My Loss
I lie asleep, pretending to sleep
Though I have not slept for years
I'm wondering if you've wondered
What it would have been
If your life had not ended
And mine did not begin
So now I have no passion
For what life still beholds
I'm dreaming what it'd be like
To be dank, dark, and cold
I take the knife between my hands
And pierce it through my heart
For now I see the light
Where my glory will soon start
I hope you will forgive me love
I did this just for you
Now I'm going far above
I hope to see you soon
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