How can I want you the way I do
When I'm not sure if this is right?
How can I let you make me feel anything?
Why do I fight?
Love is out of the question; it's too soon to tell.
Lust is what I'm feeling, a nonstopping hell.
I hope.
I don't want to feel this way
I don't want my heart to race
I don't want to ache to be near you
But damn it, I'm only human.
How can I let this go on?
Sick of hearing love songs
Sick of always thinking of you
Sick of always being blue.
How can I get away from it?
Away from you?
Away from these feelings
I know you'll break my heart in two.
Maybe more.
I guess I can't; I'll go with the flow
For now.
I see you standing there
Smiling
I try not to
Try not to see you
Try to not want to be near you
Try to not be so aware
Of you.
I fein indifference
I don't care
But my heart lies, it isn't fair
I don't want to be so aware of you
I always know when you're near
I can feel you there
by me.
Damn you, why can't i just pretend that I'm not so aware?