AND THEN YOU DIE
bear05jt: JACK!!!
bear05jt: hi you
a_guy_234567: how are you doing?
bear05jt: good you?
a_guy_234567: im doing good
bear05jt: thats good
bear05jt: i missed you
a_guy_234567: really?
bear05jt: yeah i did
a_guy_234567: ive been busy
a_guy_234567: carries been down here a lot lately
bear05jt: i see
bear05jt: so should i be worried?
a_guy_234567: i dont know
bear05jt: k
a_guy_234567: hey, do you want to see a picture of her, i finally got one on my computer
bear05jt: yeah i do
a_guy_234567: ok, hold on a second
bear05jt: k
a_guy_234567: i sent it
bear05jt: thank you
a_guy_234567: your welcome
bear05jt: gosh dang it
a_guy_234567: what?
a_guy_234567: ?
bear05jt: she is pretty
a_guy_234567: yeah, she is
bear05jt: yeah
bear05jt: that wasn't what i wanted to see
a_guy_234567: oh, you said you wanted to see the picture...
bear05jt: i did
bear05jt: i just was hopeing she was ugly
a_guy_234567: thats not very nice
bear05jt: what isn't very nice?
a_guy_234567: saying you hoped she was ugly
bear05jt: sorry
bear05jt: but i was
bear05jt: it would be much easier to deal with if she was ugly
a_guy_234567: so you want the person i hook up with to be ugly?
a_guy_234567: ?
bear05jt's status is now "Available" (12/18/2003 8:23 PM)
bear05jt: i didn't know you were hooking up with carrie
a_guy_234567: really?
bear05jt: since when did you and carrrie hook up?
a_guy_234567: not too long
bear05jt: i see
bear05jt: what brought this on?
a_guy_234567: i dont know
bear05jt: i see
a_guy_234567: it might be fate
bear05jt: i see
a_guy_234567: yeah
bear05jt: this sucks
a_guy_234567: why?
bear05jt: cuz i didn't know you were going to start dating someone else
a_guy_234567: oh
a_guy_234567: i didnt know either, it just kind of happened...
bear05jt: i don't even know what to say
a_guy_234567: oh
a_guy_234567: it all developed pretty fast
bear05jt: oh my god
bear05jt: i don't even know what to say
a_guy_234567: its not the end of the world or anything...\
bear05jt: yeah it is
bear05jt: it is the end of my world
a_guy_234567: no its not
bear05jt: yeah it is
a_guy_234567: shut up!!! it is not!!!!!!!!
bear05jt: yes it is for me
a_guy_234567: if you say that one more time i'll be pissed off
a_guy_234567: im serious
bear05jt: why does it even matter
bear05jt: anyway
a_guy_234567: because youre my friend, and i dont want you to be pissed off
bear05jt: i am not pissed off
bear05jt: and i am not your friend
bear05jt: i am no one
bear05jt: i am just hurt that is all
a_guy_234567: what? so this whole time you were just pretending to be my friend?
a_guy_234567: why are you hurt?
bear05jt: i was not pretending
bear05jt: this seems more like carrie than jack
a_guy_234567: i dont know what youre talking about
bear05jt: what?
a_guy_234567: im sorry youre just confusing me
bear05jt: this is jack right?
a_guy_234567: yes
bear05jt: okay then
bear05jt: i was never pretending to be your friend
bear05jt: i am just someone you talk to once in awhile online
a_guy_234567: so then why are you so upset?
bear05jt: cuz it hurts knowing you are off the market
bear05jt: thats why
a_guy_234567: the market?
bear05jt: as in not single
a_guy_234567: i see
a_guy_234567: i didnt know it mattered to you
bear05jt: how did you not know>?
a_guy_234567: i just figured, im like over 20 years older than you, i didnt know it was even an issue
bear05jt: itsn't now
bear05jt: it isn't now
a_guy_234567: ok
bear05jt: i thought you knew how i felt
bear05jt: considering i don't want to fight with you
bear05jt: and i know that is where this is going
a_guy_234567: where what is going?
bear05jt: where this conversation is going
a_guy_234567: where is it going?
bear05jt: all we are going to do is fight
a_guy_234567: im just kind of dissapointed that you were just pretending to be my friend, i always considered you a friend...
bear05jt: god damn it
bear05jt: i was not pretending to be your friend
bear05jt: i thought we were friends but i didn't think lately that you saw us as that
a_guy_234567: of course i thought we were friends
bear05jt: ok
bear05jt: well
bear05jt: this is just turning into a fight
bear05jt: and i am feeding off my hurt right now
bear05jt: so since idon't wanna fight
bear05jt: i am just going to say goodbye
a_guy_234567: im not fighting
bear05jt: i will be
a_guy_234567: im sorry
bear05jt: about what?
a_guy_234567: that youre pissed off, i thought you would be happy for me...
bear05jt: i am happy for you
bear05jt: just am upset right now
a_guy_234567: ok
bear05jt: i don't know what to say to you period
a_guy_234567: why not?
bear05jt: cuz i am hurt
bear05jt: i really really liked you
bear05jt: that is why
a_guy_234567: ok
bear05jt: make sense?
bear05jt: besides never thought you would date carrie
a_guy_234567: i know, then one day, it just happened...i dont know
bear05jt: i can't blame you
bear05jt: but right now i want to blame you soo bad
a_guy_234567: you cant control fate...
bear05jt: i can't hear this right now
bear05jt: i need to go
a_guy_234567: ok
bear05jt: i can't go through this with you right now
a_guy_234567: ok
bear05jt: let me just say this
bear05jt: i do hope you and carrie are happy but
bear05jt: i fell for you very very hard
bear05jt: and i thought there was something between us
bear05jt: but i see there isn't
bear05jt: goodbye
bear05jt: goodbye jack
a_guy_234567: ok, ill talk to you later then
bear05jt: probably not for a very very long time
a_guy_234567: yeah, ive been pretty busy lately
bear05jt: yeah with carrie
bear05jt: see i can't do this
a_guy_234567: actually with work, carries in arkansas right now
bear05jt: still
bear05jt: i now know
bear05jt: that you are happier spending time with your lover carrie than with me
bear05jt: which is great for you
a_guy_234567: ok
a_guy_234567: talk to you later
bear05jt: whatever
a_guy_234567: ok, see you later then
bear05jt: whatever
bear05jt: i dont' give a shit anymore
bear05jt: sorry
bear05jt: see this is what i am talking aobut
bear05jt: about my hurt taking over
a_guy_234567: ok
a_guy_234567: bye