i could want some sleep now...... something on a grander scale-i want to be nothing for a while
so you could notice me when i return and tell me how much you missed me...we havent been around
for a while have we?|, if we have i cant be that great because i dont remember loving you since
sometimes, when i look at you i'llbe filled with pain - because i know about everything until a
certain moment. i have heard a few things, like how you saw me when i had my muse (and a 4-4) i
have seen you in places (of your interest)---screaming at people in your interest parts of your
in-rests'. i really need that rest i was passing mentions'ed before-so i took it all. stolening
photos of myself - i dont want to be in. "fond but not in love"...she cannot release me from...
when there is no cloud beneath your roof, you know that you need to get out - escape from /this
there are happenings to be happened upon- arrangements to be arranged;held.....then disarranged
(deranged)a sad film that m,akes a soldier cry (when they are going to war, of course otherwise
they would be a normal person, a citizen *insane and powerlessbut a citizen none the less*w/out
love).' a large burst of flowers that makes her think its true but(7=4=9=2=6=0=1=5=3=8=notlies)
i believe i know what they are trying to tell each other--- at least myne-wasn't lik ethat so.?
what are you trying to tell me?. i shall return to where it all began, going through a circlein
her head so that no lies were told and no mistakes were made. it was love at first sight (?) so
i kept to my promises(i would like to add that no lies were told-i will not-and no mistakeswere
made)i just happened to reply too quick to see there were no lies or patience testing fakeloves
to be seen at this point from me. selfless - thought less promises to live in glass houses for>
an undying love that could be forever if i was a better person ['nd'hd'mt'my'trgts] but nothing
for a while was a problemate. i woke up from a perfect-dream- she wasnt there anymore buti pre-
-tended to laugh and say that i was freee'd from a terrible lie....beautiful lie, pretty /little
white lies, lies that i could love, lies that i would cling on to forever. sorry im talking too
much again? i wish that i could have stayed in that moment when i thought i was certain that it
(this)was perfect. my own secret .pages that are too pure and clean to ever consider ruining w/
my useless words . "now that i have my own 'friends'i can leave you behind" i'm quite sure this
time that i no longer need to be in your pains so i can switch off my emotion towards you. what
were they trying to do to us? "we're in an opposite situation to them"i know, its happening agn
and i want to wish it all away. no-one's speaking
continue.
