| for He hath put me in horrendous situations in which i was dropped naked and alone to protect what was left of my suffering soul with words i pushed away demons of adultry and thiverey making myself free of those burdens and preparing myself for more offers of hatred... with physical force i yielded demons of drugs and alcohol furthermore strengthening myself for the fiascos to follow... with all my heart and sould i ran away from the blackness of death which chewed at my wrists for endless nights... and these sins that almost took my existence still hover over me, left to linger until the next battle arises nonetheless, i won and i'm stronger in the end. - Jacqueline Audrey |