Leia
snarled. "How could you do this to
me?"
Luke looked pleadingly at his
twin. "Leia, please..." he
began, but Leia had already stormed out of the room and into the kitchen,
wishing they had the kind of doors that would slam.
Han hesitated, not sure if he should
confront Luke, follow Leia, or clean up the spilled drinks. He decided the middle option needed his
attention first, and hurried toward the kitchen.
Leia's anger washed over Luke, Mara,
even the children. Luke and Mara
exchanged glances, and Luke started to rise when Mara touched his arm.
"Luke, wait. Try to see things from her point of
view. She thought she would never see
you again, and now you come sauntering back into her life, with a baby and
me."
"I know, Mara, but I have to talk
to her. I need to make her understand,
we didn't do this to hurt her."
Mara nodded and squeezed his arm as he
handed Dane back to her. He then
followed Leia and Han's path.
As Luke entered the kitchen, Leia was
vehemently shrugging off Han's attempts to comfort her. As she felt Luke's presence, she whirled
toward her brother.
"How could you!?" she spat
at him, echoing her earlier outburst.
"Leia, what do you mean?" he
implored. "What did I do?"
"You just left us," she
stammered, "so you could run off with that, that harlot! We were here mourning you, while you were
out sleeping with that Imperial tramp!"
Leia was so angry she was shaking.
"You must be ashamed of yourself, the way you sneaked in here with
that little bastard."
Luke stood perfectly still. Han had never seen such a deadly expression
on his face.
"Don't you ever, ever call my
wife or son names again," he said icily.
He had one hand raised slightly, and Han half-expected lightening bolts
to jump out.
"Luke, please, she didn't mean
it." Han had to diffuse this
situation now, before it went any further.
Leia, however, was not about to back
down. "Your wife!" she
shrieked. "You couldn't possible
do something that insane! How could you
marry the Emperor's Hand? Where? Where have you even been?"
"Please, let's all calm down and
discuss this," Han implored. Luke
and Leia stared blaster bolts at each other.
When he thought there was a chance he had their attention, Han turned to
his brother-in-law. "Luke, maybe
you should start at the beginning.
Where have you been all this time?"
Han could see Luke visibly bringing
his anger under control, shutting his eyes briefly, then opening them again
slowly.
"On the way to Yavin, our ship
was pulled into some kind of spatial anomaly," Luke began, his voice even
and low. "We emerged in an unknown
galaxy, with no way to know which direction to head. We were picked up by a starship, a military exploration
vessel. We stayed with them until we
found a way back."
"You called Mara your wife,"
Han prompted, trying to elicit more details without upsetting him.
"We were married on the
starship," he said simply, his eyes never leaving Leia's face. "And we had a baby there."
"That can't possibly be a legal
marriage," Leia stated coldly.
"We'll have it annulled."
Oh, no, thought Han. Here we go again.
Meanwhile, Mara tried to distract the
children from the anger emanating from their mother and uncle. She sent waves of calm feelings toward
Luke. *Don't lose your temper,
Luke. She doesn't realize what she's
saying. We have to be patient.*
"Miss Jade, why are Mom and Uncle
Luke so mad?" Anakin spoke for the first time.
"I guess your mother was just
surprised," Mara answered.
"This had to be quite a shock to her."
"Well, we're surprised,
too," Jaina tried to rationalize Mara's answer, "but we're not
mad. I think this is a happy
surprise."
"That's what your Uncle Luke and
I thought it would be, too," Mara murmured.
"Miss Jade?" It was Jacen this time, eyeing her
warily. "Are you and Uncle Luke
married?"
Mara glanced at their curious
faces. "Why, yes, of
course." Obviously they had the
knowledge that it was possible for two people to have a baby without being
married. "So you can call me Aunt
Mara," she added.
"Aunt Mara?" Jaina piped
up. "Can I hold him?" she
asked, looking at Dane.
"Sure, just sit right here on the
couch," she invited Jaina, then carefully placed Dane in her waiting
arms. "That's it, just keep your
arm behind his head."
"What's his name?" Jaina
asked.
Mara realized they hadn't even given
out that much information yet.
"His name is Dane," she
smiled, as Dane cooed up at Jaina.
"And
he's almost three standard months old."
"Where was he born?" Jacen
inquired, sensing his new aunt was in a talkative mood. Except for a brief time on Drall, the
children hadn't been around Mara Jade much, but when they had, she's always
seemed rather distant to them.
"He was born on a starship, in
another galaxy. That's where your Uncle
Luke and I were married, too."
"Is that where you've been? In another galaxy?" Jacen continued.
"Yes, we didn't know how to get
home," Mara explained as simply as she could.
"So how did you get home?"
Jacen asked, still not satisfied. Mara
had forgotten how many questions children could have.
"A very powerful being, with a
lot of magic, sent us home." Mara
could read Jacen's next question forming on his lips. "Yes, Jacen, more powerful than your Uncle Luke."
In the kitchen, Han was having his
hands full playing referee between the two Jedi. Thoughts of darksiders ran through his head, as he realized what
a precarious position he was in.
"Our marriage is perfectly
legal," Luke was saying, his voice still low and menacing. "Mara is my wife, and I love her."
"Then get out of my home," Leia
countered, looking like a coiled viper.
"I don't even know you anymore.
I wish you'd never come back."
Luke didn't say a word, he just
stormed out. Leia headed the opposite
direction, going out the rear entrance.
Han wasn't sure whom to follow, but finally decided it was his own kids
in the common room who would need him the most.
Mara rose as Luke approached.
"We're leaving," he
announced flatly, his voice allowing no room for discussion. Mara took Dane back from Jaina and quickly
gathered up their cloaks. Luke was
shouldering their satchel just as Han entered.
"Luke, can't we talk this
out?" he made one last attempt.
Luke paused at the door. "We're not welcome here. I'm sorry, Han."
Mara glanced sadly at the bewildered
expressions on the children's faces, then followed Luke into the corridor. Han stood at the doorway.
"Where will you go?" he
asked.
"I don't know," was Luke's
only reply. He then made a slight
gesture, and he and his family disappeared from sight.
Han sighed and turned back into the
room, wondering how he was going to explain all this to his three waiting
children.
Luke and Mara made their way out of
the palace in silence, hidden from view by Luke. Once outside the gates, they moved toward the public slideway
system. In a secluded area they
reappeared, though their appearances were slightly changed with
Force
disguises.
"Where are we headed?" Mara
finally broke the silence.
Luke shrugged. "Any suggestions?"
"We can go to my apartment. The cleaning droid should have kept the dust
down."
"Okay," Luke agreed, then
lapsed once more into stillness.
"You knew it would be a shock for
her," Mara broached the subject that weighed heavily on both their
minds. "She's feeling confused,
and threatened. She probably feels
she's still lost you, this time to me."
"That's no excuse for what she...
what she called you. You and
Dane."
Mara slipped one hand under Luke's
arm. "Hon, I've been called
worse. It's all right."
"It is NOT all right," Luke
snapped back, then sighed, raised her hand and kissed it.
"I'm sorry, love. I was just looking forward to coming back so
much, and now, now I don't know what's going to happen."
"Whatever happens, we'll get
through it together."
They soon arrived at Mara's apartment
building. No one paid them any
attention as they reached her door.
Mara punched in her security code, but the 'Invalid Code' sign
flashed. She tried it again, certain
she remembered the right code, but received the same response.
"I don't understand. I'm sure this is the right
sequence," Mara said, puzzled.
"Mara, there's someone
inside," Luke advised her.
Just then, the door flew open and a
large burly humanoid glared at them.
"What's goin' on out here?!"
he bellowed. "You tryin' to break
in?"
"Who are you?" Mara shot
back, "and what are you doing in my apartment?"
"Your apartment?" the man
snarled. "This is MY apartment,
sister."
"But, but..." Mara
stammered.
Luke gently touched her arm, then
addressed the occupant. "Sir, how
long have you had this apartment?"
"Nearly eight standard
months," he growled back.
"What's it your business?"
Luke remained unflappable. "This had been my wife's
apartment," he explained.
"We've been away a long time..."
"I don't know nuthin' about
that," the man retorted. "I
heard the last person that lived here is dead."
Mara was trying to peer around the
man.
"Where's my belongings?" she
demanded.
"Listen, lady, this place was
empty when I rented it. Now leave me
alone." With that, the door
swished shut.
"How far ahead did you have your rent paid up?" Luke
asked Mara.
"A couple months," she
replied sullenly. "I figured I'd
be back from Yavin by then."
"Well, it's clear they put it
back up for rent after you quit paying.
Someone must know where your things are. We could ask some of your neighbors."
Mara looked embarrassed. "I never got to know any of my
neighbors. I was gone more than I was
here."
"We could try the manager."
Mara shook her head. "It doesn't matter. I didn't have much anyway. We just need someplace to stay
tonight."
"I suppose we can get a hotel
room, but we'll need some credits."
Luke shouldered their bag.
"Let's go find a money center."
Luke and Mara walked to the nearest banking
kiosk, a few blocks away. When she
tried to withdraw a credit voucher, however, she received the same response as
at her apartment -- ACCESS DENIED. When
she punched in an inquiry, the answer came
back
-- ACCOUNTHOLDER DECEASED - ACCOUNT FROZEN.
"Let me try mine," Luke suggested, though he didn't hold out
much hope. However, the response he
received was slightly different -- ACCOUNT CLOSED.
"At least it sounds like your
money is still there. They probably
gave mine to Leia."
"Lot of good it does us, until we are declared no longer
dead," Mara frowned. "This is
just great."
"So, now what?" Luke
asked. "We could track down Lando,
or Wedge, or Karrde. Somebody."
Mara shook her head. "Let's just go back to the ship. We can stay there tonight."
Luke put his arm around Mara's
shoulders. "It'll be all
right. As long as we're together,
remember?"
Mara shifted Dane on her shoulder and
gave Luke a smile. "As long as
we're together," she repeated.
Later that evening, Han slipped out of
the palace, telling the kids he had some business to take care of. Leia was holed up in her office, refusing to
speak to him, claiming he was taking Luke's side in what she saw as a disaster.
As he made his way into the spaceport, whom should Han run into but
Lando Calrissian.
"Han, ol' buddy," Lando
greeted him jovially. "What are
you doing out this way? The Falcon
isn't docked here."
"Well, uh, I'm coming to see
someone, if they're even here," Han answered uncertainly.
"Who?"
Han hesitated. He didn't think Lando would have any
objection to Luke and Mara being married, even though he had pursued Mara
himself some time back. And the kid and
his new wife would probably like to see a friendly face.
"C'mon along, and you'll
see."
Han and Lando made their way across
the docking bays, when Lando suddenly looked up and stopped in his tracks.
"That's... that's...," he
sputtered, "the Jade's Fire."
He looked wide-eyed at Han's lop-sided grin.
"Yeah, it is. Let's see if anyone is home."
Mara had finished feeding Dane and was
rocking him in the lounge, when Luke looked up.
"Han's coming toward the
ship," he announced, "and he has someone with him."
"Lando," Mara put in,
feeling their presence also.
"Our first visitors," Luke
half-joked, as he got up to answer the banging on the hatch.
"Well, I'll be a wampa's
uncle," Lando exclaimed, as Luke appeared at the top of the ramp. He grabbed Luke in a Wookiee-sized hug. "I can't believe it."
"That's the general sentiment of
the day," Luke murmured.
"It's good to see you, Lando."
Han noticed Luke was dressed in
loose-fitting clothing and led them quietly into the ship in his stocking feet.
"You weren't going to bed
already, were you?" Han asked.
"No, no," Luke laughed. "Just wasn't expecting company."
They entered the lounge, where Mara
still sat holding Dane in the rocking chair the Voyager crew had given them.
"My, you're looking very maternal
this evening, Mara," Han observed.
Mara looked at the shocked Lando. "You'd better close your mouth,
Calrissian, or bugs could fly in," she quipped.
"You're alive too, and you
brought a baby back with you!" Lando exclaimed.
"We weren't going to just leave
him there," Mara answered smartly.
"What's going on here?"
Lando looked at each of them.
"Han?"
"Hey, I'm here for some more
answers myself," Han shot back.
"And for a chance to hold my new nephew."
Mara rose, smiling, and indicated her
just-vacated seat. "Then you must
sit in Dane's throne," she laughed.
"Nephew?" Lando
exclaimed. "Would somebody please
tell me what's going on?"
Mara handed Dane to Han, then snuggled
up close to Luke on an adjacent couch.
"Have a seat, Lando," Luke
invited. "This could take
awhile."
Luke and Mara took turns describing
their unexpected arrival in the Delta Quadrant, being picked up by Voyager,
their subsequent marriage, Dane's birth, and ending with their return to
Coruscant.
"Well, incredible as your story
sounds," commented Lando, "knowing you two, I believe it could
happen. But what I don't understand is,
why are you still on your ship instead of at the palace?" Lando glanced at Han, then back at Luke. "I wouldn't think Leia would want you
out of her sight."
After a few moments' silence, Luke
finally spoke, his arm firmly around Mara.
"She was happy to see me, up until she found out Mara and I are...
together. That upset her greatly." Mara took Luke's hand and squeezed it
gently.
"Leia doesn't view me as a
suitable partner for her brother," Mara added.
"She'll get over it," Han
encouraged. "You just have to give
her time."
Luke and Mara didn't answer. They could both feel Leia's continued anger
and hurt.
"I wasn't sure you'd be on the
Fire when I headed over here," Han went on. "I thought maybe you would find a hotel room or someplace
else to stay."
Luke shrugged. "It's hard to get a room when you don't
have any credits."
"And it's hard to get credits
when all your accounts are frozen because everyone thinks you're dead,"
Mara added. "And you find out
there's some stranger living in your apartment."
"And we didn't feel like
bothering anyone else," Luke continued.
"So we just came back here.
We're doing fine."
"Bothering?!" Lando exclaimed. "You should have come straight to
me. I'll be glad to help."
"And you know I'd give you
anything you need," Han added.
"Thanks, both of you, but we're
comfortable here. This is our home for
now," Luke explained.
"Well, one member of your family
is so comfortable he fell asleep," Han noted, looking at the slumbering
child in his arms.
Luke laughed quietly. "I'll put him in bed," he said, as
he effortlessly took Dane from Han.
Han followed Luke back to the
cabins. "You handle him pretty
well," Han noted, as Luke changed Dane's diaper and tucked him into his
crib.
"I've had nearly three months to
practice," Luke replied, as he stroked Dane's hair, sending him feelings
of comfort.
"Well, you and Mara seem to make
pretty good parents, for two people I never thought would ever get married,
much less to each other."
"We're very happy together,"
Luke said as he straightened up, "and overjoyed to have Dane. I don't think either of us knew what
happiness was until we finally admitted we were in love with one another. Mara's not just my wife, Han, she's my
life. I love her with every breath I
take."
Luke sighed and leaned against the
bulkhead. "I tried so hard to get
us home, Han." He raised a hand
when Han started to interrupt. "I
know, I know, try not, do or do not.
Well, I did not. The great Jedi
Master couldn't even find his way home.
I had to rely on someone else, who just blinked his eyes and sent us
home."
"Luke, buddy, no one expects you
to be able to do everything."
"So Mara reminds me." Luke stuck his hands in his pockets. "I felt so guilty, I drove her crazy
some days."
"Guilty? For what?"
"For being happy. For having fun while all of you were
mourning us. For not getting us
home."
"Luke, that's crazy."
"I've been called crazy
before. Han, I had visions of Leia, of
you and the kids. Even though I
couldn't feel your presence, I knew how you felt. And I couldn't do a damn thing about it."
Luke leaned his head back and shut his
eyes. "And now Leia hates me for
it."
"She doesn't hate you. She just needs time to adjust. She loves you, Luke, she always will. I think she loves you more than she loves
me."
At that Luke opened his eyes. "I'm sorry, Han. I'm so sorry. Maybe we shouldn't have come back. Maybe everyone would have been better off if we'd just stayed
dead."
"You're talking nonsense. Luke, I'm not jealous. I never have been." Han gave him a grin. "Well, maybe a little, before I found
out you were her brother. Look, you're
my best friend, besides Chewie. But
you're as stubborn and thick-headed as your sister."
"Hence the term 'twins'." Luke finally cracked a small smile.
"Maybe you could talk to
Leia," Han said hopefully.
"You have that way of changing people's minds."
"Not this time, Han. Leia doesn't want to talk to me," Luke
sighed again. "We're going to
Yavin tomorrow. Maybe when we come
back."
"You're leaving already? You just got here."
"I need to check on the
Academy." Luke looked up at
Han. "There still is an Academy, I
hope?"
"Sure. All your teachers are still there, as far as I know. Oh, Kyp's declared himself a Jedi
Master. Actually, the Senate pressured
him into it. They thought the galaxy
needed to have a Jedi Master, and Kyp was the front-runner."
"Hmm. Well, Kyp was ready," Luke mused, then fell silent.
"It's getting late, we should be going," Han finally
said.
Luke just nodded, and followed Han
back out to the lounge. Lando rose as
they entered.
"I was just telling Mara how I
knew all along she and Luke made a good couple," Lando bragged.
"Yeah, yeah, Lando's a real
psychic," Mara laughed. She got up
and slipped her arm around Luke's waist.
She had felt his frustration from a few moments earlier.
"Lando, how about we let these
lovebirds get to sleep?" Han said, then turned to Luke and Mara. "You sure we can't put you up in a
hotel?"
"No, no," Luke smiled
wanly. "We're settled in for the
night. And like I said, we're leaving
tomorrow."
"Well, you call me if you need
anything," Han insisted.
"We will," Mara
promised. She then slipped a small
holovid into Han's hand.
"What's this?" he asked.
"Just something we brought back
for you and Leia. Maybe you'll enjoy
it, anyway."
"Uh, thanks," Han murmured, then
lowered his voice as Luke was talking to Lando. "Mara, it's going to take him awhile..."
"I know," she whispered
back, then winked at Han. "Believe
it or not, I've learned patience while we were gone. I'll help him."
Mara gave Han a hug. "Something tells me you're going to
have a harder time than I am," she added.
Mara turned and gave Lando a goodbye
hug as he and Luke approached.
Han gave them a sad smile. "Take care, you two. And come back soon."
"Will do," Luke replied, as
he shook Han's, then Lando's hand.
After their visitors' departure, Mara
cupped Luke's face in her hands.
"Luke, sweetheart, you can't blame yourself for Leia's actions. We haven't done anything wrong."
Luke kissed his wife tenderly. "I'm so lucky to have you. Let's go to bed. It's been a long day."
As Mara lay in their bunk, one arm
draped around her husband, many thoughts were running through her mind. How could Leia treat her beloved brother so
poorly? She didn't care what Leia
thought of her, but Luke didn't deserve this.
Maybe, Mara thought, if I go to Leia tomorrow, beg her to...
"Mara, don't," came Luke's
voice beside her. "Neither of us
is going groveling for forgiveness."
"You're supposed to be
asleep."
"So are you."
Mara sighed deeply, then thought with
annoyance that this was one of Luke's habits she had picked up.
"Lando said Karrde is due back to
Coruscant anytime now," Mara began, wanting to change the subject. "I'd like to see him before we
leave."
"Of course," Luke mumbled,
shifting to a more comfortable position.
"We'll wait until you can see him." Luke shifted again.
"You know, this bunk wasn't designed for two people."
"Good thing we're both
small," Mara observed.
"Good thing we weren't here three
or four months ago," Luke returned, which elicited a swat from Mara,
remembering how uncomfortable she was toward the end of her pregnancy.
Just then, a whimper sounded from
across the room.
"He can't be hungry
already," Mara murmured.
"Let's wait and see if he goes back to sleep."
Dane, however, took his parents'
inaction as a reason to cry that much louder.
"I'll get him," Luke mumbled
sleepily as he crawled out of bed. He
picked up his wailing son and held him close.
"Hey, Dane, what's the matter?" he whispered.
"Check his diaper," Mara
suggested.
After a moment the answer came back,
"Clean and dry. And I don't sense
that he's hungry, more like he's scared, or upset." Luke gently rubbed his back, sending his son
feelings of comfort.
"It's the ship," Mara said
suddenly, as inspiration hit her.
"We're not on the ship."
"Honey, we're on a ship."
"But we're not moving. He's used to the feel of Voyager traveling
through space. He's never slept
anywhere else."
"Could be," Luke
conceded. "How 'bout it,
Dane? Do you miss Voyager? I'm kinda missing it myself tonight."
Dane quieted down as Luke stood
rocking him back and forth. Moments
after Luke laid him back in his crib, however, the wailing resumed.
"Do you want me to try?"
Mara offered.
"No, you go on to sleep. We'll take a walk," Luke replied, as he
picked up his son once more. "I
doubt I'll be able to sleep tonight anyway."
So Luke and Dane explored every nook
and cranny of the ship, from the galley to the cargo hold and back again. Dane was satisfied as long as they kept
moving. Eventually they made their way
to the rocking chair in the lounge.
"Well, Dane, today's homecoming
didn't go quite the way I anticipated," Luke mused, as Dane cooed to the
sound of his father's soothing voice.
"I thought sure your Aunt Leia would be overjoyed to meet you." He leaned over and kissed the top of his
son's head. "I guess it's just
going to take her awhile to get used to the idea."
The gentle rocking motion eventually
lulled Dane to sleep, followed soon thereafter by his father. Which is how Mara found them the next
morning, Luke stretched out in the rocker clutching Dane against his chest,
both sound asleep.
Mara shook Luke's shoulder. "Luke, wake up!"
"What?" Luke mumbled.
"Wake up. What are you doing, sleeping like this? You could have dropped him!" Mara
chastised her husband.
"I didn't drop him," Luke
grumbled.
Mara shook her head and picked the now
awake Dane up out of Luke's arms.
"C'mon, sweetie. Let's get
you some breakfast."
"Lando buzzed this morning and
said Karrde landed during the night," Mara said over her shoulder.
"That's nice," Luke said
absent-mindedly as he fixed himself a cup of caf.
"I thought I'd go see him right
after Dane and I finish our breakfast."
"That's nice," Luke repeated, yawning.
Mara looked at him strangely. "Then I thought I'd go rob a banking
center and get us some credits."
"That's nice," came the
answer. Luke looked up and winked. "I'm awake, I'm awake," he teased. "I promise not to drop him while you're
gone, either."
Mara gazed at her husband's twinkling
blue eyes and youthful grin.
"You're in a better mood this morning," she remarked.
Luke shrugged. "Sitting around feeling sorry for
myself isn't going to do anybody any good.
Despair can lead to the dark side."
Luke walked behind Mara, and began
massaging her shoulders. "I have
the most gorgeous wife in any galaxy and a wonderful son. I'm not going to let this temporary rift
with Leia affect my family's happiness."
He leaned over and nuzzled her neck.
"Some more of that and we'll be
expanding that family," Mara laughed.
"Okay by me," Luke
acquiesced, as he licked her ear.
Suddenly Luke straightened, as a frown
crossed his face. "Leia is coming
toward the ship."
Mara nodded. "I don't sense any anger from her."
Luke squeezed Mara's shoulder, then
moved toward the hatchway. As he
lowered the ramp, Leia approached tentatively.
"Hello, Leia," Luke said
evenly.
"Luke," she nodded in
response. "I ... I wanted to talk
to you ... you and Mara."
Luke gazed at her. "Come in," he finally said,
promising himself he would not lose his temper. He thought of the conversation he had just had with Mara only
moments before.
Luke led Leia into the lounge. Leia hesitated as she saw Mara nursing the
baby.
"Come in, Leia," Mara said
warmly. "Forgive me if I don't get
up."
"Thank you," Leia answered
uncertainly, as she sensed Mara's genuine graciousness. She looked between Luke and Mara, then took
a seat. Luke sat close to Mara, keeping
silent.
"Luke, Mara," the former
Princess began, "I've ... come to apologize for my behavior
yesterday. There's no excuse for the
things I said. I don't expect you to
forgive me. I was just hoping we could,
well,...”
Luke leaned over and touched Leia's
hand. "Leia, it's all right. We understand."
"Leia, we're sorry we hurt
you," Mara added. "We know
the last fifteen months have been incredibly difficult for you. And then we just sweep in out of the blue,
with a baby, and announce we're married.
It had to be a shock."
"Yes, it was," Leia
admitted.
"It was rather surprising to us,
too, and we were there," Luke laughed lightly. He glanced at Mara, then back at Leia. "Leia, let's forget about yesterday. We'll put it behind us, and start
over."
"I'd like that, Luke," Leia
said, tears of relief spilling down her cheeks. She and Luke both rose and embraced in a long overdue reunion.
Mara had finished feeding Dane by
then, and stood up uncertainly.
"Luke," she touched his arm
softly, "I did want to see Talon this morning. Perhaps you and Leia would like some time alone together?"
Luke smiled. "Sure, go ahead.
I'll take care of Dane."
Luke cradled Dane easily in one arm as
Mara excused herself to change clothes.
"Leia, I'd like you to meet my
son, Dane Skywalker," he grinned proudly.
"He's beautiful, Luke," she
congratulated him.
Luke gave a jestful frown. "Handsome, not beautiful. Did I ever call your boys beautiful?"
"No, you just called them holy
terrors. May I?" Leia held out her arms.
Luke looked down at his gurgling
offspring. "Dane, this is your
Aunt Leia. Don't spit up on her too
bad."
"Oh, Luke, don't you think I've
ever been spit up on by a baby?"
"I suspect Winter has more than
you," Luke shot back, instantly regretting his words.
Just then, Mara reappeared.
"I'll try not to be long,"
she assured Luke.
"Take your time," Luke
responded. "We'll be fine."
"I know," she smiled at
Luke. He gave her a gentle goodbye
kiss, and squeezed her hand.
*Everything will be fine now,
sweetheart,* she sent to him, glancing at Leia who was stroking Dane's cheek.
*Yes it will, Mara, yes it will.*
After Mara left, Luke sat down next to
Leia.
"I'm sorry for the crack about
Winter," he apologized. "I
know you wanted to spend more time with the kids when they were little."
"And who's idea was it to send
them away?"
"Mine. And it was a mistake.
Children belong with their parents."
"The voice of experience?"
Leia chided him.
"I guess so." He looked at Leia intently. "Leia, falling in love with Mara is the
best thing that's ever happened to me.
I love her so much. She and I
are so close, we've become one. We've bonded through the Force."
He exhaled slowly. "It's the most incredible feeling,
Leia. She completes me."
Leia could see the joy glistening in
his eyes. She reached out and grasped
his hand.
"I'm so happy for you, Luke. And Mara has changed so much. You must be a good influence on her."
Luke gave her a strange look. "Mara's not so different, not
really. She's always been a caring,
loving person deep down. She just kept
it bottled up inside of her."
"If you say so," Leia
replied, not quite believing him, but not wanting to start a disagreement. "All I know is, you seem to be good for
each other."
Leia shifted Dane to the other
shoulder. "The whole time you were
gone, Luke, I only thought of myself, how lonely I was without you. I was angry at you for abandoning me. And then when you showed up with Mara, and
proclaimed you and her had a baby together, all I could think of was that you
did this to spite me. I was jealous of
her, Luke. I didn't want to believe you
could be closer to anyone than you were to me."
"I thought we weren't going to
talk about yesterday," Luke interjected.
"I need to, Luke. I need to get this out in the open."
"So what happened to change your
mind?"
"The holovid."
"What holovid?"
"Your holovid. Han said Mara gave it to him."
"Oh, that one."
"I caught Han watching it in the
middle of the night, when he thought I was asleep. At first I was upset, then I found myself watching it too. I even made him start over at the
beginning. As I sat there, I realized I
wasn't looking at a Jedi
Master
and a former Imperial. I saw a man and
a woman deeply in love, a newlywed couple having fun together, new parents
overjoyed at the birth of their child.
I haven't thought of you as a regular person since... since before
Bespin."
Luke sat forward, his face intent. "I wanted so much for you to be there,
to share those moments with us. We even
considered waiting to get married until we returned, but we weren't sure when,
or if, that would ever happen."
"That would have been a long
wait. You did right to go on with your
life."
"I'm so sorry to have caused you
such sadness, Leia," Luke apologized.
"We tried and tried to get back.
Not a day went by that I didn't ask myself, what could I be doing
different? What am I
overlooking?" He took Leia's hand
in his own. "I couldn't sense your
presence, but I knew you were hurting, because I was too."
"Luke," Leia soothed,
rocking Dane, "I know you did everything you could to get back to us. I'm sure that if there were any way you
could have avoided going into that anomaly, you would have. But it happened and it's over, and now
you're back with us."
Luke's expression changed while Leia
was speaking. Silently he rose, facing
away from his sister.
"Luke?"
"I was selfish, Leia," he
said quietly.
"What do you mean? You couldn't help being there."
"No, but..."
Leia noticed he was clenching and
unclenching his right hand, a nervous habit of his, she remembered.
Still not looking at her, he finally
continued, his voice near breaking.
"Q had the power to send us back to the same point in time as when
we left. It would have been as if the
last fifteen months had never happened.
But I didn't... I
couldn't..."
"Luke," Leia came up behind him, still holding her
new nephew.
He turned his head and looked at her
with sorrow in his eyes. "I felt
so guilty the whole time we were gone.
I knew how my disappearance was affecting you. I could have spared you all that heartache. But I was selfish. I didn't want to lose what Mara and I had together. I didn't want to lose my son."
Leia started to speak, but he cut her
off. "I knew there was every
chance in the universe that Mara and I would have fallen in love all over
again, and had a baby again. But I was
afraid." Tears were welling up in
his eyes. "I didn't want to take
that chance. I put my own desires above
everything else."
He turned away again. "I'm so sorry, Leia. I'm so sorry."
Leia yanked him around, an incredulous
look on her face. "Listen to me.
Never think that. I can't
believe you could have even considered possibly losing this precious child,
just to protect my feelings." She
reached up and cupped his face.
"My dear, dear brother, I've never seen you so contented as I have
today. You deserve this happiness,
Luke, you and Mara both. I'm so ashamed
I tried to spoil it for you."
"Try not," he smiled weakly.
Leia swatted at him. "How does Mara put up with you?"
"I'm not sure. You'll have to ask her." He hugged her warmly. "How can I be so fortunate? The two most wonderful women in the galaxy,
and I'm related to both of them."
Leia only smiled. Yes, things were going to be fine.
Leia stayed several more hours, then
talked Luke into coming back to the palace with her, where Mara met them and
Han for lunch. They laughed over Mara's
recounting of how Karrde nearly fell out of his chair when she walked in.
"I should have brought Dane with
me, he probably would have fainted dead away," she said jokingly. "By the way, Luke, he insists we join
him for dinner sometime. Perhaps
tomorrow?"
"We're leaving for Yavin
tomorrow," Luke replied.
Mara glanced over at Leia, then back
to Luke. "I thought now that...”
"I need to check on the
Academy," Luke said adamantly.
"But, Luke, you can't leave this
soon! You just got here," Leia
insisted.
"We could delay Yavin a few
days," Mara joined in.
"So now you two are going to gang
up on me?"
"Welcome to married life,
kid," Han quipped.
Luke just shook his head in defeat.
Three days later, the Skywalkers were
preparing the Jade's Fire for take-off.
"Feels familiar, doesn't
it?"
"I just hope we make it all the
way this time."
"Oh, I don't know, last time
didn't turn out so bad."
Nevertheless, as they approached the
coordinates of their fateful disappearance, Luke and Mara stood on the bridge,
staring out the front viewport into the nothingness of hyperspace. Luke wrapped his arms around his wife and
held her close.
"We're past," he finally
whispered.
"You realize dozens of ships have
traveled this same route after us without any trouble," Mara pointed out.
"I know."
"And those wormhole things could
pop up anywhere, anytime."
"I know," he repeated,
kissing the top of her head.
"We're going to make it to Yavin this time, Mara."
"Do you ever wonder what would
have happened if we'd made it the first time?
Between us, I mean?"
Luke turned Mara around to face him,
staring into her deep green eyes.
"I still would have fallen in love with you, Mara. Perhaps it wouldn't have happened so
quickly, but it would've happened. I'm
certain of it."
Mara leaned forward and kissed him
lightly. "So am I."
They reached orbit over Yavin without
incident, and radioed in the ship's call number, with a request for permission
to land.
"I didn't recognize that
voice," Luke commented, as they received clearance.
"Han and Leia said there were a
lot of new students here. And you're the
one who didn't want to let them know we're alive and on our way."
After they touched down, Luke and Mara
donned their Jedi cloaks, hoods up.
Mara carried Dane, with Luke carrying their small satchel, mostly filled
with baby necessities. This time,
however, Dane was wide awake and able to see where he was going. Though Luke and Mara kept their son hidden
while on Coruscant, they had no qualms about his safety here on Yavin.
At the bottom of the ramp, Luke paused
to drink in the sight, sounds, and feel of the abundant life that covered the
moon. "How I've missed this
place," he murmured.
"Feels pretty good to me,
too," Mara agreed. "If it
just wasn't so humid."
Luke grinned under his hood, and
turned to face a young Jedi student striding across the landing pad.
"Greetings," the young
Calamarian welcomed them, bowing slightly.
"I am Jedi Denkiri. How may
I be of service?"
"Greetings to you," Luke
nodded in reply. "I am Luke, and
this is my wife Mara. We have come to
see Kyp Durran. We are old friends of
his."
"Master Durran is in the Great
Hall, addressing the students."
The young Jedi trainee was about to
ask their last name, when strangely enough, he forgot. "I shall take you there."
*Feeling playful, are we?* Luke heard
in his mind.
*I'd like to observe Kyp's oratory
skills is all, without making a scene.*
*Sure, sure. I noticed how you cloaked our presence as soon as we reached
orbit.*
Luke just lifted a corner of his hood
to give her a smile as they trailed behind their guide.
As they entered the back of the Great
Hall, Luke tapped Jedi Denkiri.
"We shall wait back here until the assembly is concluded. We do not wish to disturb anyone."
"Very well," came the
trainee's reply.
So the small Skywalker family remained
incognito, taking seats at the rear of the hall. Kyp talked at length on the raised dais, going over several
aspects of the Force to his attentive audience.
*He seems to be doing pretty well,*
Luke sent.
*I'll admit, he has come a long way
since I first met him, thanks to you.*
Luke's eyes swept across the mostly
unfamiliar students.
*Your students must have all graduated
while we were gone.*
*Apparently.*
After Kyp's speech, Tionne gave a
brief presentation on one of the many chapters of Jedi history, then concluded
with a ballad.
Mara looked down at her now slumbering
son. *She's going to make a great
babysitter. Put him right to sleep.*
Luke and Mara stayed in their places
as the assembly ended. The students
mingled, discussing that day's lessons.
The teachers remained up front, talking amongst themselves.
Luke rose, gesturing for Mara to join
him. He dissolved their Force shield as
they walked toward the front.
Kyp and Streen both looked up sharply
at nearly the same time.
"I feel..." Kyp began,
looking around in confusion.
The other teachers as well began to
sense the presence of their former master, though only Kirana Ti spoke what
they all were thinking. "It's not
possible. It must be some kind of
trick."
By then, Kyp had spotted the two
cloaked figures coming down the aisle.
He walked slowly toward them, not daring to hope, then broke into a run
when Luke pulled back his hood and flashed him a wide smile. The two old friends embraced in a hug that
would have made a Wookiee proud.
"Luke!" Kyp cried. "I don't believe it."
"Didn't I teach you better than that," Luke
laughed. He turned to greet Streen,
Kam, Tionne, and the rest of his friends.
"Who is that?" a student
asked Denkiri. The Calamarian blinked
his huge eyes. "An old friend of
Master Durran, here for a visit."
"He looks familiar somehow,"
another student put in.
Mara pulled her hood back also,
letting her red-gold hair spill out over her shoulders.
"Mara Jade!" Tionne
exclaimed, then fixed her wide-eyed gaze on the sleeping infant.
"Everyone," Luke got their
attention, "this is our son. Mara
and I are married."
Luke and Mara were instantly inundated
with questions and congratulations.
Both Kyp and Luke noticed the puzzlement
flowing through the student body. Kyp
took Luke by the elbow and cajoled him into accompanying him to the dais. The students had never seen Master Durran
act so animated.
"Students, we have a wonderful
surprise today. May I present to you
Jedi Master Luke Skywalker."
Ripples of disbelief echoed throughout
the room.
"I thought he was dead."
"He does look like his
holos."
"He's not smiling like that in
any of them, though."
Silence fell, however, as Luke began
to speak, his soft voice filling the entire chamber. The sense of peace and calm surrounding him was overwhelming.
"My friends and fellow
Jedi," he began. "I am
overjoyed to be back among you. With me
are my wife, Mara, and our son, Dane.
I'm sure you were all told that Mara and I were lost and presumed dead,
but as you can see, the reports of our deaths were greatly
exaggerated." Luke paused briefly,
as a small ripple of laughter escaped the normally impassive Jedi. "I can see that Master Durran and your
other instructors have done an exemplary job in upholding the ideals of this
academy. In the days ahead, I hope to
meet all of you individually."
Luke raised one hand in a sort of
blessing. "Until then, may the
Force be with all of you."
Applause filled the Great Hall.
The Skywalkers and the teachers
finally made their way to a nearby lounge.
Luke and Mara patiently and humorously related their tale.
Eventually Luke and several of the
others brought their luggage and portable crib from the ship and placed them in
Luke's old room. The Jedi hadn't
disturbed any of Luke's belongings after his disappearance, declaring the room
off-limits to everyone.
"I hope you weren't considering
this some kind of memorial shrine," Luke joked to them.
"I don't know, it's as stuffy as
a tomb in here," Mara complained good-naturedly.
Several of them cooperated in airing
out the small chamber, and that night Luke and Mara settled in, in 'their' room.
Luke awoke first the next morning and
lay in bed, listening to the singing birds and other jungle sounds of daybreak.
Mara stirred next to him on the narrow
pallet. "We're going to have to
get a regular bed in here," she muttered.
"And I get to redecorate."
"You're willing to stay on
Yavin?"
Mara rose on one elbow, and nodded
yes. "I knew as soon as we stepped
off the ship. This is where we
belong."
Luke kissed Mara gratefully. "We don't have to live in the Great
Temple, you know," he commented.
"Where else would we live? All the smaller temples are in ruins."
Luke got an excited gleam in his
eye. He jumped out of bed, dragging
Mara with him.
"Put on a robe and shoes,"
he instructed her, as he did the same.
He picked up the still sleeping Dane and pulled Mara out the doorway by
the hand.
"Where are we going?" Mara
questioned, jogging to keep up.
"You'll see."
They exited the temple and crossed one
of the few open clearings nearby.
Finally Luke halted in a small glade.
Mara looked around in wonder.
"It's beautiful here," she
praised.
"Isn't it? There's a great view of the mountains, and
it's within walking distance of the temple." He turned to Mara.
"Sweetheart, we can build a cottage here, a real home for us."
Luke's jubilant expression was
contagious.
"Yes, Luke, yes." She kissed him warmly. "We're home, farmboy. We're finally home."
THE END