From this point on, it's
Me against the world.
No emotion shown -
The mask I now wear
is made of stone

My only heart's desire
keeps walking beyond
my reach; we both
know the suicide he
inflicts upon my soul.

What's family anymore?
A fabricated lie to
raise a little girl
in a dysfunctional
home? Here, it's just that.

Don't wanna live,
don't wanna care,
don't wanna fight,
don't wanna listen -
I don't give a damn!

I never did anything
to deserve this - never!
Why me, why now, why
anything? Someone, anyone,
make the crap stop!
Everyone now knows that
I can be taken down -
the mistakes of being open
about how I felt are
leading to my demise.

Friends are foes in the
blink of an eye, keep taking
away, only leaving deep
lacerations through
my vaults of trust.

The stupid struggles -
passing or failing, living
or dying - are getting
on my nerves. Which one
should I pick next?

Even if I do, what's it
amount to? Being on drugs?
Stray jackets, padded
walls, sterotypes? Hell,
maybe I'm just crazy.

Don't worry anymore,
little girl... I know
what can save you.

- Jacqueline Audrey
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