farewell my dearest blog

*--ki has moved

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currently flooble is down

the scrollbar is really strange

and the site may show up a little weird on your computer [as it does on joelynn's and my brother's]

but otherwise everything is fine

have fun

*--ki
*--3.59pm, Monday 10th May 2004

capsules.STINK.
mood: sick
listening to: true love from aae
thinking of: what i might be doing if i were in school...

bahh. capsules are the stinkiest things on earth. capsules as in those you take when you're sick. i've still got...about 10 more antibiotic capsules to go. hopefully they'll be gone in a few days time. plus there's 3 more packets of tablets and one bottled one. lozenges suck 3 times a day. [at least they're flavoured] cough medicine 3 times a day. little green tablets 3 times a day 2 tablets each time. shan't go on anymore, will bore you to death. this morning my temperature was 37.5 deg. when it's usually 35.9...

LOVING YOU ROX!!! [evelyn go borrow & watch.] i put it as the number 1 love story! then after that comes beautiful days then all abt eve. park yong ha is so cute.=) yoojin is cute toooo! her hair is v nice. and the 2 of them actually fell in love while filming lol. the girl is actually a singer in real life, this is her only show. show is damn good but ending is a bit disappointing. show the guy running towards her tt's all. very sian. it's abt a guy called leehyuk [li3 he4] and a girl called darae [duo1 li4]. not just tt. a lot of background info. not gonna tell you anything else! must go watch! kay i sound like a complete korean drama freak here...>.<

ahh my throat *koffkoff* bahh. sooo sian. sit at home and blog. if i'd gone to school...i'd be finishing off my drink or buying mentos to suck in madame tse's class. ahhh. extra french lesson today. feel like i'm missing out on a lot...i have a feeling she gave hints about the exam again...nvm will ask claire what she said tmr. think there was another round of SL nominations today. so sad cannot participate. someone tell me who got nominated kay? what is there to do apart from studying...

*--ki
*--2.27pm, Monday, 3rd May 2004

forgottoblog | restrictedlife
mood: feeling restricted
listening to: as it is from aae
thinking of: rgp canteen

okay...didn't blog abt some things on friday.

freeman is plain mean. he seems to pick on --------. kept criticising her kathleen grundy report and making mean comments abt it...made her cry. and for some reason which i have yet to find out, he detained 109 on thursday regardless of whether they have cca or not. so nelicia din come for fencing. bahh.

and on friday. we gave mrs wong the huge cuddly $35 bear from j8. she seems to like it. and she made us these reaally preeety little pouches. i got a white one[everyone got white ones except claire, it seems] with a weird round yellow fruit with streaks and dots of black. maybe it's a yellow watermelon. so niceee. she had to make 16 of them. wonder how long she took...

i'm down with a sore throat. phlegm. how am i gonna run 2.4 if i don't recover by tuesday. sighzz.

i wanna run. on tuesday. or else have to run with other ppl. weird ppl i don't know. rgs is - such a stranger. still. a stranger. i wanna be back in rgp where it's cosier. where you're not so restricted, where the people are more familiar, where the teachers are nicer to talk to. where some of the canteen food is quite lousy but the canteen vendors are nice too. where you can get a bowl of noodles for 50c and lemon chicken rice for 80c. and a lu dan for 30c. where the pillars are painted and kiddy-ish. and the painted hopscotch things on the floor. and the staffroom. which is ever so foreboding. yet you get to walk in and out liberally without any teacher bothering.

in rgs. it's so different. rgs is small compared to other schools but big compared to most primary schools. it's bigger now. but still so restricting. in rgp the prefects were ever so corrupted. they see you eating in class and go 'eat lah eat lah.' and some even go round without wearing their ties. the rgs prefects are so much stricter. though some sec 4 prefects are quite corrupted too. people start booking you once you step into school and commit an offence. you get people of all levels booking you. SLs, PITs, prefects. thankfully most SLs are nice. and thankfully i've never been booked before. except for class bookings. what. is wrong. with using your handphone in class during recess and lunch. it's not gonna kill anyone. what is wrong with wearing navy blue scrunchies. it's not gonna kill anyone either. and what's wrong with calling agnes lim mrs wolfe? maybe it's just a rumour, but...nvm. what is wrong, for god's sakes.

detention.

so restricted.

the last time we went back to visit rgp[it was only once this year, anyway] some of the teachers were so dao. like ms ivy lee. smile and walk away. maybe she's busy but can't she just stop to say a short 'hi' or ask 'how's life'.

every day i pass rgp but i know i can't go in.

i wanna go out. these days i've only been to school, moelc, j8, home. i know j8 so well now. on wednesday i think i'll eat sakae sushi set lunch. or maybe mos burger...just wanna try something new.

wish i was away in africa again. in three streams trout farm. running down that path.