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don't make light of what means so much to me. don't say its all in good fun. i gave you all i had and never got a simple thanks. you reply with a shalow arrogance. and i don't care cause sorry is worthless now. i did the best i could now give me credit where its due.
your misery will find you
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needles in the sand
hard times, hard lines in the sand please don't step across that line this time
i can see you coming, i can see you going over the edge again
sometimes it seems like it's all a game to you
in and out and in and out
and i just hope that you get out alive this time
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hindsight
connection made, or always there, just realized, just denied, just put things back the way they were before, put it back, because i died that day. second chances, second glances, or should i just wait here to die. i've been trying to tell you, but i'll just wait here to die. blind my eyes so i can't see, give me one more taste to keep me coming back for more. second chances, second glances, i'll just wait here to die.
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angel
now i've given up all hope, and resigned from my desires. i've realized that the times when i wanted you most were the times when it would do me in to here your voice. angel you're killing me. i'd think you were a vision but my blood flows for real, i still feel. not finished yet. give me one more chance. bleed me till i'm dry. (corey says some stuff) silence surrounds me. (corey) stillness consumes me. (corey again) and if i had it all to do again. (more corey) i would not change a thing.
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so long
its been so long since i've seen you. and i'm waiting for you to return to being you. come back to live again. love to hate again. finding steps that i've retraced in this life I waste. Can you tell me If I and wasting my time. let me know if I should proceed. You've brought me in and now i'm cold. and this anticipation is growing old. Take me, in your world. I'm not scared. but i'm more fagile than I seem. and I, I know what i've seen and its beautiful
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Things I've Done and Things To Come
you see right through me
no matter where I am
you see right through me
no matter who I can or cannot be
things I've done and things to come. remembering. forshadowing.
a life I've lived for so long. a life I've lived so wrong
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Untitled
thoughts. images and words. race through my head. makes my heart beat faster. your laughter. echoes through me. a sound i know. will last forever...even when we part. yet parting is what holds me back...thoughts. desires. feelings deeper still. real or in my head. contained in my imagination. to fill some need. this is my question. the real reason i hold back...I put up walls. and deny whats inside of me. easy to ignore. and spare myself another fall...I'm wanting. needing. longing to know. If my thoughts and my desires are the same as yours. still I can't seem. can't seem to make the words come out right.
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Little Boy Blue
little boy blue. wants to sing a song for you. wants to tell you how it feels to be the man in the moon. the man in the moon all he can do. is look through the clouds. and wonder how...you could be so perfect. and you could be so right.and you could be so untouchable on a cloudless starless night...If I could tell you how it feels. if I could speak my mind. I'd write it out like shakespear. perfect sonnet. for my love...and you could be so perfect.
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For Igenue
cigarette breath. and coffee stained teeth. so easy to talk to but whats underneath. this facade you call home. I watch as you flick your ash and light another. why won't you bother. to let me in. or is it too much for even you...I guess the story goes two ways. there's so much that I want to say. what I want to know. is when you see the real me. will you still love me...love and hate. I hate to love. not hate just fear. standing here. torn in two over love for you. and I hate what I have to do...
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Impressions
I see you there. so full of passion bursting at the seams
more than you seem. first impressions never enough
beauty. way more than skin deep
rarely have I seen this before. and when will I again
look me in the eye. show me whats inside
I've got nothing to hide.
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Dreams
If you beleived that I believe, you wouldn't talk to me this way. if you could see what I can see. you wouldn't look at me that way. I am a boy made up of dreams of what I'll be. I am a boy made up of things. that you stole from me. emotions racing. spinning. through me. where did I put my words. I am a boy made up of dreams of what I'll be.
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Untitled
so far away from here. so far away from what you were. i know people change but i never thought you would never thought you could. they say time heals. and distance brings us near. but what i want to know is how far will I have to go to be with you
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