THE PROPOSAL
a_guy_234567: hi
bear05jt: jack
bear05jt: hi you
a_guy_234567: how have you been doing?
bear05jt: shitty you
bear05jt: i need your opinion k
a_guy_234567: im sorry to hear that
a_guy_234567: ok
bear05jt: let me know when you see me so i can switch it
a_guy_234567: ok
bear05jt: you can see me?
a_guy_234567: yes
bear05jt: let me know if you think i look like a slut
a_guy_234567: ok
a_guy_234567: i dont think you look like a slut
bear05jt: k what is wrong?
a_guy_234567: nothing is wrong, why?
bear05jt: cuz
bear05jt: you said you needed to talk to me
a_guy_234567: oh yeah
a_guy_234567: that
a_guy_234567: i know you havent talked to her very much, but what do you think of carrie?
bear05jt: why?
a_guy_234567: i just want your opinion
bear05jt: well
bear05jt: i hate saying this
bear05jt: but i think she is very pretty and a very nice and sweet person
bear05jt: i like her even though i don't want to

a_guy_234567: ok
a_guy_234567: i really appreciate your opinion
bear05jt: why does it matter?
bear05jt: what i think shouldn't matter
a_guy_234567: i dont know
bear05jt: why did you want to know?
a_guy_234567: just curious  is all
bear05jt: that is all you wanted?
a_guy_234567: ive just been contemplating my options and i wanted some outside opinions
bear05jt: options?
bear05jt: are you marrying her?

a_guy_234567: well....nothings for certain yet....
bear05jt: i dont' think i can do this jack
a_guy_234567: ok
a_guy_234567: ill change the subject
bear05jt: we shoudl probably not talk
a_guy_234567: oh, come on....why not?
bear05jt: cuz
bear05jt: it hurts
a_guy_234567: im sorry
bear05jt: me too
bear05jt: i hate that i am not happy for you but it kills me knowing that you are with her and are going to marry her
a_guy_234567: i havent asked her yet, she might not even say yes
bear05jt: i can't do this
a_guy_234567: look, i know you probably hate me right now...
a_guy_234567: but do you think there will come a time when you can still talk to me and be my friend?
a_guy_234567: because i hope there is
bear05jt: i don't think there will be
a_guy_234567: that really sucks...
a_guy_234567: i dont really  have many friends, hardly any family, so it really sucks when i lose one over things that just cant be avoided
bear05jt: well i will put it to you this way
bear05jt: next time don't lead someone on
bear05jt: and don't lie to people
a_guy_234567: what?
a_guy_234567: i was never leading you on
a_guy_234567: and i dont recall lying to you either

bear05jt: well you did both
a_guy_234567: when?
bear05jt: you lied about not going to get in a realtionship  with anyone
bear05jt: it was the way you talked and the way you were
a_guy_234567: i didnt say i wasnt going to, i just said that i wasnt in one at  the time
a_guy_234567: what?
a_guy_234567: how did i talk?
a_guy_234567: i talked the way i always do
bear05jt: good for you
a_guy_234567: youre killing me here...
bear05jt: you told me in the begining that you weren't goign to get in a realtionship cuz of your ex fiance
bear05jt's status is now "View My Webcam" (12/29/2003 1:14 PM)
a_guy_234567: i didnt say i wasnt going to, i said i didnt want to jump into anything too quickly
bear05jt: okay
a_guy_234567: so i didnt lie
bear05jt: ok
a_guy_234567: ok, look, im sorry to have bothered you...i know when im not wanted....
bear05jt: that isn't fair
a_guy_234567: maybe ill talk to you later i guess.....
bear05jt: jack
bear05jt: that isn't fair
a_guy_234567: why not?  you told me yourself you didnt want to talk to me again
bear05jt: this is no fair
bear05jt: god damn it
a_guy_234567: im just respecting your opinion
bear05jt: i see
bear05jt: not true
a_guy_234567: whats not true?
bear05jt: that you are just respecting me....
a_guy_234567: whatever...
bear05jt: and that you aren't wanted
bear05jt: that is what bothers me
bear05jt: i do want you and that is the problem
a_guy_234567: im sorry
a_guy_234567: but theres nothing i can do about that...
a_guy_234567: i should just go...
bear05jt: that is up to you
a_guy_234567: im already late getting back to work
a_guy_234567: bye
bear05jt: goodbye jack
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