a_guy_234567: hi
bear05jt: hey you
bear05jt: how are you?
a_guy_234567: not too bad
bear05jt: i thought you had to do survelliance tonight?
a_guy_234567: not this early
bear05jt: ohhh goodie
a_guy_234567: ill probably head over there around 11
bear05jt: well at least i have a while then
bear05jt: I am really sorry about last night
a_guy_234567: no problem
bear05jt: it really had nothing to do with you...i mean part of it did but most of it didn't....are we okay?..
a_guy_234567: sure
bear05jt: k....i hope so
bear05jt: so when is your friend comming?
a_guy_234567: she was here today
bear05jt: how was her trip?
a_guy_234567: not too bad, she was just passing through to see some relatives in colorado
bear05jt: ohhh..
bear05jt: im sorry...i thought she was going to be staying with you
a_guy_234567: nope
bear05jt: are you okay?
a_guy_234567: yeah, why wouldnt i be?
bear05jt: i don't know...you just seem different and hesitant...just making sure...i worry about you
a_guy_234567: lol
a_guy_234567: no, im fine, i was just watching tv
bear05jt: ohhh okay....thats good to hear
a_guy_234567: someone on messenger came on and asked me a bunch of quetions and told me to watch south park
bear05jt: ohhh
bear05jt: did you talk to them?
a_guy_234567: no i didnt know who the hell they were
bear05jt: don't worry about who it is...she isn;t a stalker or anything just someone who is about to get yelled at
a_guy_234567: oh, ok
a_guy_234567: you know them???
bear05jt: yeah...
a_guy_234567: lol
bear05jt: it isn't my fault though
a_guy_234567: whats not your fault
a_guy_234567: ?
bear05jt: i promise...she knew i was talking to you and found that article on you and decided she was going to be what she wants to be which is a spy and try to find info about you and talk to you...she wanted your screen name and i wouldn't give it to her...for a very important reason so instead she got it off yahoo directory
a_guy_234567: very interesting
bear05jt: yeah.,...im sorry
a_guy_234567: her name is hanna?
bear05jt: no it is Heidi
a_guy_234567: i see
bear05jt: yea........................................................................................................
bear05jt: what is going through your brain
a_guy_234567: nothing,
bear05jt: k
a_guy_234567: i l ike to have a clear mind....lol
bear05jt: ohhh i see how it is
bear05jt: i hate friends
a_guy_234567: why do you hate friends???
bear05jt: what did you decide about the motel room if you don't mind my asking
a_guy_234567: im staying at the ramada
bear05jt: hehe
bear05jt: and why did you decide that?
a_guy_234567: i dont know
a_guy_234567: it sounded like a good place
bear05jt: well i am glad you are staying thursday night
a_guy_234567: yeah, me too
a_guy_234567: hotels are fun
bear05jt: there are tons of bars you could go to if you get bored
bear05jt: depends on who is with you
a_guy_234567: yeah
a_guy_234567: true
bear05jt: but sometimes it can be fun alone
a_guy_234567: yeah
bear05jt: you have a pool and a bar downstairs
a_guy_234567: anything interesting going on in town tomorrow?
bear05jt: ummm........other than the football game...nothing that i know of other than keggers...and tons of parties
a_guy_234567: unk football game?
a_guy_234567: who are they playing?
bear05jt: yep against uno
a_guy_234567: interesting
bear05jt: yep....
a_guy_234567: i might have to check that out
bear05jt: ohhh really??
a_guy_234567: maybe
bear05jt: i say go for it if you would like to
bear05jt: it is in the evening at 7:30 pm
a_guy_234567: yeah, i might
bear05jt: so what are you going to do tomorrow?
a_guy_234567: go to kearney, meet with a client around 2, then after that i dont know
a_guy_234567: yeah
bear05jt: i see...
a_guy_234567: yeah
bear05jt: so you gonna come see me??
a_guy_234567: i might
a_guy_234567: we'll see
bear05jt: not helpful
a_guy_234567: lol
a_guy_234567: you know, stuff might come up that would stop me from going there, so im not making any promises
bear05jt: from comming to kearney?
a_guy_234567: no, im going to kearney for sure unless i die or my client dies or something, i'm talking about goin to your bread store
bear05jt: OKAY....NO TALK ABOUT DYING
bear05jt: K
a_guy_234567: lol.......sorry.........i forgot
a_guy_234567: relax
a_guy_234567: lol
a_guy_234567: if i was really going to die i wouldnt joke about it
bear05jt: i understand that something may come up and or you may just decide that you don't wanna come....it is hard for me to relax...i miss you and i care about you and i am going through a really bad spot right now...i am glad to hear that death isn't a joking matter to you
a_guy_234567: ok, sorry
bear05jt: its not your fault...trust me you make everything better
a_guy_234567: ok, well thats good to hear...because you know...i like to be helpful...if i didnt i would have become a janitor or a lawyer or something
a_guy_234567: and even janitors are pretty helpful
bear05jt: so are lawyers goofy
a_guy_234567: and lawyers in certain instances too i guess
bear05jt: lol
bear05jt: we have scary thought processes sometimes..
a_guy_234567: yeah
a_guy_234567: so true
a_guy_234567: you want to hear a funny story???
bear05jt: yes
a_guy_234567: nah...its not that funny
a_guy_234567: never mind
bear05jt: oooo you jerk...lol....not cool
a_guy_234567: heh heh
bear05jt: you have to tell me know
bear05jt: now*
a_guy_234567: i dont have to do anything i dont want to do
a_guy_234567: lol
bear05jt: and how old are we tonight? lol......
a_guy_234567: the same age as i was last night
bear05jt: haha
a_guy_234567: lol
bear05jt: arent you funny
a_guy_234567: not really
bear05jt: well i disagree with you on that one
a_guy_234567: im pretty serious mostly
a_guy_234567: actually, too much crappy stuff has happened for me to take life too seriously
bear05jt: see and to me that is when i am the most serious
a_guy_234567: well yeah i was serious when it happened, but if i would have kept dwelling on it i would have been dead years ago
bear05jt: good point but i am trying to get over something that happened a year ago and yet can't seem to do so
a_guy_234567: oh, im sorry
a_guy_234567: was it really crappy
a_guy_234567: when the worst thing that ever happened to me took place it took me a long time to move on
bear05jt: i got used by a guy so he could date my roomie...which is why she and i have probs...she says they aren't friends and I know that isn't true
bear05jt: plus she says she doesn't have interest in the guy but i know she does
a_guy_234567: i see
a_guy_234567: my thing is worse
bear05jt: that isn't good
a_guy_234567: anyways.......is the unk football team any good?
bear05jt: i do'nt know...this will be there first game
a_guy_234567: interesting
bear05jt: yeah...
a_guy_234567: are you going to the football game?
bear05jt: i am thinking about it...that was the original plan..but dont' know now
a_guy_234567: ok
a_guy_234567: because you have to work?
bear05jt: no...cuz i have no one to go with
a_guy_234567: oh, i see
bear05jt: yeah,,,a friend has a class and roomie is working
a_guy_234567: yeah, hate it when that happens
bear05jt: yeah..not sure i wanna be around the roomie though..but i really wanna go to the game
a_guy_234567: well then you should go, to the game
a_guy_234567: im probably going to go and check it out for a while anyway
bear05jt: i probably will...well if you see me there or come see me at work then we could meet up there
a_guy_234567: yeah
bear05jt: but that is your decision
a_guy_234567: yeah
bear05jt: soooo...quick question...do you have a gf?
bear05jt: fave food and fave movie?
a_guy_234567: nope
a_guy_234567: i like barbeque chicken i guess
a_guy_234567: i dont know whats my favorite movie
bear05jt: cool
bear05jt: what is a movie you could watch over and over
a_guy_234567: uhhhhhhhh........im going to say.............the professional
bear05jt: interesting
a_guy_234567: yeah
a_guy_234567: well, ive got to get going i suppose
bear05jt: NO
a_guy_234567: lol
a_guy_234567: yeah
a_guy_234567: ha ha
a_guy_234567: well ill talk to you later, i have to get ready for work
bear05jt: ooooo kay...be careful...
a_guy_234567: always............................
bear05jt: i miss you...take care of you and be good...hugs and kisses
a_guy_234567: ok bye
bear05jt: night