DARK POETRY PAGE 2
untitled why do ppl lie to me? why cant ppl just see? how bad they have hurt and crushed my feelings? love is a non understandable thing. for hurt and pain is all tha it brings. i want ppl to leave me alone, no more talking on the phone. u lied to me u kno u did, this hurt and pain i want to rid, why did u lie? why? now all i have from u is the crying inside..i thought u were mine i thought u loved me...but u dont cuz thas plainly to see. wha do i do now? theres nothin for me to do except mope around...no theres a choice..yes and its gonna be my choice...this blade says it all, no more crying no more pain no more nothing!! its finally my chance to be sane!! :'( :'( BY MYSELF
untitled leaning over the edge tying the rope to the ledge tears pouring over the ones already tatooed on my face i have no time to waste no ones here the look on their faces i fear slipping the tie around my neck the pain will be over in one quick sec the crying inside i cant take no more it is time for me to close my door ppl asked me why do i cry its time for me to die i close my eyes and step over the side no more pain and hurt inside wiping the remaining tears from my cheeks peace and happiness is wha i seek looking at the scars upon my skin all the time death has failed me it will not fail me again its no ones fault tha i am sad im jus searching for a way to be glad standing to my feet getting ready to leap closing my eyes for a final time goodbye pain and sorrow goodbye... BY MYSELF
untitled smiling outside and crying deep down no matter wha ppl do my smile will always be a frown i sheded my tears on ur shirt how come on the inside my feelings feel like dirt? i clasped ur shirt in a wad in my hand living without u i cant bare to stand u were there for me when i was sad and u laughed with me when i was happy and glad u cared for me and still loved me when i was mad ur the everything ive never had i laid in bed and slept at night and awaited to wake to see u in sight i felt ur touch and seen it in ur eyes u hoped tha our everlasting love never fades or dies when u held me in ur arms i felt safe from all the harm ur smile made me warm inside now all i do is cry i want to feel ur touch again and feel ur love u were my angel from above i remember playing and cuddling with u baby u dont kno how much i still love you u told me tha if u lost me u wouldnt kno wha to do and the stupid thing about this is tha i really believed u BY MYSELF
untitled crying, my only thing to do. and its all b/c of u. u lied to me, everyone lies to me.now the truth to me is a dream. its nothing, it just seems, to be something, my feelings are now blank. u took my heart and then broke it.it sank. the unanswered question to everyones answer...why? why anything at all? u were my support now all i do is fall.** i dont need u. i dont need.........me.** its ok tho, i'll just leave, i'll just go. i dont need help from no 1. i can do it on my own, no more crying no more sleepless nights.** should i do this? yeah do it. no 1 will miss u. just..just...** here i go, putting the rope around my neck. stupid neck. stupid life. i hate me** i close my eyes..no need to say goodbyes. im just 1 step away from having the pain away. i dont need this life. its over now. im fixing it now. i hate u. i hate this. i hate me... BY MYSELF
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