Date: Wed, 10 Apr 2002 03:04:30 EDT
Subject: You wanted me to send them back to you
this song was written in the beginning of summer last
year. It was about this stupid girl I had a crush on,
who I don't know why I liked to this day, and I wrote
this to prove it to her. it's a shitty song, so there
ya go (also, very old green dayish)
How Much I Want You
By Wyatt Crabtree-Scott
Every night at ten, we do the same thing over again,
back and forth until you leave me there alone
Every night it's the same old dance,
but tonight I won't be dancing
not tonight, not tonight again...
*Everynight I wish that you love me, that you want me,
and everynight I am rejected,
Fuck it I don't care
The next time you come I'll succeed
but sure enough I don't, this is not what I need*
this happens all the time, you'd think my mind is numb
but it isn't, I want another love, time to strike out
once more
you will be mine someday, my forbidden lover is there
somewhere
and I can only hope that it's you
*chorus*
from ten to twelve, sometimes one
I strech my mind now it's gone
I want you now, I want you forever
I never have you, you're gone fore good...
not this time.
This song was written when Melissa kept toing with
me, and I didn't know if she liked me or what. Another
cliche song I think, just basic punk influence here. {Future me: HAHA, I sucked.}
*All that happiness
Taken away
All that joy
Taken away
there's a knife in my heart, put it it by you*
I wanted you so bad, just to have some love in my life
but now I can't even have that
was this all to get me back? Did I do something to
you?
Maybe all the times I helped you, and tried to make
you happy pissed you off
Oh well, maybe I don't need you
*chorus*
We are friends now, friends forever
but this friend thing is shit I can't deal with
you face makes my heart sink, and your voice makes it
break
I am talking to you now, maybe for the last time
Or maybe for the first time