I stare at the glass
Drop in a few more pills
I sit on the grass
The pills dissolve
I lift the glass to my lips
I hesitate to drink, let it flow
When I look around the world is disappearing
I'm left alone
So this is how my life is destined to become
When I awake I remember this tripout
I cry but regain strength
Put the gun to my head ,hesitate
Then again I remember this tripout
Why live if thats whats going to happen (shoot)
Gone now I'm alone in my grave
Sad, Depressed, lonely and again wanting to die
-Mandi
{Just A Cock Open Book}
You will never leave me
You belong to me
I posses your soul, your heart , your being
You can never deceive me
I own you
I know your darkest secrets
I can destroy you
You have no choice
You can never leave me
I own you
You belong to me
-mandi
I smile upon destruction
Iwalk through the deerted streets
People grab at me for help
I walk on.....
They curse me for not helping
Tell me I am death
I walk on......
Then I reach my destination
Bow to him
Grab the dagger
I pour the blood upon him
He rises
I bow
He takes me to an eternal happiness
Forever grateful
Fuck the churches
Fuck the poor pathetic people
I am everything
-Mandi
